had a blast yesterday!

hehe..yesterday was 'love meridian day'...supposed to go in either true blue or retro..ms koh wanted retro..so all of us dressed in retro..i liked my skirt..pink color de..er..dunno how to describe...my class liked it too..*grin*..but itz kind of short on one side..yup..

den we had lessons...DOTx....but obviously no one had the mood to...except for the maths teacher who went thru the paper during lecture..n mrs lim rite..bABY..haha...mr koh gave us free period..mr se oso lk talk to us..den let us off..itz lk one in a million...first time ever..haha..den we had to go put ribbon n stuff..den went down to canteen to cut cake for teachers...we gave ms koh a cupboard..she loves it..her expression when she get the present was so funny...so exegerated..haha..den we each gave our subject teachers a board..den put our messages on it..damn cool lo...v nice oso..

den comes the performance thingy...the arts classes all quite enthu..den comes the science class..some not bad but some cannot make it..303 performance quite unique..lk storm tt kinda performance..den 205 one quite cute..got the syncronised swimming..their guys are the dancers..v funny..den 302's item lame sia..lol..i had a lot of fun..=)..baby dancce until so stiff lo..lk vampire lk tt...haha...*wink*...

den was the soiree thingy..whole day i didn eat much lo..dun have proper meal..so hungry..den baby gave me his wanton..heh...yUM..thanks baby!..the soiree was a hit man...the performances are all great except for 101 performance...a bit the diao...nobody expected 101 to be top 5...cuz itz lk lame?...er....no offense though...but i think there are other classes tt are better...sorry ppl...but the j1s performance are all not bad..den all the dance items n bands singing...our school really got ppl tt can really sing well...they ought to join singapore idol..lol...den ann koh sing with paulus..OMG....she sing damn well lo..paulus pale in comparision beside her man.. oh..n mr se brought his wife n son to school...his son so cute...lk to run a lot..den the poor wife have to run after him...mr se so bad..still say itz her job..so chavunistic..bth

den got rock band la..guitar la..keyboard piano...den the individual segment for the competition de..got one j1 performance v unique...use glasses of water to make the song twinkle twinkle lil star...cool..nisa's voice is good..she sang angels wings..damn nice...but den the only gliche is the pm...lousy sia..everytime cannot play cd or equipment got prob..spoil the rhythm of the soiree as well as the performance in lt4..oh n the teachers performance..cool man!..got teachers dance hip hop..den perform skit..got one teacher mr song j1 teacher..so cute!...his actions v funny..den mdm yew n ms koh kl n others dance hip hop..cool man..

oh!..den liza n nurain danced to hip hop music with some others..cool!..their dance v nice..liza can dance man..u go gal!..everyone screamed lk siao...haha..den mr yeo mr koh oso went up to join them..mr koh cute cute de...hahha...v cool..mr yeo's pink wig in lt 4 damn striking lo...then his shirt is pink somemore...woah...hahaha...

after the thing...went to eat with baby...we were damn famished...lucky bedok inter still got some food to eat..but den me n him broke..haha..so ate char kuay teow n carrot cake..the weather quite nice..windy...den we walked home..i mean he sent me home...yupZ...wad a terrific day...even though i had headache during the day..lol..think itz cuz i didn drink or eat much...oh well..heh..peace!..

all right...wed is my piano exam...i better go practise le..wish me luck..muackS

Times passes>>Life happens>>Distance separates>>Children grow up>>Love waxes and wanes>>Hearts break>>Careers end>>Jobs come and go>>Parents die>>Colleagues forget favors>>Men don't call when they say they will>>>>BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you.

to all my girlfriends...you are my treasured gems..take good care of yourself n keep in contact..=]..i miss ya all!..

