somehow shopping doesnt interest me much these days..
maybe its the clothes or accessories..
it doesnt interest me..there are hardly any nice stuff around...
clothes in the winter season hardly appeal to me..
except for the boots...haha
but i have no urge to buy them..
i want a handbag though..
couldn find any tt caught my fancy..
oh well..only tt charles n keith handbag caught my attention..
baaaaaaaaaaaaaa

falling sick aint fun...

if christmas is supposed to be joyful n happy..
den its not christmas now..

there are a myriad of emotions gg thru my mind now..
of which..i cannot sort out..
cuz its so messy..
its like a wound that just healed..
its so fragile n susceptible to hurt
so i figured its better left untouched
though i wld not feel any much better
at least i wld not feel worse right?

as much as u wld like to forget and tell yourself otherwise
reality is always cruel isnt it
it smacks you right in the face
no matter where you run..
it will haunt you constantly..
i wld like to believe..but i know its false
what i want n have is gone...
n i accept it

thanks for your chocolate..=]

cant help but feel disappointed n hurt..
bad start..gloomy weather..persistent stomachache
a combination of tt renders disaster..
not to mention the horrible subway lunch..
thanks na paul n tissa though..
i guess its just one of the bad days..
*hugz na*..hope u r feeling better..
fio..hope that your mum is feeling better..=]
thanks brother..though the cake wasnt exactly to our liking..but the thought is deeply appreciated..=]

the friendship tt i once held dearly is crushed in my opinion..
actions speak louder than words..
n actions hurt more than words..
i dun expect anything more...
promises no longer mean anything to me but passing wind..
i guess you are now no more than an acquaintance that is in my life..

thanks gee yong michelle kenvia lance! n baby...=D
thanks for your surprise which i accidentally ruined...
hEE
its greatly appreciated!!
that's really sweet of you guys...*biG grIN*
i had a great time..=)
thanks for the present too!!..so classy.,..haha

thanks 5 some for your gift..=D
love it..
cluedo was fun..we must play it again!
see u guys on the 31st...;P

im finally 19...oh well

Rules of the game:1. post 5 weird/random stuff abt yourself2. at the end, list the names of 5 ppl who you want next to this and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blogs and tell them to read your blog for rules

1. my room is always messy no matter how i pack it
2. im always being suaned...
3. im forever the youngest no matter where i go..
4. i have v flabby n ugly thighs now
5. i love to sing..lalala

na, fio, melody, fanny and hai ling...you've been tagged!!...

im too lazy to tag their boards...hopefully when they see this they would continue the game..LOL...

just as i expected..
it was nice to hear your voice after 3 weeks..
yet tears flow...
my heart aches...
y did it have to turn out like this...

big special thank you to feng hao poa ee jedd kaiwei zhiqi emily!!
thanks for the crumpler bag..
though u guys will not be able to see this..
but i still wanna thank you guys..
really appreciate it!!..
muacks!

thanks tissa for the early birthday present!
though you mistook my birthday for tml...
hee...but still..thanks!..
though u threw the present twice on the floor..
gEE...bo liao..
hahah

baby is back tonight!!!!...wee

birthday wish...
hope that all my friends are happy
my baby is happy...
the other wishes..i shall keep it to myself...*wink*

hmm...i wish for....

1. white tote shopping bag..big enough to put discman and storybook
2. ipod/creative..shall try to buy it myself
3. clothes!..lol
4. accessories
5. my baby's ring..*big grin*
6. digi camera..hopefully my dad wld sponsor..hee!
7. my friends' birthday wishes..=D

i guess that's abt it...i hope all my friends wld be happy during this festive season!..

if u guys are so kind as to buy me presents..thank you!!!..=]..

baby..welcome back!!!!..muacks

went to cg's commission parade..
saw several familiar faces..
it was pretty grand..
cool..reminds me of my bro's commission parade..



opps..forgot to take picture with fanny...
sorry babe!..
when we go out to celebrate our birthdays together..
ill take loads k?...muacks..
we have 3 dec babies in our class..
cool eh?

went to ntu hostel after that...
dang..we missed jl's performance..hehe..
after waiting for jl n sheila to pack up..we headed off for dinner!
at blk 85 market..
im eating too much heaty food...
gonna fall sick soon if i dun take care..hehe

yesterday night was fun!..
cosy lil gathering at east coast..
though paul's couple friend was PDA-ing while we were eating..
cheese prawn, chicken breast, honey sausuages, chips, nutella banana
yum yum..
had lots of laughter n AA jokes spilling everywhere..
haha...puns everywhere...wink!
while im dropping things everywhere..
na was dripping things everywhere...lol
cycled to and fro to east coast..
my thighs were aching like mad yesterday...
kind of fun cycling at night..
when its all quiet and the roads arent tt busy..
peaceful...

all righty..im off to watch tv..heh...

yay..4 more days till his return
10 more days to my birthday..=]

photo blog....

long overdue...
dinner after biz law exam...



at mary's house..
mahjong and scrabble..

petty squabbles..
tantrums...high temper flares..
unsatisfaction arising..
what used to be so heartwarming..
now seem so unstable..
the trust and mutual understanding..
it used to be so sturdy..
now?..i dont know..
have our expectations and priorities change?
or maybe sentiments arent the same anymore..
perhaps its my wicked mind playing a trick on me..
monthly hormones making a fool out of me..

i dont know whats wrong..
a mere why can ignite such repurcussions....
sigh..

i miss my baby more than ever tonight.
i am hurt.
by careless words and actions.
words spoken out of anger.

melancholiness...

went out after exams yesterday...

went to mary's hse today..

took some pictures on both occasions..

will prob post it up some other day..

dun feel lk talking much...

missing him..(melancholiness not wholly caused by this..just somewhat)

tata

its over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a huge burden off my shoulder!!!!!!!!!!!
im super elated now..hiakZZZZ
not even the fear of failing can get me down now..i must at least enjoy the holidays i have while i can...
before reality sets in agn...
lol

oh..n i got an A- for bgs..good news..
though..y cant she just give me an A!
grr..nvm..im contented...haha
irking me a lil though..hee..
maybe...just maybe..i might nt be so terok..
*prays fervently*
n hopefully the bell curve wld help me..
wonder whether its a curse or blessing..
oh well...
peeps!...call me out k!!!

i want a room

full of lovely clothes..

filled with all the people i love..

and people who love me..

occupied with my favourite footwears..

a bed..

a comfortable sofa..

television with scv..n a hifi set..

toilet...(cant do without it)

with fresh air flowing thru the room and sunshine shining into the room..

storybooks/magazines/comics piling up in a corner for me to read when im bored..

my laptop sitting on my study desk..for me to surf and play games..

n a cute puppy snuggling up to me..

cds/vcds/dvds stacked up for my leisure..

n sports facilities/shopping malls/beach near my room...

a fridge filled with all my favourite snacks, food and drinks

wad a dream...

just a random entry..

well..he shld be on his way to airport right now..
missing him already..=(
dunno y im taking it a lil harder (all right...a lot i guess) than the last time..
probably due to the stress of exams..
felt a sense of loss momentarily..to the brink of tears..
which is incredible....remarkable..
even to myself..
nv thought it possible..

suddenly it hit me...
the degree of my dependency on him..is pretty scary and amazing..
he's been my anchor and source of unwavering support all this while..
he's a pretty big part of my life at this stage..
i cant imagine a life without him in it at this point in time..

i dun mind the dependency..
but i kind of abhor it in the sense tt...
i dun wanna feel helpless and lost when he's gone in future IF it even happen..
i hate feeling helpless..wallowing..u know..tt kinda thing..
losing a sense of direction..
tt sucks..
not tt ive decided to marry him in future (we both think tt its too early to consider tt)

every girl hopes to have someone by her side whereby she can lean on him when she's feeling tired..im sure..
im no exception..
i like leaning on him in fact..haha..
having someone looking over you..
but nt to the extent that i wld be defenceless tt i'll crumble n fall without him..
i must learn to be independent...
to take control of my own emotions..
to discard the negativity..n change it to positivity..
sadly..ive lost my optimissism a long while ago..
gotta learn from scratch...

sigh..i hope he has fun over there...in US..
i wanna be able to stand on my own...

feeling so lousy..
can it get any worse..
the fear deepening..
the future looks bleak..
regret is a terrible n useless feeling that just brings down ur morale n mood..
useless but so real..
who can save me?
nobody to blame but myself..

n you are flying off..
im gonna miss u..

ok...shit..die
so screwed for ma...
i pray hard tt i dun have to retake this paper...
or worst..retake the whole module..
aRGhhh...
this stupid fear is etched into my brain...
sianzzz...

can i be an ostrich n hide my head underground..
LOL

regrets

im amazed by myself..
this is the first time ever in my school life..
that i have slept so 'early' while studying..
guess what time did i sleep...
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7 AM!!!!!!
n look carefully..
it is 7 AM!

oh man..what is becoming of me..
i have nv slept so early before..
even during holidays...
this is bad..for my exams..
my bio clock is totally screwed up..
n i have a morning paper...
which is just great..isnt it..=]
this is bad..real bad..
i gotta tune back...

in a contract..a term can be a condition or a warranty..
it depends on the seriousness/consequence of the term of the contract..
oh!..but first u must decide whether it is a representation or puff or term..
n den u can determine whether it is a condition or warranty..
so if u decide that it is neither..
oh well..i guess u cld name it an innominate term..
n then there is always the parol evidence rule to add to the stress..
n also the hong kong fir approach...
then throw in some implied terms..
march on to exception clauses...
well...tt's biz law for u.
hahahha
quoting tham chee ho..
biz law exam is all about displaying ur knowledge...
hiakZ

im gg cranky..
talking cock here alr..
muahahah...
in the still of the night..

feeling a lil lost right now..
like something's missing..
but i just cant put a finger to it..
hmmm...

often in life..
friends you've made in the course of your life come n go..
some leaves deep footprints..
some steps in n leave..
some remain and pace around you..
some just pass you by...
some drift off..
sometimes they return..
other times they leave for good..
it happens to everyone..

friends are rare and precious..
all the more so for true friends..
friends who will stick with you through thick n thin..
friends who laugh n cry with you..
friends who will give u a smile n hug when u need one..
friends who accept you for who n wad u r..
friends who will not abandon you..

i have friends who step into my life n went on their path..
i have friends who are with me since we've met..
i have friends who drifted off course and came back..
i have friends who just stop by to say hi..
im thankful for all the friends ive met..
cause for each of them..
they add different colours into my life..
n i love them for it...

was feeling a bit pensive..hehe..
my life now consists of biz law, MA, AS..
yes..sad isnt it?
i wanna go out n play...BOOO

my love....


our hands..n his hand is huge!

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

Your Birthdate: December 20

You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride. Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing. When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious. Your strength: Your warm heart Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions Your power color: Black Your power symbol: Musical note Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

all right..
so Ma test is over..
n i can safely say tt i will fail it..so there..
ma report handed in today..wee...

met rosalind yesterday for dinner
n then we walked ard bugis junction n bugis street..shopping..
she was supposed to buy her GOLD BAG..
in e end she bought a sling bag n a pair of jeans..
hee...n i who intended not to spend a single cent..
bought clothes...hee...
i mean..the temptation was too great..
n we discovered lots of nice clothes in bugis street..
its a shopping heaven..seriously..
n its cheaper than outside...
its my fav shopping place now..hiakZ..
wun u agree? na? ros?
always have fun gg out with her..
cuz we will always have things to laugh at..
hahha...laughter is the best medicine i wld say..
went home feeling tired but light hearted..
except tt my pocket has a huge hole now..haha...
with a tingling pinch on the heart..
oh well..

