I Want Peace ! ♥

Hello ! I'm back to posting ... Actually i'm just posting to keep my blog alive . How's my new shades ? Nice ? Give me comments on my new created FormSpring okehs ? :)
Hahahahs , thanks sandy lessie teach me how to do the FormSpring thingy :) Hahahahs , now i want to learn how to do the MusicPlayer :) Hahahah ! I think maybe i know , later i go and try . Hah !
Why am i so suey this few days . Hahas ! I know why , i think its because since the day i know "YOU" ,
I become suey , no kidding , really very suey . Aiyoh , please go farfar away from us la ...
Don't keep stick to my boyfriend lehhs ... You knew that his parents don't like you you still thick skin go stick with them . Buey paiseh uhs ? -.- TskTsk ...
If you're looking at this post , please don't get offended , i'm just speaking the facts alrights , so please bare in mind , hiakhiak :x

So lets talk about friday , saturday and sunday . Hmm , didn't go anywhere .
Friday after school went to find sandy at the suspension area , we were dam suey la , sandy's cigg got chiong . Hmm , then after that went to meet my boyfriend at his house and then we played with the hamster COCO :x heehee , but it was not ours , it was that "San Ba Lao" found it at under his block . LOL !
Then the bitch fly came back and then suddenly treated sandy and me dam good -.-
She asked in a polite manner "You all want my hamsters ? Because i want to give out , i find it really smelly and i don't have the time to take care of them , i give them to you want ?" LOL ! Samdy was so happy then she say later she choose which on she want .
Wahh ,  lucky we never take the hamsters uhs . I remembered my boyfriend said that her hamsters all gone crazy already . The mother hamster gave birth then the babies bite their mother to death , i like _|_ WTF ?
Then the father was then seperated away from the babies , however , i become kisiao also and it bite it own stomach like one retard . Whao , this kind of people also got ... -.-
Lucky we didn't take her hamsters ...
Then saturday and sunday we did nothing but sleep . LOL ~
It was cause by the rain , stupid rain , hate it alot ... Makes me so sleepy . Wake up already still so sleepy .
Also cannot go anywhere , so inconveniene LOL !
Then just now baby sent me home , goodbye kissed and then up i go to my house .. And now i'm here blogging :) Hahahah ! Boring ehs , don't know got what to do .
Tomolo is my mathematics test , i hope i can pass :D Good luck to me .
And then tml after school maybe going temple praypray awhile and then go out with lessie ♥

Okehs , thats all for today ,
Please ask me questions at my FormSpring okehs ?
Hahahahs , i want lots of questions okehs ^^
Goodnight ! & iloveyou my Sweety Duck Hubby ♥

JINGXUAN(:

Why must it always be me who's is in the wrong D:

Hey darling , what is wrong with you these few days ? Why are you treating me so weird , like so w.e.i.r.d :(
Quarreled and quarreled and quarreled , are you enough ? :( Darling , I really miss the old you :(
Can't we be like normal sweet couples ? Hold hands sweet sweet , Laugh the whole day , Talk about our lifes and you will listen to my words . Darling , I love you :)
Sorry for making so much trouble for you ... Sorry for making you worry .
Hais , i should've not trust people so easily ...

Readers , i have something to share about . Its about trust , i finally learnt what is trust :(
There's a guy named "Tom" ( fake name ) in my life that i used to hate him and he *used to hate me* . We started to be friends , then one day , i told him something and i want him to passed that something to someone , However , Tom did not passed that something to that someone and that someone mistakened me for backstabbing his friend "Ben" ( fake name ) . When ben got home and had a fight between someone and ben ,
Tom was there too , but he did not say anything . He kept quiet throughout the whole sessions . Ben mistakened me and he called me and scolded me . After that i told ben what had happened just now , he trusted me and scolded me another thing saying "I've told you so many times , not to trust that Tom , why haven't you been listening to my advice ! Why are you so stubborn , can you change ! See , you have created sucha big trouble !"
I kept quiet , i cried :'(
Tom still refused to tell that someone about what i've told him .
The misunderstanding continues ... And it led to fighting . LOL ! what is the problem with you guys ?
Can't you guys just talked nicely . In the end , Ben helped me settled everything .

