Thursday, December 30, 2004
the tsunami n earthquake are really frightening..it causes so much misery n damage to us..itz really heartbreaking to hear all the reports..it just makes me wanna cry..the heartache the families n victims are suffering..itz undescribable..is this a wake up call for us human race to start loving n treasuring our mother nature..the weather have been irregular these days..ice are melting..water level rising..is this a sign fr above..
n the thai government is really horrible..they predicted tt tsunamis may occur..but they were unwilling to announce it until 10 in the morning on tt day..the reason given...they were afraid it wld affect their tourist industry..i mean..HELLOOOOOOOO!!!!...are human lives more impt or ur stupid money..u can always earn it back..but once ur breath is gone..itz gone..to hell with ur money..u cant even bring it to hell even if u want to..it will nt be useful anw..they use different currencies..i think..if u believe..*roll eyes*..
i think the impact could have been reduced..the amt of deaths could have been reduced if only they had announced it earlier..now they suffer the grave consequences...but agn..there may be some stupid ppl...who think tt they can capture the tsunami n run later..ignorant human beings...the tsunami is so fast lk a few hundred km per hr n the waves can be a high as 10 storeys..u think u can outrun it?..fat hope!..ppl shld take geog..it comes into handy..i realise..
so many innocent lives were taken..if u believe in christianity..maybe itz god calling to his sons n daughters to go home..siGH..itz a tragedy...pray for them..
itz only when tragedies happen tt ppl learn..learn to be appreciative of our surroundings..to treasure our loved ones..to know tt to live is a gift nt a priveledge...humans just lk to be taught the hard way..tt's sad...do we realise how lucky we are?..singaporeans..we dun have any natural disasters befalling on us..which is fortunate..but often we complain n grumble abt everything else..we shld be glad n be appreciative of what we have in fact..but i guess humans will always be humans..we wld nv stop grumbling n cursing n complaining..this incident is really a humbling exp..we shld thank our gods for being able to breathe n walk properly..at least we r well...be happy with our lot..
im guilty of it all..as are many..siGh..
went out with baby yesterday...went j8..nothing much..went to visit ramen at sasa..their fren damn gay..lol..quite funny..crap so much in the shop..rubbish lo..haha..watched meet the fockers...dman funny...the baby damnnn cutE!!...asHhhhh-whOolE...haha..tt's the baby's first word..n he said it so cute!!!!!!!....feel lk cuddling him..heeZ..j8 is boring..everywhere got sale..sianZ..need a jacket..so cold these days..bRr..went for a job interview..at parkway this morning..the guy a bit fierce...there's this udnertone...dun lk it..fanny says he's funny..well.i dun think so..nt too sure whether i want this job..my gut feeling is i shld nt..but i need the money..so dunno shld i..whatever..baby is gg to find job with li yean..*roll eyes*..dun lk it..whatever..
Fanny: know u have nt been in a good mood these days over some stuff....but dun be so despondent k?..dun think too much..try to be more cheerful ya?..i dun think things r tt bad yet..try to look on the brighter side..n be more xing xiong kuan ta a bit?...ull feel much better...take things easy k?..pat pat...*hug*
oh..tl is coming back tml..=]..anw..i ciao liao..
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
feeling bored..just came home...went to meet mary..to buy her levis..but dun have the one she wanted..so she bought the white one..haha..den we saw a giodarno jeans..copycat of levis..-_-..no originality..oh well..went k box in the morning..with jl n jas..jas overslept..we gt a small room..compared to the last time..when we had a big room...oh well..sing until hoarse..haha..nt really la..today's cold..bRrr...haha...siaNzZZ....BORED..baby still out..angeline asked me to club..but no mood..haha..or rather spending the day with baby...i am bored la...grrr..
oh well..lets talk crap for a while..haha..im really bo liao..n i dunno wad to do say..jobs r really hard to find...n the best i can find itz 5 per hr...which is lk norm ba on the job market..haix..sianZ..nvm..ill just pen off..
misses all my frens..
k..gonna be short n sweet..went out with karen..yup..she came back fr new zealand..bought me a choker n a kiwi bookmark..winks..den went to watch phantom of the opera..MAGNIFICANT..SPLENDID..FABULOUS..WONDERUFUL..great movie..go catch it peeps..indeed touching..many girls cried..not me nor karen though..ha..finally found my nike top!!!..bought it..ate at the stall meli intro..yum..their fried beehoon nice..oh!..we went into a sex toy shop too..haha..amazing stuff in there,..quite hilarious..wanted to buy for baby..tease him..haha..scared his heart cannot take it..so decided nt to..n he cfm will say i se nu ren..i told him..n true enough..he did say i dirty fellow..oh well..indeed i know him well..ha..tmr gg kbox with jl..wEe..need to practise piano..haix..need to pay fees to boon en..oh..meeting boon en on thurs to play tennis..cool eh?..haha..i wanan swim though..oh well..gg out with baby on wed to j8..cant wait..gonna change my plan n hp..wEe..stupid podlite..den sat baby's parents invite me to eat dinner with them...at some restaurant..shiok ar..ha..im blessed..*grinz*..thx baby..n he bought me a christmas gift..so he demand i did too..heh..yup..bought sth..but aint gonna say here..hiAkz..natural disasters r horrible..n it didn even begin to describe it..so many lives lost..so many innocent lives..siGh..mother nature is so cruel..my condolences..heartfelt grief..god bless them..pen off..tata
Monday, December 27, 2004
Oh Oh Oh (x...)
Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cry and try and try to make you stay with me
But still you said the love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you
Talking about a family
Now you
Saying I complete your dream
Now you
Saying I'm your everything
Your confusing me, what your saying to me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
And when you came home you'd always had some sorry excuse
And explaining to me like I was some kind of a fool
I sacrifice the things I want just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come through
Now you
Wanna be a part of me
Now you
Have so much to say to me
Now you
Wanna make time for me
What you doing to me, your confusing me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
Night after night knowing something's going on
What's that number for b go-a-go-a-gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what your suppose to do
No need to punch me boo cause I won't play you cause
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around (yeah)
What goes up most come down
Gotta stop trying to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
It's called Karma, baby
And it goes around
What goes around comes around
What goes up most come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
this song is way too cool...itz oh-so-nice can...a must listen!!!!...just love this song...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
hOwdY~...went out with the 5^some excluding tl yesterday..she's in hK..havent seen her online yet..oh well..went town to shop...got a card n gummy sweets fr qiu..thANkS..i finished the whole pack le..haha...n present fr cat fr japan..the goodies..thX a lOt babE...anw..mary was quite suay...her strap broke...n she had to buy a new pair of slip ons...which wasnt to her taste i suppose...tough luck..den couldn find her levis or guess watch...but itz ok babe..u can always buy it another time ya?..mango sales is crazy man...it resembles a war field lo...gEe..shopping has become a tug of war affair...haha...clothes were strewn everywhere...so messy..it was such a turn off...can train ur arm strength while trying to find sth to ur liking among the heap of clothes...itz madness...saw rosalind at ripcurl shop..with deb n amanda..the lovable couple..haha..or so they said...i called out her name first..den came leok si..den came mary...triple attack..loL..she looks fine...but oh well..who knows..can sense a bit of you lu on her..haix..the destruction of love...horrible..hha...cheer up pal..