n today...i handed in THE ma report...
haha...felt great..
no more projects!!..but exams are coming..boooo
anw..went to meet tl n leok for lunch at carl's jr at marina sq...
the food was ok but the proportion is pretty huge...
den tl n i walked ard marina sq..had a terrible stomachache...
haha..so many attractive clothes ard...
its also another good place to shop..
aHHHHHH....frustrating...
so many clothes..so lil money..
sigh...n my stupid student hasnt pay me yet!!!!!
ARGH
headed over to far east to alter my clothes after tt..
weee...
met baby for dinner n watched a movie..
'Just like Heaven'..
recommended!!!
its funny n touching n romantic..
there are moments tt make u go HAHAHA..moments tt make u AWWWW...
interesting plot..haha...
other than harry potter..this is the next best movie in my opinion...
hiakz...

i wanna watch harry potter next!!!!!!!

right...i know i shld be either sleeping or studying my MA
but my mood simply does not permit tt..
lately...my grammar sucks..
seriously..
all that primary school grammar that my mum used to grill into me..
seems to jumble up by itself..
haha...wth..
whatever..

Phew..my bgs report is done...
like finally..hope it scores well..
lk my presentation..
well...my MA will flunk..
i already have this premonition..haha
i catch no balls about this subject man..
can someone please help me?
anyone!..
ooo..there's still ma report to do..
sucks..haha...

cant wait for holidays to be here..
finally the time comes when a holiday is indeed a holiday
no more holiday assignments..projects whatsoever..n all tt jazz..
wEEEEEE...
n i can fully recharge n relax...
n meet up with all my beloved friends..so much catching up to do..
n my birthday will be here!!!...presents!!...
such a pleasant thought!..*BIG GRIN*

but for now...lets get the Ma test done n over with first..
back to MA...

all right..thousand and one emotions running thru me now..
just had my AS presentation today..
n i think i screwed it up big time..
fark...
n thurs i have a MA test..
damn..
depression..

went to baby's hse yesterday...
n i was doing my work..


n him?



what's he looking at?..(n look at tt stupid face n open mouth..HEE)
you'll see...



yes..this was wad he was looking at...
DOTA..
the game tt gets every guy excited..
gEE...
forever playing this game...
seriously..every single guy in my life..is playing tt except for my dad..
wads with this game man...
gets every guy all psyched up..

n even when i was taking a photo of him..
which he wld usually try to stop me..
but he totally ignored me..


see how intense he is into his game...
boyS~~~...

ok..im screwed...
ARGH...

welll....shagged..stoned..sluggish..
ill let pictures speak...

yuki yaki
u can make your own ice cream there!
freaking cool..though the ice cream wasnt fantastic
the buffet is good too...steamboat n teppanyaki...yummy!



na's birthday at tCc...lousy day tt was...
e 3 of us were pissed...hee..
but it was fun after tt...=]



virtuoso 2005..congrats babe..
u did well!..
the sound system sucked though..
and the hosts are lousy...gee



dinner with hai ling n tl..
its been a long time since we hang out together..
took neoprint.haha.
memories..


to end off....


n everyone should listen to this album..hehe
simply superb... serenading...


all right..off to bed...

have you ever felt helpless?
that's how i felt recently..
seriously..this wallowing is really starting to irritate me..
it seems so disgusting...
n there are ppl out there really pissing me off..
n the person im most pissed off at is myself..
cuz i cant seem to control my own freaking mind and heart..
so pathetic..
really hate the emotions im feeling nowadays...
would they just go f* themselves..
its really making my head spin...

n fio babe..
im so sorry i couldn be there for you when u cried..
felt really bad..
have a proj meeting with certain horrible ppl..
tt i cant walk out on..
i hope u feel much better...
i think u deserve better than this..
and its really ridiculous of them to behave this way..
seriously..cant believe them..GEEZ
anything..just phone me ya?..
im just a ring away...=]

i really need all this project work to stop..
its getting on my nerve..
esp working with certain ppl..
ppl who apparently doesn trust me with anything..
im sick of tt feeling man..
from all those actions..
i know that they dun give a shit abt wad i do
cuz its never gonna measure up to what they want eh?
like im stupid or something..
gEE...
i feel lk swearing at them..
how i wish i can just walk out of everything..
making me freaking pissed...
ARGHHHHHHHH

trust..

the blind faith u have for someone..

so who can you trust?

with your feelings

your love

your actions

your secrets

your deepest fear

your happiness and sorrows

your honesty

your loneliness

your safety

your heart

your mind

your soul...

your everything

the fear that the person would not turn against you

and use that as their weapon..

to shred you to pieces
render you helpless
and you feel like you've been to hell and back..

my mind is swirling with all kinds of notions and thoughts...

things will always get us down..
its just how u beat it...
i guess...

but sometimes it just gets too much..
tt u cant breathe..
that u feel like giving up..

suddenly..it becomes crystal clear..
there's actually nothing to worry abt...
and you are just magnifying the insignificant problem..

but sometimes your mind and your heart embark on opposite directions...
and it stretches you so taut...
you feel like you cant do it anymore..

then what do you do now?
when your friends do not understand..
when ur loved ones do not comprehend..
when your heart refuses...

food for thought...

thinking too much kills many brain cells
hahaah...

felt better today...more relaxed..
happy birthday to NA, my babe..
i know your birthday just past...
but still...haha...
muacks...so glad to have you as my babe...
the one who will always be there to hear me whine n complain..
who will share my joy with me!..=]

meetin up with 5 some today just puts me in a better mood..
at least i wasnt tensed up about school and stuff..
i felt at home with them around..
the silly things we do and say..
it was fun..
we had a free mac dinner too!..
cuz stupid mac system was down..
and our food was delivered to mary's hse after 2 hrs..
we were famished by then..haha
watched cinderella's story on HBO...
the usual typical feel good chick flick...
it was sweet..
n chad micheal murray is freaking hot n cute..
hehe...




















see...doesnt he look delicious...n that's his wife!!..can u imagine..
he's MARRIED...n his wife is so pretty!!!!!...sophia bush...
wad a couple!
*drools*

the different kinds of blow that swings in my direction..
pushing me left and right..
leaving trails of bruises on me...
render me helpless and pathetic..
leaving me here to struggle...
who is willing to help me?

worrying for MA..

irritation.fatigue.sadness.confused.frustrated.stressed.deprived.fedup.
multiple emotions.
you name it. i feel it.

so many commitments
its making me spin..
time management is essential..
management time is pathetic...
does tt make sense?

reminiscing is always nice...
reminiscing of the good old days..
where all the fond memories come rushing thru my mind..
the crazy wild laughter and tough but fun bball trainings during sac days..
to the lame n cold jokes, bridge during jc..
and now..the hectic uni life..n the new frens ive made..
time really flies in a supersonic kind of speed..

i miss the loud laughters in sac
i miss carefree days in sac where all we cared abt was nothing..
i miss the tm trips..
i miss the neoprint days..
i miss the trips down to town after school..
i miss sitting down on the floor in sac..no matter where we are..its a tradition..
i miss 4/7..
i miss tuition..
i miss the 38 things we say and fun during bball trainings
i miss bball competition..
i miss the caring and nurturing environment in sac..
i miss ms kang, mr robb, ms lim.
i miss munirah's machine gun laughter..melody's whiny voice..tl's slaps(surprisingly)

i miss the cold and lame jokes tt s 301 made..
i miss the fun we had in class with the teachers..
i miss all our subject teachers except wong mei lin..
i miss mr koh's patience and gentle temper..
i miss ms koh's cuteness..
i miss mr see's quirkiness..
i miss mr pang's humour and stories...
i miss mr yeo's sarcasm..
i miss chen lao shi's strictness and her sense of humour..
i miss sleeping in lectures..(lol)
i miss seeing baby in school..
i miss him sending me home from school.


i miss smu orientation camp..
i miss night talks during the camp..
i miss the talks we had when we go out..
i miss the bitching sessions..
i miss the crazy things we say..(hee)
i miss supper with the ndp ppl..

memories...

dont you feel irritated when someone doesnt take you seriously
and he/she seems to treat you like a fool..
as if nothing you say is substantial or important..
and when you try to make a point or give suggestions..
they just dismiss it..cause they think its useless and dumb..
and someone else comes along and repeat the same thing..
they accept it almost immediately..just because the person is supposedly 'pro' in the subject..
ironic isnt it?

wads worse is that they think they are cleverer and more able than you..
such arrogance..
and all the more you feel like proving them wrong?
the vibe they give you simply puts you down..
when you ask to confirm some things..even though its minute..
they answer you as if you are the stupidest person on earth..like duh!
tt sucks doesn it?

they form an impression of you that you are lousy..
inevitable?..or simply just looking down on you?
skeptical of your abilities..they treat you like dirt..
the most insignificant person on earth..
and they just exclude you from their circle..
sad isnt it?

so you get frustrated...
and fed up..
wad do you do?
you would love to ignore..but it stares blatantly at you..
so much so that you cant simply ignore it..
den wad next?

they arent worth your thoughts and time..
some may say..
they are not people you should concern yourself with..
they are not people who cares abt you..not friends that you need..
so why do you care abt them?
screw them..

food for thought...

dont you ever get the feeling that
sometimes you just feel awkward and uncomfortable around someone..
even though you guys are classmates..
its so weird..
sometimes you feel like you dont fit in?
ever felt the same way?
and it happens when you are the most tired...
sigh...
i dunno abt you..
but tt's for me..


nvm..hope it will just go away..
n its really annoying tt some ppl can just click with anyone..
haha..ok.im nt making sense...

project deadlines coming...
like tsunami..
waves after waves..
drowning you in its depth..
trying to search for an exit..
but it just eludes you..
boooooo....

i had a terrible scare today..
i thought i lost my matric card AND ez link..
REALLY REALLY thought so...
and i went back to school without both cards today...
i was so inconvenienced...
and it totally brought my mood down to a low..
real low...plus it was rainy...
so gloomy...
met na for help on MA..
u were great babe...
thanks a bunch!!...
i finally understood wad was going on...
hehe...
ate subway after tt...
finally...i went home to search for my cards once again..
persistence pays off..
i found it in the pocket of my jacket!..wEEEEe...
overjoyed!!!!..

finally..my phone allowed me to send mms...






my precious sleek n cool laptop..(used to)









and then....i dropped it...














and yes...it became like that in the end...
there goes my beautiful laptop...
n i have to live with this eyesore till i have the time to repair it..
n my parents are suggesting i buy a new n more sturdy one..
so that it wld last me for 4 yrs..
tt's ridiculous i thought..
it was an accident!...
come on man...
buying another laptop wld be a waste of money...
sigh....

all right..back to MA..
have to study it even though i think it wun make a difference...
cuz apparently the questions are tough...
oh well..
back to mugging...

when they say 祸不单行.. huo bu dan xing
i totally agree...(i can see ppl asking wads the meaning of the chinese words..lol)
when shit happens..it snowballs..
it becomes one big pile of shit...
yesterday was sucky...today as well..
there are some things better left unsaid..u know it baby..
ahhhhhh...

life sucks at this point in time..
cause i have tons of work to do..
its driving me crazy...

let us list down then..

1. AS individual assignment, 4 page..just stab me..its less tortuous
2. biz law oral and written preparation = flip thru the whole damn biz law book plus many more
3. MA test..test on 3 chaps that i know nothing of..god bless me
4. BGS test..8 chapters and apparently the test is not easy to score..told by the prof
5. bgs project questionaires to do...

i think tt's abt it?..unless i forgot things that i need to do..

and i haven finished half of what im supposed to do?...

n amelia's exams are coming..more stressed..

her chinese is terok..i dunno how to help her..

cuz she's stubborn abt chinese..insisting tt she will not remember even when she learns...

ok im off to bed...sleep deprived this break...sigh..

