Love drunk :x

Hey HiHi , so long nv blog already , i feel like deleting my blog already lol ... This few days been busy ... Lol . Been slacking with frens and bf at hougang recently .. LOL ! Hmm , Actually nth to post abaout , just wanna make my blog alive ... Heh heh ! :/ Sick from last friday till now ... Just ate my med , going rest now , Baizxc !
Blog soon ._.


JINGXUAN(:

Boring June Holidays ...

Hello , people , i'm back posting :) Hahahahah ! Look at the photo i just posted up there . LOL !
Hahahahah ! I know it's fucking ugly and disgusting okehs . LOL ! Been seeing lots of people doing Cat's face this few days . Hah ! And yea , i dunno why they make it for , Its the trend i guess , so TAAADAAA ,
I've made one :) LOL ! Just trying to entertain myself :) So don't mind me :)

Today i'm going to share with you , what i had done during my June holidays so far ... -.-
Okeh , NOTHING ! I've DONE NOTHING ... LOL !
However , there's one thing i had done everyday during this holiday ... SLEEPING IN MY BED !
LOL ! How greatt , any events or anything ?
Went to play pool with Hubby's sister and her boyf ... Then i've also watched Kung Fu Panda .
And hubby said it was LAME & CHILDISH . LOL ! So funny lol ...

And great , there's something to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow :) Guess what ? .........
Going back to S.C.H.O.O.L and study for Mathematics ! Oh my tian ! I hate it I hate it !
Everyone's having their wonderful holiday and i'm going back to school -.-
I miss hubby right now :( Dont know what he's doing now .
Maybe i should meet him later on ? Hahahahah .. Nah , too tired for it ... :x

Okeh , i should go and bathe now , baibaizxc ! Remember to wait for my next post and please , i want more
more more more QUESTIONS on my formspring ! Love ya' :))


JINGXUAN(:

Hey Guys , i'm back :)) Hah ! Dint went to school on thursday and friday as i'm sick , well , nothing much :)
Dint went to see a doc on thursday because I DO NOT NEED ONE :)
So , went to see a doc on friday because i think that its a must :) LOL !
Let me think ok , i may forget some of the details of where i've been , you know , i've short term memories .
Hah ! So be patient alright :)
So yea , Okeh , lets face the fact i forget about everything :x LOL !
I only remembered that i went out with my Best sister and meet Ahmel and willy :)
Then i think the next day i went out with jiaqi and Boyf to serangoon NEX , then i think we went to palyed pool and then yea , i lost to her the last match and then went to :)
And then Friday i went out with jiaqi , desmond , jiahao and boyf to pool again :) And then i went to boyf's house and next day which is saturday , meet up with Angeline sissy , boyf and ahlong and one friend , i've forgotten his name :)
Then went to bishan , walk walk walk , then sent sissy to the mrt and then we for tonned together :)
So after that fabian came and then talk talk talk , and then we went back home and sleep in the morning :)
And sleep till night , and now i'm here updating my darn blog :) Hah ~

And you know what , just now i was actually quarreling with my best sister ! And that makes my heart ache !
-.- I don't know who the fuck are you bitch ! But can you please don't/stop influence other people's mind with all your bullshits ? You're just JEALOUS that you don't have a friend like mind ! -.- Please , back off , you've lose ! You think by just craping into my sister's ears you can defeat me ? Oh please i WON'T get defeated by you ! Look at yourself , see how childish you are . Talking bullshits behind people's back -.- Today is what year already , you think you still living in the olden days uhs ! Our sistership is very strong de ok ! Not so easy let you destroy de ok ! I don't care who are you and what you've said to her , all i want to tell you is that , please grow up . I believe to trust her . -.- Bullshits really ! -.- Stfu la BITCH !
One day you will sure kena karma de ! You just wait , -.- Nabei !

AngelineKhooHuiLing , don't think that i don't trust you anymore .. Sorry for what i've said earlier on in those harsh ways in the messages ... :(
I'm just too upset that you don't believe me , I thought that everything would be smooth till the end of the journey .. :( But , this is the second time we are quarreling over "TRUST" , i'm sorry ... I don't know was it my fault this time round , but i will still choose to be the one to say sorry to you first . Because you know me too much and therfore , i cannot lose you ... You guide me throughout these few years :(
I've been betrayed by that long leg because you're not by my side . I choose to believe that you are still "you" and you had never changed . :') Please don't let me lose you . You're my best friend , iloveyou ...
Maybe you will feel that i'm talking bullshits now . But , i am realy sorry . Sissy , you're always there for me , i really cannot bear to lose a friend that knows me the best :(
Hope you forgive me . I think we should chill a little first , relax a few days or maybe until we're ready to talk to each other . Loves ,
Hope you understand .... :)))


JINGXUAN(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG JIA QI !

