dreaming awae at 1:24 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
ok this will be one of the shortest posts i wrote for this blog. in short. i m closing this blog. as for my reason i guess i juz dun hav e patience to sit down in front of e com to blog animore lahz. n i realised tt keepin a blog is quite a tiring thing. yupz. tt's all guys!
who knows? maybe one dae i will find the urge to blog again? heez!
dreaming awae at 10:49 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
alright. this is a new entry for those of you out there eagerly awaiting its arrival! hahaz. no lahz. i am worried that if i dont start blogging soon. you people out there will start forgetting my presence. which you better dont or else...you bear the consequences yourselves. hahaz.
aniwae. i am in kuala lumpur now. so dont sms me! unless you wanna pay the extra charges then go ahead. hahaz.
(oh no! i have to do something now! will continue later...)
dreaming awae at 8:06 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
wow! i m so touched! hahaz. there r actuallie pple who missed mi on tis blog lehz! hahaz. ok. so in order to thanx all of u out there who gave mi their blessings n luck n hopefully brain cells 4 e upcomin A levels...i shld blog now!!! hahaz. actuallie rite. i blogged a small paragraph wae back on 9 October. but then who asked my bro 2 come back home lahz. sighz. nvm. i shld blog one supreme long entry 2dae. n continue 2 disappear after tt! hahaz. n i realise tt my last entry is exactly 1 month ago! wow! my freq is reachin a new low! congrats 2 mi! due 2 e long time span frm e last entry to tis wan. i 4gotten most of e stuff lahz. so i shld resume my new style of random events!
first of all is my outing w daddy gabriel n amir mummy. not 4gettin our last min addition of yee kiat! hahaz. as usual. we dun noe where 2 eat lahz. so we made our wae down to orchard frm bishan [coz e parents hav raffles winds prac] b4 walkin all e wae to fish n co. e dinner is alrite juz tt e surround sound was rather bad. 4 those who dun noe wat i m tokin abt. i m complainin abt e singers there. faintx! it was reallie reallie bad. spoil e whole atmosphere there lahz. n we r nt e onli wan who felt tt wae. other diners too. so in order to revive e mood. we went to e raffles hotel's long bar to listen to e band who is reallie gd! dun worry i didnt drink ani alcoholic drink [no interest there] but even if i wanna to. e price will scare mi awae until dun noe where. it was pretti amusin when e female singer asked mi who i m w. hahaz. well. it did seem reallie weird to c a gurl accompanied by like 3 guys? hahaz. unfortunately they r all my family members! hahaz. e music is gd n i thoroughly enjoyed myself. but e smoky air did turn mi off at times lahz. pai sehz. i m a strictly non smokin person. even my papa cant do anitin abt it. hahaz. thanx 2 daddy n bro 4 such a great evenin! n of course my mummy 4 escortin mi home 2 woodlands! e photos will be uploaded soon.
erhz. e next memorable ting i can recall rite now is e first concert i attended! hahaz. dun laugh arhz. i mean reallie dun laugh arhz. coz i hav been laughed at by my sis n my bro. sighz. ok fine. i m abit foolish but it's ok wat! i mean if i m nt foolish now. i will nv get 2 be foolish! so yahz. e superstar concert is pretti good. seriously. certain parts lahz. n it's reallie damn funnie! hahaz. i was seated rather front so can c pretti clearly. but e lightings arhz. wow liao. make photo takin a real disaster. cannt stand it! aniwae e hilarious part was on how 5 of e contestants acted like e 5 judges. sugi-li fei hui [where fei hui is lung grey in direct translation]. chanel-ye pei(hui) fen [where pei fen becomes hui fen(will separate)]. wei choong-lee wei song [where wei song is stomach loose]. jason-fang zhong hua [where zhong hua is plantin flowers] n derrick-xu huan liang [where float on water becomes jump on water]. e atmosphere is quite gd. but e onli ting i wanna complain is tt it ended at 11.15pm!!! n 4 goodness sake it's at expo. n where i live? woodlands!!! u noe how far it is or not? summore becoz got so mani pple. then e taxi queue took half an hour b4 i board a cab. aniwae e total cab fare is 28 bucks which is shared between mi n my darlin son. fainx! but tis marks e end of my obsession w superstars! yeahz! hahaz.