So , story is to tell you readers , not to re-trust your enemies , they're the worst creatures on earth .
Stay far far away from them :) Don't after things happened then come and called for help , nobody will helped you . They will just think that you're trying to ruined everything . And they always side the one they trust .
Trust is the most complicated things in the earth . So , that's why i've sad in the previous post ....
How i wished the earth would swallow me down one day D:


JINGXUAN(:

I Hope The Earth Could Swallow Me Down One Day

Hey guys , i met this cool friend name SandyTan :)

She was my primary friend , actually we dont counted as friend at that time , we dont even know each other but we're hi-bye friend . LOL !

I actually just got closed to her on 2010's Nov and Dec's holidays :)

We laugh , we joke , hahahas ... She's just perfect for me . But what i hate the most about her is her stubborn attitude . :( I Feel sad everytime i see her stubbornly waiting for "Someone" to come back ! I really feel like slapping that "someone" , or maybe kill that "someone" ..

Or maybe i could get her a brainwashed potion to brainwashed her ... D:

Stupid girl , dont get upset over sucha "someone" . Its worthless ... :( He's just blinded !~

You can find someone better next time okehhs . Dont give up ! I love you girl ! :)

Dint went to school today ... Hais , i wonder how am i suppose to explain to my teacher . Fck it man ! :( Quarreled with baby just now again ... LOL !

Why am i always the one who go your house and not you ? Why are you always pushing blames on me ? Why are you always ask me to help you tell lies ? Is this you or not ?

Why am i always the bad guy and you always want to be the good one ? Is this fair or not ?

Why are you not telling me anything ? Why are you keeping to yourself ? Fck it really ! FUCK YOU ! -.-

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TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D: TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:

I hope the earth could swallow me down one day ... :(

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people , i'm back with blogger . LOL !

So busy these few days lorhhs . Stupid , school is like killing me !~

Why cant we students have 3days of rest lehhs ? -.- Hais , then mestruations come then so cramp until cannot go school also never give chance . You think people not sad and scared that they cannot catch up with homework uhs !? You think people purposly want to pon school harhs ! Tsktsk , fail la you all ! Then nv give mc means truancy ? Wtf is this , tell me la .

I know la i know la , you will say dont know how explain to principal and MOE right ?

Fucking MOE . You think wad , i know you very busy can work like machines la . But students now adays are different already . We have money , we have good life .

We dont beg for schools or books like how you old people did last time okehs !~ LOL !

Really very pain wad . Eat the Pain killer stupid panadole also nothing happen de .

Doctors sometimes are just BombBombBomb ! Walan ehs . You think wad miracles will happen uhs ? Hais , I tolong tolong you la ... BTH liao la ... :(

School life really very wad lehhs !

Now every week i can only get to see my boyfriend full day twice a week only D:

Fuck it la ! :( And hor And hor ... School makes me feel like fainting .

You teachers always ask me why i cant keep my mouth shut -.- Stupid questions .

That's means you dont know me enough .

I needa be hyper then i can awake , i need to eat sweets then i will be awake -.-

Hahaha , Kumgong teachers ... Forget it no point telling also .

And teachers dont fucking pick on students who did not fucking your way . We are not your dogs or cats or wadever shit animal or shit ! No man ! we're not your fucking shit ok !

We pay money to listen to your bullshits . So , dont fucking pick on us !

So what i'm a retained student ? Does that mean that i will teach your class bad things ?

Oih , fucking look at your class la . Dont everything also me me me la hor , CCB !

You know who you are la fucking teacher . Ya la , you la , stop looking at the screen you bitch !

LOL ! So i just wanna say treat me like ordinary student , human ! I'm not aliens or whatever creatures who came from outer space alright ! FUKING LOOK HERE !

I AM NG JING XUAN ! ok , not alien i dont travel with UFO . LOL ! So treat me normally ,

i beg you la cb kia ^^ Thanks uhs !

Going school tml (:

Baby ar baby , what is wrong with you , suddenly say you dont want to study , dont like that la ,

You used all your savings to pay a fucking ITE you know , dont be so stupid lehhs ..

Maybe i know one day we will break , i know someday we are impossible , because love is just a fool , it keep fooled us , just want to make us sad and disappointed with each other .

But i still want you to continue study for because i'm still your current GIRLFRIEND . And next , its for your future and your future love ... :)

Baby please go and study la , i support you . Mwarkks !