 SWEET BUNNY GIRL ! ♥

Hey guys ! <: Sorry that i didnt post for the past few days due to my MYEs :)
I think i did badly for my exams , really . Fucking hell ! -.-
So these few days been exam-ing , then go home .... Hah !

Went out with Jiaqi and co. these 3days .
Yesterday went to celebrate Jiaqi's birthday , went to BBQ at Jiaqi's house there then went to play pool at hg plaza , $30 bucks . LOL !
Play till they close shop at 5.30am ...
Then went to eat MAC , and then went to baby's house and sleep till 8pm , then went home and now i'm right here posting my blog to make it alive yea :))

Today is Jiaqi's actual birthday :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET GIRL <:
Dont be sad over him already luhs , he will come out soon , i'm sure that he also miss you like hell :) So don't be sad ok ? ♥  I promise i will celebrate your birthday with you once he's out . It will only be a few of us ok ? :)) So don't be sad anymore alright ! :)


Going to school tml so i better sleep early today , goodnight peeps , have a good day ! 




JINGXUAN (:

As Long As I'm Happy ...

HELLO EVERYBODEH !~
Today i'm gonna start my post by saying ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE KHOO HUI LING ! MY 7YEARS SISTER ! :) 
MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE ! :D HAHA ! 


'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to ANGELINE SISSY ,
'Happy Birthday to you ! ^0^
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO ~ 

Sissy , here's a short post for you alright >< ,
First i wanna say 生日快乐 to you ... Then hahahas ! Hope hello kitty fairy will fly to your dreams la ... :x
HAHAHA ! sissy , you're old now ... >< Must be stronger too liao khays :)) No more crying and stuff ...
No matter what i'll always be there for you ... Even tough now you've your bf and i have mine ... Hah !
You're still the first in my heart . Nothing is more important then you other then my family la ... Hah !
We've not drift of feeling faded ... You're just thinking too much ...
We're much more older now , not last time de "small" Jingxuan and "small" Angeline liao ... ><
We've other things to do , like finding jobs , studying , accompany our love ones ... :)) But that doesn't mean that we've to neglect our friendship :) You're always in my heart ... I had never forget about you ... :D
I wish our relationship is still as close as last time , and you promised me that you'll never leave me again ...
So don't you dare to step out of singapore again unless there's valid reasons ... HAHAHAHAH ! <:
Sissy , i really love you alot ... i hope you also feel the same la ... :') Mwarkks !
I will try to spent more time with you okehs ?
Because now adays school have been very busy for me and complicated ... So i cant ...
And jeremy sleep like one dead people -.- and i dun have a phone ... You must understand okehs ? :)
Woaini , and forever the same feeling towards you ... :)
HAHAH ! Lastly , happy belated birthday la ... :x Aisini ! ~


JINGXUAN(:

Things are not as complicated as you think at times :)

hello people , i'm at baby's house now , wow i dint sleep for the whole day just because baby want me to accompany him to see fishes ... You know hen i was walking around serangoon north to see fishes , i saw a puppies shop , wow , i fell in love with one of their dogs ... :( But too bad , i dont have the money to buy :( I REALLY LIKE THAT DOG CAN ! its just two months old :( Sadsad .... :'(
And later i'm going NEX shopping mall with hubby , jiaqi and brandon to the cotton on ... COTTON ON !!! I'M COMING .... 30% OFFER , Haaahahahah , its gonna to end tml , better be fast if not i'll regret , thanks jiaqi for telling me that there's a great sale ^^ Whao so excited , cant wait to buy them all :) Mwahahahahah !!! ><