n e ting tt i m e most unwillin to tok abt is of course my prelims results. which i screwed up big time. i reallie mean big time. except 4 gp! hahaz. yahz. except onli gp. well. i shld nt tok more abt tis lahz. juz tt i m workin harder now. n i hope tt miracles will happen. reallie happen.
oh yahz! farewell assembly. erhz. was ok lahz. hahaz. but i felt rather sad when i realised tt i m reallie leaving e sch le. dun noe lahz. it's like no matter how much u complain abt a place. its system. etc. u will still develop a sense of belongin there lahz. even if it's vry little. but maybe i reallie dun belong in rj lahz. hahaz. after 1 yrs plus then i sae tis rite. alot of tings hav happened in tis 1 yr plus. both happie n sad. but disappointment will be e most. yupz. alot of decisions i reallie wished tt i cld hav remake but yahz. it's nt possible. nvm. maybe tis is e rd i need to take lahz. but i muz sae tt i m reallie grateful to my teachers n i reallie count my blessings 4 having such excellent teachers. though i noe they cant c tis. n hopefully they reallie cant c tis. coz in my past entries i tink i got complaint abt them. heeheez. but juz wanna sae a big THANK YOU to mr low. mr lee. mr tay. ms tang n mrs toh. n my fav pe teacher. ms sim! hahaz.
but i did wish tt e band was playin instead of e stereo! sighz. last yr j2 farewell assembly it was e band playin lorz. wat e crap! e atmosphere nt as touchin u noe. oh well. n becoz of tis i dun hav an excuse 2 go n play my bassoon 4 fun. dotz.
i dun noe wat to sae now liao lehz. tell u my memory reallie bad le. oh well. nvm. when i remember i will try 2 blog again. hope tis sustain pple out there readin tis blog 4 at least a few more wks. hahaz. to everywan who r busily muggin 4 As. all e best! n u r nt suppose 2 be online now! hahaz.
dreaming awae at 12:40 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
hmmz. ok. i admit. i hav mia for a rather long time. shld start bloggin again b4 i lose my interest+drive+patience to blog. hahaz. 3 wks hav passed since i last blogged. so tis entry may turn out to be reallie long arhz. wonder aniwan miss mi in e past 3 wks? i doubt so. hahaz.
of course. i muz tok abt e most impt ting in my life 4 e past 3 wks n it is non other than prelims. well. as aniwan who noe mi. i m a supreme big slacker who: no1. dun hav consistency in her work. no2. like to slack till e eve of e exams. no3. always rely on luck. no4. always cannt finish studyin. no5. always fail exams. no6. is a typical last min worker. no7. believes tt noting matters except e final results which is A levels. so i will console myself by saein tt it's alrite 2 fail now but juz make sure tt my A levels dun fail. yahz rite. tis time round. i do hope it helps. coz A levels is my last chance 2 get gd grades le. sighz.
so muz tok abt e extent of failure rite. definitely. i hav been waitin 2 rant for so long. so long until i abit dun remember wat i wanna rant le. sighz. alrite shall do it subj by subj. i still remember e goal i set 4 myself is to get a minimum grade of all C for my subjs. a vry low target compared 2 all those pple having exams w mi in e same hall. but nonetheless. it's a target. at least it's a goal for mi 2 get out of D.E.O.F.
Bio~
well. out of all e subj. tis is e onli one tt i tink i will hav a chance of meeting target or even exceeding my target by gettin a B? hahaz. e one n onli wan. unlike other pple. i mean wat i sae lahz. if i m confident. then i m confident. if i sae die. confirmed die. unless lady luck luves mi lahz. then it's a different matter. so bio paper 2 was on e same dae as maths paper 1. n it's e 1st dae of e exams. n tata! i tink i did quite alrite for it. in terms of alrite means can pass lahz. unlike e earlier paper of e dae. then bio paper 3. i was studyin for it onli in e mornin. hahaz. tings i nv study...nv came out!!! e.g. cheese. wine. beer. yogurt production! hahaz. so heng. but tings i got study nv came out also. sighz. like industrial biotech. oh well. at least i got try 2 mug. as 4 paper 1. becoz it's e last paper n i abit e hols mode le. so didnt reallie study. juz did e 2004 prelims paper 1 of nj. hc. ac n tj. n guess wat? i realise tt rjc bio common test 2 2005 copied qns frm acjc 2004 prelims paper!!! dotz lahz. sighz. aniwae i find paper 1 hard. but pple ard mi all find it easy lehz. dotz. i hope my paper 1 dun screw up 2 badly. at least let mi meet target for 1 subj lahz.
