Saturday, December 28, 2013

馮紹峰 - 帅呆了!New infatuation~

one of the more handsome Chinese actors..be it in 古代戏 or 时装戏...
超火红哦!
he's attached though....hahaha..guaguagua..
he's such a gentle person whenever he speaks..
very cultured and learned..
讲东西很到点...
my kind of cute!



最佳荧幕情侣! she's very pretty as well!


好让人误会哦~~


they kinda look like siblings here...



WOOTS!


don't know what show is this..






him and GF..郎才女貌...
















蘭陵王~~










八阿哥!!




omg. didn't know he was 项羽 in 鸿门宴!! Respect!








wah...he looks like a girl when he's little!


真是美男子!


Friday, December 27, 2013

最美的时光



赞!
Zhong Hanliang is so shuai!
but i dislike the ending...
i want  苏蔓 and 陆励成 together!!!



Friday, December 20, 2013

笨人不可恕

人单纯, 鲁莽犯错一次可原谅
被教了,就该吸取教训。
可人被教诲一次了, 还犯错,还不经过大脑做事,
就罪不可恕!
单纯便不是理由,是借口。
真是笨死了!

Happy birthday to me~

It's that time of the year again.
one year older, hopefully one year wiser.
opportune time to take stock of the year...

it's been quite a year..
Got my house settled..
Moved on to a new role, got a permanent position..enjoying the company of my lovely team..
Health haven't been that great..baa
Reconnected with some old friends.
i'd say it's been a fruitful year

i don't know what 2014 will hold.
but apparently it's not a very good year for tigers..oh wells..
one thing i know for sure.
Mr Ng is likely going to propose. HAHA.
he set his own deadline ar...not me..
& i'm going to be braced...or rather my teeth.
i just hope it'll not be so painful
><

Count your blessings, everyone!
All that's bad and lousy shall pass..
life's too short to dwell on the negative!
motto for next year..haha..

Have yourself a Merry Christmas & Great 2014!

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Gosh! 人心难测啊!

Just been told an incredulous tale by someone.
And i was being backstabbed by this girl in the past to someone who has influence in my uni life.
Told some falsehoods about me too.

I only got to know of it now!
a Good 4 years later!

Im glad it didnt leave any adverse impact on my uni life. Or at least I didnt feel it.
Blissfully in my own bubble. Lol!
还是觉得有点不甘愿。白白被捅一刀。自己都不知道。
还好没什么大碍。

Sheesh.
It's in the past and doesnt impact me anymore but makes me feel very sad for the person.

How she must feel so insecure and lonely with low self esteem that she has to backstab people to feel good.

I think she needs help and hopefully someone can help and guide her.

It feels like an incident i know of in JC.
That was tragic.
Life's full of such crap.

Le sigh.

So pissed

Havent been so pissed at work since that incident with the 'favorite' manager.
Sheesh!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

This is us :)

Tuesday, October 22, 2013

23 Little Things That Let You Know You’re In The Right Relationship

Looks like we are right, bii :)


