LiLzYkAi iS BaCk To SeArCh FoR loVe...

`'`10 October 2007`'`

firstly to my beloveed Sistaz...happy belated bday...haha i totally forgot lah
..get my first pay as a rider..it sufficient...aimin for the nxt pay hopefully...
hmmm....witness a self skidded accident..right in front of my eyes...
it was my buddy rider...well..feel sad for him but to him it was nahting
to all the riders...ride safely...but please try to be careful if u wanna do any tricks...
cornering...hehe...my favourite...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:00:00 AM|

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`'`25 September 2007`'`

i have been a rider for a week...and at tyms it feel enjoyable...
and at tym..u feel the danger when u speed..
hmm yea..to me i feel scared when comes to cornerin...but
need to brave myself...i had overcome it..haha...well..nw kinda of
saving money for bike..juz a small bike in mind haha...
well...busy workin...dun even haf tym to break fast at home...
only today...haha..werk kinda so busy lah....werk,werk...
tats me for nw.....125z wait for me....u will be my next hunie

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 11:13:00 PM|

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`'`16 September 2007`'`

well..okie..its like 3 days of fasting....and i had oradi get my ass dwn to geylang
bought Baju Kurung..white in colour...
den before breakin g fast....me n my dad sent fodd to my grandma house...
we take the bike...goin to my dad ride...and goin back i ride...
haha..its 1st tym i pillain my dad...on his bike...
i cant do wat i wan...haha...wat i learn is not so fully use...
i even kena scolded by my dad...haha...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:16:00 AM|

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`'`13 September 2007`'`

the hockey hunks

do i look like a pimp

View from my hotel

Feel like drivin it

The team line up

Full Squad to KL trip

the 5 blurr dudes

the 15 nyp playas to KL

okie...this is the moment...
im back frm KL...yea..so many things happen though its only 3 days there
i kena sabotage...wen i was sleepin...but i really slep like a dead log lah ...
to thoese who are the mastermind..im nt angry hahaha...sorry to show all the inocent pple
ma middle fingers...photos will be upload later..nt in dis entry
well..i injured my knee again...
well....i bought 2 new caps in a day...
it was awesome....u pple muz see it....hahahaa
its crazy over there...at times i oso dun remember wat i do..the stupid things...
the silly things..but i make pple laughed....i try so many food tat i neva tried before..
this is wat happen wen i walked with Wan...haha...the food king....
i canot remember so much to write...but its all kept in this little brain of mind....
but after all..it was so damn funn!!!!!i juz cant believe myself..tanks...to all those who are behind the scene tat make this trip successful....
"who's the licker"?, "kai is like a pimp" the two phrases that i remember...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:47:00 PM|

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`'`02 September 2007`'`

its been along time since i edit this blog....2 weeks...
well...its holiday...so goin to werk all day...all month if possible....
well...nxt week is the day tat bring ma balls up to my throat haha...
yesterday wen up to chikies monkies...hahah....
well..its like normal lah....dancing n partyin...
nahting much really happen....
only...i nt sure....who m i now..???

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:16:00 PM|

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`'`17 August 2007`'`

well..its been a week since i edit my blog....
hw m i doin??its been fine i guess so...
but totally broke...no work...schollin....
ezxamss???????
1 down....3 more to go ....haven feel the stress yet...
i dunno y ...hmm...
my body is nt as nice....nw with new scar...
aiyo....troublesome....
well..tats all i think i gt to say nw...
peace out 1 love...

"Well,life is still complicated for me"

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 11:35:00 PM|

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`'`08 August 2007`'`

well...its been about 2 weeks since i edit this blog...
too many things happen in a short tym....
so many project being handed up..
all the troubles in the group arises...
but wat can we do..we juz need to see it happen...
let bygone be bygone...no use sulkin on it...
maybe that what typical human behavior are...
but..dun take this for granted...pple will easily forgive but not forget...

well...im not feelin well...go to the "singsey", they burn ma infected body...
on monday..went to the clinic and get 5 days mc...
i being infected with herpis zoster...
sorry peeps..im so bored at home...but feelin lazy wan to go out haha...
well...off from werk....guess no money
tats all...peace

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:23:00 PM|

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`'`22 July 2007`'`

well.....here we go..its been a long time...
im back...and im not okie...friday had a game with csc...3 half
i played 2 half....the first half, i rested...ma kneeeeeeeeeeeee
coach come at 2nd half...so yar..i played....once a sportmans...
u will ignore the injuries till it worsen den u stop...
i guess tats me...im stubborn in this things...all i wan is to try to win glory
or victory for the team....effort is there...all i need is to push myself...
but once if i dropped, i will dropped

for now...im stil confused..i stil haf tat "thing", but other "thing" attract to me...
how m i to be kept in the dark???i myself dunno y i become like this...
how i wish....things to be diff