Hey girl ,
I can't believe that i said sorry to you ... Whao , i still thought that its a dream , but no , its true . But its ok , thats your problem and personality , thats not my problem , so now , i've made myself clear enough , this is gonna be the last time i say sorry to you ... anyway i have got wrong too , so nvm , sua , let it be , i'm all at fault ... :) so happy go lucky yea ... I hope this time you're truly to forgive me . you dont forgiv me also nvm , i dont care because thats your choice ... -.- LOL ! you've made everyone's life tough and hard , so i think you should reflect on what you have done and said ... And karma will sure hit you one day , dont blame my mouth please ... HAAHAHHAHAH ! Because god is here wih me biatch ... Oh sorry i dont believe in god , so stfu ! Evils , possesions ... You're so gonna die CCB ! -.-

Thats all for today people , i want more questions on my formspring alright :)) Love all of you :)
Lastly , ilove JEREMYWONGSHAOHENG :)))))))



JINGXUAN(:

Just Let Me Die ...

Hey guys , i'm going to start my post by saying FUCK MY LIFE -.-" ...
10days detention to go , gonna' seat down there and let my butt rott -.- LOL !! ...
I hate myself , I'm disappointed in myself , I regretted all the things i've done in my secondary school life ...
I regretted choosing this school ... :( I'm guilty , I'm confused , I'm lost . I have no plans on what to do next , I do not know what to do next , I do not regconise myself , I have no idea who am i now , have no idea what i'm doing ... Everything feels like i'm in a dream and i do not know how to wake up ... I do not know which path and where i should go in life anymore , i feel useless , i feel hopeless ... i have no sense of directions ...
Whenever i close my eyes , i felt fear around me , i see cracks when i close my eyes , black and white is the colours to describe how i feel right now ... ZZZ ! Seriously what am i thinking ?! I don't have any fucking ideas what i'm thinking right now , don't have any fucking idea about what i'm doing , what i'm saying and my actions ... I feel like i'm not ME anymore ... All i can say is that my life SUCKS and i'm a LOSER !!!!
Self confidence are bullshits ! No such things as care , concern and love . I'm all on my own , lonely fucking little bimbo -.- The future is still so far away from me ... I do not know what will happwn one day ... I just can't get myself up on my feet again ... Look down on me bitches ... Slap me , kick me , spite at me . I can't fight back ! I had already given up ...........
No more , no more ...

Lastly ,


" BITCHES & SON OF ALL BITCHES OUT 


THERE  ! YOU SUCK TO THE 


CORE OK! 


GOD'S WRONG , I SHOULDN'T BE BORN IN 


THE FIRST PLACE ! DEMONS ROCKS ! I'M 


GONNA CURSE YOU ONE DAY AND MAKE 


ALL OF YOU DIE DIE DIE !!! WAIT AND SEE 


!!! "

Hello people , my blog is so dead . hah ! Espeicially my FormSpring , So i expect to see many many question alrights :)) Hahahah ! ... Okehs , now lets start ...
Today i feel like blogging is because i find that my blog really very dead lorhhs . Hahahah ! :)
This few days , baby treated me veryvery cold :( And many things happen these two weeks , thats why baby dun want to talk to me that much :( And never go to school for 2weeks , gotta go back to school tml already :)) Gonna face everything alright :) And yea people i hate people who fucking say my wu eh bo eh ! -.-
PISSED ! -.- forget it :)
Hubby i love you , i swear i wont do it again , i know your heart hurts when i do all these to you ...
Nobody can break us up alright :) We've gone through so many things , we've been through it so far :)
I dont wish to give up ... Haahahah ! WoAiNi :)

Okehs, let me end here now :)
Btw my ANGELINE KHOO HUI LING sissy come back already ^^ Miss her like fuck canzxzc ! :D

20more days to me and hubby's 1year 2month :)) 
I LOVE YOU <3


JINGXUAN(:

Love , Trust And Believe :)

Hello people ! Today nv went to school because i'm SICK :(
Flu and backache . My father ask me "Small Small backache liao , grow old how , the school you open de uhs ' LOL ! Hahahahah ... Ontop is my stupid babyboy , TAAAADAAA !~ :P
Baby 3pm coming my house visit me :) Then take bus from my house her to work :) Hah !
Tml i'm going back to school , wow dont jnow the MKSS will say what ler worhs ...
Hahahah ! (: Hope nothing happen , then tml going to wushu yea , see whats new ;) Hah !
Confirm alot of things new de , confirm got alot of things i dunno how to do de lorhhs .. :(
Now listening to hero the song , nicenice ^^ Hahahah ... Dont know what the class are doing now ..
Shit la , today start the remedial already :( Never go ... :(
Boring at home , nothing to do , should i go out ? Should i study ?(WOW) , should i do house work ? Should i tidy up my room ? Or should i sleep ? Hmmmm .... :/
Maple cannot download , wtf -.- Hate it ! -.-

