This is worth a read and to bear in mind.

Unfathomable.

& that's women.
Hahahha.
Ironic isnt it?

Sometimes you just dont know why some people are so unapproachable.
Even when you are being friendly.
But whatever.

No more.

Down.

I ended the day being increasingly upset.

There are so many small little things that make me feel bogged down today.

First, the boy is going to US by end of mth or early march. So that leaves us with 3 more weeks or so.
I know it is a short term assignment but still...we havent separated for such a long period of time before & in completely different timezones.
it's going to be hard. :'(
I'm gonna miss him very much.

Also, it's been a while since i'm so upset with the boy.
I hope he knows how f-ing upset i am.
Emotions run high and frustrations emerged. Discontentment and arguments is the theme of the night.

Zen is the way to go. Tempers need to be expelled.
Being two tigers like we are obviously makes things more volatile.
We all need to be more appreciative of the things and people around us.
I abhor vindictiveness.

then, after a long day, it suddenly dawned upon me that i shouldnt have done something earlier.
I'm often too rash with my actions and words. It's such a flaw.
Twice bitten, many times shy.
祸从口出 & it's very true.
Your intentions or thinking may be harmless & innocent but perceptions and interpretations may be different.
It will definitely affect me negatively should something adverse be whispered in important ears or certain characters.
Wish i hadn't done or said it out loud when the surrounding was quieter than usual & i should know better that someone is always listening in.

Think before you act or speak.
Must always remind myself of that.
Think twice about anything you are going to say or do when you are tired and not in the moment of lucidity.
Haix, shit. Hope it doesn't come back & bite me in the back in future.

but i'm glad i caught up / bitching with trusted friends :)

好累。无语。

It's 2015!

Happy new year everyone!

2014 has flashed past in a blink and 2015 has arrived.

and of course, reflections and resolutions are a must. haha!

I think 2014 is a very special year for me primarily because i got engaged.

some people will say "finally!"

LOL!

it's pretty amazing, considering we've practically grown up together..

10 years.. phew. it's not easy...

& also, a lot of my friends are getting engaged or pregnant.

it's really exciting!

2015 is filled with weddings and baby showers..

I'm gonna have a nephew soon! ><

can't wait!

but it also means hole in pocket. hehe!

I only have 3 resolutions:

1. exercise/learn yoga
2. be punctual
3. save $

haha! have a good one everybirdy! 

happy thoughts happy life!