Chem~
was horrendous. esp paper 1. wat e h---. kana sia. MNR i actuallie got e correct answer. it's a ring! but becoz i was 2pid. i thot tt equivalent protons can split each other. n tata. i didnt write e answer down coz i thot tt i was wrong!!! MNR is my best chem topic n wat gd did it do 2 mi? n electrochem one of my worst topics flooded e whole of paper 2. so u can guess wat happen lahz.
Math~
tis teaches mi a lesson for nv practisin. excellent. arhz. i hate integration. n both papers r flooded w integration! Flooded! paper 1 is reallie bad. reallie bad. for mi 2 get a decent grade like E n above. i need 2 like get high marks for paper 2. however. apparently there is nt goin 2 happen. sighz. oh well. shall prac more le. sighz.
Physics~
now now. dun we all luv physics? i bet u all do lahz. almost everywan luves physics except mi. paper 1 is a gone case. there r so mani qns which i hav no idea wat's goin on tt in e last 1 min. i juz circled a particular letter as e answer 2 8 random qns. i tink e extent of damage is quite evident lahz. n for those i did try 2 do. my answers r like almost all wrong. tis is wat stress can do 2 u. even b4 i read e qn. e thot tt appeared in my mind was 'i dun noe how 2 do!!!'. great. now i understand e meaning of mental strength.
so in conclusion. i tink i flunked my prelims in a rather disasterous manner. n 2 all my juniors. dun eva follow in my footsteps. sighz. i m e living example y one shld always be a gd student n study if u dun wanna end up like mi.
so now muz move on 2 lighter topics. like tv! hahaz. i tell u can. i m in luv w channel u! arhz!!! nowadaes i will juz spend my evening glued to e television screen. hahaz. i m a tv addict truly. hahaz. no onli i m addicted. my papa is addicted too. n e show tt he is addicted to is none other than...[the starwae to heaven]!!! hahaz. n no. i m nt e wan who forced him 2 watch w mi. it juz happened tt i was bored tt dae. so switched on tv n it was airin tt show at tt time. n my papa became hooked to e show! hahaz. he will actually rush home 2 watch e show u noe? n tt time my tv broke down so cannt watch. he actually woke e sleeping beauty [mi who was dog tired due 2 burnin midnite oil e nite b4] so tt he can check w mi wat's wrong w e tv. in e end. he had 2 wait 4 my bro 2 come back n repair e tv b4 he can watch e last 5 mins of e show. hahaz.
so currently on my MUZ watch list of shows:
1. wan zi bian qing wa [prince who turned into a frog]
2. wo he jiang shi you ke yue hui 3 [i have a date w e vampires 3]
3. hong yi shou ji [e nurse show]
4. full circle
5. she diao ying xiong zhuan [ condor heroes i tink]
6. nu ren wo zui da [women power]
e reasons why i luv e show:
1. becoz tis show is funnie! hahaz. oh my goodness. cldnt stop laughin n becoz e acting was meant 2 be exaggerated so it's quite comical. hahaz.
2. coz i was a follower of e first 2 serials though i cldnt reallie remember wat happened in e first 2 serials lahz. n e story though at times quite nua n illogical is still quite exciting. n becoz e plot twists in a rather interesting manner therefore quite addictive lahz. heeheez.
3. coz tis story abt nurses lahz n erhz becoz it's nice? but it is endin 2molo lehz. sighz.
4. coz some of e stories r reallie touchin. esp e first 2. e wan abt e separation of 2 twin sisters at birth n though they were brought up in different families n religion (one malay n one chinese) they r still able 2 reunite after losin contact for like 40 plus years. another wan is abt tis boy who was given awae when he was a baby coz e mother cannt afford 2 bring him up w his 2 elder bros. his bas---- father onli noe how 2 abuse his mother. but he became a murderer in e end n his abused childhood in his adopted family will reallie make u cry. but his natural mother nv give him up even after he was hanged.