I think i will blog until here luhs , haah !
My formspring no people ask me Questions already ,
i want see many Questions okeh ? Formspring me please :DD

7more days to me and hubby's 1year&1month :)))




JINGXUAN(:

The truth hurts alot but , it set you free :D

Went to school today :D Everything was fine ... Went counselling , learnt that the truth hurts but it set you free . Somethings is better if you let it out :) I'm a HAPPY GIRL <: Hahahahah ! ^^
Listening to song now , maybe going change my mixpod songs :)
Live my life with happiness !!!! :DDD
Met baby after school , went to his house then homed :)
Tml baby maybe fetching me to school ... :x Jiayou JingXuan !!!! ^^
Okehs laaa , i go watch teeebeee already :) Hah !
Baibaizxcz ! :D

11 MORE DAYS TO ME AND HUBBY'S 1YEAR1MONTH  ♥

JINGXUAN(:

Misery Is Always Optional ツ

Hello guys , back to posting , these few days benn really busy because i have detentionSSS ! hahahaha ! :x
All because if that stupid camp thing :( Hais , school's fine these few days ... Haven't gotten troubles yet :/
Wha , i dunno why i suddenly misses the camp alotalot :(
Miss spending time with my classmates , tough that day was raining and we have to do all the activities on MUD , but , i dunno why , this is the first time i ENJOYING playing on the muddy grass :x Hahaha !
Miss my trainers , miss those times :( Hahahah ! :')
3days detention , tml will be the last and final day before everything ends :x Hehe ! :D
Time passes so slow when i'm having detention :( Butt pain , sleepy , dizzy :( Nothing to do ... :/

Working flyer at tampinese with Sandy on saturday and sunday , catch me there guys :) Haha ! ^^
Faster friday :( I want to meet baby so much ! Miss him like hell :(
Lesser and lesser time spent with hubby ... :'( Hais ...
I fell in love with a taylor swift song , " back to december " ... Really nice REALLY ! :D
One more song , its from Dope , "People are people" ... You guys should go listen to this song ...
Memorise it and sing it to the person you hate the most :x Hahah ! :D

Okeh luhs , baibaizxz !
Blog until here , tml then continue :)
Ask me questions at formspring.com/shannyjingxuan :) Thanks !
Goodluck !

JINGXUAN(:

What A Boring Holiday & Birthday ❦

Hello ! <: Boring hurh this holiday ? How many of you think that this holiday is boring , please tell me by sending me questions to my formspring :) Thanks ...
Aww , i hate this holiday is because , no places to go , no plan and some of you will say , then homework lehhs ? Hah ! my answer is , i lost the paper , i dont even know if i got take because on that day teacher give the LMS paper , i did not come . Hais ! And the saddest thing was ... Guess what ? Tomolo's my BIRTHDAY !~ MY BIG DAY ! :( but so what ?
Confirm have detention tomolo ... :( Howhow , i really dunno what to to ...

All i can say is This year's Birthday SUX TTM ! :"( Really , i dont even expect anyone to give me presents or wishing me happy birthday . Because , so what tomolo's my birthday ? i cant celelbrate and its MONDAY ! Wtf ... Hais .... :(

But hubby is on off tomolo ... fetching me after school i guess :) I guess now i'm , abit happy ? ... -.-

I don't know why , i dont feel excited on my birthday . See , sitting here looking at the dumb comp and typing dumb words ... I really think that i'm dumb , slacking my life away ... LOL ! 

I hate my life :( BoringZ and lousy ...

Whatever i do , i'm always wrong .. Whatever i say , trying to comment on something which i think i have the rights , i'm always wrong . Whatever i plan , the outcome is always something i never expected . My predictions are always wrong . Wishes to me are just fairy tales . Shooting stars to me are just normal stars , i won't even be bothered to look at them . Tears to me are just normal daily life , like eating . Heart ache to me is just a disease to me . But , love to me is EVERYTHING ... ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ MLAP , DMM & KSS , IS JUST A PIECE OF SHIT IN LIFE ! ....

I shall sing this to myself on my very special day , which is tml D':

Happy Birthday To Me , 

Happy Birthday To Me , 

Happy Birthday To ShannyNJX ,

Happy Birthday To Me ... 

祝我生日快乐 ，
祝我生日快乐 ，

祝靖萱生日快乐 ，

祝我生日快乐 ，

WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!

JINGXUAN (':

Hello ! Back from Camp ♥

Hello people ! I'm back from camp! Whao , camp was GREAT ! Hahahah ! Great till i dont know how to describe it !:D Hahahah ! But somethings went wrong with me and teachers . But so what ? 

Like the song 'fucking perfect' , IT DIDN'T SLOW ME DOWN yea . So try harder next time bah teachers ^^ My Group name is "WekWekCrew" Ahaahah ! :P Weird ? :x

Chey , this is our trademark uhs , cannot snatch :x

My trainer name was Zul :) Then my Camp Chief name is Wayne :) 

Hahahah ! This was the two person who i'm close to in camp :) Hahaha ! And yea , of course , not forgetting my classmates ! They're GREAT man ! I dont know what to say , both of the groups that i've mention are just equal BEST ! ^^

Hahahahs , slept in tent with friends on the first day of camp , second day of camp , we slept in the chalet !! 

Mwahahah ! it was like so shiok la can :x Hiakhiak .

What i want to say is , i've learned many things in the camp :) 

I feel very happy ^^ I thought that it will be a boring one , but yea ? Its PERFECT ! :D

Miss baby so much now , dont know where is him now :( Hah ! Gonna call him now .. Baibaizxzc ! :)

W. You're the Best ! ♥

Dreaming Is Believing (:

Hello people , back to blogger hahas ! Boring , been searching for camp things these few days . Hahs !
Went to GIANT with family and Sandy lessie yesterday . Sandy bought her laugguge , i bought my trackpants :) Today going to GIANT and COMPASS again with sandy :)

DREAMING IS BELIEVING :D

Nice quote hurhs ? :P Hahaha !

2more days to me and my PIZZADUCK 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ♥

Hahaha ! so happy :) Then after our 1year anni , its my stupid camp at Pasir Ris :( Hais ,

will miss baby like fuck lots lurhs ! :( Hais ...

Wah that stupid slow tortise havent come back :( I'm like damn hungry already luhs . Grrrrr , Angry Angry :x

Heehee , Actually i'm very happy to have sucha nice Boyfriend you know ? :x (BHB ABIT)

Mwahahahahahaha ! Got how many people have sucha good boyfriend lehhs .

But have a bad attitude :( Grrrrr , always quarrel for little things .

Yesterday night just quarreled with him over a bowl of  'XiaMian' ; 'PrawnNoodles' ...

Hahs ! its like wtf luhs ... So , yeah . He always asked me why must we always quarrel to get close to each other and know each other more ?

Actually i also dont know . And then he will tell me that is because we quarreled to become lovers ..

And then we need to quarrel more so that our love wont fade . HAAHAHAHAH !~

If thats the case , i wish i have no voice :x Because i dont want to quarrel with you everyday :x

Time's precious . Heehee ... So enjoy it by doing useful things . Heehee , i dont want to waste my life on quarreling with this duck ! :x Heehee :x

Baby uhs , meloveyousomuchies ! :) Mwarkks ! ♥

Okehs luhs , gonna go check on my maple awhile then off to room to wait baby and my food :(

Yummy , my stomach is grumbling :( Hehehee ...

Baibaizxzc ! ♥♥♥

JINGXUAN(:

It Didn't Slow Me Down :')

Hello Earthings :) Common test are over ... Hah ! So shiok now ... Dont need worry about anything .
Hmm , school seems fine this few days . But i still feel sad about things . So complicated ! :(
How i hope i could rewind the time to the time when i first step into Primary school . Things won't turn out this way :(
If i'm not so bhb in primary school , nobody know me , just a normal student . So good !
Then go to peihwa , no one would fucking pay attention to me . -.-
Then nothing will happen ... Why !
The reason why my title was "It Didn't Slow Me Down" was because i think why bother saying me when nobody's perfect ? Why judging me when you do not have the rights to do so ?
Pathetic losers ... -.-

Watching mv with baby now , tonning at his house , going to school tomolo , goodnight ! :)
I Love My Baby :) Mwarkks ! Hahahahh ! In this fucking world , he is the best among all :D
Just a short post for today , baibaizx ! :)

