Hmm , wow , tonned just because of maple :x Dam dam tired now man ... Then when download ok already , play awhile then have maintanance till 1pm ! FUCK THEM MAN !!!!! -.-

Miss baby so much , he accompany me tonned lehhs , aiyoyoh , tired him lerhhs luhs .

Ask him go sleep he dont want , later sick then you know uhs ! :(

Baby ah baby , i love you so so much :x Heeheee , Wahh few more days our 10th month coming liao lehhs , fast hurh ? hahahhs ... I dont know why , i dont know how to describe my love for you :x Hahahahah , just so funny lorhhs . Seldom people will from enemies then become lover de lorhhs , so its very funny :x hahahahas . Baby , you say we sweet , but i dont think so .

Hahahahah, and you said we're not like other cpls must sweet then can last long . We are quarrel then can last :x WTH !!!! Some more is everyday quarrel lehhs . Baby uhs , abit too much lerhhs uhs :x Hahahaha !

You say you bringing me out this friday uhs :x Heehee , im very excited la ... :x Heehee ...

Baby , really curious where you bringing me lehhs . Heehee ...

Okehs luhhs , going rest now lerhhs .

Baibaizxz readers ^^

JINGXUAN(:

Oh my god ! T.T i look retarded in this photo :x Hahahah ! look at my freaking messy hair ~

Hmm , so ya , something to update before i go to sleep :D

Ytd was CHRISTMAS ! Heehee , MERRY HAPPY CHRISTMAS , but ytd was a bad christmas day ever . The sky was pouring water heavily -.- Bad !

But lucky it stop later on , was with dearest sandy lessie and my dearest Hippo :D

Wow , was dam fun :x Went to vivo to watch movie :x Hmm , Jack Neo's movie :)

Was dam nice can ! Hahahahah ! rate it at 10/10 !!!!! (L) love it ttm !~

After that went to tonned at henderson wave :) Fun , camwhoring with lessie was fun .

And unfortunately the whole night we cant even have peace . Few demons down there kept shouting and screaming and laughing -.- IDIOTS ! :D LOL !

Hmm , then when it was going to morning , ordered Mac delivery !~ YUMMY !!!! :D

And wad really gave us morning call was the dragonflies -.- Fuck it really !

hmm , then morning bused back to vivo and then homed :)

Wow , on our way home , i was really hyper , i dont know why also . LOL !

What i loved the most was screaming HUA HUA NV REN & ANG ANG GONG ZHU ! :) LOL !

Funneh ttm man ... then went to hubby house and straight away change and sleep , tited man !

Woke up quite late , slack awhile at hubby's house , then went home ^^

Going out with lessie tml first then with hubby :) O.O i cant wait man !~

And now i'm going to post something ,

Hey bitch dont think that you're really pretty or what . OMG ! i feel like puking seriously , you sucks man ! Your photos are pretty ... SO ? but you're sucha HYPOCRITE MAN ! Oh my , your frens are all PAJIAO ! ~ Why would they choose such a fren like you . You will just disgraced them :x Eewww , dont think that you're famous then you can critiscise ppl . We are not your dog . So what your rank is higher than us ? Does it even mean that you can tell us what to do or show off that you are sucha great _______ ? LOL ! You're sucha shame , get a life . You're already so old yet you're trying to act cute , ohmy !~ *vomit* !

Stop scolding vulgarities as if you're really big , Stop annoucing what you've done in your younger age . Its already over , nothing to be proud about . And ya one more thing . Ppl take pictures in what kinda positions , they like can liao . Dont need you to say them . Please dont correct them like as if you know everthing like that . LOL ! Really , you're sucha joke man !

Stop it okeh , alot of ppl cannot take ur stupid acts . BUEY TAHAN ARRRRRR ! :)

JINGXUAN(:

ilove this pic so much ! (L) hahahahas , listening to Amei : Ru Guo Ni Ye Ting Shuo . So touching :x Hahahahhas .. Just came back from baby's house , this few days sick sick sick . Hubby thanks for taking good care of me :x Hahahahs . Hmm , miss baby so much now . What to do ? Lol , i also dunno . tmlgoing back to work already :) Hahahahs , hope boss wont say byebye to me :x Heehee , baby do you know this few days you change alot already ?

I'm not used to your coldness , not used to your loud and fierce toking to me .

Altough you've talk to me , take good care of me . But dont you think you attitude towards me had been changing all this while ? Hey boy , wad's wrong with you ? Is there anything happening ? Are you worrying something ? Or is there something you dont dare to tell me ? Please baby , im your girlfriend ! I have the rights to know your personal problems , Come on , we are couples right ? Not ordinary cpls right ?! we shared things the past few months , happy , sad , angry ?

Did you forgotten all this ? Baby , tell me if you need anything ok ? iloveyou (L)

And lets go out this saturday ? :) We've not been going out tgt alone for weeks :x Please dont make it end baby ! i WANT you in my life darling !

Ok , enough of the scoldings and craps . baby said he wants me to write good things about him .

Actually , he've got no good things for me to write :x Heehee , heyheyhey lazy hippo , let me think alright , dont be angry ! :x HAHA ! Well , thanks for treating me good :) Thanks for kissing my cheeks automatically whenever im angry :x Thats the sweetest part of you :D

And thanks for your gifts . Tough i always dont cherish it , you still did not say anything :x

Sorry for not wearing the four leave clover necklace you gave me . I will try to wear it one more time when i go out with you . And baby , sorry for being so childish and stubborn :( sorry for letting you worry by doing stupid things example the 'eyes thing' . im sorry . Baby , i wont be so stubborn anymore . I know this is the dunno how many million times i've said i will change but in the end i dint . Give me time alright . baby , you're really the best bf i've ever seen . You gaved me so many chances tough i've hurted you alot alot ! :( My bad .... let me have the chance to shower you more with my love alright ? Dont give up on me ! Really , i will show you !