5. coz i m juz bored lahz. hahaz. n i sorta dun reallie remember e story le since e last time such story was aired was in e 90s i tink.
6. tis show is supreme funnie! hahaz. for bored pple who r free on sat nite. u can try watchin tis though it is endin soon.
ok. so i shld stop being a tv guide. hahaz. i cant wait for next fridae! finally can go n watch concert! arhz! hahaz. n oh yahz. i went out w my darlin son n shimin yesterdae. went 2 sing kbox n shoppin after tt. quite enjoyable except tt mi n my darlin son abit e tired after singin so wasnt reallie in e mood 2 go shoppin. but nvm. might be meetin up again next wk. hahaz.
will be meetin my daddy gabriel n amir mummy 2molo 4 dinner. which means i will be missin e last episode of hong yi shou ji. n e condor heroes. hmmz. oh well. nvm. wonder whether i can ask my bro 2 record 4 mi. hahaz.
my room is in a mess now w all e files n worksheets n past yr prelims paper all over e place. shall try 2 clean it up soon. b4 my mum kills mi.
2 all my juniors who r busily muggin 4 promos...jia you! u all can do it! n get as mani S papers tt u need! 2 secure e scholarship tt u hav been eyein since dun noe when. hahaz. make sure u study n hav a strong foundation in e j1 topics. so tt u wun end up like mi. sighz. ok. muz mug hard n do well ok? after ur promos then go n play while muggin 4 spa at e same time! hahaz. u can do it!
last but not least...Happie Birthdae PaulA Sis!
dreaming awae at 1:34 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
ha! i decided i shld juz blog first in case i 4get wat i wanna blog again. yupz. so first of all. i shld start w e stuff i wanna sae in e previous entry but 4got 2 do so. n tt is my first time doin volunteer work w yee keow n hui yun! hahaz. it is totally hilarious! oh my goodness. tis is mainly due 2 my supreme 'qiang' hokkien tt gets mi nowhere! hahaz. as we were playin bingo w them. thus they need us 2 announce e no on e mike so tt all e elderly pple can hear us. n as i m e loudest person there. i was 'elected' to do e announcin. which is a supreme big mistake! coz my hokkien sound supreme weird! hahaz. in e end. e elderly dun understand wat e heck i m tokin abt. so pai sehz lahz! hahaz. but i muz sae tt my hokkien did improve after tt! esp in terms of counting in hokkien! my 7 n 4 keep on kana mixed up. so now it's much betta. n one of e auntie is so nice lahz! she gave mi sweets! n choc! arhz! i m so touched. i got a few handshakes n pat on e head/hand too. muz sae tt they r reallie one nice bunch of pple! i m lookin 4ward to meetin them again...after exams lahz.
but horz. i did meet sum reallie 'disturbing' incidence lahz. coz i was caught in a quarrel between tis malay woman n chinese woman. n i hav no idea wat they r tokin abt! hahaz. well. basically they r speakin in a foreign language. n as yee keow sae. it shld be malay lahz. hmmz. n one rm flat rite. is reallie abit depressing lahz. sighz. we shld make more efforts to help e less fortunate in our country. reallie.
oh yahz! my niece rite. she finallie laughed w mi! arhz! i feel so gd manz! hahaz. she no longer juz cry wheneva she c mi! hahaz. such an accomplishment. n it's e credit of e little cutie dog tt princess gave mi 4 my birthdae presenz! hahaz. coz i was makin funnie noises w e cutie dog n my darlin niece juz started smilin n laughin! hahaz. gd rite! but 2 bad. as i was 2 busy tryin 2 cheer her up tt i didnt prepare my camera. oh well. nvm. she is stayin w mi 2molo. so i hav plenty of opportunities 2 capture her on film.
well. i watched project superstar! hahaz. n i saw my fav contestant!!! hahaz. erhz. shld nt sae is who. if u noe is who. then gd lahz. hahaz. but i tink sin huey reallie improved alot! n she is so much prettier now! arhz! got e mei4 li4 n xing4 ge2 coming out! wow! n her vocals is reallie qiang! but my A*Mei still e best lahz. unbeatable! hahaz.
