I am just so lazy to blog. But for the sake of my viewers...

Went back to Seng Kang Secondary yesterday. Did not catch much of the performance though. Anyway,was happy to see some of my classmates and teachers again.

Great teachers are going away. Going to a better school of course. And Skss will be going from bad to worst. They are not performing well as we are. I read this from Jian Wei's blog. I shall see whether they can breakthrough our results when the o's results is out next year. Good luck and jia you to the current sec fours.

Did not stay long in school. Went to compass point cold storage to get some stuffs as we planned to 'cook' at Han Ping's house. We bought some sushis too.

And yes,we started to make a mess in Han Ping's kitchen.



Thats Eunice and Crystalene. The future tai tais who will not want to step into kitchen when married. And how will you know?



See how they sliced off the apple skin and how they cut them. 'Shi bai' ar. Future tai tais to be.



This is a good example of a wife-to-be in future. : )



And yes,please come around and learn from her.



But...nowadays people don't cook. Microwave does the job for us.



See how easy it is? Throw in the food and ta duh,done.



And of course,we can still take photos while waiting for the mircowave to do the job for us. No oily face or messy hair.



Yummy.



And this is what took us so long to 'cook' them.



And its all cleared.

And i don't know whose idea was it. We start a mini kbox. 0.o Yes,it sounds lame but its fun.



Thats Veron,crystalene and myself.

Thanks for all the memories given. Love all my girlfriends.

When sweet memories came back.

Psycho myself to love perspective.
Psycho myself to love perspective.
Psycho myself to love perspective.

Yes i love perspective.
*Cross fingers*

The feeling of not able to do a thing well is bad.
I am sure all people understands it.
I know perspective is fun. But still,the fun loves to play hide and seek with me.
I nearly faint when i saw the time table given to us today.
I feel like running away,hide at some corner and cry.
But it won't help much.
It won't help me pass this module either.
Seriously,i am not in my normal self recently.
You see me normal? It may be the reason that i am trying to fake it out.
If you don't see me normal,try to leave me alone. Because i am a bomb that may explode anytime.
Don't talk sense to me because i am stubborn. Your words will just fell on deaf ears.
Don't console me,it will only make me feel worst. Make me feel so helpless.
And yes,its time for me to 搞自闭. Emo time.

Psycho myself.
Psycho myself.
Psycho myself.

Perspective is fun. Perspective is easy. Assignments will be done soon.

Thats see how true it is?

SAGITTARIUS

The Happy-Go-Lucky One. ( Yes i am! )
Good-natured optimist. ( When i am able to see some things clear. )
Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). ( Lala la la~~~ )
Indulges self. ( Hmm... )
Boastful. ( Lol...sometimes? )
Likes luxuries and gambling. ( Who don't like luxuries? But i don't gamble! )
Social and outgoing. ( Agree in large extent. )
Doesn't like responsibilities. ( YES! Sometimes can be stress )
Often fantasizes. ( Day dreaming? )
Impatient. ( Quite true. )
Fun to be around. ( Does that mean i am a joker? )
Having lots of friends. ( Yup Yup... )
Flirtatious. ( ?!?!?! OMG. )
Doesn't like rules. ( Feel so restricted sometimes. )
Sometimes hypocritical. ( Zzz...)
Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. ( I love to be comforatable and freedom. )
Doesn't like being doubted. ( Of course! )
Beautiful inside and out. ( You see both in me? )

Ok...Is so obvious that i am so bore now. Assignments not done yet and i am here online to slack. Have to ensure myself that i will work on them later after dinner. I will not want my weekends to be too badly ruined because of assignments.

Feel rather encourage when Khee Huat said that my 3 point perspective is on track as in construction lines are correct. At least i know if i am willing to my heart into learning,i can make it. Though i am not so contented on my construction lines because its kind of 'anyhow' done. Going to improve more on it.

Jia you!

Busy time table packed with assignments helped me cleared you off in my mind.

Perspective and just perspective. It is driving me mad! I am so stress over it now. I don't seems to get it right after several times of redrawing. Kind of being demoralise. I still don't quite get the key in drawing it. Can someone please enlighten me? T.T

I felt so frighten now. Afraid of this module now. The feeling of being so lost and helpless. I don't see myself putting in enough effort in trying too. Maybe i am just forcing myself too much. Of all the modules taken so far,this is the one which make me feel so threaten. Like what Khee Huat said,this module is kind of a brain dead subject but why can't i master it? I know it takes time to learn but the time taken is just too beyond my learning pace. Weak absorb! And yes,i feel like crying. But what is the use of crying besides letting all the complains and stress out? It won't change anything over one night.

I have never doubt my determination before and i must ensure that i can survive through it. I am a perfectionist and how can i just give up so easily? If so,thats not like me anymore.

Anyway,time given for the assignments is not enough. The time restricts the room of improvement for each piece of drawings. And ya,i still dislike block teaching.

Random thoughts;

I feel like eating macdonalds now.

A guai student like me did not go to school today! I cannot believe what i did too. But the weather managed to persaude me not to go. And i will never fall into it again. Thus,theres no next time. So i slept through the whole morning and was waken up by Han Sheng's call. A new assignment is given. Zzz

Anyway,i went to rivervale plaza to accompany slowpoke for lunch through i had my instant noodles at home already. And that stomach of his is scary! He could eat a big plate of western food and is still not full! *Faint* He then bought a dish of 'dim sum'. After which,we went to the fairprice. I just can't stop laughing when a guy actually knows how to choose fruits!



See how pro he is?
I prayed and hoped that he don't read my blog. I may be killed by him when he saw this.

Went to meet SJ and Donson before we went to Pei Shi's house to take the assignment brief. We have no idea how to get to Pei Shi's house and kind of lost. End up turning a big circle and went back to the same place. Thanks SJ for those walking exercises.

Dinner time! Went to kovan hawker centre and yes,hunt for food. And we realised that Donson have a big stomach. He ATE a bowl of laksa and a bowl of 'mee pok' and lime juice!



This was what i ate for my dinner. Quite nice i can say. But i must try Donson's laksa if i go there again. Although its spicy.



This was what SJ ate for her dinner.

*Please don't make me fall into the trap.

?tidaerotrehtobyhw

Warning! Please don't see this post when you are having meals or just after your meals. Because you may want to puke after you saw these photos.

I just received Ci Hui's email about these poor little cute animals being tortured and killed. There are more photos in that email as compared to what i posted here. I just did not want to scare off my readers when they saw those photos.



See how cute this seal is?



BUT! Can you imagine them using that rod which looks like a golf stick or baseball stick to hit the cute seal's head?



AND see how those seals being torture till die? Those sick idiot people said that its a sport! A SPORTS! As quoted from the email,'Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a 'sport'.'



If they call it sports. I will like to treat those sick people as my baby seals and i use those rods,hit them hard on their heads,torture them like how they torture those animals till death and i call it my sports.



See this poor dog.



And this poor cat!

The world is changing. The people are too free to think of these sick entertainment or sports! People minds are becoming more and more sick. Theres something really wrong with their thinking. I cried for those poor animals and i don't hesitate to curse and swear at those sick idiots. They are not fit to be humans. Imagine you are one of those animals being torture? You are so helpless when you are being capture by them. OMG.

Yes,you can call me a weirdo who can get so work up by these acticles and photos. But too bad,i can't help it. Laugh and tease at me as you like because your mind is becoming sick and you are becoming more and more cold blooded when you have no feelings when you saw those photos.

Can a wall make up of gold? metal? or diamond? Or any hard elements? Because,how can a drilling of a small kitchen wall took a few hours?! AND that drilling starts early in the morning! So disturbing. Noise pollution! I wanted my sleep so badly and that drilling sound is just so loud! Its driving me nuts and giving me a headache!