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 5:47:00 PM|

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`'`11 July 2007`'`

hmmm...haiz hectic schedule due to skool...and werk at nite...
well..ysterday...i guess i had stress so much on my left knee and it wen "keeetak"
i can feel some piercin pain at ma knee...haiz...so tired....
i cant even wake up to go for ma hockey trainin...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 11:28:00 PM|

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`'`08 July 2007`'`

well....hmm....saturday go and collect ma bursary...meet izal....
and after go naik club...phunkbar...
well...tot of nt drinkin....kuz i haf prac the next morning...
however...chialat....lucky not drunk....juz hangover...
bkuz of tat, i lose concentration!!!!damn...i cant see the line...
friday...went out with lin,sham,yani,dan n suzie to orkid country club and bowl...
wahahhaha....den after tat hangout at town with izal....
tats all....darn...the hangover!!!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:03:00 PM|

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`'`05 July 2007`'`

well..its been days since i wrote an entry...
well..days pass by and i dunno...
my life is jus happy go lucky...
i juz stubborn....tonight in the hockey trainin...
i tink i nearly dislocate ma shoulder...and twisted ma toes..!!
damn im in pain at times

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:05:00 AM|

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`'`01 July 2007`'`

well....29 was ma bday...the next day watch soccer match at national stadium...
SPORE VS AUSTRALIA...spore was defeated...3-0...
and after tat when to the lights out...from 11-3am....
i juz like to chill,relax myself by listening to the music...
lookin people dancin...and grinnin...i juz cant....help to grin...
its juz seem like there is some barrier tat hold me on...
so yea....so tired lah...havin fun with frens...
so tired...when home eat den slep...

the next day...1 July...as i was sleepin...
there is a accomotion in ma family...
ma mum,dad n ma bro...
i juz cant help it....when they are arguein about the house...
haiz...i juz felt so useless..i cant help in aniway to support the fam
im workin but...juz to pay for ma expenses...tat i noe ma fam cant help..
like ma bills, my lisence, my books spending...
i felt so useless...i dunno whom i could turn to...
so many things/scene are playin in ma mind right now...
i duuno whom i could rest ma head on the shoulder
haiz....i juz hopin....1 day...i could juz turn ma family fate....

"aku adalah aku,
nyanyi kan lagu yg rindu
padamu wahai sygku
aku rindu selalu..."

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:03:00 PM|

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`'`30 June 2007`'`

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to me!!!!
owwh..im so sarcastic...
okie...tankz to all who remember ma birth date...
29 June.....tankz for wishin me...love u all!
well nating special...juz a normal day...
b the laughing stock and joker at the same time...
juz reach home after trainin....
got a homemake brownies....from ma younger sister.....tankz

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:50:00 AM|

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`'`27 June 2007`'`

well...School has reopen and its like so many ICAs in mind to be completed.
which one should i do first....but i tink i will late till the end of time...
wednesday...is usually the sporting day???got training...today nope...
so gettin rest at home after 2 days haven slepp...arhhhh so nice...
be goin out to take ma tickets to the closure of national stadium...
well...life kinda of messy with....haha...those who noe me will guess the answer
tats its!!!
i dunno when i will have a nice straight route of life..

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 1:42:00 PM|

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`'`24 June 2007`'`

well....nw is sunday morning....
6 more days...its a count down for me???
i dunno if there any...haha....
so yeah....1 report down....gt 1 more report...
and 1 more test..its comin..but i dun haf the tym...
well..monday night i b workin...so yeah!!!!
looks like what i aim nost this year is comin thru....

"Kini baru ku sedari, slama ini kau ku sayangi"

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:34:00 AM|

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`'`23 June 2007`'`

more pix..view ma frenster!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:14:00 AM|

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`'`18 June 2007`'`

well.....the first week of holiday is over....
now left the last week...hmmm
project still halfway thru..some is not even start yet...
i dunno when i will finish ma part for the group one
i noe there are projects in mind but,,,,,haaa...juz cant do....
so yar...sunday so called the father's day...
ma family wen to east coast park....
even before my last sunburn is completely heal....
i jumped down to the sea again
and what i get?another sunburn...
play the yacht board like surfing....goin to the middle of the sea...
and swim back to the bank and stand....
had fun but...yea....sun burn again!!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:26:00 AM|

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`'`16 June 2007`'`

FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGIZE TO ALL....
THOSE WHO GET MY MESSAGE....SOME IS TRUE SOME IS NOT....
SATURDAY NIGHT....

when to town to chill...i was on stand by tonight....
but lucky...never work...kuz..i was on high!!!!at istana park....
tats the most man...arghhh....
but im ok.....only i keep laughing....