I Want Peace ! ♥

Hello ! I'm back to posting ... Actually i'm just posting to keep my blog alive . How's my new shades ? Nice ? Give me comments on my new created FormSpring okehs ? :)
Hahahahs , thanks sandy lessie teach me how to do the FormSpring thingy :) Hahahahs , now i want to learn how to do the MusicPlayer :) Hahahah ! I think maybe i know , later i go and try . Hah !
Why am i so suey this few days . Hahas ! I know why , i think its because since the day i know "YOU" ,
I become suey , no kidding , really very suey . Aiyoh , please go farfar away from us la ...
Don't keep stick to my boyfriend lehhs ... You knew that his parents don't like you you still thick skin go stick with them . Buey paiseh uhs ? -.- TskTsk ...
If you're looking at this post , please don't get offended , i'm just speaking the facts alrights , so please bare in mind , hiakhiak :x

So lets talk about friday , saturday and sunday . Hmm , didn't go anywhere .
Friday after school went to find sandy at the suspension area , we were dam suey la , sandy's cigg got chiong . Hmm , then after that went to meet my boyfriend at his house and then we played with the hamster COCO :x heehee , but it was not ours , it was that "San Ba Lao" found it at under his block . LOL !
Then the bitch fly came back and then suddenly treated sandy and me dam good -.-
She asked in a polite manner "You all want my hamsters ? Because i want to give out , i find it really smelly and i don't have the time to take care of them , i give them to you want ?" LOL ! Samdy was so happy then she say later she choose which on she want .
Wahh ,  lucky we never take the hamsters uhs . I remembered my boyfriend said that her hamsters all gone crazy already . The mother hamster gave birth then the babies bite their mother to death , i like _|_ WTF ?
Then the father was then seperated away from the babies , however , i become kisiao also and it bite it own stomach like one retard . Whao , this kind of people also got ... -.-
Lucky we didn't take her hamsters ...
Then saturday and sunday we did nothing but sleep . LOL ~
It was cause by the rain , stupid rain , hate it alot ... Makes me so sleepy . Wake up already still so sleepy .
Also cannot go anywhere , so inconveniene LOL !
Then just now baby sent me home , goodbye kissed and then up i go to my house .. And now i'm here blogging :) Hahahah ! Boring ehs , don't know got what to do .
Tomolo is my mathematics test , i hope i can pass :D Good luck to me .
And then tml after school maybe going temple praypray awhile and then go out with lessie ♥

Okehs , thats all for today ,
Please ask me questions at my FormSpring okehs ?
Hahahahs , i want lots of questions okehs ^^
Goodnight ! & iloveyou my Sweety Duck Hubby ♥

JINGXUAN(:

Why must it always be me who's is in the wrong D:

Hey darling , what is wrong with you these few days ? Why are you treating me so weird , like so w.e.i.r.d :(
Quarreled and quarreled and quarreled , are you enough ? :( Darling , I really miss the old you :(
Can't we be like normal sweet couples ? Hold hands sweet sweet , Laugh the whole day , Talk about our lifes and you will listen to my words . Darling , I love you :)
Sorry for making so much trouble for you ... Sorry for making you worry .
Hais , i should've not trust people so easily ...

Readers , i have something to share about . Its about trust , i finally learnt what is trust :(
There's a guy named "Tom" ( fake name ) in my life that i used to hate him and he *used to hate me* . We started to be friends , then one day , i told him something and i want him to passed that something to someone , However , Tom did not passed that something to that someone and that someone mistakened me for backstabbing his friend "Ben" ( fake name ) . When ben got home and had a fight between someone and ben ,
Tom was there too , but he did not say anything . He kept quiet throughout the whole sessions . Ben mistakened me and he called me and scolded me . After that i told ben what had happened just now , he trusted me and scolded me another thing saying "I've told you so many times , not to trust that Tom , why haven't you been listening to my advice ! Why are you so stubborn , can you change ! See , you have created sucha big trouble !"
I kept quiet , i cried :'(
Tom still refused to tell that someone about what i've told him .
The misunderstanding continues ... And it led to fighting . LOL ! what is the problem with you guys ?
Can't you guys just talked nicely . In the end , Ben helped me settled everything .