Imagine me turning up the volume when i am playing songs? I can't even cover that disturbing noise! And thus,called Si Jin out to hougang mall to slack and also to get away.

I just love my strawberry milktea. Yummy! Walked around hougang mall and we went to compass point. Slacking is boring but it kills time. My days are so 'no-life'. But how irony? When it comes to assignments time,we hoped for more free time. When we have lots of free time,we find it boring. Humans mind are so complicated.

Tomorrow will be the start of a new block. Perspective and free hand drawing? I hope that the assignments given will not kill me. And of course gd luck to those having model making class. I doubt they will still be normal by the end of the block.

Feeling so affected by people emotions and feelings recently. Whats going on with me again?

Its obvious that i am so bore when you see the tests i took below.

You Are An Intro-Extrovert!

Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time. Too much of one, and you'll long for the other. You need variety! Chances are, you've got both serious and fun friends - and they don't get along.

No wonder i can be high or emo at times.

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

Oh really?

What Your Favorite Color Black Says About You:

Timeless --- Stylish --- Sophisticated Overpowering --- Intimidating --- Dominant Perfectionist --- Controlling --- Competent

I agree that i am a perfectionist. Don't believe? See the below test.

You Are 73% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Is 73% alot?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away!

So how true is all the tests results on me?

I don't need passerby in my life.

Today marks the end of this block. No more slacking days and skipping of lectures when the next block starts. And we are going to face Khee Huat again. I wanted chocolates from him! Lol...AND we are going to carry that A2 size layout pad again!

Handed up my rhino handphone modelling though the deadline is extended to this coming Monday. I will not want to edit and re-edit again,switching from rhino to illustrator,back to rhino and back again,as my eyes are suffering. My poor eyes have been kissing the computer screen for this past few days!

Sorry guys that the food hunting in newton was cancelled today. Why is it me who is planning again? Lol... Anyway,we must go for food hunting some day and i believe we will or hopefully have the time to go.

The 7th month. My parents will not want me to stay out too late. And i knew it,because they nagged? Hmm...not that harsh...as in they said to me that its better not to do my work till that late when i got back home at 11 plus,going to reach 12am yesterday. Slowpoke was nagging at me too. Zzz. And is still nagging now. Part of the reason is because it is the 7th month and the other reason is-there are perverts out there spying on girls.
'It is so dangerous for girls to stay out too late and going home alone.' As quoted from what slowpoke said. Why are girls always in the disadvantages? If i am given a choice in choosing my gender in my next life,i MAY want to become a guy.

The world is never fair. When...
Women have to suffer 12 weeks per year when men need not.
Women can get pregnant while men cannot.
Women carries a burden for 10 months after pregnant and men need not.
Women are always in disadvantages. And i am just to lazy to list them out.

*Souce is bias against men.

When my world starts spinning,everythings just went out of place.

There might be somebody out there who viewed my blog will scold me 'chi bao mei shi zhuo'. For? I seems to have alot of time to change a new blogskin. Yes! A new blogskin again. Suits me sometimes right? A emo freak. And i like it plain and not too girly.

'Rhino' away the whole morning,afternoon till evening. And i am happy that i am almost done. I will need to bug Terrence tomorrow to let him check on my modelling. Hopefully that i will not make any big mistakes in it. Because i will not want my eyes to stick on the computer screen again focusing on which line to trim. And you guessed it right,its the hatching part.

Saw this in someone's msn nick and i rephrased the sentence.
'Some people are still alive now because it is illegal to kill them'
And i agree to a large extent. I am bias towards the source. Lol...Did this sentence reminds you of social studies?

Sometimes its good to be alone,
to be trap in our self thinking world.
With no influences and attractions.
To be ocuppy by personal thoughts and feelings.
To be surrounded by the beauty of quietness.

I flushed slowpoke down the toilet bowl.

Blogging at Si Jin house while letting her install the rhino software.

Was rather pissed off this afternoon after we had our lunch when we went back to the cad lab. When Ci Hui and the girls wanted to use the com to do their rhino,we saw that some people are using the com for other 'purposes' instead of doing their rhino. I did said something and i hope is not too harsh.

I am not saying that those other 'purposes' is wrong but however i felt that it is not the time to do the other 'purposes' when it is the time when we should do rhino. We did asked nicely for the use of computers but kind of being ignored. I seriously hate that inconsiderate attitude shown to me.

Ya,and we went off to check out on the free access lab but the juniors and seniors are using. So we end up having NO computers to use.

Seriously,i dislike people gaming with no limit of time. I don't understand why they just can't weigh the importance of work and game? And please,i am not saying that gaming is wrong. I know this post is kind of being bias against 'gamers' but i just trying to voice out what i wanted to say. So,to me,work come first before game. ( people who understand me will get what i mean. )

Love me as your friend or hate me like an enemy.

Was kind of being asked to do this. And it helps me kills time.

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:


1) A surprise birthday celebration by friends.
2) A laptop
3) Handmade presents
4) All dogs stuffs
5) New bag or clothes

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is?
Si JIn

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
My crap partner

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
- Crappy
- Crazy
- Noisy
- Irritating
- Serious emo illness

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
No idea.

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
All her crappy words.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
I am straight,not a les. Lol...If she is my lover,i will kill myself.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
If she is my lover,she MUST wear SKIRT.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
I will kill her.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
The reason probably be my mind is one screw loose.

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Make her wear skirt. :P

11.Your overall impression of him/her is?
A girl who don't wear skirt.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
Crappy,emo at times and perfectionist.

13.The character you love of yourself are?
Happy-go-lucky

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
Short temper

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
My future darling.

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1. Si JIn
2. Veron
3. Han Ping
4. Yvette
5. Royston
6. Jian Wei
7. Yong woei
8. Amelia
9. Frost
10. Zhi Xiang

If your name is not in the above,i'm sorry.

11. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
I doubt so. He is just to busy studying.

12.Is no.9 a male or female?
My slowpoke...he is a male.

13.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
They don't know each other.

14.How about no.8 and 5?
They don't know each other.

15.What is no.2 studying about?
About hospitally.

16.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
In the afternoon...on msn

17.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Linkin park

18.Does no.1 has any siblings?
A younger brother.

19.Will you woo no.3?
She is already my girlfriend.

20.How about no.7?
...i doubt so.

21.Is no.4 single?
Yes.

22.What's the surname of no.5?
No idea.

23.What's the hobby of no.4?
Reading her vampires novels.

24.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other.

25.Where is no.2 studying at?
SP

26.Talk something casually about no.1?
She craps with me.

27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
Lol...she is my cute gal. :)

28.Where does no.9 live at?
Seng Kang.

29.What color does no.4 like?
Ar...i did not ask.

30.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Why don't you ask them?

31.Does no.7 likes no.2?
They don't know each other?

32.How do you get to know no.2?
During secondary 3 when we are classmates.

33.Does no.1 have any pets?
Used to have hamsters.

34.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
No.




“Tell us 6 weird things about yourself”

1. Doing this quiz when the time is 3.15am and i need to wake up at 6.30am later.


2. I loves to irritate Si Jin just to make her wear skirt.


3. I Loves to pluck off white hair from Si Jin's head.


4. I loves to watch horror movies and i can still laugh during the frightening part.


5. I likes to stare in the blank.


6. I likes to drink something cold or eat ice cream on cold rainy days and even when i am having a flu.

And i finally complete this quiz. And seriously,i need to go to bed now.