HER HEART ACHES BADLY...

yes...my heart aches terribly whenever i look at my laptop now..
i dropped it..
*crasH*
n there goes my cover..my beautiful n sleek laptop...
luckily my lcd screen and my harddisk wasnt damage..
thank god!..
alleluia...a blessing amongst the mess..
but the corner of my laptop is cracked..
n itz now an eyesore..
i've took some pictures of the damages..
but my damn phone simply wun access my mms..
damn it...
will see wad i can do..n upload those pictures..

now i have to send my laptop for repairs..
which i simply dun have time for..
my projects n tests are enough to kill my time..
haix...

went to meet karen after my killer biz law meeting..
we had sakae sushi for dinner..
couldn eat much..
n then we headed down to bugis village to shop..
she bought a lot of stuff..over 100 bucks worth of clothes mainly..
hahha..

karen was in a hurry...so we decided to grab a cab..

but we couldn get a cab after tt!!!..its so weird..
every cab seems to be on call..
either that..or they just wouldn stop..
wad madness!
this is the worst cab experience ever..
n we went to so many other places to wait for a cab..
gEEz..

AHHHHHH...BAD DAY
after waiting for more than half an hour...
we decided to take the mrt home..
its dman stupid...
GRRRRR...
n now im all sweaty n sticky..

total complete fufilment!!

i actually slept for 4 solid hours just now..
wad was supposed to be a nap became something more..
haha..tt doesn sound right does it..

lala..feeling refreshed now..
this is the first nap in the longest time ever..

had my ct presentation in e morning..
it went all right i guess..
saw this guy in one of the presentation..
my goodness~!!!!
goodness gracious me!
he looks like a poster boy..
he shld be a model man if he isnt..
now my faith that smu has cute guys have been restored...
hahah....
baby dun be jealous ok?

but anw..u had ur fill of cute guys just now...
BLEAGH..
yes..u read it right..
he was ogling at GUYS during the new face thingy..instead of the contestants..
mind you..
he said the male models were WOAH...
damn..i shld have went...lol
i always knew he had this gayness in him..
muahahahaaa!

now..i dare not look at my desktop..
there's like a zillion n one things to do during the break..
wad break?..exactly!
its called a mid term break...how ironic...GEEz
yeah..break for us to do work...
crap...
n i have project meeting almost everyday of e week..
spare me..

aHh..running nose!!!!

its really funny how things can change in a split second..
itz AMAZing..
i cannot fathom y..
feelings and mood changes within a split second too..

be it an action or sentence...
the whole atmosphere can dip real low from the highest..
ive experienced umpteen times..
i know how horrible it can be..
cuz i was stuck in these kinda situations before..
and sometimes it just render u totally helpless..

life is certainly interesting...aint it?..

one moment you are happy..
the nix..u feel like someone took your heart out n stomp on it..
squeezing it dry of any happy emotions
tt feeling sucks big time...
and u dunno how to make it better...
baaaaa...





..found this somewhere in my comp...those were the days..i had short hair!..all right..not v short..but much shorter than right now...

i feel lk puking all of a sudden..
hmm..
i was almost to the point of fainting while i was teaching tuition just now..
i only ate 3 pieces of bread n a ice teh for lunch?..
it was horrible..
i couldn really think straight..

met karen for dinner n coffee...
she drove me home..





feeling nauseous now..
aRGh... booo..stupid stomach

i think im falling for u all over again...
let me revel in it..

fatigue is an understatement for us..
projects..presentations..tests..assignments..
its enough to kill..
to all of u smu ntu nus peeps out there..
take lotsa care..
u might slip n fall into madness..
n lose all sanity...

to fio my babe..
u dun sound good..
u dun sound too happy with him..
well..i can only hope things get better...muacks..

ok..i forgot wad i wanted to blog abt earlier on..
haha..i seriously have short term memory..
need some tonics..
anyone?

i wanna be included in all your lives..
just like i include u in mine..
dont leave me out..
ill feel lonely..
ill be a happy girl if you do..
hahah...

to say im pretty insecure..
i guess there's a tinge of truth in it..
ah well..
what to do?..
tell me about it..
hahha...

thanks baby..muacks..
thank god i still have you..
i want a pleasant surprise!..
heeX..