Darling , one more thing , promise me you'll study hard for the next few years in ITE alright ? I will support you ! (L) rmb , next few years in your life , dont play too much ok ? its once in a life time :) Baby iloveyou . Keep trying , see you've passed your maths ! You dint pass before your maths , BUT THIS N LEVEL YOU PASSED IT ! see baby , all this are not miracles ! Baby , i belive in you and iloveyou !

Lets not give up on our future , we must plan for our future ma . Baby , chiong uh ! (L)

See , so fast coming 10th months already . In a blink of an eye it will soon be one year :)

I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST BOY ! (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello , miss baby so much . worked at Clarke Quay yesterday with boss , 2nd boss , baby and a girl :) Stressed ttm can , hahahas ... I keep jump to another stall to see their accessories . Funneh man ! Hmm , then took MRT back with baby then went home . Awhile later slacked with sebas and edmund ? Sorry , i dunno him :x Hmm , then 4.30am went home and sleep :x LOL !

Forgot to go baby house !!!!!!!! Cuz his family went to holiday ma ... Sadded , i think he's angry now , because just now i wake up i dint call him :/ OOOOOOO !!!!!! Hahahahahah ...

Baby dont angry luhhs , i was watching Ye Wen with papa ma ... :x Some more i 2pm then wake up ... Baby , later i go find you la okeh , relac realc . I Love You the most liao la !~

You're listed the first :x Heehee ... bibi , i miss you so dam much lo !

Actually going out with baby today de . But i guess now .................................. Hahahahah ! O.O ?

Maybe if can , maybe later still got go out bahh . I HOPE SO MAN !!!! Long time nv spend

time with baby alone liao :( Hahhahahs , Okeh luhhs , gonna go find tings eat then bathe then head to my Stupid Hippo Hubby's house liao .... Bye Bye ^^

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people im back again ! :) Hmm , today went to work ... LOL ! Boss not around lehhs ... hahahs ! Then me and hubby and samantha at there slack slack :) LOL ! Today delivery stuff come again then alot of stuff to pack again , shag :x Hahahahs ... then after work went to eat chicken rice again :) Hmm , then we drop at outram mrt station , but sebas said very boring want take to harbour then take back to sengkang again. LOL ! Then we go take , hahahs . Quite fast worhhs , never expected la ... ^^

From all the way from harbour till sengkang got a BIRDFACE infront of us keep stare at us , dont know stare simi LJ _|_ Hahahahs , then after that we drop off at sengkang then we shout bye bird park and bye bird face . then sebas pointed 'The International Sign' at her LOL ! Hahahah !

Funneh TTM luhhs ! :D

Hmm , then reach compass give baby a goodbye kiss then sebas go buy his stupid dou nai at Mr Bean then after that walked home :) Then played Bbal awhile downstair then went home :)

Okehs , tml will be another long working day . Must sleep enough man !!!! :D

Good Nights ~!~!

JINGXUAN(:

Baby , iloveyou (L)

Hey guys hello . Went to the new shopping mall at serangoon . The NEX ^^ Hahahahs , very big man . Still got sky park , quite similar to Vivo City :x Hahahahs , im just making my blog alive , Because i've got nothing to post . Hubby , sebas and kirby working . Hais , bored at home . nothing to do . Hahahahs ! Bought shirt for me and hubby's baby doll doll :) Hahahahs , she's so cute . Should take a photo for you guys to see ... Hahahahs , Spending lesser time with baby really very sian . Nevermind , i'm waiting for chrismas . Then we can go out already ^^

And we will count down for the next year together ^^ Hahahahs , baby wait me ok , iloveyou !

School starting soon ... Hahahahs , baby good lorhhs , waiting for ITE :x Blehhs ;P

Then i'm maybe going bak to wushu bahh ... Hahahahs . :')

Okehs , should be going now. Hahhaahhs ...

Miss my Stupid HippoDuck !!!! :) Mwarkks mwarkks ! Mwahahahahahah ! :D

JINGXUAN(:

HAPPY NINE MONTH DARLING ! (L)

Dear all , Hahahahs , its me and hubby's 9th months ! Wow , so fast yea ! Fast fast , but keep quarreling with baby this few days :( Hais ... All my fault luhhs ... hmm , going interview job at raffles later with baby , sebas and kirby then go bugis walk walk :) Hahahahs , hope today will be a better day for me hurhs ^^ ... This few days very sian , dunno what to do . After today i think no time to do anything already luhs . Because needa work work work :x Hahahahs , money money will come to me on chrismas , then shuang liao , can go buy alot of things ^^ Hahahah !

Miss baby so dam much now :x Hahahahs , dunno what is he doing lehhs :x Hmm , School reopening soon , wahh SHAGG MAN ! hate it ttm ... But sometimes i think school is better lehhs :x But sometimes i think very stressed lehhs ... Lol !~ Hmm , school reopen sian lorhhs , retain very shag one lehhs -.- Hmm , just came back from school bookshop with baby and mummy only , took my books :x Hahahahs , shag uhs ! nothing to do . this few days keep never sleep , keep tontonton :x Lol ! Okehs , going get prepared :) Byebye ...

JINGXUAN(:

This few days been slacking with Sebas , Sky , Kirby and hubby :)

Boring hubby went to ton with lloyd ... Hais , this few days been quarreling with baby :'(

Over small stuff some more . Because baby is sick . And the worst thing is he dont want to take his medicine ! Hate it man really ... and i have mood swing swing -.- Then keep quarrel with him :( Hahahs , i also dont know wha to do already . I still can laugh , because i really dont know what to do already . My love life is so complicated ! :( I miss baby ... How i wish we can settle down one day and stop quarreling so easily . It really hurt my hard really . I dont know about him .