1. You never feel weird being naked around them, even when you’re in bad lighting or on a day where you don’t feel so hot overall. - some things are better left unsaid. HAHA.
2. You catch them looking at you every now and again and they always have this really appreciative, happy look on their face when they think you aren’t looking. (Unless you’re being dumb and they’re looking at you with that “Oh, you” look they give sometimes.)
3. Your friends really like them, and there’s never that weird feeling of “Oh, the significant other is coming along, time for everyone to be serious and not have as much fun.”
4. People often ask you if they have a sibling or a good friend who is single.
5. When you’re talking to them about a bad day you had, they always listen and actually give some kind of feedback, instead of just staring at you with this glazed-over look and waiting until you stop talking.
6. Errands, like going to the grocery store or taking a drive somewhere, are always made way more fun and interesting when the two of you are doing it together.
7. Actually, when you think about it, going grocery shopping together is one of your favorite things.
8. They know what your favorite junk foods are, and sometimes they surprise you with them. 
9. Whenever the two of you fight, the fights always stay on topic and don’t ever get into matches of hurtful name-calling. You’re never afraid that they’re going to give you some terrible low blow over an unrelated argument. - we try to stay on topic but we never indulge in hurtful name-calling. 
10. You love showing each other music and movies that you love, and the other one always looks forward to discovering it.
11. They play well with kids, and are always down to entertain little siblings/cousins if you have them. - he's the champion.
12. The two of you can just be lazy, wear PJs, order in Chinese food, and watch TV together. And it will be the best night ever. - oh, totally. we are such slackers. 
13. All of the quirks that you’re used to hiding or downplaying are things that they actively love and appreciate about you, and go out of their way to let you know they appreciate.
14. They are very respectful to their elders. - uh huh..hmm..*nods*
15. When you have to compromise about something, they are always willing to give something up on their end. You aren’t left with the feeling like you’re the only one who is sacrificing to make things work.
16. They pick up after themselves without you having to ask them over and over, or making a really big deal about it. (Because no one wants to end up being a maid for their SO.) - oh...this is hard to realize..
17. You can tell them secrets and know that they aren’t going to judge you or make you feel weird about it. - judging never came into play.
18. When you go to an arcade together, they will often let you have their tickets so you can get something sweet off the top shelf and not be stuck with some lame plastic piece of crap. - he wins things for me!
19. Sometimes you snort-laugh around them, and they don’t make you feel weird about it. - as it should be :)
20. When the two of you are lying on the couch together, they will stroke your hair in a way that feels just sooooo amaziiiing. - hugging is better than stroking my hair. 
21. They aren’t afraid to tell you the truth when you’re doing something hurtful. They stand up for themselves when you need to be straightened out. - darn right!
22. The two of you can share a pint of ice cream and break into a mini sword fight with your spoons when you reach the last bite. - often happen!
23. Every time you wake up next to them and they’re still sleeping, you get this tiny little flutter of “Oooooh,” and want to do something between kissing them and pinching their cheek and squeezing them so hard they pop. But they look so peaceful, so you let them sleep. - hehe~

Monday, September 16, 2013

Excited!!

5 more days to my long awaited holidays!


hahahahahahaha.

First to Koh Samui, then to Taiwan.
I have no idea why i'm so excited this time round.
hahaha.

i'll be away from 21 Sep to 3 Oct!


Sunday, September 8, 2013

It's been set.

I'm planning to go to US next year!!
YAY~~~
where to where to!
*excited*

but it also means no other trips next year...
oh wells
tradeoff

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Sometimes life works in mysterious ways

you don't always get what you want..
and just when you decide to give the thing that you don't desire a chance...
it comes to you...
wham bam!
that seems to happen a lot

oh wells...
that's life isnt it?
:)

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Backstreet Boys Perform "Show 'Em (What You're Made Of)" - My favourite song of the moment!



I’ve seen it all a thousand times
Falling down and still alive, Am I? Am I?
It’s so hard to breathe when the water’s high
Don’t need to swim I learned to fly, so high, so high
You find the truth in a child’s eyes
When the only limit is the sky
Living proof I see myself of you
When world starts to closing
Your heart is frozen over
Just show ‘em what you’re made of
When sun light is fading
The world will be waiting for you
Just show ‘em what you’re made of
The gloves are off, Ready to fight
Like a lion I will survive. Will I? Will I?
You gotta stand for something
Even if you stand alone, don’t be afraid
It’ll all be alright
You find the truth in a child’s eyes
When the only limit is the sky
Living proof I see myself of you
When world starts to closing
Your heart is frozen over
Just show ‘em what you’re made of
When sun light is fading
The world will be waiting for you
Just show ‘em what you’re made of
You find the truth in a child’s eyes
When the only limit is the sky
Living proof I see myself in you
When world starts to closing
Your heart is frozen over
Just show ‘em what you’re made of
When sun light is fading
The world will be waiting for you
Just show ‘em what you’re made of

Friday, July 26, 2013

Life's fucked up

all kinds of fucked up.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

In a World like this - Backstreet Boys





AWESOME!!!
Kevin Richardson looks more yummy than ever.
Brian still has that timbre of voice i love~~~
just magnificent :)


Aww....i think i'll do the same for my kid in future!

Saturday, July 13, 2013

!!!!

I spent 1k on beloved's birthday. ><''' record high.


Tommy Hilfiger wallet - $120
Morton's - $364
Ko Samui accomodation - $552.58
Ko Samui flight - $187 x 2 = $374

Total for the 2 of us ex. the wallet: $1290.58
$645.29 each!
O-M-G.


im broke for the next few months.
bii - will you provide for me? hehe.


thanks bii in advance for the wonderful birthday you're going to spend on with me ;D
love you deep deep 



LOL.

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Uncomprehensible

Why am i doing this when its all there?
I can't understand.
Thanks to wavering stands and stubborn characters.
But of course, my lack of knowledge and affirmation didnt help.
Very disturbed and frustrated.

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Travel Bucket List

so that when i'm retired, i will remember what are the places that i'd like to visit before i die.
and i can start saving towards these now..lol..


  1. Istanbul
  2. Shanghai
  3. USA - Las Vegas, California, New York, LA
  4. Europe - no idea where now
  5. South Africa - the Safaris
  6. Dubai
  7. Boracay

i'll add on when i find more....

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

I wanna bash myself up

How can I possibly make 2 erroneous transfers in a day????
TELL ME.

and it's no small amounts.
i seriously need t wake up my idea.

super WTF.
i create my own financial crisis.
zzzzzz.

as if the world isn't a dreary enough place.
just kill me.
like right now.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

So fucking upset.

what you buy for someone is never about you.
it's always about the person receiving it.
i always meant to share and not dictate.
but you never get it anyway.

you just managed to destroy another memory about something i hope to receive joyously.
it will forever be tainted by tonight's conversation.
and this is the most heartbreaking part.
because i will forever remember, even for a person like me who is so forgetful.
just like my 21st birthday present.

so 'thanks' for making it so 'memorable'.
i will never feel totally happy when i see it now. just like the watch.
there.
now you finally know.

Monday, May 27, 2013

uber poor this month.

can't believe i transferred household allowance twice!
faints!
heart pain.

Thursday, May 16, 2013

Worst cough ever. Period.

New heights have been reached.
Cough until my side cramped.
BEST.



-_-'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

Monday, May 13, 2013

This Darn Cough.

Asthmatic cough.
drives me crazy.
made me sleepless..
cough my lungs out.
why won't you get out instead!


RAWR.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

That we're making two reflections into one...

MAD LOVE WITH THIS SONG OF JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE...
it definitely be one of my wedding songs or something...




[Verse 1]
Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Verse 2]
Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Bridge]
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Hook 2] x10
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

[Hook 2] x8
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 4]
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

[Hook 2] x16
You are you are the love of my life

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

omg. packing is so dreary.

renovations can be such a pain in the ass. How am i supposed to pack for a month and a half away from home! gosh unfathomable. what more with the Australia and Batam trip coming up....

*pull hair*

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Big AWWWW please

A four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman’s yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. 
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, ‘Nothing , I just helped him cry’.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Doesn't alarm bells ring when your other half starts complaining about being lonely and neglected?

i thought so.
but maybe it isn't ringing loud enough.
enough said.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Bruno Mars - "When I Was Your Man"




Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger nowOur song on the radio, but it don't sound the sameWhen our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me down‘Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your nameIt all just sounds like oooooh

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realizeThat I should’ve bought you flowers and held your handShould’ve gave you all my hours when I had the chanceTake you to every party ‘cause all you wanted to do was danceNow my baby’s dancing, but she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish waysCaused a good strong woman like you to walk out my lifeNow I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohAnd it haunts me every time I close my eyesIt all just sounds like oooooh

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realizeThat I should’ve bought you flowers and held your handShould’ve gave you all my hours when I had the chanceTake you to every party ‘cause all you wanted to do was danceNow my baby’s dancing, but she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts, I'll be the first to say that I was wrong, so wrongOh, I know I'm probably much too lateTo try and apologize for my mistakesBut I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your handGive you all his hours when he has the chanceTake you to every party ‘cause I remember how much you loved to danceDo all the things I should’ve done when I was your manDo all the things I should’ve done when I was your man

I feel semi single :/

That's the sad life of an auditor's gf.
Now i get a lil taste of how the women behind successful men feels.
And i admire them.

Thursday, January 24, 2013

so freaking annoyed!!

my mum is such a worrywart..
and she worries unnecessarily and irrationally sometimes imo...
obsessive worrier!!!

gets on my nerves, seriously!

Thursday, January 17, 2013

my body is going haywire...

first...gastric discomfort....then puking..
then body ache...and feverish..
after seeing the doctor..i feel better....slept most of it off...
now....LS for no good reason....and runny nose..
seriously...this virus is crazy...
and a little too strong for my liking..
i've been drinking vitamin c before this for goodness sake!
sigh...what good does it do...grrr...

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Why oh why~

Why now?!
So v inopportune
Feel so weak...
Gastric flu sucks.......

Monday, January 14, 2013

Peeved.

Irritated with the unhelpfulness.
Seriously.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Chronicle of our conversation...