n i muz sae tt wei lian's sis is so pretti! sin huey's sis also! hahaz. reallie pretti! arhz! i m so jealous. sighz. oh well. nvm. hopefully wat i m lackin on e outside. i will make it up in e inside. hahaz. tink alot of pple is goin 2 puke! hahaz. as 4 e winner. i shld nt comment. since i tink both hav their strong pts. though wei lian abit lose his touch yesterdae lahz. n horz. i tink tt scandalous pic of junyang n candyce huggin 2gether n she 'kissin' him is quite sweet lehz. n can c tt jun yang vry shuang. no wonder pple all tink they 2gether lahz. n 2 quote e reporter. nobody will believe tt they r nt 2gether. hahaz.
n as a conclusion to tis superstar craze. i shld announce tt...i m goin 2 watch e concert w my darlin son!!! hahaz. after tryin so hard 2 secure a gd seat online n facin e trauma of nt gettin reasonably gd seats. i still hav 2 beg my sis 2 give mi her credit card so tt i will be able 2 pay 4 e tix online n nt let other pple kahpo e seats! oh my! feel so dui1 lian3! sighz. it betta be a supreme gd show or i m goin 2 bash up unusual productions/mediacorp. waste my money! n if they suka suka announce goin 2 be an additional show...i will hate them 4eva! irritatin! arhz! well. nvm. as 4 now. i shld juz look 4ward 2 watchin them perform live on 30 September. after my prelims.
n lastly. one of e rare few times in my life. i actuallie remember my dream. n in it. is non other than...yee keow! hahaz. a supreme nua dream tt feature my bro n a bad guy as well. shld nt elaborate much except tt my handphone played a vry impt role in e dream n i almost kana disfigured in e dream. nt tt i hav much looks at first. but becoz i dun hav much at e beginnin. i shld cherish it more rite? hahaz.
n readin tt doc's blog brings mi into a reflective mode lahz. in chinese we sae. she4 hui4 de3 bei1 ai1. in eng i m nt so sure lahz. e ugliness/depression/sadness etc of society. when u c pple dumpin their parents in hospitals so tt e family can go 4 a holidae. n e abuse of adoptive children juz becoz u hav ur own children. but i do believe in retribution lahz. reallie. everyting tt has a beginning. has an end.
dreaming awae at 11:59 PM
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
well well. hahaz. lets c. i haven blogged in 12 daes. well considered 12 daes lahz. since it is past midnite now. hahaz. hmmz. i tink i shld continue w e 'random stuff n events' bloggin style since it encourages creativity. hahaz. ok i m goin mad.
i went 4 my freezing treatment again on mondae. yahz n it hurt like h--- tis time round. n i mean it. dotz. n e nurse kindly inform mi tt e better it gets. e more painful i will feel coz e wounds r nearer to e skin. n as yee keow said. i m 'on e road to recovery'. hopefully. sighz. i cant even walk properly. n i m nt goin 2 wear sandals to sch frm now on. coz they...made my feet stink! oh my goodness! i feel so pai sehz lahz. luckily e nurse didnt faint. or else. i will be supreme guilty. i still prefer my socks n shoes. n dun u dare laugh at mi!
as 4 e event preceding tis rather painful n embarrassing trip to e national skin centre. is my ultimate. horrific. traumatising experience in e sch sports hall. sittin 4 my general paper prelims paper. wat can i sae. wateva i tried 2 mug 4 essay didnt help mi a single bit. reallie nt even a single bit. i 100% screwed up my essay. if i pass. i will laugh till my teeth drop off. did u eva experience tis type of feeling? when u r writing ur essay halfwae. then u suddenly realise/feel/tink tt u r writin out of pt. n it's wae 2 late 4 u 2 change ur topic or stand. so u hav no choice but 2 continue writin. n walk out of e exam hall ultimately traumatised? well. tis is e 2nd time i hav tis feelin. e first time was durin gp common test 2. when i reallie screwed up my compre. if u tink i m juz like those pple out there. roamin in rj. who 4eva kept on saein tt they nv study. tt they will fail. n in e end still get As n Bs. then u r reallie wrong. i mean wat i sae. when i sae i screwed up. i do screw up. wat's e pt of fakin it? tryin 2 be modest arhz? gd lorz. u continue 2 be modest lahz. i will juz ignore u. coz i dun believe in wastin my time on such pple. hypocrites. i m tired of rj.
well. enough of nua stuff. shall tok abt sumting tt is more happie! hahaz. i went 4 band aid last fridae. n i saw my juniors! my darlin juniors! hahaz. n i cldnt stop laughin at e beginning of e concert. pai sehz. dun noe wat triggers mi off. but i juz cldnt stop laughin. hahaz. n i took plenty of photos of my saxes n bassoons! but all turned out reallie horrid. so in e end. i onli hav like 10 pics left. sighz. oh well. so here they r!

dominic n samuel! e ACSI survivors! hahaz.

e Jazz Band if i m nt wrong. hahaz.

jermyn. christine. yeng lin. n we shall ignore e pple in e background. heeheez.

jermyn during one of his mani solos...

my darlin yu kit! priscilla n siok teng. hahaz. watchin siok teng play e baritone sax reminds mi of last yr j2 farewell assembly. when i had 2 play bassoon on stage n totally screwed it up! oh my goodness. so pai sehz. hahaz. but i luv being e base...being a lower woodwind...

n e saxes quartet? hahaz.

last but nt least...Bassoons!!! hahaz! but e photo is so dark! sighz. oh well. i muz learn how 2 master my cam first. hmmz. or else all e photos turn out so bad!
n i reallie reallie reallie miss my bassoon vry vry vry much. sighz. yee keow gd lahz! she had e opportunity to play her horn after e concert! i dun lorz. sighz. coz my dear baby is tucked in e ri storerm. so poor ting. no wan play her now. nvm. i will visit her one dae to take pics w her. my beautiful elegant bassoon. though she is reallie old...
my dear sqmate frm US came back to visit us n i met up w her. but she left last sat. sighz. n i didnt get 2 send her off. coz i was too tired 2 wake up after band aid. sighz. oh well. nvm. at least we did manage 2 do sum catchin up at fish n co. hahaz.

Dreyz!!!

e 2 of us at fish n co!
n i do enjoy watching e channel 5 show [Full Circle]. yahz. e first 2 episodes reallie made mi cry lahz. so sad! oh my goodness! n tokin abt tv. another supreme sad korean drama juz ended last mon. nt tt kind of winter sonata. or autumn tinggy. tt korean show is nt as dreamy n fairylike as e more famous ones. maybe tt's e reason y it's nt famous. hahaz. but e show is reallie gd lahz. aiyohz. sighz. n u reallie feel e sadness of e characters...
n of course. my dear niece. hahaz. she is reallie gettin cuter n cuter. n my father actuallie bought tis 'rocking bed' for her. but can c tt my father n mother luv their first grandchild alot lehz. oh no! i m losing my status in e family! sighz. oh well. nvm...i can terrorise her when she comes 2 stay w mi on sat. hahaz. so here r her more recent photos!




she reallie looks like her father when he was younger. they look like they came out frm e same mould. n she does hav double eye lids! hahaz. even though it seems 2 be present onli on one eye. but i tink both will start appearin soon lahz. hahaz. my sis n her obssession w double eyelids. hmmz.
n e blog tt was highlighted in Sunday Times is reallie vry funnie. oh my goodness. n even though e blogger keep on stressin tt he is a fake doc. but i tink. frm his entries n his familiarity w e runnin of e hospital. hierarchy. sterotypes of docs arhz. confirmed doc liao lahz. n most prob HO. hahaz. so if u r interested for sum gd laugh. can go 2 my links n link 2 tt blog. vry interestin. hahaz.
n samuel arhz. y is my note disturbing arhz? do u noe how hard it is 2 write in e dark? oopz! yahz. but aniwae. hope my dear juniors like e roses. tt will nv wilt unless u all pull it. then gd luck lahz. hahaz.
well. i guess tt's all 4 now. i cant seem 2 remember wat else i wanna sae. but i will juz leave it as tis. n 2 my junior(s). u noe who u r. if tings reallie seem 2 be hopeless. maybe u can come n find mi? n save mi frm e tonnes of notes n tutorials n summaries n past yr exam papers tt i need 2 mug. do/redo. complete. try for e next few daes. i dun mind company...n sumting 2 distract mi frm sinkin into depression n self pity.
dreaming awae at 1:11 AM