小女孩很喜欢沉醉在她那幻想世界里，
因为在那世界里没有眼泪，
没有悲伤。
她喜欢那种自由自在的感觉，
不受约束，不受控制，
只有自己的那一片天空。

但是现实开始嫉妒那小女孩，
现实的嫉妒和恨，变成了一双无形的手，
把那可怜的小女孩带到现实的世界里。
小女孩的世界开始有了眼泪，
了解了悲伤的存在，
无法控制自己，无法不被约束。

虽然小女孩再也回不去她那幻想的世界里，
也不抱任何能回去的希望。
她觉得在那残酷的现实世界里仁然会有她自己的小世界，
是没人可以与她分享的，
没人可以抢走的，
是独一无二的。

I am so addicted to the song,innocence. Just so love it when i found this song.

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
`Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

Blog to kills off my boredom.

School is fine. And i feel so slack now. Rotting on my weekends. Treasure the slacking moments now as i doubt there will be time for me to even rot when the next block starts.

Started modelling on using rhino now. Rather fun i can say. It fast and easy to use when i get my hands on it. And my senior is so great! Thanks Wei Jie for the software.

Addicted to the drama,hana kimi recently. The japanese version of 'hua yang shao nian shao nv' in taiwan. Japanese version is nicer of course. I love the 'xiu yi' in it. And i know that SJ is crazy over for the 'quan'. A total of 12 ep and i had watched 6 ep. Can't wait for more uploads.

Sunday tomorrow. And 'huan huan ai' will be up soon! Not going to be called lag! Going to stand by in front of the com and to be the first one to watch it.

You will never hear it...my slience cries.

Random

Been feeling weird recently. Or i am the weird one? The feeling that this block gives me is so slack. Kind of cannot get use. We are all rushing like the mad ones during the previous 2 blocks. And this is a sudden change.

Engineering drawing deadline is 4pm today. And we were still in bugis at 3.30pm to print our hard copy for the engineering drawing. Took cab back to school and i chiong all the way to Dennis staff room. Lucky that we are on time,no late and no marks deducted. I just run the way and don't even care when my necklance? or watever break off and dropped on the floor. I thought i lost it when i looked around. Kind of give up when is nowhere to be found. Is not the price that matters but is the unique. At least i don't find it in s'pore. But the rest helped me found it. Yup,face expression change immediately. Was so happy when i saw it again! Thanks guys! : )

Went to the library and looked for some books but did not stay too long as i have to go soon. I will go back again when i have the time to do so. Maybe tomorrow? Horror stories are my best entertainment. Lol...Met Frost and went back home together.

There is so much of 'excitments' today. Love and hate it too.

Some things are meant to be kept.

Ok...there will be alot of photos in this blog entry. And hopefully it can be view.



Yummy right? Mine is the middle one.



I know many people did this pose before,but it still fun to try it.



Censored! Lol...Thats Crystalene and Veron.



Ok...This photo is lame. I am trying not to laugh.



I think they are going to kill me when they see this. xD



Random photo.



At least Han Ping is taller than that ar...girl. Han Ping proved that shes not short too.



Eunice's idea of taking this photo. Eunice can you stop laughing?



And i am dragged into it too. Just to pass the time while waiting for the LRT.



Me and Eunice. Tooken inside the LRT.



Went to Compass Point arcade. Having a match?



Han Ping don't interrupt the match please. Lol...



Crystalene V.S Han Ping



From this photo onwards,we will bring you to our childhood.



Even Eunice joined in the fun.



I just love mirror!



Because i love to take reflections!



Please don't broke that 'car'.



But i prefer this 'car'.



Everybody please give me a twist! Where yours? Crystalene?



Snap! Candid shot.



One of my favourite chips. But it let me remembered how Frost keep giving me the chips when watching movie.



Yeah! My favourite chocolate. Took this photo when they went to 7/11.



Thats me and Veron!



Took again!



Went to U2000. Veron happened to walk by. Lol...



Lets end up with a group photo.

Pictures say a thousand words. I need not blog how happy i am today. Get to see them again and the feeling is great. Love them!