*complaining about some stuff*
Bf: but it's like that de ma. The world doesn't revolve around you.
Me: * glares at him* *deathly stare* *offended*
Bf: *knowing that he said something wrong, immediately tries to smoothen the atmosphere* but of course, my world revolves around you.
Me: *amused, annoyed but trying not to smile* tsk! 花言巧语!
Bf: *grins* you like right?
Me: *stern face* only towards me. *gives the 你别想找死 expression*
Sigh.... what can i say....:)

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Why are people so defensive?

Dont understand.
Impatience?
Stressed?

Cut me a break, really.
Im still learning.

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

這樣的男人,若找到千萬不要放手…


1♥ 朦朧醒來回妳信息 - sometimes?


2♥ 半夜裡接妳的電話 - i'm not so evil.


3♥ 告訴妳:到家打給我 - habit already.


4♥ 妳半夜睡不著打給他,他會陪你聊天 - not so evil again.


5♥ 雨天同撐一把傘,他衣服的一半是濕的 - we always try to avoid rain and using the umbrella. lol!


6♥ 不論走到哪裡,都一直拉著妳的手 - yes :)


7♥ 願意吃妳吃不下的東西 - always :)


8♥ 不遲到,妳遲到他不會生氣 - not true for the 2nd part. -.-


9♥ 不論去哪裡,他都會來接妳,無怨無悔 - FAIL


10♥ 不亂花錢,但肯為妳花錢 - yes but 一花钱就吓死人 0_0!


11♥ 擁抱很久、很緊 - ok la.


12♥ 記得妳說過的所有事 - not always but i have no perfect memory too.


13♥ 輕輕擰開妳擰不開的汽水瓶 - always


14♥ 常發訊息告訴妳:突然很想妳 - ok la.


15♥ 常給妳留言 - sorry, voicemail is not a common vessel of communication.


16♥ 不舒服時,他會很擔心很著急 - 也还好


17♥ 吵架時不會一走了之 - definitely! it's a rule between us!


18♥ 吵架後,會哄妳,放下面子 - heh. 对!


19♥ 會一直保護妳,害怕妳受一點點委屈 - no such situation.


20♥ 妳說笑話他會笑,會覺得妳很可愛 - sometimes lo. 


21♥ 比妳高 - duh.


22♥ 會一個人安靜地思考,但絕不冷漠 - hardly thinking leh. LOL. 


23♥ 許多方面都很厲害,讓妳崇拜 - ok la ;p


24♥ 會一直給妳鼓勵 - yeps, likewise!


25♥ 不對妳隱瞞什麼 - you dare?! smack you ar. but you always never share gossips with me..zzz


26♥ 信任妳 - you've got to, if not, what's the point?


27♥ 不花言巧語 - only to me.


28♥ 不會因為玩遊戲而忽略妳 - MAJOR FAILURE. Please reflect. 

29♥ 有活動安排事先和妳打招呼 - don't have. 


30♥ 重大的事情和妳商量 - have to. 


31♥ 和大人在一起像大人,和孩子在一起像孩子 - 好像是吧...


32♥ 喜歡妳,從未猶豫,不拿妳和別的女孩子比較 - *nods*


33♥ 從未想過離開妳的世界 - i hope not =\ i always say don't waste my time. haha


34♥ 妳買給他的東西他都會喜歡 - appears to be...haha


35♥ 對女孩子有風度,也有距離 - 有炼过的!


36♥ 認識妳的一些好朋友,拜託她們照顧妳 - 认识 but never 
拜託.

37♥ 瞭解妳的煩惱與困惑,不厭其煩地傾聽 - room for improvement.


38♥ 靠在他肩膀的時候很安心 - uh huh. agree.


39♥ 和他在一起有種溫暖的感覺 - 当然~


40♥ 計劃的未來裡,妳是重要的一部分- needless to say. 



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bii - 你 pass! love you * muacks*


Tuesday, January 1, 2013

10 mins to 2013..

And my bf is busy playing dota.
You cant blame me for disliking the game.
Boo to him!

Anyway, thank gawd 2012 is going to be over.
Its been lots of ups and downs.
Particularly during work..
And on the last day of year 2012..ive encountered 2 shocking events...
My best friend drank from a lip gloss stained glass at tcc in millenia walk.. totally YUCKS!
Still grossed out..because she doesnt wear lip gloss..urgh..it was an old stain. DISGUSTING MUCH?
Secondly, i just found out ive been wearing the wrong degree for the last few monthsssssss...
Fml. No wonder ive never felt comfy in wearing this pair of specs...im nv going back to that optical shop again..ever!
That pretty much sums up 2012, aint it?

Hopefully 2013 is going to be a better year!
Here's wishing everyone happiness, health and wealth!
發啊!
Cheers!