"hw i wish i could turn back time
to change all your behaviours and words
so we could be in the same track again"

"the dark sky is filled with twinkling stars
the shadow of you, the features of you,
the sweetest smile since then in my life....
how i wish i could have the chance..
but i will still wait...."

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 2:58:00 AM|

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`'`12 June 2007`'`

well ok..hmmm.....holiday...
trainin and projects....
well today go back to ma attachment place
helpin some stuff...haa..n i was called dato lah..tan seri lah
and wat...all though tat i has enter NS...some was i from prison???
do i look like one?
well...one compliment today....i look better now...
haa....not wit ma hair style..but a bit i think...
its bout ma body..they though i realy go n buff up n trim down
but wat i do???is only ma hockey trainin tats all
i haven been going gym....soon i guess

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 7:13:00 PM|

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`'`09 June 2007`'`

well...okie....term break is here....still..i wish hw i could juz continue to skool
i dunno y..i still prefer skollin....haaa....hmmmm
2 week holidays....i guess be doing some project..werkin and stuff....
kinda bored.....hmmm....
actuali i got nahting to blog about...so yar..im bored that y i here...

everytym i wan to enter ma door,
the scent of you i kept smellin...
i guess that flame wunt last long
if i made up ma mind to go with her...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 6:00:00 PM|

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`'`04 June 2007`'`

well...now is the month of june...
errr...wat is june all about....
its all about me...hmm okie....sunday went to changi beach
with ma family...in the sea for 4 hours...and i get a burn....
hahaha...ma body is burnin red now...still pain...
this is a busy week...2 test and a project to pass up...
1 test is down...1 more test n 1 more project...for this week
hmmm.....today after skool chill out at maccafe...
at LIdo there....so yea...try to study but...tats me lah..
juz listen and debate....err....
u are juz so close...but i juz cant bring out the words...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:18:00 PM|

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`'`31 May 2007`'`

Joanne,helena,me,yani n sham
at SSF

Sham,joanne,yani n helena
at SSF

me n yani....
swweet kan???
hahhaa

okie..today im so tired...ma leg especially...
i can hear the crackin of ma knee again....damn...
so stubborn ...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:57:00 AM|

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`'`27 May 2007`'`

well..its been days since i update ma blog...
i oso dunno wat to blog nw..so juz let me recall lah...
well...improvements in ma lisence...i apply the PDL oradi yeayea...
saturday wen to werk...a cash werk....den after tat chill with zal n frens...
at yea home...sunday...all day lazying around....
skool has been okie..project are kumin up...

"should i make the first move on her?
or should i wait the right moments?
should i tink tat she not for me?
or should i tink why i neva give her a try?
its not tat i wanna make it a rush...
but i juz wana her to noe wats in ma heart for her...
will tat day come?n i hope it wil juz stay if its is true...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:37:00 PM|

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`'`21 May 2007`'`

okie..its bout 2 weeks since i wrote an entry....
well..i kinda kant remember all the things...
but all i noe nw is that im sick!!!!arghhh damn it.i dunno y...
im caught with a slight fever, flu n cough...
well..sat nite go riding....haha....
and wat bout ma prac...im stuck at prac 5...
im left with onli 100 bucks to move to prac 6..
i dun mind if i stagnant at prac 6 as im done with the inner circuit...
ok today i juz lose ma hair..all ma hair at ma head....
haha....nw im botak....wohhhooooo
people who haven seen me beter catch me aite....
hmmm.....bday resolution: Pure Black Hair DUDE..!!!!!!
now i juz cant get enuf rest bkuz of ma nose..arghh...
tats all..for nw...takre

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:17:00 PM|

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`'`10 May 2007`'`

hie tehre....today is so call ma lucky day for ma bike prac...
haha yea..i make it man!!!
and i have fallen sick lah....flu man!!!
and after tat..goin to sdsc and be a volunteer...
today abg Jaffa teach me how to lift up a wheelchair bound to their racers...
and i was a great help to him as an assistant....he even asked me to be one
so yea...today i try a new thing...i sat on a wheelchair and do the agility trainings with the athletes..and i even wheeled 400metres arnd the track....
it was such an experience...it was so tiring..but i work out ma arms again...
darn....its like the whole week i have been workin out...
that's all...peace out...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 9:49:00 PM|

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`'`08 May 2007`'`

slso...its been 2 weeks since school started and i kinda gettin along with
the life...so well...kinda start going to the gym oradi...
and it seem like daily routine orady...,
so let me state my points...patience is its limit...
people has done their best to help but....accept it although it may not be the best
solution....brood over some things....and it affected me...dun try to be funny with me
when im in a serious mood..i dun wan to turn into a raging monster which most of u
wunt like to see...
so yar..please respect PEOPLE!!!!!!
tats the simplest i ask...hahaha....