den we head down to far east to eat Hans...yuM...nice...though the fruit cake sucks..mary said...only she tried..hEe..after tt we head down to heeren..most of the shops were closed..oh..well itz christmas..;p..den qiu went 77th street to buy a present for her elder bro..leok bought a mug...by den we were quite shagged...so it was home sweet home..n the christmas trees didn shake their booty...only after we were nearing the mrt..den we saw the christmas tree shaking their ass...haha..i love it..so cuTE~...haha
mother nagging me to practise my piano liaoz..tata
Thursday, December 23, 2004
juz came hm not long ago..yawn..as i was saying last night before my mum came to nag at me...baby's mum naged at him too..haha..say he too rich is it..bought 2 tops..not cheap wor..haha..n regarding the hp..i need to get it soon..as my phone is spoiled..borrowed fr baby a new phone..haix...podlite is really sucking my money...need to change plan...
today went back to SAC...to pass ros n yu hui their things..actually didn wanted to go in...but still did in the end..haha..was quite cool sitting down talking to ros n yu hui..lk a mini gathering..haha..my limbs r aching lo..after tues trng..-_-..well...i know ros u aren feeling too great rite now..but cheer up ya?...there's always someone better..;)...lets go shopping!!...haha...retail therapy..MANGO sales leh..50%!!!!...*tempting*...haha...everywhere oso sale leh..dun think abt it le ya?..im here!...heh..if u dun xian qi...haha...anyway..ms tan decided to give a treat..billy bombers..i think itz spelled lk tt...haha..yu hui intro de...quite pai seh..i only go for 1 trng den i go for the treat...*PAi sEH*...n i got their new cca tee..dri fit material wor..better than our times sia..ours was just a shirt only...diao~...i lk their shirt..quite cool..haha..had a great time..didn know ms tan so cute de sia..haha..she so funny...her milkshake...heh..the food was great..but a LOT~~..n i mean a lot..can 2 ppl share one set...haha..we all eat until damn full..haha..den a small cake came for yuhui...haha...v nice of the juniors...oh~!..i got an apple n a dunno wad is it called..frm deborah n amanda...didn expect it..haha..but really nice of them..thanks a lot!...n jessie gave ferre rocher...dunno how to spell la..haha...den the service at billy bombers good sia..3 ppl came to clear yuhui's plate continuously..haha..ros shld know wad i mean..lol...it was hilarious..heh..den after tt i think they went to watch movie...n i went to baby's hse..i still cant find tt nike dri fit top...haix..is it predestined?...siGH...
did nothing much at baby's hse la..slept for a few hrs...den went to the market for dinner..oso eat until full full..haha..my tummy is getting bigger..so er xin..haha..den went back to his hse to play maple story...den watch tv...yeah..tt's all..
tml gg to angeline's hse to play n sun pian countdown to chirstmas...den gg out with 5^some excluding tl (cuz she's nt in sg) on sat...wEeee...cant wait...heh...oh!..thanks tl for ur carD...really nice of u..n melissa oso!...hEE..didn forget u..;]...
well tl...i hope too...we would continue to be close frens...=]....will be there for u always..so dun hesitate to pour out everything on me...same goes for my frens n baby..love ya!...n everyone else too!...n baby~!..hEe..well..in every relationship..communication is the most impt...say it show it..dun hide it...let the person know u care...n always keep in contact...more often than not...misunderstandings n feelings of distant surface cuz of a breakdown of communication...so make an effort to keep in contact..go out have lunch or simply juz chatting...would improve things..this is wad ive learnt..=]...
catherine zeta jones is hot!!...haha..ive concluded tt after seeing the perfume commercial..i forgot which brand..n the movie ocean's 12..the movie's great..go catch it peeps..haha..n ocean's 11 tv premiere is on jan 2..baby remember!..haha...we were lk arguing who to buy the vcd..but itz nt required now...heeX..went out with baby to shop agn..but this time round..itz him buying the stuff...he bought a ripcurl shirt...n a quiksilver shirt...n i bought a wristband for yu hui..for her birthday..she remembered my birthday!!..despite us nt talking for lk 2 yrs?...so sWeeT of hER..really touched..heh..so gonna give her the present tml..n return ros her handbag..Ros hasnt been feeling exactly good..i guess...but hey gal..there's always a silver lining...dun think too much k..dun be too sad too..pat pat...anyway..saw a ripcurl top..n i like it..but i cant buy..cuz i promised baby tt i wouldn spend le..=(...or else ill need to treat him genghis khan...n there's this nike top i lk oso..but no size..haiX...so saD...gRRRr...saw some roxy belts oso v nice...haix..*dREAm*...haha...n now my mum's nagging at me now..gRR...shouldn have asked my dad whether he can buy me a new hp...i shall just get it on my own...whatever~...
gtg..ta
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
blahhhh.....have been gg out these few days...hEe...
20/12
went to baby's hse...her sis n cousin were also there...den we went swimming together with his mum..his sis n cousin v cute..v lively...haha..n michelle..the cousin..has a big appetite..haha...itz really frightening...more li hai den me..she's also skinny..haha...den we stayed at the pool for the whole day..we went there at lk 1 plus...which is damn scorching la..haha...den we compete who swims the fastest..-_-'''...amelia(his sis) was last..oppS..haha...den we swim for abt one hr or so..went to snack..haha...the fries there nt bad..den we went to baby pool to play..lol..den baby act as crocodile..catching amelia n michelle..haha...quite childish la..but fun..den we attack one another..tickling one another..n as usual...baby pin me down n start tickling me..whcih is so unfair...-_-'''...haix..den we stayed until abt 5?...den went back to his hse to bathe..he bathe v long leh!!!...lk woman lk tt..doTss...ahha...after tt we left for dinner at toa payoh...he treated me to feista...i think tt's wad itz called..quite nice la the food...jap food..eat until i wanna explode...really v full..den michelle n amelia n his mum..came to join us...oh~..we went giodarno b4 tt..didn find anything i could wear...so didn buy anything..pity..when i could have 20% discount..haha..n michelle is incredible..she ate dinner at ard 7..den she ate agn at 8 plus...her stomach lk bottomless pit...n she still claims to be a bit hungry after tt..haha..it was amazing..lol...den after tt went back to his hse agn to play monopoly...by den we were quite tired...finally went hm at 10 plus n slept..haha..
21/12
went out shopping with baby..haha..went for lunch with russell first...he treated me to coffee club~..yUMMY~~...itz really nice..peeps..shld go there n try..heh..itz really nice of him..thaNKs a LOt...den he gave me my present..which a nivea lip balm whcih i have le..haha..so qiao...but itz ok..i dun need to buy agn when mine runs out...den after tt meet baby...den we went to shop..saw lijia n derrick at adidas shop at taka...n my cousin at taka too..haha...den i bought an adidas top..i lk it a lot..baby keep encouraging me to buy..-_-...first time..haha..den he was looking for tops..but cannot find..cuz itz either no size or simply none catches his eyes..which is a pity..den he v sad..gonna go pacific plaza to find today..haha..he saw a couple he likes but no size..oh well..walk until we tired...den went suntec...not much there...saw a nike top i lk..but no size oso..haix..den went topshop...his fren working there..den got discount~..hEe..but the tops i lk..no size!!!!!!!!....gRRrrRRRR...v frustrating...20% discount...n in the end i bought a tote bag n white top..haha...so ke xI..haiX..just nt my day...haix..den we went to eat thai express..not bad leh...shld go there try oso..haha...den fanny saw us...haha..
anyway...tLLL...i want my present~~...hahaha....hope u r having fun over there...must miss us wor...~~...faster come back k..den we can go out agn..ok..i better go..gonna meet him..tata..
