I am finally back from camp. I really miss DOC! All the cheers,sentosa activities,our performance night,night walk,final crash and water bombing.

Learnt alot of lame cheers and different responses so that we can fight back when other schools suan us. We are very well prepared. I was in Vader R and we named our R.I.P which means rest in peace. Lol...First day of camp,we had some ice-breaking games,giving out of our DOC camp t-shirt,making of our flag. Went down to sentosa at night and played activities there. We ended at around 4 plus in the morning. Although we are rather tire but we enjoyed.

Second day. Our performance night and night walk. Performance night is funny,all groups performed lame and stupid stuffs but its entertaining. Night walking with those seniors who acted ghost or corpse and we have to talk to them so that we can have our clues. You will never imagine how scary they are. Good actings and good make up. They simply freak us out but somehow unable to make me scream. Our last day,the important day for design school. The final crash. Everyone knows that design school are small but they never know that we are strong. We aimed for the most spiritual award and we won it. We cheered like we have never cheer before and be as crazy as we can during these 3 days 2 nights.

Gathered for the last time behind school canteen. Cheer for design school for the last time that day. And there,the water bombs fall on us without warning.I am wet but i like it. Jam and Hop in the evening but i decided to skip that.

I didn't really explain what we played in the camp which is fun. If i was to describe everything in details,it will be a very long entry. But what i really know is that i will want to join DOC camp in Nov or next year as a GL or programmer and to enjoy it again with the new batch of freshmen.

Finally my work ends and i can have the time to sit in front of the com blogging. Its fun working with those iora jies and gor again. Get to know more friends too. There are many laughters and lame jokes when we are working. Its a pity that i will not be able to work in another promotion fair when Gerald gor asked me because my school orientation will starts tomorrow. But he promised to call me back when theres another fair when i am free to work. I am looking forward to work with them again.

Orientation starts tomorrow. Hopefully a 4 day 2 night camp allows me to know more friends and be familiar with the surroundings that i am going to stick with for 3 whole years. Have to keep telling myself that it going to be fun to motivate me more.

The normal school life starting soon. Time to wake up early,go school,complete assignments and projects and mugging for exams. They had just disappear for 4 months since the day my o's ended and now they have come back. I don't miss them actually but they are much better than working from day to night.

Hero

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So,when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you

It's a long road when you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love if you search within yourself
and the emptiness you felt will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So,when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Lord knows freams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone tear them away
Hole on,there will be tomorrow
In time you'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive

So,when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a heor lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Ohh that a hero lies in you

Job or camp?

I chose job. I'm being pulled between 2 choices. It a pity to miss the camp when i know that its going to be very fun. But i still have to consider more instead of me going to have fun. Family situation is still the same and i must not add on too much burden for my parents. At least i got to work and earn to support my own transport fess and whatever i need. I hope that i will not regret my own decision. I know what is more important to me now.

All admin stuffs were done and now i will be going to school soon. Must study hard so i will make my parents feel that every single cent they paid is worth it. Two thousands plus is not a small amount per year with no financial help. My mum made that decision. If we get financial help,the interest is going to snow balling. Thats what my mum said. But anyway,will see how and whether we can manage it for 3 years or not. If not,financial help will come in.

Heard of a chinese pharse? ''chi de ku zhong ku ,fang wei ren shang ren'' ''吃得苦中苦，方为人上人'' Its a very good example. I found that it is meaningful when it crossed my mind again.

[ 就算是最亲的家人还是最好的朋友，也有说不出口的秘密。]

Try to understand others by standing at their point of view to look at things.