So , story is to tell you readers , not to re-trust your enemies , they're the worst creatures on earth .
Stay far far away from them :) Don't after things happened then come and called for help , nobody will helped you . They will just think that you're trying to ruined everything . And they always side the one they trust .
Trust is the most complicated things in the earth . So , that's why i've sad in the previous post ....
How i wished the earth would swallow me down one day D:


JINGXUAN(:

I Hope The Earth Could Swallow Me Down One Day

Hey guys , i met this cool friend name SandyTan :)

She was my primary friend , actually we dont counted as friend at that time , we dont even know each other but we're hi-bye friend . LOL !

I actually just got closed to her on 2010's Nov and Dec's holidays :)

We laugh , we joke , hahahas ... She's just perfect for me . But what i hate the most about her is her stubborn attitude . :( I Feel sad everytime i see her stubbornly waiting for "Someone" to come back ! I really feel like slapping that "someone" , or maybe kill that "someone" ..

Or maybe i could get her a brainwashed potion to brainwashed her ... D:

Stupid girl , dont get upset over sucha "someone" . Its worthless ... :( He's just blinded !~

You can find someone better next time okehhs . Dont give up ! I love you girl ! :)

Dint went to school today ... Hais , i wonder how am i suppose to explain to my teacher . Fck it man ! :( Quarreled with baby just now again ... LOL !

Why am i always the one who go your house and not you ? Why are you always pushing blames on me ? Why are you always ask me to help you tell lies ? Is this you or not ?

Why am i always the bad guy and you always want to be the good one ? Is this fair or not ?

Why are you not telling me anything ? Why are you keeping to yourself ? Fck it really ! FUCK YOU ! -.-

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TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D: TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:TELL ME ANOTHER LIE ! D:

I hope the earth could swallow me down one day ... :(

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people , i'm back with blogger . LOL !

So busy these few days lorhhs . Stupid , school is like killing me !~

Why cant we students have 3days of rest lehhs ? -.- Hais , then mestruations come then so cramp until cannot go school also never give chance . You think people not sad and scared that they cannot catch up with homework uhs !? You think people purposly want to pon school harhs ! Tsktsk , fail la you all ! Then nv give mc means truancy ? Wtf is this , tell me la .

I know la i know la , you will say dont know how explain to principal and MOE right ?

Fucking MOE . You think wad , i know you very busy can work like machines la . But students now adays are different already . We have money , we have good life .

We dont beg for schools or books like how you old people did last time okehs !~ LOL !

Really very pain wad . Eat the Pain killer stupid panadole also nothing happen de .

Doctors sometimes are just BombBombBomb ! Walan ehs . You think wad miracles will happen uhs ? Hais , I tolong tolong you la ... BTH liao la ... :(

School life really very wad lehhs !

Now every week i can only get to see my boyfriend full day twice a week only D:

Fuck it la ! :( And hor And hor ... School makes me feel like fainting .

You teachers always ask me why i cant keep my mouth shut -.- Stupid questions .

That's means you dont know me enough .

I needa be hyper then i can awake , i need to eat sweets then i will be awake -.-

Hahaha , Kumgong teachers ... Forget it no point telling also .

And teachers dont fucking pick on students who did not fucking your way . We are not your dogs or cats or wadever shit animal or shit ! No man ! we're not your fucking shit ok !

We pay money to listen to your bullshits . So , dont fucking pick on us !

So what i'm a retained student ? Does that mean that i will teach your class bad things ?

Oih , fucking look at your class la . Dont everything also me me me la hor , CCB !

You know who you are la fucking teacher . Ya la , you la , stop looking at the screen you bitch !

LOL ! So i just wanna say treat me like ordinary student , human ! I'm not aliens or whatever creatures who came from outer space alright ! FUKING LOOK HERE !

I AM NG JING XUAN ! ok , not alien i dont travel with UFO . LOL ! So treat me normally ,

i beg you la cb kia ^^ Thanks uhs !

Going school tml (:

Baby ar baby , what is wrong with you , suddenly say you dont want to study , dont like that la ,

You used all your savings to pay a fucking ITE you know , dont be so stupid lehhs ..

Maybe i know one day we will break , i know someday we are impossible , because love is just a fool , it keep fooled us , just want to make us sad and disappointed with each other .

But i still want you to continue study for because i'm still your current GIRLFRIEND . And next , its for your future and your future love ... :)

Baby please go and study la , i support you . Mwarkks !