Lesser personal time with baby , feel quite sad luhs . sometimes ask him out he not free , or sometimes he's sleeping . Everything is starting to change one by one . How am i suppose to go through this ? :( School's starting already and i've may not have the time to accompany him ...

I just want him to be happy , but seems like he's acting a strong . You know ! :(

Hey boy , im sorry , i know you dont trust me now , not like last time . Sorry for saying out your secrets :( But now , please , if you're unhappy please tell me because i'm your GIRLFREN ! :(

You once said that i'm the closest to you . Said that we're not only couple we're best frend ! :')

Hubby , you can tell me anything ok ! i love you , seeing you like this , i felt that i'm sucha failure .

Baby , try to trust me one more time ! iloveyou ...

Daddy leaving singapore later at night , i'll be the only one at home ! :x LOL ! scarry ...

Okehs , nights people ! :)

JINGXUAN(:

4MORE DAYS TO 9TH MONTHS !

Been slacking with JiaQi , Sandy , Kirby , Alex and HUBBY this few days :) Hahahahs , fun ttm !

Yesterday was sandy's birthday and we went sentosa and marina barage to celebrate her birthday ! Was dam fun okehs . After that tonned at marina barage with Sandy , Jiaqi , hubby , Ivan and Marcus :) Caught a kapo there lols , its was so small :D Have fun then Sengkiong and his fren leon came and join us awhile then went home :x LOL ! ^^ Later morning , went hubby's house and lie on the bed and jitao fall asleep , fast manzxz ! :D

From morning sleep till at night 8pm plus then woke up , baby made soup for me to drink then off we went to 131 to find alex , sandy , jiaqi and kirby :) Chit chatted and then jiaqi went home then sandy went home then alex due to some reasons which idk went home . Then me and hubby and kirby slack awhile . Puffed then homed :) Fun day !~

Going to relatives wedding buffer at raffles place there that big hotel tml , LOL ! hope lots of pictures will be taken :) Hahahaahs , ohya , took lots of pictures at sentosa and marina barage .

Waiting for sandy lesbo to upload the photos on facebook then i'll snatch and upload it here :)

Catch me on facebook guys , baibaiz ! :)

JINGXUAN(:

Coming to me and hubby's 9th month ! maybe opening a chalet :)

iloveyou my boy :)

Hi all helping my baby post . lols dono wat happen to baby recently sia sleep until like PIG liddat lors everyday when she sleep i wake up she wake up i sleep lammmmmmmessss sia like wth la she got so little time to pei me la . at baby hse now i tink i shud change a name for her not elephant gal baby is elephant pig baby lors still dare say i everyday sleep don pei her is her tat don pei me lors wtf .and to the ji bye spammer ar .....EAT SHIT AND GO DRINK UR MUM BREAST MILK DON LAME WASTE TIME SPAM PPL BLOG and to angeline my good sis ....I AM SORRYYYYYY ok post all i wan to say le bye bye

Haahahahhs , LMAO , my father and me :)

Hmm , this few days had been slacking with belle , sandy , hubby and alex :D

Fun manzxz , Hmm ... Sick these few days , just took the cough medi and now im dizzy and sleepy , drowsy uhs . LOL ! Hmm , went to bought shoes and shirt these few days also :)

Hmm , these few days sick so cannot work , voice cmi and my legs are always weak :(

Sandy lesbo's borthday is coming :( and i dun have any money to give her a present :( Maybe going Wild Wild Wet with her and some of the frens ? Hahahahs , it would be fun .

I'm lack of superr dupper money now , hahahahah ! Working on thursday maybe . If my voice can work :) HAHAHAHAHS , Hope so .

Miss hubby so dam much now , he went for training today at bishan for work :') Worried for him :x Worried he cannot managed :x LOL ! Hahahahs , then in a few days time he will be starting work at sentosa promoting things LOL ! Hahahahahs , hope it wont rain :x

Gonna sleep soon i guess because now my head is like so dizzy that i cant even typed the words on the keyboard properly . GET WELL SOON JINGXUAN ! ~ Hahahahs , wish me well shooting star ! 13 more days to me and hubby's 9th months . that was fast !!!~

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people , back to posting already :) Hmm , yesterday was working at Tiong baru with Sandy'Lesbo , Isabelle , liyen , jiaqi , fiona,yaxian and some others i forgot thier names :) Very tiring you know ! Hahahahs , then today at sembawang :)

Wahh ! i thought today was at woodlands so i take de ... sad shit la ! Today tagging with Sandy'lesbo ^^ Heehee ...

Going meet sandy and belle soon at compass :) Hahahahs .

Friday maybe going out with sandy and belle to town :) Heehee ... Long time nv go shopping liao.

Hey 'peopleS' , my pictures are fake ok , im a dam ugly girl ! :) Its because of the editing and my contact lense thats why it look like a different me :) So if 'you all' think that its fake and real person is KANASAI . then dont see la . also nobody ask you to see . Take photo is my freedom ma . -.- LOL ! Maybe 'you all' also look look not bad in pictures and real life but your figure is like WTF lehhs ? LOL ! i also nv say im pretty worhhs ... Lame !

JINGXUAN(:

Whao :( i really missed my long hair suppa duuppa much ! :( Regretted cutting it so short , honestly ! Grrrr , now that its so short i cannot tie my hair , i cannot play with my hair like i use to :( Hais , now i cnt even show off my hair to my BOYF ! D: Because its so short !

And now its his turn to show off his hair to me , he kept reminding me that the back of my hair is shorter than his ! Urrrgggghhhhhhhh !~ Eff him really _|_ Hahaha !

Hmm , i slept from morning till night , now im very awake like an owl :x Hahahah ! :D

And now , baby's is walking in his lala land :x LOL !~ I Miss That Asshole so much now !!~

Selling ice-cream tomolo alone :( As sandy lesbo is tagging with isabelle :'( Hais ...

It would be really bored tomolo , hope the location for tomolo wont be far . Hahahah ! ~

*Praying hard* ... Private tuition for me is starting in one month time D: Arrrrgghhh !

I Havent prepare for tuition yet :_: LOL ! Nothing to post actually just trying to make this space alive and not to rot :) Hahahahs .

I Dont really know what i really want in life ya' know :') Because to me , accompanying my hubby is the most inportant thing in my life , i cant say why :( Just hope he wont leave me :)

I hope he will think of me every second , so he will not leave me because he love me and he miss me .. :') That's why im trying my very best to meet him everyday and spending my time out with him to those romantic places . Because i want him to remember the every single thing and memories with me . i want him to think that all this time that i've spended with him .... it really meant alot to US :') baby , iloveyou :) Hahahahs , so fast 9th months coming .

Will we last forever ? Will there be tomolo for us ? Will we married in another few years time ? Will we have babies in future ? Will we be grandparents tgt in future ? And , will we be holding hands and die tgt ? :) There's no 'i wish to' , there's no 'i hope so' .... But there's I WANT TO ! I NEED TO ! AND IM BEGGING FOR IT ! D":

Alright , enough bullshit-ting :x Hahahahah ! People just remember , do not waste your life , do something meaningful :) Cherish the people around you .. Espeicially the one you love the most .........

JINGXUAN(:

Hey yoh people , long time dint post :) These few days been working ice-cream with Sandy lesbo :0 Hahahahs , fun fun ... Hmm , working tml also , tml is at Sengkang 140 :0 Just downstair my house only , good good !! :)

Friday and saturday went to baby's house and tonned :) Hahahahs , then yesterday went to Vivo with baby .. and we bought a terrapin :x LOL ! Hahahahahs , then headed back to baby's house then change water and cage for te tarrapin then went home :P

Miss baby now very much !!! .__. He's sleeping . Yes , i finally finished watching the xia yi zhan xing fu yesterday :) So touching ... Hmm , best drama of the year manzxz !

Actually nth to post uhs .. :) Tml dunno if i want to work or not lehhs , still thinking :x Hahahah !

Maybe going accompany baby :0 i love him so much that idiot :x

Okehs , thats all i want to post :) Bye bye !

JINGXUAN(:

True love's a gift , we should treasure it ♥

Before :)

After ~ :D

HAPPY 8TH MONTH MY DEAREST BOY !

Cut-ed my hair yesterday and reboed :) Hahahahs , see the different ? Whao , is like so dam short can ! :x hahahahs ... Change my blog song :) Hubby yesterday went to accompany reboned and cut my hair . LOL ! He sat beside me 3hours plus , hahahahs , sucha good boyfriend ! :') LOL

Hmm , after that finished reboned then daddy came and fetch me home .. Pray hard hard that

these few days will rain and the whether will be cold :x So i wont sweat so much . Hahahahs !

Wednesday working ice-cream maybe ? Because lesbo havent reply my message :(

Going see principal with mama again on wenesday :x Hahahahs ... Hope i can continue study bahh ... :) Btw , Today is my and hubby's 8th Monthsary (L) Hahahahs , iloveyou ...

Baby thanks for being there always okehs .. :) Hahahahs , you're really a Fantastic BOYFRIEND !!!! Hahahahahahahahah x.x i miss you now ... hope later we can meet .. because raining :x HAH !

Hmm , this eight month you have been giving in to me . actually i feel bad about it la , beating you , bite you , pinching you and my childish temper . :x Sorry ... :'( Baby you cannot leave me ok !!!! This is a command ! I cannot live without you :(

No matter what happen you must think of me ! I LOVE YOU ~ (L) Muackks !

Maybe watching movie MEGA MIND with baby later on ... :D

JINGXUAN(:

Hello , here to update my rotten blog :) Been sleeping , day dreaming , comp-ing , comic book-ing and youtube-ing these 3days :) BORED MAD CAN !!!

He's coming back tomolo and i've no time to accompany him . I needa go see the freaking principal . I bet they're not satisfy with my letter that i've wrote to them -.- Really _|_

They are still pending , whether i need t be kick out the school or stay as retain student -.-

_|_ Shit their ass manzxz ! Hais ... Worry worry worry ! i want to study , really .

then after finish drinking coffee with principal , go home change and i needa head down to Outram park to check my stupid eyes :S LOL !~

Then maybe meeting him bah . I'll see how okehhs .

Then friday , going to celebrate deepavali at my tuition teacher house , see good girl already ,

because im gonna waste one more year in Secondary school , i promised myself , im gonna get out of that school as fast as possible ! I swear , because the wad wad wad is really _|_

Not in a very good moody these few days , i dont wish to blog about it , i choose to keep to myself . :) Fed up manxzx , idk what i've done wrong in my past life . Eff !~!!

Then Saturday im gonna rott at home or maybe go out with him .

Then sunday , im gonna cut and reborn my hair ... and i will be new again , refresh myself abit !

Hope the scissors will help me cut away all the unhappy things and stressfull things and let the good and happy memories stay short and neat :D hope so ...

So , gonna say bye bye now ,

Guess im gonna blog till here :) Nights !(: Wish me luck tomolo , Thanks ! :D

JINGXUAN(:

Please keep your comments to yourself -,-

Today is saturday ... :) Tomolo will be hubby's birthday :0

Just now went to serangoon with hubby to see fishes :x LOL ! Bought a fish , and hubby bought a crab . Wooooo , there's a PIRANAH in the fish shop . But its still a baby , 200 dollar . LOL !

Baby said he's going to buy that fishy ... LOL ! Later become big big bit people then he know ar !

Hmm , after tomolo hubby maybe will be going to genting 3days already .

He maybe not going because one of his fren cannot go , so his family maybe going to cancell the trip . xD Hmm , i miss baby so much now ... ^^

Then our 8th monthsary gonna come in just another 9more days :) Hahahahs , fast fast .

Another 3more months will be our first year anniversary ! whao ! looking forward to that day !~

okehs , gonna go now , catch me in Facebook alright , baiis !~

JINGXUAN(:

Went to watch this movie with hubby yesterday ! I Cried , its touching :) Inside the cinema only

me and baby is the youngest ... Hahahahs , funny ... is like so awkward can x.x

I rate this movie 4/5 :D worth watching with the one you love :)

:D Hello earth !~ Just came back from hubby's house , going to meet teacher with mama later :)

Hahahahs , went to many places this few days with baby ^^

Went zoo with hubby , will upload pictures if i can , as in if im free ... :D

Went to watch movie with baby yesterday at AMK hub ^^

Watch 'I Gave My First Love To You'

Touching bodoh !!! ._.

Hahahahs , i cried :'( Sad shit ... hahahs , hubby's sleeve all wet with my tears hahas ! :)

Hmm , baby's birthday coming in just 2more days , dunno wad to give him yet :(

Then after his birthday , he's going to leave me for 3days :( Go genting :( Sad ......................

then our 8th month will be coming , after he's back from genting !~

Will miss him like MADDDDDD canzxz ! Hahahahahsh !!! ^^

okehs , gotta go ... Loves :)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people ... Never go to school today .... :)

Yesterday went sing kbox with baby at Hougang plaza . He slept through out the whole session and i sang for the whole god damn long 3hours . LOL ! then baby woke up , then ask me 'you sing so long not sian de uhs ?' i said 'No'

Lol ! hahahahs , baby 'dou na wo mei ban fa' . Hahahahszx ...

Then , sang finish it was like 7plus , than Hubby ducky gave an idea that we should walk home from there . LOL ! Hahahahs , i thot that it would be a stupid idea , but guessed i was wrong ...

We talk alot of things on our way back .__. Hahahahs , and in a blink of an eye we were at Rivervale plaza already . it was like 3secs ago we're in hougang plaza :) Hahas , joke man !

Yesterday was not a really good day for me ...

i felt really guity for what i've done . I know it was my fault in the past , everybody make mistakes . And hubby you always told me that time will heal everything , and i always asked myself , is that possible ? :( i dont really know really ... :(

I dont really know who am i already ... it seems that i've lost the sense of directions ...

i felt lost ... what am i doing ? D:

Yesterday someone told me something that really hurts my heart :'(

The person said 'Nobody likes you and yet you still have the face to come !'

After hearing this , my heart crack from the top of my heart to the bottom of my heart .

I know it was my fault last time ...

But , what can i do now ? im trying really hard to earn back the trust that you've lost in me ...

I am sorry ... :'( Cant you see that im changing ?

There's so much things to solve now ...

School problems , studies problems , realationship problems , friendship problems and now , that someone which related to me some how ...

Should i really just neglect everything and just move on ? or should i stop and take one step at a time ? that would really take a long time to complete everything ... :'(

Still figuring out if i should give up on everything ... including myself and the one i love .

Baby im glad that i've met you , you taught me how to contol my attitude and emotionals (L)

JINGXUAN ; Sugarpum (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PAPA ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ...

Happy Birthday To You Daddy ! May all your wishes come true ! :D I LOVE YOU (L)

Hahahahahahs !

Today is daddy's birthday , went to eat Mad Jack at White sand Pasir Ris .__.

Hubby was there too ... After eating , went to walk walk around then went to IKEA :)

Thought daddy going to buy me a bed , but he dint ... :( Sad shit really ... Mwahahahahs !

Walk around with my sisters and baby while Daddy and mummy go see their own things . LOL !

We took alot of pictures but i only manage to upload some of them cuz the others were 'LOL'

Hmm , hahahas , baby keep say next time going buy these kinda furniture ... LMAO ,

Wait you work and have $$$ first bahh , talk so much ... Teehee ... Joke !~

Then after that 11pm went home :)

Yesterday watch the 'CHILD'S EYE' with hubby ... hahahahs ! Good good , nice movie ...

this is the first time i watch horror movie my eyes were wide open , but at some scenes i close my eyes . LOL ! Some scenes really very scary ... :/

But dont want to xia xuey ma , cuz got three kids age around primary2 also come watch ...

I Kept talking to them LOL ! Then they keep asking , why why why , how how how , wad it means . Lol ! Hahahahs , overall nice la ... :x Hubby diam diam through out the whole show lo .

Heehee ... :) I rate the movie 5/5 !!!!!

Planning not to sleep tonight ... :) Playing Restaurant City on facebook ... lol !

Later maybe going play wolfteam myself ...

Hubby going out with his frens tomolo ... :')

Leave me alone so lonely ... sad sad ... :'(

Okeh luhs , i have nothing to post already ... xD

I think thats all i want to post tonight bahhs ...

Goodnight people .__.

JINGXUAN ; Sugarplum :D

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!! (L)

JongHyun from SHINEE !!!!! (L)

Hahahahs , been listening to Shinee songs recently and watching their rehersal video :x Hahahahs ! Because my both sister also like them ... x.x

They influence me to korean band one ... Hahahahahs ... And i love Lucifer that song ... :)

LOL ... dint went to school today ... tomolo im not going school also :)

Going to meet baby later at 7.30am ... :x LOL !

He go school one hour only ... LOL .

Hmm ... then going to baby house later ... ^^ Miss him like mad canzxz ! ~

I'm bored so i find his photo and post ... hahahahs ... ._.

Going play WolfTeam with baby soon ...

I'm not sleeping today ... i think baby also bahhs ... x.x

Drinking my milo now and listening to songs :) Yeah ! ...

okeh la , this is my little short post for you'll only ... :)

Guess no people will even read my blog bahhs .. as its really boring ya' know ...

Hahahahs . baby just tagged me !

I also cant wait till 8th months ...

I'M MORE LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR 1ST ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!! (L)

Hahahahahs , okehs laaa .... gonna play wt with baby already ...

Buaiis ... :)

JINGXUAN ; SugarPlum :D

Hello people ... (: Back to posting ...

A picture too ... hahahahs , i know i looked awful :P hahahahs ... x.x Keep comments to yourdelf *winks*

Today no school , tomolo got school ...

But, i just came my 'DA YI MA' ... Stomach abit weird weird de ... abit pain but not like pain ...

Hmm , never meet Darling today ... :(

Because yesterday i dint sleep , was up the whole night using COMPUTER :x Muahahahahah :x

Was playing facebook games , i know its lame yea ...

Hmm , then i was watching this awsome anime , sweet sweet (L)

The show is : Kaichou wa Maid-sama :0 Hahahahs i cant belive it that i was actually watching anime ! :D Teehee ...

Because from the day i was born till yesterday night , im not interested in anime at all ... So ? Hahahahs , this is my first anime worhhs ... Heehee ...

Hmm , im very tired lehhs ... hais , dunno going school tml anot ...

Some more mama say mr boo got things tell me ... i think i better go bahh ...

Tml baby also need to go to school ... hahahs , accompany him bahh ... if not he at there complain again ... say he tired cuz he got go school but i never ... Ass manzxzx ! (L)

Today sleep until damn late ... :)

Since yesterday how i wish life was like an anime , so interesting and everthing was planned so smoothly ... Not like our life , so complicated ...

And if love was like a lollipop , there wont be any quarreling ... Hahahahhs , everytime also so sweet ... (L) How awesome right ? TeeHee ^^

And And And , so fast 20 more days to me and darling's 8TH MONTHS ~ :X

Gonna get going now , signing of ~

JINGXUAN ; SugarPlum :D

I may not have a picture of you nor i have a picture with you ...

We may not be that close ...

But here , i still want to say , i will remember you forever ...

Promise to stay cheerful and strong in the other world ok ...

Remember we were close frens in primary school and in the same class ?

Hahas , i will always remember that okehs ...

I will be visiting you tmrr ...

Rest in peace , love you , GinnyLYJ (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people , im here to post again :)

First i want to say .......................................................................

Exams today were freaking hard canzx ! Grrrrrrrrr :(

My Geog , Still 'can make it' ... Today i finally understand its all about common sense -.-

Bodoh me ! :x Blehhhhs ! :P

Then 'Numbers Paper 1' was like im in hell in 30mins and was in heaven in another 45mins :x mwahahahahs ...because i was sleeping in the next 45mins :x dont stare at the post , i really dunno how to do ma ! :x Heehee ...

Second thing is , baddy hubby wong cupcake :P , listen up .

I LOVE YOU ....... Aww , im so sweet :) Right Right RIGHT ??!!!!!!!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????

Muahahahahahah C:

Hmm , hubby N level finally over !!!!!!!

And time for his 'vacation' already :( Me ? still in hell struggling ... Where'smy hero ?!!!

Please save me out from this burning hell :'( I cant take it anymore ... LOL !

Btw , talking to baby on msn now ... And he said im xiaxuey :(((

Beat Beat your PI PI arr , I tell you first ! :x Heh heh :P

This few days seldom see baby and seldom spend time with baby already ... because alot alot of hell is on my side now ... After i return to heaven , i will be able to see my handsome Cupcake again :) Wow , romantic uhs ? :x HAHAHA ! :0

Hope baby never forget me :x HAHAAHS ! funny shit uhs ! .__.

WISHED BABY FIND JOB JOB SOON ...

I Love You Boy ._. (L)

Third thing is ...... Oooooophhhhs !

Cannot say , only angeline's sisters close ones knows only ...

Anyway , sister be happy ...

iloveyou ...

Short Short Post For Today And GOODBYE ! :) Muackkks :)

JINGXUAN(:

Hello people ! Uploaded my wearing and w/o wearing contact lense photos :) Hope you like it :) Long Long time never post picture already , guess less people come my blog because my blog is way to boring already ? .__. HAHAHS ! so decided to post some photos uhs ^^

One more thing its been a long time since i start taking photos again ...

Since my best sister ANGELINE KHOO went and i dint even know where exactly is she :x

Some peple said she dint even go to japan , some said that she's in veitnam , some said she's in her aunty house , some said that she got banned from coming out , some said that she's in singapore just never meet some of us , which one is the real one ?

Actually honestly i tell you guys , espeicially angeline best sissy ..

I suspect you before , BUT , i believe that you wont bluff me or even so cruel to cheat on your 5years sissy's feelings ...

So , what they told me , i just node my head and smile . In my heart i know you long enough aready .. I know ur hiding something from me and some of us , i will not forced you to say out that reason . And that doent mean that i dont believe you , is i trust you :) Everything you do , I believe that there's some reasons behind it , sometimes people told me what they saw u in singapore , pictures you took were in singapore , I tried my best to tell myself , Thay are all bullshits ! Angeline sister , i want you to know , you're even closer to my real blood sisters ,

Some people said that we look alike somehow , I believe that is because the real love and frenship and care that we gave each other and not forgetting the trust we trust :) made us look more like real blood sister ... In this world , Family are my first , YOU are my second , boyf is my third ... That doent mean that i do not like my boyf , cuz , i belive boyf will change when time goes by , But my love for you , ANGELINE KHOO , will not change .

I belive our love will keep our sistership last !

I know you wont change ...

In the whole world so many people , i can meet you , its fate that bring us together you know !

Friends are forever thing . Altough there's no forever , but i still want to keep this sistership long long ! We've been through so much this five years !

We drink , we laugh , we play , we eat , we sleep , we go out , we talk about lives , we joke around , we talk about our boyf and we do almost everything together ...

You're like a lucky charm in my life ...