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:17:00 PM|

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`'`03 May 2007`'`

well...im still new in skool....i mean haven adapt back to skool life
so yeah...haha....well today after school when to gym....
so yea...train again...and ma body feels great ah..
2moro haf training...gee....1st week of skool ends so fast
im stil in the holiday mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:36:00 PM|

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`'`30 April 2007`'`

well....here i m editing ma blog....
well 2moro skool life has started again...
so for the past week....i was kinda of busy as there was a last event
before i leave ma IPP place...so yea..kinda successful event
3 days events..im so tired....neva get enough of sleep when the event
started....so many things learnt from there...so tats all...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:25:00 AM|

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`'`21 April 2007`'`

well okie...here i wanna update some things in ma life....
today is saturday.....yeps nw is 7:30 pm....
so in the morn....had ma prac 3 and ma ttt....
gues wat...now im prac 4 and waitin for ma Rtt...thumbs up for me...
so yesterday had a hockey game...quite tiring kuz i use it as a gauge of ma runnin
i really need to start running again....and yesterday i do a 90m dash....the timing was crapped
ma standard dropped....aiyo.....need to buck up again....maybe i will start trainin for naffa oradi...
tats all.....peace out..!!!!!!!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 7:26:00 PM|

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`'`19 April 2007`'`

well....i can count the days...im left with SDSC...
its really a good enviroment to work in...
haiz....yeah....i will mizz the fun with thoze staff i guess...
so just now...play some passes n kick with ma hearing impaired staff...
and yeah....help the discus thrower in collecting back the discus...
watch the national wheelchair athlete train...n yeps....he really shines...
"Disability neva Qualified!"
and ma supervisor send me home ah....we had a long chat...
watever things he say is true..and its very long....
but i will keep it in ma mind...tats wat i called...its not just the passing of time
the experience and learning points u gain from there....is the best!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:11:00 PM|

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`'`17 April 2007`'`

ok here i go again....well...life like normal...
only nw i really need to calculate all the finance needs..
i need to be totally independent nw i gues...haiz...
well...2 more weeks to go..and i realy can feel the mizzing part oradi...
so just now after work watch the athletes trained...
and i get to throw discus?haha.....its been a long tym since i throw 1...
after that...we play shoot out (soccer)...and guess wat...its only four of us...
but there are several disabilities....so yeah....u will learn something....
haa....and i learn A-Z hand sign...wahaha...so it be easier to communicate...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:11:00 PM|

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`'`15 April 2007`'`

ok go....here today is family day by Sing Post....
so...my whole fam is there at Jurong Bird Park....
wake up damn early ah today!!!
haa..kinda frust at first when reach there....
however..well,,kinda enjoy the fun...haa
well..tats all i gonna blog...
2moro pay out oradi..so gotta settle ma bills
and.....continue with some of ma prac...?
tats all...

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 8:29:00 PM|

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`'`14 April 2007`'`

well....today i will say the good thing first....
hmmm....lunch tym...the whole office is out....
and we had lunch at Sofra restaurant,a turkish restaurant...
its wow!starter...main dish...drinks...dessert...wow!!!
i gt no say.....its first tym....
so after work...go buy some hair dye....
and dye it now ahaa....
tats all.

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:52:00 AM|

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`'`12 April 2007`'`

okie..today gt off....
so yeah woke up late n gettin ready for a frenly game of hockey at skol
hmmmm.....i kinda off lost touch of hockey...
not so much but a bit....it was a period of tym since i run up the pitch...
where i usually play as winger..today forward....ohhhww
tiring ah but gud trainin for me....still....im weak at stoppin balls....
only at a certain side...and kinda short of players so yeah...
run like mad dogs....haaa....and there was one shot by ma teammate n he scores...
however...the ball height was juz a couple of centimetres above ma head...
i got shock...n couple of tym i gt hit by the ball at ma wrist,hands....
so tiring ah....izzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tats all.....peace out

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 12:40:00 AM|

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`'`10 April 2007`'`

well..okie today is such a gud day to write...
ok here we go.....hmmm...well ma music tat i compose is accepted
and juz need to change some of the lyrics...
and...yeah...noe wat?
im need to study the coaching matters for disability...
and it makin me sleepy..but its such a good reference...
after knockin off from work...see the trainin of wheelchair racing....
but unfortunately,its rained.....and we all get wet haha....a day to remember....
once reach home i thought things goes smoothly but...
ma mum was not in good mood due to ma freakin sis!!!!
and i oso kena....but ma mum side me...
darn....how many times must i repeat...
if u involve in the quarrel dun drag me along
u will still lose to me mdfk...
shit darn damn it!!

|LiLzYkAi BrEaKiNg aT 10:10:00 PM|

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