And if time permits, I want us to formally bid goodbyes to each other’s life. It was just last night we brush pass each other unknowingly and I know for sure that I’ve finally moved on without the memories.

I'm praying that I will have more personal time to dream but my new job is driving me into depression and I'm on a 'mini' strike since yesterday; waiting to quit on Sunday. I still haven't got time to work on my 'forever waiting' fic which I've stopped for a few months. Finally got time to try on the teaser.

PS: Jae in black suit is soooo deadly. O.o"

Wow Wow Wow..... Celine really got herself a very nice guy.

Anyway... we went to Sentosa Amara Villa to celebrate her 21st. Suppose to be a surprise party but oh well~ A very nice cosy villa suitable for honeymoon so it feels kinda weird with so many people around. Quite an enjoyable party. And I'm surprise Honey (HY) went too. Oh yes! Finally get to meet Wendy. Miss her so much!!

Happy 21st Birthday!!!! Stay prettttyyyyyy always. ^^

Am I too old to be rebellious? I always wonder how 22 years old behaves. Am I not supposed to act the way I’m acting now?

I haven’t been in the best of mood lately. Probably because I’ve been coping myself in the room whenever I got home and I hardly talk to anyone.

I've been smiling to the world, laughing with the world but at the end of the day, the world doesn't seems to want help take those pain away. Rin have been a very very ignorant girl.

And now I’m still blogging after saying I wanted to close this blog.

I've been too lazy to do all the updating..... Anyway no one will be reading it already....

This blog will be closed/moved soon...


Till then......

- 공기라고 착각한 바람같은 거였겠지 -

Peace out, Rin^^

I seriously can't wait for New Moon to be out..... A small comment... the wolves in the trailer look so..... small and pathetic.... hahahaha..... hope it won't be a disappointment. ^^

A very random post!

I'm overdosing on Vitamin D. I seriously am. Arg!! The weather... so unbearable.

Anyway, I've done something that I've always thought is the last thing I will do on earth - and that's reading books. Not that I don't read. I do but the only thing that I read except magazines and newspaper is online fictions; not books and it mustn't be more than 10 Chapters. But I've completed the first book of Twilight although it took me quite a few days and even spend one afternoon during the weekends to read it at the airport - very very relaxing.

Apologise for not updating. I was having a battle with myself for quite awhile ever since the holiday and that explain why I was so determine to go for a holiday to Malaysia alone - i need to talk to someone.



Today I wake up listening to Bolero and remembering the dreams I used to have when I was younger – the passion I have so strongly but unable to find it anymore. The urge to stay away from my family so that I can grow and learn to be independent, the joy of able to stay out with my friends and we will laugh at the silliest jokes or even snuggle together after watching a scary movie. It’s been so long that I’ve forgotten all about it. All that I’ve lived my teenage life dreaming about.

‘Convince me’ was my only answer when Shila and Lizah ask me whether I’m going. Actually at that time I was ready to look for Taiwan hotel for Christmas and getting more connections from Korea to prepare for my arrival probably next year. But I guess all of that will have to wait because I’m positive that I’m finally convinced. ^^

Goodnight world! Rin is feeling relieved that it's finally over.

原来在这世界上除了我的爸妈，还真的有人会替我的难过而难过，会为我担心`，会默默的打听我的事，会默默疼我。感觉真的很被爱！

说好只是去4天，结果去了一个星期才舍得回家。安顺，怡保，槟城，KL， JB。谢谢大家的配伴。

情人节快到了!!!!

I met Andrew at the Tuas check point last Wednesday when I was on my way to KL again. Didn't get a chance to greet him because he was busy attending to the secondary students (he is some kinda educational camp thingy - i tot he should be in the camp right now). Anyway... I don't know why but I see him everywhere. I met him around the campus every week and after graduation I met him around the little Singapore island at Novena, Vivocity, Orchard. I even told my mum he is very handsome - at least is my type. Hoho!!

Anyway.. my new found lover... The only reason why I'm in love with the song Run It! is because its his new dance song...

好久没有被疼爱的感觉。
好久没有被朋友包围的感觉。
好久没有跟一班朋友有说有笑。
好久没有跟朋友分享秘密。

我和我的好麻吉! 一天就很想念了-.-

兴奋。超级兴奋。。。

倒数开始咯！20… 19….18…………10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1… Happy New Year 2009!!!

不一样的倒数方式。希望大家在2009年会过得更开心，过得更幸福哦！

Happy New Year 2009!

Greeting comes a day late.

Countdown at Genting was marvelous. The weather is super cooling, the crowd was awesome, the atmosphere is great, the fireworks damn grand but a pity is that the company isn’t quite right – not fun. Anyway, I saw someone who look like Kevin there somemore wearing black hoodie. Maybe you guys would like to try counting dow at Genting next year but if you have no interest in counting down then I suggest to avoid Genting because it is really crowded, don’t even feel like stepping out of the hotel. Anyway, I saw the guy who look like Kevin at Starbucks just before we depart. ^^

So.. How did you guys spent your last day of 2008?

突然发现我的华语还不错的嘛！

2008 年很快就要过了。这2008过得很不一样。觉得自己好像长大了一些。

终于在三月毕业了。在四月意外的上了JEntertainment的International杂志。在七月过了自己的21岁生日。在九月去了一至想去的韩国。在十月再次的成为学生读了大学。在十一月盼到了新加坡的第一个Kpop演唱会。和终于有机会上了KBS电视台。

看到了不一样的世界，遇到了不同的人，成长了不少。你们呢？也同样的成长了不少吧？


有个念头,想把blog给换了。我不是个很爱分享自己的人。必尽写blog只是想自己留些回忆而不是想炫耀些什么和公开自己的开心与难过任别人说。


希望2009会更好，过得更充实。那么。。再见了2008年！Hello 2009！！

我是fangirl好像已经不是个密密了。所以不瞒你们说为了看亚轮,我去了飞轮海演唱会。哈哈! 票当然是免费的啦！

突然的改变带来不安的情绪。

开始觉得很厌烦。一切都不一样了。

小气的我没有办法做你想要的那种朋友

为什么会这样？？？

尝试过也不爽过。蛮怨过也难过过

难道你都没有发现我们已经不一样了吗？

或许是我沾有你太久现在也是时候把你还给她了吧。

呸呸呸！我不难过只是在想 为什么当初的体量会变成今天的远离？

we are chatting while I'm typing this. Look at how distance I feel.

From daily needs such as toothbrush, towels, blankets, jackets, socks, bag, wallet, pencil case, pens, diary are either bought in Korea or Made in Korea.

Down to the songs I listen to. I currently have a collection of 100s over K-pop CDs / DVDs and over 300 albums in my computer. I listen to Korea FM broadcast and Singapore’s Korea Cool K Time(although they play almost the same songs everynight).

Down to the shows I watch – either I watch Korean drama(which I seldom do but slowly starting to), or I watch online performances and variety shows but often I watch only Cable TV Korea Channel (KBS and Arirang). Yeah... and recently I filmed for KBS. YES! A step towards 2 Day 1 Night. My main objective is to be able to join 2D1N filming.... Hahahaha.....


Rin and Elva at KBS filming site

The best reward for exam is to attend Fahrenheit Concert.

The best Christmas present is to shop in KL.

The best way to welcome 2009 is to spend it at Genting.

Rin is Happy^^

我知道你们都有偷偷的在读哦！

Busy with getting back with my slacking lifestyle so haven't got the chance to update until today because of the previous post.

I guess everyone is doing well too. It's raining today!!! I love rain on Sunday because i hate Sunday. hehe.....

I won't be spending time updating on my life right now because I've spent quite some time on the previous post.

Rin is Happy Happy and is very very HAPPY!!! Goodnight peeps, goodnight WORLD!

작년에.... 우리는 방콕에서 준수니 의 생일을 경축하고 있었다.

그는 22를 오늘 돌고 있다. ㅎㅎ

So on this special day, I'll dedicate this post with 22 different languages of Happy Birthday darling 준수니~!!!!! *Clap*

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

*muack muack*

*phew*I'm dead beat after painting my room for the whole day....

Everybody!!! It's HOLIDAY!!!!