Sunday, December 19, 2004
ladida...juz came back frm baby's hse...his parents bought me present...n itz nt cheap..was pretty shocked...actually itz freaking eX...cuZ iTZ....LANCOME PERFUME SET...!!!!!...cool rite!!!..hahha...itz one of the most ex present i ever got for my birthday..they r really generous...*faint*....they went penang den shop there...his parents bought a perfume fr bangkok before actually...but his dad was lk..tt one nt nice..buy a new one for her...baby told me...i was lk...hUH!!...lk tt oso can..win liao..den baby bought me nike clothes..wEEeee...so happy...haha..so nice!~~..even the sister gave me sth..hair clip..those cute cute de..haha..really nice of her..she was surprised tt i know she like winx club..older generations lk us may nt know..actually i didn know there exists such a club..until i saw it in the phone i lend frm baby..apparently itz his mum phone..haha..inside gt picture of her taking with products fr winx club..ha..tt's y i know..saw it in minitoons...den buy lo..heh..glad she lk it..but i really like my presents!!...wad a wonderful birthday..got really nice presents...thanks a lot people..im blessed...=]..
n my mens is coming when i wanna go swimming..gRRrrr...forever lk tt...irritating...gRRrrrrrrr
wad a long day...woke up early early juz to go airport to fetch baby n his family..his uncle jeffery n ah mas all there...haha..went swenson's to eat lunch..today was uncle jeffery's birthday...haha...n baby's sis, amelia, birthday is on the same day as me!..concidence hor..karen even said we should juz get married..his uncle bought me a present..which was a pleasant surprise for me..didn know he knows my brithday..haha..got a cute winnie the pooh stuff toy fr him..kind of lk head rest...er..hand rest?..haha..dunno..had an assumptuous meal..yummy...den came the cake..it was quite pinky..den got disney characters..n not exactly suitable for uncle jeffery..haha..but for amelia..den took some pictures..his uncles n aunties quite friendly la..got one auntie v funny..haha..claims to be his ex gf..haha..v friendly..n my baby recover le..wEee...gg wild wild wet on mon with his family..den gg to eat sakura again...i think..haha...
den after tt went home to get fanny and sheila's present..was damn late in gg lyn's hse..hEe..they finsihed baking the cookie when i arrived..hee..i only eat..oPPS..so bu hao yi si..heh..den look at prom pics..lyn's hse v nice...her room is lk..woaH..i dun mind gg home everyday to tt room..maybe plus a comp n tv set..perfect..ill be a gd ger n stay at hm..invite all my frens over..lol..cool man..den her dad dman li hai..do all the work himself..those woodwork blah blah..dunno how to say..her patio have the chalet kind of feeling..dman nice..super daddy..haha..cool~..den got my birthday present fr them..a roxy top..*grINz*..thanks a lot guys!!..really lk it..yay..my first roxy top..haha..nv got the heart to buy it..dunno y..i hope it doesnt cost a bomb for them..hEE..lalala...n the cookie taste a bit hard..haha..n sheila's S..cannot eat n touch..pUn intended..hEE..den today i know the pun intended for fourskin..hehe..den cg n fanny came my hse to play maplestory..haha...quite funny la...fanny keep screaming..hahha..den had to go meet family for dinner
went sakura to eat...v crowded..n mum who said must reach there early..in the end she was the latest...we finsih our first round den she come..haix..den eat until so kan chiong..-_-..after tt stomach nt feeling well..vicious cycle..haix..but the food there was nt bad la..yup...eat until quite full..den talked to bro abt baby n stuff..oh well..the sofa at the lobby was quite comfortable oso..haha..yaWn..quite tired..fell asleep at the lobby while waiting for my mum..yaWn...tired..i shall pen off..continue another time..tata
Friday, December 17, 2004
yawn..juz woke up fr my nap..was totally bored the whole day...everybody's busy...except for me..maybe shld have gone wild wild wet with jl..but den she's gg with her cousins..i go a bit extra hor..haix..n den devil said wanted to meet..to pass me present n have lunch...he totally forgotten abt it..-_-...so i was stuck at hm all day...sianZzzz....tried to play maplestory...but it juz didn catch my attention...so i went to nap..lol...slp so much..haix..baby faster come back!!...cannot imagine nxt time when he enters army...is it gonna be more of these kind of days..bTH...in conclusion..i need a job!...hehe...so anyone with any offers..pls tell me!...haix...
oh!..n when i was walking home yesterday night..i saw a big fat rat!....my god!!!...in bedok?!!~~..eWw...gross..n it was crawling ard...ard a pillar actually...uRGh...n it was near a wet market...luckily my family dun buy anything fr there...i doubt the hygiene there man..bRrr..
faSter comE baCK babY..iM rottING...1 morE daY...
Thursday, December 16, 2004
wee....juz came hm...juz met meli..my sec sch fren..wad a nice feeling to catch up with old frens...she's in poly now..she look lk japanese doll!...with her colored hair n complexion..n make up..woo..prettY...pity we didn get to take a neoprint...oh well..nxt week ba..=]...anyway...sorry for making u waiting..hee..had to sweep the floor before gg out...heh..she's still as crappy as ive always known..haha...but become prettier le wor..;P..went to town to kind of walk walk ard..bought a roxy skirt n a belt...n meli helped to pay my belt as my birthday gift...*griNZ*...thanks a lot babe..really nice of u..=)..finally get to buy sth...at least..tried on a couple of shirts...n one skirt..all cannot wear..cuz im too skinny..wTH...haha...n gals..itz really nt gd to be too slim..cuz den u wun be able to wear those nice clothes tt u see...so stop dieting!!!!!...when ur frens say u look juz fine!!...tt's to all my galfrens..hee..saw a levis shirt i lk...but itz abt 40..after 10%...go do the maths...a bit ex...haix...haha...anyway...had a fun time with her...den she intro this eatery place at far east which i have nv known...haha..the food there quite nice n quite cheap...peeps..we shld go try it out...itz pretty good...oh well..still cant find my ideal shawl to wear it lk a belt..i want silver color de..but dun have..haix...tt time saw at this fashion..cheap n nice..but dunno still have a nt...oh well..heh..regret nt buying den..arGH
oh den in the morning...did jigsaw puzzle..thanks for the help guys!...accomplishment man..haha..finally..hahah....it looks nice...oh shit..forgot to buy wrapping paper n plastic sheet..opps..better get it by tml...ladida....do until eyes pain man..-_-...haha...all right...better go...feel lk reading my book..maple story is getting tedious n boring...wait for baby to come back den play ba...tata..
missing him...2 days more...;p...
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
ladida...did puzzle in the morning...did lk half of it...now doing the blue part..can die!!!!!!....i need help!!!..haha...so u guys know who u r..must get ur butt here early in e morning!!!..hehe...my mum help me do some oso..but a few pieces only la..haha..i do the blue part until im gg bonkers liao..but i didn do whole day la..went out for lunch with karen..she passed me my christmas present n storybook..funny rite...she haven buy my birthday present but buy me christmas present first..but im glad!!..*grINZ*..haha..thanks babe!..she say she gg new zealand to buy my birthday present..so nice hor..hEH..we took neoprint oso..n bought a baleno shorts..kind of lk gym shorts tt kinda thing...anyway...den after tt she went to meet tiong..she nowadays v busy..she's flying off to new zealand le..meeting all her frens these days..haha..yup..
missing baby..countdown 3 more days~~...
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
juz came home nt long ago...wwent out shopping with karen...which is lk boring la...wanted to shop till i drop..in e end i didn buy a single thing..n she bought a bag... collected her top...ya...n the tops i wanted to buy initially were nt found la..wad a disappointment la..shop till i sian man..-_-''..itz really sian lo..juz my luck man..gRrrrr...so BORED!!...brought money out to shop le den nothing to buy...diao..den she keep using the phone..haix..might as well dun shop with me..gEe..whatever..
went to open the mailbox...heh..as usual..got lotsa mails cuz v long nv open..den i got a surprise..i got the eagles award...n good progress award..which i dunno y got..lol...was wuite surprised..baby still come n boast to me say got good progress award..i oso got!..plus eagles awarD!!...*boast back*..lol..silly..hah...350 bucks richer..but gonna save it...yaWN..
day 3... missing baby...