*heave a sigh*

such a bad week..i had a bad start of a week..den today a found out tt..saeed too..well..juz wanna say..dun worry ya?..there's always sunshine after the rain...chin up n march on...everything'll be fine..let's all cheer up ya?..

sorry baby abt yesterday...guess it wasnt a good week for me..n i made it bad for u i guess..really sorry...such a melancholy week..hahha..finally..last test of the term...before the big one..sigh..

kj helped me burn jay chou's newest album...didn expect him to..was juz casually asking..tot he would forget..but hey...thanks!!..really appreciate tt..n for the da vinci's code too..nice guy..haha..hardly u hear praises for him..haha...but i will still buy the album..itz great!..better than the previous album..dun u agree?..haha..

anyway..pen off now..busy

feel shagged now...feeling kind of down rite now..i have no idea why..itz juz one of the mood swings u know..or maybe i know the reasons..but ill not spell it out here...

why am i preoccupied with u..
why do u keep appearing in my mind..
u hid inside my heart quietly
n unknowingly
your gentle touch
your caring soul
your unwavering support..
are always right here beside me..
u dote on me in ways that are different
i juz wanna tell u
you're my guardian angel...
you will always have a place in my heart..

hey hey...cool sia...composed on the spot..haha..everyone!..aWWWWWW....

dedicate this to everyone's guardian angel...haix..where's my guardian angel?...hahha...the safe haven tt i can run to..hmm...baby is the person i run to whenever i feel insecure...even though sometimes he makes me mad too..hahhah...sianZ....

you're my special angel
show me the way

haha...juz feel lk doing tt for the rest of my entry..

you came into my life
n left your footprints in my heart
you showed me ur love
n shower me with it

lalallala...such a bo liao entry...i finally know y i eat so much le..cuz of the supplement pills i eat recently..zinc supplement..supposed to make me have appetite..wad a big appetite i have now..lol..constantly eating...jia lin they all r amazed with the amount i eat...hahhah...cool sia..anyway..go do maths le..

right now im feeling blue..juz lk the color im using...i think sometimes guys r so slow n insensitive...n let me tell u..im hurt...n disappointed rite now..n what u said n ur tone really breaks my heart...' not as if i promised you anything'..tt really broke my heart..if you need me to spell out everything tt i want you to do...or lk norm...lk wad a guy wld do for his gf..den where's the love?..itz as if im forcing u to do it..n u r juz obliging me ...not wad u really wanted to do out of your own willingness n heart..den wads e point..

n i juz feel lk crying now...maybe it does not mean anything to u..but it does to me..u may think itz juz a small matter..it may be..but u wun understand how i feel..juz put yourself in my shoes...maybe you'll understand..maybe u'll not..yes u didn promise me...but u didn even have the intention of pei-ing me even if itz juz a lil short while...so much for missing me..im nt asking u to send me home..but juz for some company while waiting for the bus to come..i hinted tt i was at e inter..n i hoped u wld come..but in vain...maybe u think tt itz nt a big deal...but it is to me..we haven seen or spend time alone for the almost 5 days...nvm..im juz oversensitive..whatever..

P.S. i tried to understand.but i cant.sorry.

if you need someone to remind you tt u haven seen a supposedly close fren for a long while...
wad does tt mean?...

does it mean...

you have forgotten tt fren..
your fren is insignificant..
you have found new frens..
you were too busy n caught up with ur own life..
you didn miss the fren..
or life is juz so bad tt u cant be bothered...

food for thought...

My Oath To You...

when you are sad..
i will dry your tears...
when you are scared..
i will comfort your fears..
when you are confused..
i will help you cope..
and when you are lost..
cant see the light..
i'll be your beacon..
shining ever so brightly..
this is my oath..
i pledge to the end..

why?..you may ask..
cause you are my loved ones..

for all my friends and my only baby

*tired*

i am dead tired now..feel lk sleeping..but itz only 10..haha..have been going out these 2 days..but oso did some work la..i guai k..lol..more lk guilty..

