Poly students having holidays now. Sadly, i still have projects to work on. 3 more weeks to go before i have my holidays. *pull hair* I am going crazy.

The pig need to sleep.

Zzzz

I should really have to start worrying now.
Less than 1 month for 2 projects which require finished models.
Paper work not done yet...no ideas no sketches.
Basically is 0% done. *stab myself*

And since i have limited time for projects, why am i here blogging? I don't know.
For the sake of complaining and whining again, i supposed.
I think i am lacking self-discipline and time management recently.
有心无力. The feeling really sucks.

Future projects will be even worst than now.
Self motivation should be the key in order to push myself moving.

AND...computers are complicated machines.

'Torch' project is down. Except for the need of improvement in it since the vips are coming to take a look. I shall say 1/3 of the P2 is over.
1 month left for us to complete 2 other projects which require full models. Last but not least, a full presentation for all 3 projects.
I have not start on the 2 projects yet and i have no ideas in mind. Furthermore, the client is coming over to check on our progress. Imagine her look when she found out that we have not even start working on her project. Lol.
Pcomdi will be over after the report is handed up on Monday. We can really focus on P2 now.

Projects after projects. Endless.
I want holidays back. I want the days when i can wake up in the late morning or afternoon,with no plans for the day when i can either choose read,watch dramas or gaming. Agree to go out for gatherings and hanging out with friends without checking out when is my projects dateline.
*bubbles burst* Pop!

The future designers.

A CS addict. Why? Thanks to Ghost eh. I still prefer the map-ice world.
A bomb myself. No ideas no inspirations in bad mood. Its a warning that don't accidentally hit the wrong button or else everyone will be bombed. Blood spatter, body blow into pieces, Sj flavourite. :X
A sick freak. For don't know what reason, flu virus loves me. Caught the flu virus 2 times a week. I went to get my rest and Tadah i slept from 8.30pm till 11.20pm. For info, i woke up at 12 plus pm. Flu is away after my rest but its back again after my bathe. Zzz My body giving me warnings.
A zombie. Only sleeping for less than 5 hours everyday. Fall asleep in front of the computer for 3 times in a row at home and i am sure there are a few more times to go. Slept in front of the caid lab computer for many times till i lost count of it. Not physically drained but mentally.

I seriously hate the thinking process when i can't even sketch 1 piece a day. Brain clogged, no ideas flow. Pcomd last brief,CDI project on Monday. Tell me how am i going to handle these projects at the same time? Not forgetting there are another CDI project and redesigning of letter box which require finished products. @.@ Every projects are important, it does not matter which projects need more attention. There are different datelines to meet and which project is going to due first, i will complete that project first. Thus, time management is important,multi-tasking is always the only way. Easy to say than to be done. Lecturers usually don't know how much stress they bring to us. Yes, i know they gone through the same process, ex seniors and seniors had even more than us, we are always the lucky ones with lesser things to do. But we are not them though lecturers are trying to get us to be like them. We start to push the blame to block teaching but does block teaching the cause of it? Now i doubt it. Are we weak or the lecturers asking too much? Theres always no answer in this debation. because we still need to complete our projects.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Whining and complaining done, back to work.
Screw you stupid flu. And...i am hungry.

Tried ( but never buy and will not buy ) this dress in this fashion after SJ and i went to chinatown to do some research for project.
I know its time for me to lose weight.
But how am i going to do so when i, almost 20 hours worth of time sitting down ( plus snacking ) in front of the pc to sketch and research. Not forgetting that we are going to start on drafting and rendering soon.
I am becoming the China's national treasure soon, the panda. Sleeping less than 5 hours everyday.
Everyone looks almost half-dead. The studio, free access lab and caid lab are our second home.
Like what Sj said, the time we stay in school is more than the time we stay at home.

Not much progress in projects...sian.
The torturing time is long...sian.
The feeling when lack of inspirations...sian.

I missed the times of slacking, playing and SLEEPING!

4.29am in the morning now and i need to wake up at 10am later. How i wish i have the time to just sit down and stone. (Credits to Sj? or yvette? for the photo above)

Computer giving me a hard time recently. 2 days in a row, i can't even do my work with the desktop in my living room, except for some paper work with the desktop in my room which have no internet. Virus attack on the 1st day, imagine having 500 and above amount of virus in your pc? That's the amount of virus i found when scanning my desktop. Cleared and back to normal, and god knows what files i accidentally delete,the computer cannot be start up. So 2nd day is to put back the missing file and reinstalling software. I must be thankful that the computer shows problems now instead of the period of critical days when everyone is rushing caid and presentation.

A zillion thanks to Zhong Yi for coming down 2 days in a row to help me on my computers. Took up so much of his time when he need to do his work for client. 救命恩人

Its just the start of this new block and i am feeling stress. Time is very limited so i guess i won't be updating my blog for a long period. I hardly have any dark rings,obvious eyes bags and swollen eyes but they are all starting to show up. I suppose i will look even worst after Pcomd and P2.

I should go to sleep now. Working on projects tomorrow again.