Monday, December 13, 2004
wEee....juz came back...went out with 5^some...heh..got my first birthday present fr them..=]...so happy..itz a black racer black n a card...n the brand of the racer back is skinnie...-_-..how appropriate..haha...anyway..thanks a lot guys!...at first i tot u all didn buy me any present..haha..n i even tot the bag leok si was carrying was fr her previous shopping trip..haha..was surprised when i get my present fr them..it was quite comical actually..haha...leok si passed the bag to tse ling on the bus...n i tot she was asking her to help her take..den qiu change place..n i tot it was cuz the seat dirty...haha..the signs were so obvious..but i was oblivious..haha..silly me..den qiu change back to her original seat...n she passes leok si's bag to me..n i tot she ask me help leok si take...n i was lk...hUH?...den i pass back to leok si...or is it mary?..haha..cant remember...den they told me is my present..lOl...so gao xiao..
anyway...we went chomp chomp to eat..first time we go until so far to makan...haha...but it was nice...the food was fantastic..we finished everything..plus dessert..n tl leok n qiu drank beer...i dun understand how they can take it...itz so bitter!..yuck~..haha...it was cosy dinner..den we tried to rush to heartland mall to take neocard..but it closed..pitY...haix..but nvm..haha..there's always next time..n this is the first time we go out until so late..n take a bus ride hm together...haha..so many first time..hope we can do this often..=)..
yay..tml gg shopping with karen..cant wait..lol...my birthday shopping spree...haha..she's leaving for new zealand on the 16th..all my frens r gg overseas!!1..gRrRRr....my baby oso went penang..-_-;;...tl gg hk on 19th...;;-_-;;....so dotSs..
anyway...juz wanna tell 5^some..they always have a special place in my heart..n ill always make time for u guys!...cuz ur friendship is invaluable to me...n i dun wanna lose it..so we must keep in contact often!!..i may be too sensitive at times..but pardon me k?...=]..
Tseling: thanks for always being so wacky..u make me laugh...n confiding in me..sometimes..haha..hope our friendship last k?..ill be there for u always no matter wad...n must update me!...dun leave me out..
Mary: thanks for being you..n always can count on u to go shopping..haha..got discounts or sale must tell me k!...haha..lets go shopping someday...hmmm...stay sweet...*gRin*
CaT: toopid cat..flush the dog down the toilet bowl..so evil..haha...anyway...though we drifted apart..nt as close as before..but we r still gd cat n dog rite..=)..so must update me k..u r always so busy..heh...talk to me!..=]
Qiu: the mother of the group...haha..can always count on u on anything..ever the responsible n mature one in the grp..though sometimes oso gao guai...haha...next time we must contact more often k?..5^some will always be 5^some..=)..can go pub or lounge to have a drink n chat..cool ya?...
~bIg MuacK tO U guYS~
sIgH..i miss my babY...day 2...haha..
Sunday, December 12, 2004
yawn...been feeling tired today..dunno y..n i didn manage to sent baby off..feel a bit disappointed..haix..he oso disappointed..haix..saD...=[...actually can pia dwn..but he dun want...oh well..n it was raining quite heavily..haix...sAd...n baby was sick the day before..went his hse to visit him..
juz went to buy presents...heh...fanny's n sheila's present...shall nt disclose it on my blog..in case fanny reads this..haha...are we gonna go out 301?...cuz im dead bored at hm...n my frens are one by one gg overseas or working..haix...
been playing maple story these few days...heh..im addicted to it..lalala...played till 4 on one of the last few days..
prom juz ended nt long ago..was a glittering affair..lol...everyone looked so mature n glam..so different...felicia priscilla n leok si were the 3 prom queen finalists...heh..3 fr sac.. cool hor...den rj micheal n some unknown guy were the prom king finalists....rj n felicia are the 1st prom king n queen of mjc..lol...and felicia takes the prom queen title the second time ard...she was the prom queen in sac..sorta...but juz tt we dun call it prom queen...oh well...took quite a lot of pics too..kj bought jamie flowers...saeed bought lyn flowers too..=)...but the host sucks la..not many ppl paid attention to him..haha..n the band played for lk half the audience..cuz the other were outside taking photos...haha..sad for them...n heels were a killer...by the end of the night..our legs were aching lk siao..haha..but the food..was mediocre...but my frens say it sucks..but i tot was soso la..anyway..all's come to an end...n i didn take the goodie bag..haix..pity..haha...
i miss my baby already..=\
Tuesday, December 7, 2004
howdy howdy...haven been blogging for a few days i think?..haha..cant even remember..been playing these few days..haha..
went mary's hse to stay over last night...quite fun la...haha..we watched legally blonde 2 n this horror movie abt wisher...er..haha...quite scary la...but after u know itz a person not a spirit...itz kind of nt scary anymore la..haha..but initially i was playing maplestory in mary's room...as u guys will know..im nt a big fan of horror movies...in fact i avoid it at all cost...haha...but den since itz a gal's night out n first time we all gather n stay over..i went to watch the second half of the story...cuz mary was playing solitaire with her classmate...as i watched..got addicted..den scared to go to mary's room..haha...u can call me a scardey cat..hee..in e end mary joined us...n she was even more scared than me..haha...den leok si keep screaming towards the end of the show..which is the climax...haha..n it was lk 4 plus in the morning?...n we were beside her parent's room?!..we were in the tv room..yes she live in private estate..hahha...n tl watch until sleep...best hor..hahah...den before tt..we went down to grab a bite n played cards at the porch..it was pretty cool..den when qiu n mary was cooking noodles..leok me n tl went to ka ciao bingo..he's so cutEeee.....keep sa jiaoing to us to play with him..den i tickle him..he apparently likes ppl to do tt..haha..so cute!!!!...den we played bridge...we finally slept at 5 thereabouts...qiu slept the latest...i was the 2nd last..haha..
den finally all of them woke up at ard 11 plus 12...n i laze ard in bed..tl slept the earliest...woke up the latest..-_-...haha..den we washed up n went dwn for breakfast at 1230!...haha...den we played monopoly...haha..but we didn get to play mahjong!!...*sadz*..but itz okiez.... den after i rushed hm to get ready to go meet karen...
yup..den met karen in the afternoon...hEe...went shopping...finally collected my dress...pHeW..finally everything is settled..hair make up heels..bag..oo..i still need to get my handbag fr rosalind..hmm...all right...wEee..den after buying my earrings...we went shopping!!...heh..bought 2 tops..a pair of shorts...jeans..haix...i wanan buy the t-shirts at hula n co..i think itz cool...hmm..=\...haha...i shall!..heh..gg to meet karen on 14th to hop agn..i wanna denim skirt!..the basics at forever 21 r quite nice..hmm...gotta shop agn..hehe..once u start u cant stop..muahahaha...
den on fri i went out with rosalind...er...she got lotsa discount cards can!...haha..n finally settled my heels...er..did i mention this b4..i think i did...haha....den sat i rot at hm can..kena nag by my parents left n right...wah...BtH....cant stand it...make me pek chek only..damn pissed tt day...should have called someone out..karen couldn make it..ps me..haix..den ros gg out with her mum...den got a lot of sales everywhere man..haha..wad a waste..hahhah...
went to my baby's hse on sunday morning...was supposed to swim..but he was feeling unwell..poor boy~`...pat pat...den i couldn swim..but i brought heroes to his hse to play..haha...but the stupid comp nt coorporative...take so long to install...den finally can play liao..haha..was quite fun la..haha...den we went to his hse nearby to eat jap food~`....DAMn NIcE caN...the food at the market v nice lo..at least tt few stalls la..hahha...nxt time i shall bring u guys to go there eat..haha..whoever la..den the ntuc so hard to find de lo...must walk so far in...wad rubbish...but serangoon gardens there lk got lotsa things...kan bu chu...den i saw a salon tt does eyelash perming...whcih brings abt..sad memories..haix..haha...sad case..haha..k la..i tired liao..slept 6 hrs only...gg to slp liao..tata...
Saturday, December 4, 2004
haix..went to do eyelash today...the right side is nice..but the left side is screwed la..dotSss..arGh...damn it..screwed!
was with ros the whole day...had lotsa fun..we took a neocard..haha..den went to artiris to give the brooch..den tried on my dress specially for ros to see...touched a nt ros!!..hahha..at first she see the color..hot pink..she was lk eWww..den when i wear..she was lk..shocked..den say v nice..lOl...wEeee....i lk my dress nw..
she got a lot of discount card lo..my gaWd~~..u should have seen...she has U.R.S privelege card!..hEh..bought my heels liao..but wasnt the one i initially wanted..ros said it looked lk some bar gal heels..haha..den bought another pair..which i tot the fabric was quite unique..n got shiny stuff..n ros said it was nice..den buy lo...heh..anyway..can wear out in future when im gg shopping..den ros is gg to lend me her mango handbag...which is white...n she said itz nice..n ex..haha..thanks ros~~..whEee...settled my heels n bra n handbag..lOl..i bought 2 bras today!...haha..censored for the guys..hEe..my shopping spree have started..muahahaha.....oh boy~~..hEE..shopping tml!!!...
yawn..so many ppl wanna borrow games fr my bro..lol..tl..baby..n someone else..cant rem..hee..i think leok si ar....oh well..finally settled for prom..oh..except for hair n make up...i think ill most prob go artiris?..unless someone else got other lobang...hee..haix...all right..gtg...tata
Thursday, December 2, 2004
phew...i darkened my hair...whee~~...now i think it looks better..nt lk some ah lian...lol..more to the choco brown side...yay...now itz to my liking...llalalla...
anyway..went kbox today..woo hoo....fun!...haha..though itz only me jl n jas...but we had fun...haha..we jump ard n sing song...haha...lk some ginna...hahah....but it was really cool...we sing until we almost lost our voice..haha...den we went to makan at eastlink...after tt..went to walk walk ard tamp...we went to a lot of places..but in the end...i still didn settle anything...dotSsss...-_-'''...jl n jas settle hair liao...they went to some shop..i forgot the name..den bought come nice clips..den the shop offer hair services...which is quite cheap...compared to going to some salon n do up ur hair...haix..i dunno wad to do leh...dilemma...how?!...n i cant seem to find the heels tt i lk..although the one at URS quite captured my heart...but itz damn ex la..urGHhhhh....itz 90 bucks...but itz damn nice la..n can wear it out when i feel lk it when i go out la...but itz still too steep le the price..unless someone got discount card or sth??..hEe..still got clutch to settle..maybe buy fr tangs studio..itz all so exciting..n mafan at the same time..lol..
anyway....gtg..tata
Wednesday, December 1, 2004
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
okie..went to highlight my hair today...er..i sat for v long..haha..highlighted brown...but den..it looks gold now..under my bedroom light...argH....feels tt itz a bit too light for my liking..arGH...leok si they all say looks nice..at least i dun look lk kid already..lol...but i a bit not satisfied leh..is it cuz im nt used to the color..i think it looks a bit lian leh...haix...arGHHHHHHHH...hoW?!....but already highlight le..haix..suan le ba..accept the fact..hahha...sad sia..ha...leok si n qiu oso went to cut their hair..i think they look good..=]..gonna stay over at mary's hse this weekend i think..heh...yay~~...looking forward to it..okie..i go makan liao..
Sunday, November 28, 2004
oh well..yesterday had been fun with my cls..went sentosa n play...played bball..ha..finally..after so long..den at night went arcade to play at harbourfront..played pool...yay..fun...n we played the table thingy..i dunno how to say...but my cls will know..haha...so much fun..i think tt's the most enjoyable cls outing yet...heh...hope we can go out soon...tml gg to send yi zhong off...ha..he v funny..wanna play bridge before he leaves for china..heh..now my right arm is aching...muscle ache..dotS...must be yesterday play the disc thingy until too vigorous..haha...
went out with 5^some today...but qiu didn come..cuz she flu..hope she recovers soon..=]..well..at first meet them..feel a bit awkward...maybe cuz didn go out for some time..but after a while get comfortable le den okie lo...at first i tot mary was a lil angry with me or sth...i dunno..but it was fine later on..hmm..mary couldn find a dress she liked..n her prom is on wed...dunno wads she's gonna do..haha..but she bought her purse le..tt's a start...ha..den i went far east to try on my dress again...as well as make amendments to it..now im satisfied with my dress..heH..well..den while i was trying..tl got a call fr amelia..n jay was at heeren...haha..den she pia down..ha...left me mary n leok si at the shop...i know leok si wanted to go..but den i was trying..so she decided to stay..so nice rite...heh..thanks..hmm..now i need a clutch..heels..necklace..hmm...gonna highlight my hair..wEEee...ha..oh..n i did my eye brows today...so painful lo...diao..didn expect it to be...but nvm..itz worth it..heh...the person who help me do it..so experienced sia..haha...
hmm...haven been happy this weekend..i dunno y u get angry with me so easily..as if everything's my fault..u have been short-temperd..n it makes me sad to see tt...cuz u dun used to be lk tt...i know coming late..is my fault...i totally accept tt...but other times..i juz dun know wad u want...i feel lk im gg out with a timebomb...u cant seem to accept me for me...n u dun seem to udnerstand me n my pi qi n how i behave...nvm..im juz totally heartbroken..n disappointed..after so long
n qiu..i dunno whether u read my blog..but i juz hope u can understand how i feel...n i hope 5^some can gather together more often..cuz i treasure ur friendship...ni wanna have a stayover!..n we r gg to highlight our hair together..=]
thanks kj n boon en for yesterday...=]..n saeed..thanks a lot..
i juz hope for a piece of mind..
oh well..yesterday had been fun with my cls..went sentosa n play...played bball..ha..finally..after so long..den at night went arcade to play at harbourfront..played pool...yay..fun...n we played the table thingy..i dunno how to say...but my cls will know..haha...so much fun..i think tt's the most enjoyable cls outing yet...heh...hope we can go out soon...tml gg to send yi zhong off...ha..he v funny..wanna play bridge before he leaves for china..heh..now my right arm is aching...muscle ache..dotS...must be yesterday play the disc thingy until too vigorous..haha...
went out with 5^some today...but qiu didn come..cuz she flu..hope she recovers soon..=]..well..at first meet them..feel a bit awkward...maybe cuz didn go out for some time..but after a while get comfortable le den okie lo...at first i tot mary was a lil angry with me or sth...i dunno..but it was fine later on..hmm..mary couldn find a dress she liked..n her prom is on wed...dunno wads she's gonna do..haha..but she bought her purse le..tt's a start...ha..den i went far east to try on my dress again...as well as make amendments to it..now im satisfied with my dress..heH..well..den while i was trying..tl got a call fr amelia..n jay was at heeren...haha..den she pia down..ha...left me mary n leok si at the shop...i know leok si wanted to go..but den i was trying..so she decided to stay..so nice rite...heh..thanks..hmm..now i need a clutch..heels..necklace..hmm...gonna highlight my hair..wEEee...ha..oh..n i did my eye brows today...so painful lo...diao..didn expect it to be...but nvm..itz worth it..heh...the person who help me do it..so experienced sia..haha...