I'm missing you now , idk why .. You changed ,

i'm trying to change you back . But i know its impossible .

I have prepared for the worst to come :) So dont worry LOVE , You cant FOOL me ! ^^

Going malaysia to celebrate CNY on the 3rd of Febuary . Going maybe 3 to 4 days ?

Hahahahs , so gonna miss baby !

I dont mind if you go with other girls to do whatever things you all want .

I dont mind if you what go on bed with her or what shitt -.-

I dont mind if i came back and you stop contacting me , change your number , move your house , ran with the girl and called me one day and ask for a break up . I DONT CARE !

All i care is now that i love you alot and i had prepared for that day , that very last day being with you , holding your hands , playing in the sand in sentosa . Kissing your most beautiful lips .

Hugging your tiny little muscular body and even pintching your chubby flabby face . Pulling your soft hair . Cracking all kinds of silly jokes and spending everyday time 24/7 together .

I Love You (L)

So , i know what i'm gonna do without you one day , hahas , joke .

I will wished you the best in everything you do .

I hate all the quarrels we always had .

I hate your bitchy sister who always call me names !

I hate where times you scold me so loud and firce that i dont dare to look you in the face .

But , i still love you as much as last time , Ask yourself , do you still love me like how you do last time ? (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello guys , i'm back to posting . Friday after school went to slack with lessie sandy .

Then baby and junjie came . Then lessie went home then i went to baby's house . Tonned at baby's house . Then baby pangseh me sleep at the sofa then i dont want sleep in the room :(

Lol ! then waited baby to wake up then i go in sleep . Waited him until 5am in the morning . Grr !

Then today sunday went out with baby's parents early in the morning . Then after that went to eat , then baby's parents went home . Me and baby then went to tampinese mall walk walk ^^

Something happen and we quarreled :( Sorry baby , i have mood swing these few days , sorry for hitting you again :( HAIS ! T.T !

Then went to watch these AWESOME show while we were still quarreling . LOL ! ;P

'Season Of the Witch' , Wow , it was really nice ! :) It was a action show :)

I really enjoyed the fighting scenes . And the last part how they sacrifice and killed the demon ^^

Hahahah , worth watching . If you dont like actions movie better dont watch or you will ZZZ inside :x hahahah !

So in the cinema , me and baby never bring jacket and we refuse to hold hands cuz we're still

quarreling . LOL ! Then got one part suddenly BOO the eyes open , the dead revive . WTF -.-

Really scared die me untill we hold hand . LOL , Then in the end we ok liao . Hahahh !

Baby walked me home then he took 163 to meet his friend . Cuz tomolo his class starts at 12pm ,

Gonna sleep now because there's school tomolo too . Hmm , gonna wake up at 7am tomolo cuz 8.30 then start school ^^

GOODNIGHT PEEPS ! (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hey guys , i'm back to blog :) Hmm , holiday had ended , school had started ... So , busy hurhs !

Hahahah ! :x These few days very very not smoothe . Teachers all picking on me in school :(

Hate it you know ... Haish !

Hmm , then hubby went to ite , he got 11points for his Nlevel ok . Hahah ! And miracle his mathematics will pass lo . Hahahah ! is like 16years of living first time pass maths . :x Gratz la baby ! :D Then now he very busy lo , only friday and saturday then can get to see him now :( Wahhhh :( Hubby also say we never try separating for so long before lo .

However , i trust our own feelings ! Our feelings wont fade .

School started already , and now i must really concentrate on my studies , so i dont want nobody to give me nonsence and add into my stressed :x Hehe , sory for my poor english uhs guys ! :x

Then baby lehhs , nothing to tell him luhs , Only HAPPY 10TH MONTH ! lol !

Me and Hubby's 10th monthsary just over , went kbox and then walk around .. Hahahah !

Dint go anywhere exciting luhs, because hubby used all his money on ite things already :D

Hard working uhs . He said like that also good , he will work hard cuz if the school dont want him liao , he will go jump down cuz all his money wasted LOL ! hahaha ...

Okeh luhs , gonna go meet laina lerhhs , today we never went to school cuz going late lerhhs , But promised that there wont be a next time luhs ! i swaer uhs ! :D Off-ed to take MC ! (L)

BaiBaizxzx !~

JINGXUAN(: