no expensive gifts

no happening parties

no pleasant surprises

"just GREAT company & LOTS of laughter & fun..."

christmas party at uncle's place on christmas's eve..

food was fantastic and crazy fun in monopoly...

money flying everywhere and rules bent like nobody's business...

HILARIOUS!

Jansen was super funny la...lol..

being the young and gulllible kid he was...

everyone was dying to go to jail...

cuz the rent was simply atrocious...

it goes up to $11400...MADNESS!!!

meeting again on 29th to play at settlers!!!

cant wait!

today was spent with the lame 03s301!!!

haha...we went settlers cafe!

and played bang!

i intro-ed tt game..

and everyone was hooked...

lol..too bad dun have the expansion pack...

or else it'll be more fun..

bang! bang! bang!

kill the sheriff~!

heh...

den we went zion road to eat...

ok la the food...not fantastic..

then we headed town with the intention of watching a movie..

BUT sold out!

so starbucks became the final destination!

orchard was damn crowded la

what with the parade and all...

sit down & talk cock...

fun!

*widesmile*

and it was home sweet home..

wah parking damn chor...

my parents just came back form my aunt's place...

brought back sashimi!

damn fresh!..super nice!!!

and i got a present from my aunt!

*yayS*

i feel blessed this season...

with all my loving friends around me

sometimes people are too blind to realise the gems around them

it's only when you lose sth...

you start to realise the stars and guardians around you...

and you begin to appreciate the lil things tt you haven't noticed before..

the simple joys in life...

so i'd say...open your heart...;)...and things would appear to be more cheerful...

as qiu said..maybe im innately an optismisstic person.. =)

been busy the whole week....bumble beeeee

a whirlwind of activities non stop...

and loads of pictures to upload.
wonder if blogger would allow me to..

this year..my birthday is the most memorable one in all my 20 years..
because of these special friends..
(left to right): daphne, mengxi, lesley, emily, kaiwei

they planned a surprise for me! =D which i accidentally ruined..hee
on the 19th...when heaven was throwing a tantrum...
pouring relentlessly..and the wind blowing strongly..
they braved the storm and came to my hse with this delectable cheesecake from coffee club...

it was a conspiracy right from the start!..lol

opps...sorry...ate halfway already...

I was super surprised and touched..

*MUACKS*
well..first time in my life where a bunch of friends surprised me at my house...

*widesmile*

and it was super hilarious...LOL

how memorable..

thank you kwee for spending the day with me..celebrating my birthday for me! =
you are the best buddy one could ever wish for..

*hugs*

thanks for the rice table treat and prezzies...and the pendant!! =D
dun forget the pendant! lol

partyworld after a pepper lunch meal! on the actual day

thank you fh for paying for me...really appreciate it..

it was crazy fun!...
we r one crazy bunch of singers...lol

with carey and his antics...romantic duets...classic songs...touch here touch there song..LOL

don't have the pictures yet...will upload later on...

thanks for the big cake surprise guys! though it was kinda ruined again..lol

but not by me!

heh...the cake is delicious!...superb...

from secret recipe...

dinner with parents...

me and my BRAther

and then a girly chitchat at emily's place...
wednesday came and left...

thursday was lunch with mich and kenvia minus gee yong who's doing his cip in cambodia..
crystal jade! yummy!

thanks for the cookies guys..

and off i went to meet caren for some catching up..

siglap tcc was the stop...saw 2 cute guys..
lol...

and its been too long since ive indulged in a chocolate fondue..

yummy!

then we went to parkway to shop a little..

meeting on a friday...nothing fantastic..

then piano lesson...haha..my piano teacher was damn high that day..

lol..no idea why...

and said she wouldn't scold me for that lesson..cause of my birthday...lol

wth..

den im off to meet my cousin!

sorry for making you wait..hee..

LOL

and saturday was bbq with the mj bballers

feels good to play ball together again..

lots of laughter...

haven't got the pictures yet...

and 4/1/07 is the day we'll meet again..for kbox!!!!

muahaha...whoever doesn't come will have to pay half the bill..

muahahaha....

it is truly a joyous occasion.. =)

and i'm looking forward to next week...haha..

finally ending this long entry...phew~

i'm officially 20!!! & my birthday is on the 20th!

LOL!

some friends had made the wee hours VERY special for me.

thank you. :)

will blog later on! tataz

went ikea last week with saeed.
and found sth interesting...heh..



keyboard...oh wells...yeah..nothing very interesting about it..




but look closer..




still cant see anything different? (you cockeye!)




see it now?!...no numberings whatsoever on the keyboard!
cool right!..lol...


where's my enter and backspace!




i need my numbers! argh.



lol...ok fine..probably just amusing myself..hehe..



and saeed almost wanted to steal the hp laptop on display
only to realise..there's nothing in that laptop..
just an empty case...lol..



oh btw...CHECK THIS OUT!
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http://whinerl.livejournal.com



give me some comments ya?...
or even better...BUY sth from there..
tt'll make my day..really...=D

happy birthday fanny! :)



mine will be in 3 days...
but somehow i dun feel estatic..
because..every year without fail..i'll not be entirely happy on that day..
something would happen to dampen my mood..
and this time round..i just have a bad premonition...
maybe im destined to have a lousy day on my birthday..



but i pray to God that it wouldn't be the case. =\

pissed off with my twc grade...RAR




really tired now but cant sleep due to wet hair.





don't tell me to blowdry my hair.
its harmful to my hair.
im already balding as it is. sigh.