I'm missing you now , idk why .. You changed ,

i'm trying to change you back . But i know its impossible .

I have prepared for the worst to come :) So dont worry LOVE , You cant FOOL me ! ^^

Going malaysia to celebrate CNY on the 3rd of Febuary . Going maybe 3 to 4 days ?

Hahahahs , so gonna miss baby !

I dont mind if you go with other girls to do whatever things you all want .

I dont mind if you what go on bed with her or what shitt -.-

I dont mind if i came back and you stop contacting me , change your number , move your house , ran with the girl and called me one day and ask for a break up . I DONT CARE !

All i care is now that i love you alot and i had prepared for that day , that very last day being with you , holding your hands , playing in the sand in sentosa . Kissing your most beautiful lips .

Hugging your tiny little muscular body and even pintching your chubby flabby face . Pulling your soft hair . Cracking all kinds of silly jokes and spending everyday time 24/7 together .

I Love You (L)

So , i know what i'm gonna do without you one day , hahas , joke .

I will wished you the best in everything you do .

I hate all the quarrels we always had .

I hate your bitchy sister who always call me names !

I hate where times you scold me so loud and firce that i dont dare to look you in the face .

But , i still love you as much as last time , Ask yourself , do you still love me like how you do last time ? (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello guys , i'm back to posting . Friday after school went to slack with lessie sandy .

Then baby and junjie came . Then lessie went home then i went to baby's house . Tonned at baby's house . Then baby pangseh me sleep at the sofa then i dont want sleep in the room :(

Lol ! then waited baby to wake up then i go in sleep . Waited him until 5am in the morning . Grr !

Then today sunday went out with baby's parents early in the morning . Then after that went to eat , then baby's parents went home . Me and baby then went to tampinese mall walk walk ^^

Something happen and we quarreled :( Sorry baby , i have mood swing these few days , sorry for hitting you again :( HAIS ! T.T !

Then went to watch these AWESOME show while we were still quarreling . LOL ! ;P

'Season Of the Witch' , Wow , it was really nice ! :) It was a action show :)

I really enjoyed the fighting scenes . And the last part how they sacrifice and killed the demon ^^

Hahahah , worth watching . If you dont like actions movie better dont watch or you will ZZZ inside :x hahahah !

So in the cinema , me and baby never bring jacket and we refuse to hold hands cuz we're still

quarreling . LOL ! Then got one part suddenly BOO the eyes open , the dead revive . WTF -.-

Really scared die me untill we hold hand . LOL , Then in the end we ok liao . Hahahh !

Baby walked me home then he took 163 to meet his friend . Cuz tomolo his class starts at 12pm ,

Gonna sleep now because there's school tomolo too . Hmm , gonna wake up at 7am tomolo cuz 8.30 then start school ^^

GOODNIGHT PEEPS ! (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hey guys , i'm back to blog :) Hmm , holiday had ended , school had started ... So , busy hurhs !

Hahahah ! :x These few days very very not smoothe . Teachers all picking on me in school :(

Hate it you know ... Haish !

Hmm , then hubby went to ite , he got 11points for his Nlevel ok . Hahah ! And miracle his mathematics will pass lo . Hahahah ! is like 16years of living first time pass maths . :x Gratz la baby ! :D Then now he very busy lo , only friday and saturday then can get to see him now :( Wahhhh :( Hubby also say we never try separating for so long before lo .

However , i trust our own feelings ! Our feelings wont fade .

School started already , and now i must really concentrate on my studies , so i dont want nobody to give me nonsence and add into my stressed :x Hehe , sory for my poor english uhs guys ! :x

Then baby lehhs , nothing to tell him luhs , Only HAPPY 10TH MONTH ! lol !

Me and Hubby's 10th monthsary just over , went kbox and then walk around .. Hahahah !

Dint go anywhere exciting luhs, because hubby used all his money on ite things already :D

Hard working uhs . He said like that also good , he will work hard cuz if the school dont want him liao , he will go jump down cuz all his money wasted LOL ! hahaha ...

Okeh luhs , gonna go meet laina lerhhs , today we never went to school cuz going late lerhhs , But promised that there wont be a next time luhs ! i swaer uhs ! :D Off-ed to take MC ! (L)

BaiBaizxzx !~

JINGXUAN(: