Thursday, February 12, 2009

P3,P3 and just P3.
I am facing this nightmare now.
Sleeping less than 5 hours everyday, rushing out 3 A2 sketches everyday.
And going to the school just for the sake of my attendance and pinning up the sketches.
And there, my 2 hours spent on transport...
Falling asleep in front of the computer or on the sofa
And woke up,looking at the clock, feeling very panic because there is work yet to be done.

I want to spend hours on playing games in facebook.
I want to spend the whole day watching dramas.
I want to sleep till the sun is in the middle of the sky and not woke up by the alarm ringing tone.
I want to go out with bf
I just want to nag and complain and whine.

I feels regret sometimes. Regret that why didn't i appeal out of this course in my year 1.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

P3 is here. 1 week is going to be over and i have not do much.
I am always thinking of sleeping everyday.
Everything is screwed up. Damn it.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Are you able to lick your nose?

I am back to my dying blog. Lol.

Reunion dinner is great. Though every year is the same, but i still so excited over it. The same old round table, same old steamboat and bbq, together with my family of 4. Seating down together to catch a movie on TV, munching on new year goodies and haber lying on the floor beside the sofa. Life is so good if such a day happens everyday.

Anyway, we stayed at home on chu yi. Because grandma is not at home. So we decided to go down on chu er. I don't have many relatives on my mother side and most of my relatives on my father side is in Malaysia. So new year is like any other normal days to me.

Grandma lived at chinatown. Chinatown is really very 'china'. So many ah peks and china people. When i am sitting down together with my family in mac for lunch, i can see many couples. A couple of ah pek and china woman. You feed me i feed you. *disgusted* I believed that those ah pek must have left their wife at home doing housework and preparing meals while they come out to look for those young and fox-like woman, willing to spend their money on them. They should have save up the money and prepare to buy coffin for themselves in future. Dirty old ah peks.

*Slap my mouth* I have being very bitchy and nasty recently. I must try to retain myself on saying nasty things and keep my mouth shut.

Elective is over. So far, this elective is more fun than the others. And yes, the nightmare had come. P3! Damn it.

Sometimes, you should have a limit. Stop thinking you are that great when you are nothing as compared to others.