went out with mun n tse ling on fri..wah..we reach town damn early man..den went lido to eat..they wanted to watch village at first...but den i didn want to..cuz i dun watch scary or horror movies...so they teh n teh..but i promised to watch with baby..or else he'll get mad..so in the end nv watch...sorry babes..den we saw tse ling's class at lido... leonard n wen jing r lk so lame..always bicker with tse ling..haha..quite funny though..den saw the gals of her class at far east...haha..we walked a lot man..but didn see any mjcians..i was thinking..how come no mjcians..tot they lk to go town..lol..but baby said he saw a lot..but it was in the evening..i went hm liao..too tired to walk le..dun understand how cat n mary can shop for so long..lol..

den we went mac to slack...haha..it was quite fun..we talk crap basically..n mun's phonebook is so interesting..all the names she put inside are amusing man..wad fatherhen..mother hen..danger..dun reply him..afganistan..gorgeous babe..all sorts of name..den we had a huge laugh on father hen..hehe..they should know wad happen..lol...haha..

den she was talentscouted by this lady..i dun think she is much older than us...but oh well..said wad got free course for her to attend..go for audition..tt kinda thing..quite unbelievable actually..tse ling is quite skeptical abt it..me too..but mun blur blur de...as usual..haha..

mun bought one whole set of clothes man..plus sandals...now..she spends more n willingly..last time she will hesitate...oh!!..den there's this shop at wisma atria..the clothes inside r quite nice..tse ling n i were trying on clothes..n tse ling tried on so many clothes but nv buy..haha..there's this dress i lk..but a bit long..must alter if i buy..the stuff there r quite nice..shld go there again..yeah tse ling?..need a new pair of sandals..hmm..

tt time sale i didn see much stuff tt i lk..now..i see lots of stuff i wanna buy!!!!!....so unfair!!!!..n today i saw this esprit white top..so nice!!!..ive been finding it..actually itz the basic i think..not too sure..i prefer the basics for all the brands..lk mango..topshop..giodarno..esprit..etc...itz plain n nice..i want it!!!..sigh..

yeah..next week is my 1 yr anniversary..*claps*..but haven prepare the present yet..still thinking wad to do..cant decide leh..hmm..shang nao jing..xp..hehe...nowadays got a lot of tests...sianZ..next sat got chem mock paper 3 test..must finish study everything lo...i think the mock papers r too early already..everyone still studying..den they give mock papers..siao..not v helpful lo..den this long holiday got lots of paper to try oso..tut too..SIaN..major turnoff..wanted to do some self study oso no time sia..sigh...stress level high!!...haah...den wad am i still doing here man..haha..diao..

today went out with baby..went to watch the village..the content lk so childish lo..diao..bluff kids sia..lol..dun watch ppl..n i tot itz supposed to be nice..in the end..i feel so cheated sia..diao..but i had a fun day with baby..hehe..we nv quarrel at all today..haha..so miraculous..hee..den we went arcade to play before watching movie..den got this guy chup in when he's lk finishing the whole series of tennis tournament..last game liao..den here comes a challenger...i chao pissed sia..he finishing liao den u chup in..i know tt guy may want to challenge..but i think itz lk so rude..can nv accept this kind of behaviour...maybe tt's y i hardly go arcade..tt time i was playing bomberman with baby..den he went to change for more tokens..den this malay boy chup in while i was still playing n waiting for baby to come back n join me..kao..i was so pissed lo..i faster die den ciao..dun lk to play with ppl i dunno..but baby was ok with it..so i juz bo chup..den we ciao out of the arcade..cuz the arcade was so boring..gee..den we went shopping too..baby got 90 bucks of shopping voucher fr taka lo..chao a lot can..den he bought a french connection shirt n columbia polo tee using the voucher his mum has....chao ex can..100 i think..chao jealous..sigh..den today he go taka..nothing to buy...but a lot of gals clothes..lol..but no guy clothes..sho sad..lol..hee..

hmm..haven seen cat for quite some time since our study outing..heard she cried..cuz of gp or sth..well cat..gotta study le..cannot be too distracted k,,,concentrate on studying k..dun look here n there when u r studying..lk tt cannot get anything in de..must concentrate..jia you k..gambatte!!..i'll be expecting ur good a level results...;)..n to everyone else..now may be the tough period..but it'll soon be over..let us put all our sweat n heart n soul in..must get good results..yay!...ok la..talk so much liao..hands tired..better go..tata

shall be missed always...

itz a sad day..i juz went to mr quah's wake...it was pretty emotional..didn expect myself to tear..when we reached there..it was the service..so we joined in..it was saddening..esp when sis cecily gave her speech..i teared n almost cried..to think tt the most revered but feared teacher in sac is gone..the always stern n strict teacher yet humourous at times..he always looked so healthy when he walks ard the school..scolding ppl n running errands..i would nv suspect tt he has colon cancer..life is really amazing isnt it..u can look so healthy but yet u r ill...sigH..wad sis cecily said was right..sacians need the gentleness of the nuns n the discipline of a man..how true man..i think without mr quah..our school would have gone wild lk KC..he may have infuriated us at times..but i think he meant well..n this is his way of expressing himself..when i looked into his coffin...i dun recognize the vibrant mr quah i remembered..i had to look twice..but i still dun see any trace of familiarity...he looked v pale...n his hair is thin..he has lost weight..sigh...my deepest condolences to his family..was kind of expecting to see rosalind n yu hui...but to my disappointment..they left already...but itz ok..ill be able to meet them again...we must really treasure the people ard us..take care ppl...go for checkup regularly..

juz wanna say to rosalind..dun be too upset..itz predestined...it serves as a reminder to all of us to treasure the people ard us..so cheer up ya?..he has gone to somewhere happy n safe..free from suffering..we shld be happy for him..

now my dad is naggin me off the comp..so i shall continue my entry some other time..tata

hey..

so pek chek today...took my chem test today...i go n change the right answer to the wrong answer..it always happens!!..n my brain always lk malfunctioning lk tt..cannot think..think abt the wrong thing..arGH..so irritating..study already lk nv study..this is bad lo..nv passed a chem test before..how pathetic..only those class quiz got pass before..comes to the big ones..i juz flopped..so irritating n demoralising..so worrying lo..haix...

n during pe..this j1 malay guy so childish lo..i throw ball not accurate..all blame me sia..my fault meh..sorry la..i cant throw the small tennis ball well can..den this malay j1 guy kick mud onto my shoe n splash onto my calf lo...purposely de lo..so childish!!!..nv even say sorry..still ask..u j1 or j2...chao immature can..den the malay guys keep kb..so li hai u all throw la..so irritating...this reaffirmed my belief tt some j1s r so childish..gEEz..enter our school only..theft problem appear..last time leave our bags anywhere oso dun have things stolen lo..so dishonest..school property damaged..dirty the canteen n lt..toilet oso become so dirty lo..last time can even slp in toilet one lo..now dun even wanna step in..always got black shoe mark..dirty toilet seats..den toilet flush everytime spoil one..dunno how they use..so violent..last yr dun even have this kind of problem..gee

still got 2 more tests to go...arGh..physiCS~!~!~....terror..suck at it man..hmm...i better go study le..tata...

howdy ho...im so bored n tired rite now..have been doing work the whole day...haix..so drained..

heard tt mr quah juz passed away this afternoon at 5..was quite surprised..i tot he was recovering..*bow head in silence*...itz a pity..even though he's v strict n unyielding all the time..but i guess he did it with a purpose..to instill some discipline into us..he's quite humourous at times..he shall be remembered by all sacians..the revered but most feared teacher in sac..all sacians pls pray for him..condolences to his family..

went to meet ms koh on sat..parents meeting session..man..it was horrible..went with my dad..he talked so much..i rather go with my mum..itz really embarrassing..haix..dun wanna talk abit it le..it makes me boil..

sigh..tml got chem test..got 3 test this week..sianZ..haix..better go study le..tata