anyways, celebrated my birthday with 5^some today!
finally!
i love the prezzies!
THANK YOU DARLINGS. *muacks*
went Giraffe for dinner.
wanted the rice table but it was fully booked. GAH.





our food:


looked kinda disgusting now...but it was rather tasty...
if you like cheesy stuff, do try their pastas...
really cheesy!








photowhoring!



i was sitting next to qiu...haha..








in the toilet...










outside...





self shot



taken by tl..who kept listening to SHE's 眷恋。
-.-





im seriously exhausted.
my legs are protesting vehemently! or rather my feet.
but luckily no blisters. nada! ;)
moisturiser works wonders. haha.
walking around in heels ain't that fun.
though you do look pretty.
i kowtow to those girls who can shop non stop in HEELS all day long.
it's MADNESS!
their leg power is magnificent.
LOL.
kudos to them.





=)

歌曲：我们怎么了
歌手：s.h.e

落泪以前
再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是
最后纪念

我凝视你
而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么复活

你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆
会让人晕血

如果我们继续向前
走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么复活

明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会说句话
就能肿一边

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么复活

how appropriate. haha.
as if it's written for us.
but it doesn't matter anymore.
=)

应该没什么可以复活了。
我们已到了终点。

but a friendship can blossom like it used to.
and i love having close friends.
beats having a lot of 'friends'/ acquaintances.

hopefully, we'll be as happy as we used to be. =)
i really hope tt will be the case.
my dear friend.
remember to confide in me wor...haha
remember that i'll always be there right beside you and hopefully you will be too. =)




i've grown like i never knew i could. thank you.
and what goes around comes around indeed.

my head throbs fiercely..





but the heart hurts even more...

听见 - 恶作剧之吻

你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近眼前
我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天

悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边

你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远

你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头
我就在你的身边

insomnia again...sigh..
i know im exhausted but sleep eludes me.
reason?
i dont know, or maybe i do.









some things are better left unsaid, they say.
and im sure there're some truth in it.
deep in my heart, late every night, it rises in my head.
questions asked, answers to be seeked.
but courage abandoned me.
ignorance is bliss.
and im a firm believer in that.
but sometimes it's right smack in your face
and you just try your darnest to ignore it.
damn if it works.
inside, i'm nothing but a girl who's scared to step out and find the answers she yearns to know.
because the repurcussions after tt is sth she dont know if she can handle.
or rather if she wants to handle.
who will be there to support me when everything falls apart?
where's the winnie who used to be carefree and courageous?
where's the girl who used to smile back at me with that heck care attitude of hers?
where's the brave soul who could always bounce back after any setbacks?
where is she?
i miss her lots.
really.

or maybe it's just the wicked mind doing riots.

ive got insomnia....
and it aint fun..
surviving on 1+ hours..
hur..








kill me.

my new crush!!! super uber ultra hot and cute and handsome!!!
Joe Cheng (model/actor)
zheng yuan chang, 1.88cm (!!!)





*SWOONS*



*FAINTS*









*HEARTBEAT ACCELERATE*







* ARE YOU TRYING TO SEDUCE ME?*





* STOP BEING SO CHEEKY!*





OK THAT'S MY PRINCE. =D


like seriously..he's a super nice guy to hang around with..
after watching so many videos of his...he's like how friendly and bubbly..
he's a gemini!...a perfect friend of saggitaurus...no kidding..
gemini and saggitaurus make very good friends..
i want a friend like him..or even better..a lover like him..
muahahahaha!!!

FREAK
i realised that ive lost A LOT OF VCDs.

Can those who borrowed....pls return it back to me...
or at least let me know my vcd is with you?


THANKS A LOT.




i really need to keep a log for these man. argh.

hopefully a haircut would bring about new luck!
good luck i mean.
haha.









it's a season to be folly
falalala lalalala



we must also remember to be giving :)




and i still need a job..argh.

girls are funny creatures
even i myself cannot fathom.





what a joke.





things are as simple as we thought it to be.
that's all to it.
isnt it?






ah well...life....





sick. baa.

the feeling of this holidays aint right..




just aint right.








haix.

bon voyage to all who are going overseas...








sigh...
when will it be me?

Let nature takes its course..
We cant defy nature..
oh well..
shrugs...















=)

woke up from a damn disturbing dream...
and woke up to a damn disgusting marketing grade..
and now...IT IS A DAMN PISSIFYING DAY










fuck.

CALLING OUT TO:

qiuling, leok si, mary, tl
melody foo, hai ling
kaiwei
matt,carey,rhino
emily,daphne
fio, na
michelle, gee yong, kenvia
boon en
caren
rosalind
03S301!!..before u all leave for taiwan!!!





PLEASE MEET UP AFTER EXAMS.
I MISS YOU GUYS! =D
It's about time we catch up.

booo......down the drain...=\...
like water...it evaporates...
like pain..it stings...
ahh well..









shrugs. :(

all of a sudden..im excited about the exams ( god knows why! *horror*)


haha..


cant wait for it to be over..


3 miserable days...


JUST 3...


i'll get over it soon..


*prays*

as usual..was studying..and happened to look out of my window and saw this view..

i was particularly inspired by this view at that moment.
cause it portrays a ray of hope amidst the gloomy atmosphere.
dont you think so?


maybe this photo would be more accurate?



haha..must be all the studying..
being couped up at home for 4 - 5 days aint no joke.
bring couped up at home STUDYING for 4-5 days is DEFINITELY NO JOKE.
it does things to you..lol..

okie...back to finance...

argh.