hmm...haven been happy this weekend..i dunno y u get angry with me so easily..as if everything's my fault..u have been short-temperd..n it makes me sad to see tt...cuz u dun used to be lk tt...i know coming late..is my fault...i totally accept tt...but other times..i juz dun know wad u want...i feel lk im gg out with a timebomb...u cant seem to accept me for me...n u dun seem to udnerstand me n my pi qi n how i behave...nvm..im juz totally heartbroken..n disappointed..after so long
n qiu..i dunno whether u read my blog..but i juz hope u can understand how i feel...n i hope 5^some can gather together more often..cuz i treasure ur friendship...ni wanna have a stayover!..n we r gg to highlight our hair together..=]
thanks kj n boon en for yesterday...=]..n saeed..thanks a lot..
i juz hope for a piece of mind..
oh well..yesterday had been fun with my cls..went sentosa n play...played bball..ha..finally..after so long..den at night went arcade to play at harbourfront..played pool...yay..fun...n we played the table thingy..i dunno how to say...but my cls will know..haha...so much fun..i think tt's the most enjoyable cls outing yet...heh...hope we can go out soon...tml gg to send yi zhong off...ha..he v funny..wanna play bridge before he leaves for china..heh..now my right arm is aching...muscle ache..dotS...must be yesterday play the disc thingy until too vigorous..haha...
went out with 5^some today...but qiu didn come..cuz she flu..hope she recovers soon..=]..well..at first meet them..feel a bit awkward...maybe cuz didn go out for some time..but after a while get comfortable le den okie lo...at first i tot mary was a lil angry with me or sth...i dunno..but it was fine later on..hmm..mary couldn find a dress she liked..n her prom is on wed...dunno wads she's gonna do..haha..but she bought her purse le..tt's a start...ha..den i went far east to try on my dress again...as well as make amendments to it..now im satisfied with my dress..heH..well..den while i was trying..tl got a call fr amelia..n jay was at heeren...haha..den she pia down..ha...left me mary n leok si at the shop...i know leok si wanted to go..but den i was trying..so she decided to stay..so nice rite...heh..thanks..hmm..now i need a clutch..heels..necklace..hmm...gonna highlight my hair..wEEee...ha..oh..n i did my eye brows today...so painful lo...diao..didn expect it to be...but nvm..itz worth it..heh...the person who help me do it..so experienced sia..haha...
hmm...haven been happy this weekend..i dunno y u get angry with me so easily..as if everything's my fault..u have been short-temperd..n it makes me sad to see tt...cuz u dun used to be lk tt...i know coming late..is my fault...i totally accept tt...but other times..i juz dun know wad u want...i feel lk im gg out with a timebomb...u cant seem to accept me for me...n u dun seem to udnerstand me n my pi qi n how i behave...nvm..im juz totally heartbroken..n disappointed..after so long
n qiu..i dunno whether u read my blog..but i juz hope u can understand how i feel...n i hope 5^some can gather together more often..cuz i treasure ur friendship...ni wanna have a stayover!..n we r gg to highlight our hair together..=]
thanks kj n boon en for yesterday...=]..n saeed..thanks a lot..
i juz hope for a piece of mind..
Saturday, November 27, 2004
Friday, November 26, 2004
yay..finally itz all over...freedom has arrived...but suddenly...i feel kong xu...lk nothing to fill up...it has always been study slack study slack....but now is slack slack slack...feels weird...haix...but im glad itz over...the end of a chapter...but a new beginning...all right..shall go enjoy myself first...den work..need $$..haha...
yesterday went baby's hse to do jigsaw...haha..so senang rite..haven end..go slack liao...haha...but we completed it in lk a few hrs!!..yaY...so happy...haha..itz dog n cat de..so cute...haha..itz at his hse now..feel lk buying another one to do...but quite ex..n now hard up on cash...
i keep coughing..aRGH...cant stand..n den..i cant eat wad i wanna eat...a lot of food i see le wanna eat..cannot eat!!...@!!$%$^%$5!!!##EW%WRETS ... arGH..irritating...haix..better go see doc..anw...i ciao liao..
P.S im sad haix..
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
cough cough...gEe...it nv seem to cease...after fever..came vomitting...n den stomach pain follows..after tt..itz the sore throat...n den the blocked nose..n now..the cough..haiyo...irritating...juz cant stand it...hai wo cannot enjoy my food...arGHHHhhhh...shall go see doc after a's...hmm...hehe...last paper tml!!!!...actually itz unofficially over la..design paper..seriously i dunno wad can be done for it except to read thru the notes...hmm...haix..today paper 3...make a real stupid mistake tt cost me 6 marks..basket...arGHHhhhhh....bTH...shall not talk abt it...the more i will despair...which is not gd...after a's..should nt think abt it anymore..but cant help thinking..haha..i can only hope i can get a C!!!...oh gEE....
yay..after a's..got lots to do!!!...shopping!...prom!..wild wild weT...sentosa!..er..swimming..lalala...need to train myself up..been so weak lo..cant stand myself..n im so suay!!!...sat going sentosa to play..n once agn!!!..i have mens..how suay!!!!!!....aRGHHHHHHHHHHHH.....cannot stand..hmph!...so irritating lo...luckily now got a few more ppl pei wo..hahha...k la..i ciao liao..tata
Monday, November 22, 2004
Sunday, November 21, 2004
hmm....the more i think abt physics paper 2..the more i despair..i think i make a lot of careless mistakes..haix..how?!!..damn scared i cannot make it..paper 3 not v easy to score oso..haix..zhen me ban!!!!...hmm...okok..shouldn scare myself..juz work hard for paper 3..argH...
my nose has been blocked for the past week!!!...itz irritating...can only breathe thru one hole..hahha...haix..im not recovering fast enough leh..hmm....PouT...im gg nuts...pen off..tata
Saturday, November 20, 2004
heyo...yay ppl..we've survived thru a levels!!...cant wait for it to end..dont u?..hEEx..well...for my cls ppl..2 more papers to go...den we'll be free!!..den we can go out to play..hehe...n i hope by then my flu n cough wld recover..heH..lalala...so gonna enjoy myself after a's...wun go n think abt my a's le..
AleRT!!!!!...my birthday is coming!!..20th dec..prezzies~~~..GRIN~~~
hehe...my 18th birthday.....when a gal turns into a princess~~...haha...with age comes responsibility..sad thing eh?...haha...n i dunno y..my dad's been nagging at me non stop these 2 days...dunno wads the prob with him..haix...maybe he's worried..oh well..
heh..promised yanqi tt i will dedicate one para to her cuz she helped me with my new blogskin n everything..thanks pal!!!!!!...thanks a million..couldn do it without u..heh...the tagboard..music layout...everything..haha...i know nuts abt it man..haha..so must really thank her...hehe..now itz complete...n i can hear the music le..haha..yay...cheerS..
hehe..now i find my blog so interesting..lol..unlike the old boring mundane one..hee..now u all can leave me a msg...tag me!..=]...all right i shall go change the music ...tata..hope u guys like it..