Dont ever say there's no one to care about you , dont ever say you have no one to talk to , dont ever say there's no shoulder for you to lean on , dont ever say no one hear you out , because ...

Your best 5years sister NG JING XUAN , will be right here for you ...

You may be thinking that 'Oh , jingxuan is talking craps again'

But , no , no ... I LOVE YOU ANGELINE KHOO ...

In this life , your the best thing i ever had !

Afer you went to dunno where , everyday i just boyf , boyf , boyf , sleep , eat , stay at home , sometimes school ... No more you means no more lively JINGXUAN , because you're my streangh , I've change so much , quiet , not like last time de jingxuan , laugh , joke around ,make people laugh till upside down ... No more ..

All i want to say is , no matter what people say about you , I DONT CARE ...

What matters the most is , we trust each other , we know what we want ... I Love You (L)

JINGXUAN(:

Hmm , exams exams exams !!!~ LOLS ! I hate exams !!!! :x

hmm , its been a long time since i updated my blog , so ... Here i am , updating my stupid blog ...

Hahahas , update or never update it doesnt matters , because nobody would even care or screen my blog ... LOLS !~

hmm , today woke up quite late , did not went to school again .

Met baby after he finished his Nlevel exminations ^^ Then went to eat dinner at compass point just now :) Hahahahs ! Then walk walk around in compass awhile then went to playground and slack , Not in a good mood this few days yea , cuz quarreled with papa and mama AGAIN ! -.- LOLS ! so , went out to find baby to accompany me ... Heh heh ! xD

Tomolo will be our SEVENTH MONTH , isnt it fast ? lovelove !~

I Just love him so much ... Came up with stupid names with baby this few days ...

He will be my CUPCAKE from now on and i'll be his SUGARPLUM ... Hahahs , funny yea...

But ! i dont need you readers to give any comments about our relationship okehs :) (No Offense)

because what we like to do , no one can stop us ... it's our bissiness ... Stay out of our life :) Simple as ABC !~ LALALALALALS ....

Went out with Azalea , Wilson , Joe and the other this few days to relax myself ...

I find that life wasnt that hard at all , all you need is trustworthy friends around you that you could talk to :) Eat together , laugh together , play together ! (:

So , i want to thank all the people who made me happy and alive again :) Thanks Thanks Thanks ! Hmm , receive my contact lense too :) Will post some picture to let you guy see when i'm *FREE* alrights ^^ Hahahahs , because exam time , abit busy , even tough i think i may not promote to next year , but i belive in miracles yea ^^

And my self confident ! Hahahahs , i know i can do it , just *CHIONG* :) LOL !

I think im talking lots of bullshits right now , So , because i never post my blog for too long , i want to make it alive again somehow ... :)

Will post when im free alright ... :)

Stay tune to the next post ^^ Hugs&Kisses to all .___.

JINGXUAN.___.

Hello !!!! Hahahahs ... its morning 6am yea ... Going to school soon , Papa is fetching me to school , so not so early luhs ! Hahahahs .___.

So decided to post ashort short very short post ... ^^

Hmm , yesterday got back my Report book :( Guessed what ?

I FAILD ALL !!!!! D':

Godddddd !!!!!! Hais , gonna buckk up manzxzx ! Jingxuan You can do it de !!!! Dont give up yea :)

Hahahahs , yesterday meet baby after school awhile then he off to fernvale liao :(

So did not spend enuff time with baby yesterday , Sad Sad T.T hais ...

Today is thursday ! Whao~ so fast yea ? Hahahahs ... Gonna meet baby after school later on !

Hope nothing pop out suddenly ! Hope we he's free hmm ................

Nothing to post already , so , shorty post yea !

I LOVE MY SILLY CUTEST BOYFRIEND !!!! (",)

JINGXUAN(:

This was a picture taken by denyse' kukubye :x when having CIP at Hougang Mall Libary :)

Talking to Angeline Sissy & Boyfriend on msn now :) And playing private maple :)

Hmm , Baby still havent forgive me for what i did ... :(

Darling , im really sorry for what i did , try to forgive me alright ... iloveyou , seriously i do !~

Hais ... :'(

Yesterday tonned with Baby and friend :) Hahahahs , fun fun ...

Nothing to post already actually :) Hmm ... Going to sleep soon ...

Oh My Tian !!!~ I'm sick :( Dear god , please let Me get well soon ... :( Hais ...

Will accompany baby go bugis tomolo ... :) miss baby so much now :)

JINGXUAN(:

once your loved ones lose trust in you ,

there's really nothing you can do , because they wont trust you as much as last time ANYMORE ...

So people , promises are meant to be SEALED and not to be BROKEN ...

Never ever betray the promises you made to anyone ... Its too late to know that you're wrong ... It's too late to prove and its too late to tell them you really loved them alot , deep down in your heart ... And now , everything turns out to be a messed .

Without your love , without your trust , without your warm heart , you seems so cold to me , you totally treated me like a stranger now ...

Without you , JEREMY WONG.S.H ....

This World Will Be A Mighty Stranger .......

I Dont want to walk this earth if i gotta do it , SOLO :'(

Happy 6th Monthsary Hubby ! (",)

Hi Earthings ... I'm like 10,000 Years never post my blog already <: Teehee <:

So Here i am posting my stupid rotted blog <: Hahs !

Firstly , I want To Say :

HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY HUBBY !!!!!!! (L)

Happy Happy (': Hahahahs ! Baby saw it lerhh marhhs ^^ Haheeee ! (:

So , Later morning i'm going to give Hubby a Monthsary SURPRISE !!!! (:

Hope he give me surprise too , I dont wish for anything , Just Pass your N Level Gimme see can liao ! Hahahs ... (L)

Hope baby would like my surprise later when the sun rise :x

i miss baby so much you know !!! Dint spend enough time with him these few days :x Blehhs :'P

These few days mood not really good :'(

Bumped into Some Bitchy Flies These few days ... LOL ! Whao , Really bad manzx ...

And guys , do i look like a bull dog ? Oh God ... Hmm , been looking in the mirror just now to figure out what i look like , i think i found it ...

I look like an Elephant with penguin walking Style ... Isnt it weird x) LOL!

Oh God ... Looks Like Shit , I cant even imagine ... :x LOL !

Hubby lehhs , He look like a HIPPO with a Duckie Body ... Oh My Tiian ~~~

Look More sick Canzxz ! Hahahahahahahs ! ROFL !! Imagining now and im laughing like a mad Woman already ! @_@ LOLOLOLOLOL !!!! :'D

Tomolo going to do my PW'Project Work with my Classmates !!~

Hubby going too , yea yea ... Then after that go pasir ris bahhs .___.

Then Thursday going to the CIP , LOL !!! (: Baby going stalk me again ... 0.0 !

Friday , Going to accompany my real blood sister to Time Zone XD

Dummy BOYFRIEND going to AGAIN !!!! Hahahahs ... Stalker isn't he :P HAHAHAS !!!!

But iloveit !!! :x Mwahahahahahahs !!!! :)

Dear People who are reading this post now ,

What if someday someone look down on you and called you names as if you're a low life Dog ?

What would you do ? ( Answers , Tag my Tagboard . Thanks )

JINGXUAN(:

The Two Hamsters Are BABIES Of Hubby & Me !!!! :)

One call Xia0-Heii , One call Xia0-Baii (L)

Then The last photo is Hubby & Me today take de .___.

Hello Earth :0 Back to posting ... ^^

Went out with baby today to watch PCK at AMK hub :) Fun Fun :x Only the two of us !

First time watch movie alone with baby , quite romantic narhhs ... Hahahahs ! (:

Baby went my house to fetch me after his exams ^^ Wear untill so scary ... LOL !

My mother also scared daozxz .... HAHAHAHAHAHS ! :x But baby happy lorhhs , mummy call him handsome guy ... LOL ! x)

So we bus-ed to AMK hub , then walk around around ... ^^ Then bought tickets for the movie ...

Then when its time , went in and .................. ITS SHOW TIME !!!!!! :p

After the movie ... Alll that we could think is ... We very cold , we very cold -.- LOL !!!!!

Then went walk walk the whole AMK hub , then walk the whole AMK centre also :x HAHAHS !

Then went back to AMK hub EAT ^^ Yummy !!!~

Ate Pepper Lunch for dinner !!!!!! Yeahhhhh :D Full full yea ... Then bought bubble tea and shared with hubby ^^

Bus-ed back home with baby ... slacked downstairs my house awhile , talk talk ... ^^

Then baby bring me up to my house ... Forgot bring keys , mummy open the door for me ^^

Hug Hug Baby then baby went off already ^^ Then showered then used comp... ^^

Baby is currently sleeping right naozxz ... And i shall sleep too :0 Tired already :x

Going get up for school school school tml ^^ So yea ,

BaiiBaii :)

JINGXUAN(:

Darling , 14more days to our HALF YEAR !!!!~

oh manzxzxz ! soooooooooo fast lorhhs !!!!! ^^ Hahahahhs , LoveDieYou Luhhs !!!! (L)

Hubby , iloveyous , goodnights :$

LoveBeginsWithUs .______.

Happy Belated 11th Birthday To My Second Sister :)

Happy Birthday To You , Happy Birthday To You ...
Happy Birthday To NG JING HUI ,
Happy Birthday To You :)


Hi People ... Yesterday Was friday , Went to school normally :)
Hmm , nothing special to post about yesterday ... Oh Have ,
Went kbox with baby yesterday after school ... Then sing sing sing til 9pm :)
Fun fun x) Hmm ... Had some tiffed with baby yesterday , but okeh already ^^ Hahahs !~
iloveyou Boy ! (L)

Now I'm at abby's house ...
Going back already to go out eat with family cuz Second sis birthday ...
Baby going too ... Yeahhh ! Happy happy ...
Baby just bathe finished :)) Now he changing , then we're
off to compass point to buy sister's birthday present ... Heeheee :x
Hmm ... dont know what to buy also lehhs ... no idea lohh ... Sianzxz ...
Scared not enuff time to choose ... Hahahas xD
hmm ... Gonna go now ... Will post when i'm free alrights ...
Goodbye ! ^^


JINGXUAN(:


I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ~ (L)

Helloh People ...

Back to posting (: These few days went back to school :)

Everything seems to be okehs ^^

Now I must study study study liao ... Because I Maybe will Retain you see :( Hais ...

Hmm ... Today Got Home Econs Commontest ...

This few weeks , Test Test Test And test !!!! LOL ~~~~

Went baby house just now after school ...

He taught me How to write Summary :) ... Then the Report writing he also gimme some advice :)

Thanks Hubby , iloveyou ...

These few days ... I Dont know how I Feel and I Dont know what I really want ...

I dont even know how to say out how i feel ... Just feel bad inside ... :)

I also dont know why ... Guys , will you have this kinda feeling sometimes ? :x

Can share with me ? :)

Baby's sick today went home half way during school :'( Worried ya' know ...

I Feel sad this few days ... and easily get sad ... What's happening ?

Sometimes i even think that im lack of love ? LOL ! Maybe i should relax more bahh ...

Maybe now I study also abit too late uhs ... :( One more month , FYE :x Oh Goddd !

Tomolo maybe going to Kbox or watch movie bah ...

Jingxuan , dont so stress , Jiayou !~ You can do it !!!~ Love MYSELF ^^

JINGXUAN(:

thanks for being there when i needed you the most ...

Thanks for ur care :D i love you alot ... baby you're all that i wanted !!!!

LoveBeginsWithUs (L)