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
okie...im sick..period..wad a gd timing rite..right smack in the middle of exams...so damn unlucky can...haix..now my throat hurts so much tt i cant talk..arGH...n even if i dun talk..it hurts..tt's how bad..n i puked yesterday night..n couldn slp at all..cuz my tummy got sth wrong..n i was finally able to slp at lk..5?..so technically i only slept for 2 n a half hrs?..haha..n itz a miracle tt i didn fall asleep during my maths paper..haha..n i had fever on sunday night after tuition...which i dunno why suddenly have fever..i was feeling all right b4 tt..itz weird..thank god it didn attack my nose...n it better stay tt way..or else itz more misery..n my neck's a bit stiff..arGH...im plagued with illness throughout this whole yr man..all sorts of rubbish oso happen to me..gEE..the number of times ive seen the doc this yr is the no. of times ive seen a doc in lk 4 yrs?..oh gee..waste my money..haha..n my limbs get numb easily..hmm..sigH...misery..so sickening..y cant the germs be killed...it attack my head first..den my stomach..den now my throat...hmPH..gonna see the doc tml..for now..ive got to study for chem..tata..
Monday, November 15, 2004
heya...shit man...im getting a sore throat..how terrible..n next week is the most heavy week of exams..die la..i can feel it coming man..itz so gonna hurt..i can feel it now..damn..urGH...bTh...aHhhh...heLP!!!...n i haven finish revising..feel chao unconfident..haix..even maths..*worries*..haix...im feeling cold...dunno y..oh no..dun tell me im falling sick..basket..cannot!!!...i need to get thru this week first...oh..and the champions end on tuesdays!!!...cannot watch..=[..nvm..ask baby help me tape..hahahhhaa...okie la..i chao liao..tata
Thursday, November 11, 2004
suddenly blogger doesn have the toolbar..which is weird..hmm...n my entry looks so plain..gee...
anw..yay...chem paper 3 n maths paper 1 down...next week is the major week..physics start..jitters..i v scared i do badly..haix..den after a's no mood to play le..haix..i know i made careless mistakes le..v scared it will cost me my grades...haix..n some mistakes i make are really stupid..cant believe it..gee..dman scared it will cause me to lose my As or Bs or Cs...i dun wanna get below C grade..it'll look so ugly...haix..so worried..i v worried my careless mistakes will hai wo..how?!!!!!...*worries fervently*...scary!!..i shouldn be worrying myself..wads done is done..lets move on...hahha...
haix..no mood to continue blogging leh..hmm...feel lk swimming..haha...but tml's public hols..hmm..dunno whether itz open..i think not..hmm..oh well..n my hair's so dry..haix..i think vidal sassoon shampoo is pretty good..haha..using it now..i need to change my facial foam..lk making my skin dry..baby has more facial wash things than me..lol..hmm...a levels..itz an atrocious level..haha...
went to tse's hse today..feels good to have all 5 of us ard..haha..v long since we all gathered together..haha..n they went leok's hse to study overnight..which i think they most prob wld be sleeping or chatting or playing..hEe..oppS..hhaa...
it feels wonderful to think abt after a's..sigH..so many things to do..hehe..so fun..play game..go out..shopping..my birthday!!!!...yAY..*yearns*..hehe...18th birthday~~..finally..everyone's been teasing me abt it..gee..haha..so wad tt im young..im youthful..lol..but den ar..sad thing is i dun look 18..haha..dunno whether itz a blessing or curse..strangers who see me thinks tt im only secondary level..dotS..a lot of taxi drivers say i dun look 18...basket...gRrrrr..too babyface..haha...
kk..better go..tata
P.S daddy going dubai tml..so ke lian..itz supposed to be holiday n he's gg to work..-_0'''...
Monday, November 1, 2004
phew...juz came back from swimming..hehe...so shiok..but pretty tired..now can at least swim properly in freestyle..haha...and swim in a couple of laps..i guess itz all a phobia ba..have to get over it..haha..n i did..so i think angeline can too..haha...first time swim until so shiok..haha...it was sunny in the morning..but heaven juz had to give me a fright n rain in the late afternoon...n tt seah kah jun keep cursing...idiot...n angeline keep participating too..haha..but no use..heaven is kind n didn rain in the night..hehe..yay..the pool was pretty empty initially...but den got a tad crowded for a while...but still can swim la..den got this uncle v funny...only keep comnig up n down at the same spot..dunno wad he doing..gEe...haha...
went airport to study in the afternoon with kj sheila n angeline...went mac to study..n den v funny...the mac isnt crowded at all...n they had to chase those who r studying away...so weird lo..if itz crowded n they need spaces for their customers...den fine..we'll move..but itz lk still got a lot of spaces available everywhere...lk tt oso must chase..crazy...but anw..we went to staff canteen...saw nicholas...cat's bf...at first tot saw wrongly..but den kj confirmed it..hha..poor sheila...cant swim..cuz pasir ris raining heavily...oh well...anw..i go bathe le...tata...
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
feeling quite demoralised rite now..juz did chem mcq..itz bad..nv even cross the 30 mark line..n yet someone still say itz easy..feeling damn lousy rite now..feel lk i cant make it...haix..n now i know y i dun lk to ask u question..cuz ill feel damn stupid..n cannot make it..haix..wad am i gonna do..=[...better get going den...tml's chem prac..no mood to study liao..im down..nvm..
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
wooF...yawn..had my physics prac today..was pretty okay...at least i didn come out of the lab feeling down..which a lot of my frens r..one of them cried..was pretty scary..i was pretty panicky initially..but tried to settle myself down..but when i read my first question..i stunned..cuz i dunno wad is it talking abt..den i panicked..tried to peek at cg..but couldn see much..den bo pian..have to depend on myself...tried to read the question agn..i make some head n tail out of it..so i juz go ahead with wad i think n connect..hoping i was correct..pheW..boy am i lucky~..den i saw the jockey...hehe..luckily..n the oscillation take up so much time..n so hot...cuz cannot on fan~..haiyo..den the invigilator was frowning thru out...so weird de..haha..hope i dun screw up...*prays*
hmm...mei sze cried..heard she screw up her prac...karen screwed up too..some of my classmates was not able to finish the first exp..den some forget to log..haix..pity..cg v clever..go n write down whatever tt is needed to write down for first exp first before exchanging...den he manage to finish juz in time..cuz he juz sub values in..template there liao..smart..haha..
anyway...juz wanna tell my frens..esp karen..move on..itz already over..no point looking back..we can only look forward n do our best in our coming papers..jia you ba!..itz nt the end yet..we can do it..there's still remedy...n karen..forget tt jerk..u deserve better..wink~..n u have me..we can continue our les relationship..lol..*sHH*..
saw boon en while going home..wad a coincidence...trciked him..haha..baby went to study alone..at paya lebar..coffee bean..he says itz nt bad..productive...say i distract him..kick him ar...he distract himself lo..rubbish..everytime play computer game..slp..still blame me..hmph..xP..hehe...kk..gtg..tata
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
woof woof..haha..juz ended tuition..yawn..so tiring..anyway..went swimming yesterday den went to study n watch movie..watched white chicks!..LOL..sOOooooo FunnY...must watch..itz really hilarious..quite bimbotic the actors..haha...n their high pitched voice...quote:'this isnt just a bag...itz prada~"...hahah...go watch it if u have the time peeps..heh..which is lk none?..haha...yay..tml going swimming with baby..swiming swimming...im hooked on to it man..haha..i feel so unhealthy...juz eating sleeping n studying..lk a studious pig..hahha...
anyway..heard tt tl was stressed...well..jia you ba..only the last lap to go..u can do it de..we all can ya?..
haix..i haven start studying..only keep doing tys n more tys questions...a bit hard up on time now eh..okie dokie..gtg..tata
Thursday, October 14, 2004
heyhey..woof..haha..juz felt lk doing tt..feel so tired..juz came back..went to make my prom dress...yaY...finally manage to do it..haha..after so long...i made two piece..n it isnt the colour tt i initially wanted..haha..so much for maroon..i got hot pink with peach color in it..heh..den the skirt is uneven hem..wad i wanted..heh..den er...the top is lk an inverted V..den tie ard the neck..but den now i think of it..the top a bit short..should add one more cm to it..heh..hmm..see how la...after a's go try on..but meantime must look out for shoes..hmm...quite lk it...didn turn out to be wad i envisioned..haha..
but the trip was worth it..first time ever i tried on so many gowns man..dotS..so ma fan..haha..eh...there's this shop in far east i particularly lk..they sell those kind of skirt n top i lk..i saw 1 top n skirt i wanna buy..hehe..haix...cant wait to shop..haha..after a's...muahahhaha.. but in the end still get sth im satisfied with la..in the end nv get maroon..haha..anyway...gtg..tata
P.S. n tt tse ling..ask her go with me to give opinion..she go there n talk on the phone..diaoZ..best liao..-_-'''...pek chek..
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
heyhey...haven been up here for a while..thanks yan qi for her help...heh..but den i still dunno how to make the name come out..can teach me?..thanks..
anyway..was burnt a week before...was quite jia lat...got infection somemore..had to see the doc...the medicine he give really good man..haha..a couple of days..itz healing n not so pain le..it really scared me..infection..@_@..i juz went swimming in the late morning to early afternoon den lk tt le..but den swim until damn shuang..lol..went karen's country club to swim..the environment is good man..hehe..hope to go there again..got slide to play oso..haha..damn fun...karen's bro body not bad for his age..not too toned..not too skinny..haha...her daddy quite funny oso..so gao xiao..
sigh..have been mugging these week..i seriously have lots of work to do man..so scared n stressed...haix..nvm..jia you ba..
dunno y nowadays..feel so distant fr tse..as well as the others..prob cuz of exams..hardly see one another...but den..when tse see me..oso dun come over n say hi..itz lk we dun really know each other ya know..itz kinda sad..considering tt we were pretty close in the past..oh well..people change..i can only say tt..anyway...gtg..
Friday, October 8, 2004
howdy...a levels are just round the corner..abt a month away...pretty screwed..haha..got back my results slip today..wasnt too nice..but i have improved...but not up to my target yet..shall work hard still...oh well...got 38.5 points..which is crap..cant even get into university..wad shit man...got a b for maths..e for chem..b3 for gp..o for physics..which is pretty lousy..but im happy for my gp..improved quite a bit..=]..but cannot slacken..baby got 44..which is on e dot..still come n hao lian in front of me..hmph!..big deal..only get application form nia..hahaha..hmph!...idiot..show off..;P..haix..
i dunno is it i too sensitive or wad..but the way ms koh give me the result slip is lk..'heard what ms lai say rite.'..lk so fierce lo..wth..den to others..was lk more polite..as if i de zui her lk tt...gee...give kj his results slip...'v dangerous ar'..wad a big difference lo..diao..whatever..
anyway..juz wana tell fanny..dun worry too much..u'll make it through..everyone will..as long as we study hard from now on..nothing is impossible..itz only a matter of will power n determination..same goes for karen n tse ling...work hard pays off..they always do..i believe in tt...=]...
P.S. haha..i should be studying but im blogging..baby cfm say me de..all right..im out.
Sunday, October 3, 2004
hey peeps...
decided to change my blogskin...doggies!!!...*yay*..as u guys wld know..i love dogs..so cute rite..golden retrievers..i juz watched a movie..quill..yanqi intro de...so sad can...so touching..n the labrador is so cutE!!!!!!..cuter when he was young...so cuddly..awww...hehe..anyway...my blog isnt completed yet..i need some help here..pls come forward n offer ur help..badly needs it..greatly appreciated..haha..all u good samaritans..dunno whether i spell correctly a nt..lol..
anyway..went out with tl they all today..hmm...initially was lk quite quiet..cuz haven warm up to each other yet..den..a bit awkward..was feeling damn sian la basically...cuz mary n leok was lk talking things tt i dunno..and they were lk dressed up n im dressed down..so a bit out la..den we walked taka..n paragon waiting for tl n qiu to come..they came at ard 3 plus..we were in a roxy shop..n i saw a lot of nice roxy wallet lo..*kah jun...dots*..hehe...anyway..was feeling damn sian by den..n morning i flared up..dun wanna talk abt it..
den after tt..we went to far east..by this time all of us were lk warming up la..so better...den walk here n there..shop for prom..qiu wants black..tl oso..mary wants this green dress..n leok still searching..ive decided to tailor make..cuz sian of looking ard..yup..den i bought a skirt, pants n bag..hEe..*grin*..a bit guilty la..supposed to study den out here study..but i will make up for it..den qiu n mary oso bought bags..we bought at e same shop..i saw a lot of nice clothes la..itching already..lol..den..we ate at hans...yUMMY...me n qiu ate black pepper steak..leok n mary ate fish n chips i think..den tl ate stirloin steak..tl was lk doing chem mcq b4 the food came..a bit scary la..but can udnerstand la..den we ate n talked abt school..had a great time...laughing our heads off..hahaha..content shall not be disclosed..*wink*..
itz been long since ive went out with them..so glad tt i did..we gotta have mroe outings together...took neoprint oso..hEh..okie...gotta go..tata
Saturday, September 25, 2004
phew..finally itz all over..but i dun think my results would be good..haix..esp chem n phy..really worried abt those..haix..but nobody failed gp n maths in the cls..so lucky...at least i didn fail maths lk mid yr..which is a major disappointment...haix..but my physics n chem sure gone case..haix...nvm..shall have to work extra extra hard..hmm!...
anyway..went out with the cls today..walked lk almost whole of orchard..my back ached..hahah..but still didn manage to find any nice dresses..tt i really like..maybe ill go tailor make le..lazy to go find somemore..hahha...got the design le..but have to ask for suggestions..cuz cant think much for the top...im buying two piece..i saw one espirit top...purple in color..nice!!!..can wear to prom...but den baby say i might not fit in..dotSSS...cuz too big..haix...im to oskinny for my own good man..cfm got worm inside my stomach..hahha..anyway..i think im gonna tailor make..trying to get everything done by next wk..den can concentrate on my studies..or else keep thinking of it..
fanny n shiela bought their dresses today...yay..haha..fanny's dress quite unique...nice~~..she juz need to get the right shoes n necklace n accessories..den nice liao...jasmine tried tt tube dress oso not bad..den we saw this abc trying on a gown..bare back..damn low cut lo..dotS..but den ang moh...so norm..n jamie doesn know how to wear the tube dreSSSSS....oh god~~..*faint*..haha..we had a good laugh...
hmm..v long nv go out with the fivesome le..everyone's so busy n caught up with their own lives...haven seen or talk to them in lk light years..miss them pretty much..hmm..hope we can go out soon..but jia you for a's~~!!..feel so drifted away frm them..
well...here's for my tutor..cheer up ya...lk u said..juz a phase..hope to see the cherrful n crappy u again..smile~..den girls will fall for u..haha..
smile... for u wouldnt know who
would fall
in love with you...
okie den..i better go..tata
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
To realize The value of a sister:
Ask someone Who doesn't have one.
To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.
To realize The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.
To realize The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby.
To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a personWho has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realizeThe value of one-second:
Ask a personWho has survived an accident...
To realizeT! he value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a gold medal in the Olympics
Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.
Monday, September 20, 2004
and again and again...this is just not my year..i scarewed up yet again...oh well..i screw up big time..nothing is going well for me..NOTHING...*Big sIGH*..beginning to think there's sth really wrong with myself..some nerve broke or sth..im nuts..i think i cant make it through..haix..suffering depression..lol..nvm..dun feel lk writing anymore..pen off
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends
