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Hi , I'm Jingxuan , You can call me shanny , 15 on 21march . Currently ATTACHED to Jeremy.W ,8march2010 . I Love You Darling (L) Family , sisters , boyfriend and friends are loved ! ♥ I Adored Brown colour Teddy bears & Dolphins & DORAEMONS ! ♥ They rawks ! ♥ Sweet Popcorns & IceLemonTea is my favourite ! ♥♥ AngelineKhoo is the drug for me , 6years of sistership , please don't break us up . I hate sharing my things to others . She's mine ! ♥♥♥ Respect me and i'll do the same :)

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Love drunk :x



Hey HiHi , so long nv blog already , i feel like deleting my blog already lol ... This few days been busy ... Lol . Been slacking with frens and bf at hougang recently .. LOL ! Hmm , Actually nth to post abaout , just wanna make my blog alive ... Heh heh ! :/ Sick from last friday till now ... Just ate my med , going rest now , Baizxc !
Blog soon ._.


JINGXUAN(:

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Boring June Holidays ...




Hello , people , i'm back posting :) Hahahahah ! Look at the photo i just posted up there . LOL !
Hahahahah ! I know it's fucking ugly and disgusting okehs . LOL ! Been seeing lots of people doing Cat's face this few days . Hah ! And yea , i dunno why they make it for , Its the trend i guess , so TAAADAAA ,
I've made one :) LOL ! Just trying to entertain myself :) So don't mind me :)

Today i'm going to share with you , what i had done during my June holidays so far ... -.-
Okeh , NOTHING ! I've DONE NOTHING ... LOL !
However , there's one thing i had done everyday during this holiday ... SLEEPING IN MY BED !
LOL ! How greatt , any events or anything ?
Went to play pool with Hubby's sister and her boyf ... Then i've also watched Kung Fu Panda .
And hubby said it was LAME & CHILDISH . LOL ! So funny lol ...

And great , there's something to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow :) Guess what ? .........
Going back to S.C.H.O.O.L and study for Mathematics ! Oh my tian ! I hate it I hate it !
Everyone's having their wonderful holiday and i'm going back to school -.-
I miss hubby right now :( Dont know what he's doing now .
Maybe i should meet him later on ? Hahahahah .. Nah , too tired for it ... :x

Okeh , i should go and bathe now , baibaizxc ! Remember to wait for my next post and please , i want more
more more more QUESTIONS on my formspring ! Love ya' :))


JINGXUAN(:

Sunday, May 22, 2011




Hey Guys , i'm back :)) Hah ! Dint went to school on thursday and friday as i'm sick , well , nothing much :)
Dint went to see a doc on thursday because I DO NOT NEED ONE :)
So , went to see a doc on friday because i think that its a must :) LOL !
Let me think ok , i may forget some of the details of where i've been , you know , i've short term memories .
Hah ! So be patient alright :)
So yea , Okeh , lets face the fact i forget about everything :x LOL !
I only remembered that i went out with my Best sister and meet Ahmel and willy :)
Then i think the next day i went out with jiaqi and Boyf to serangoon NEX , then i think we went to palyed pool and then yea , i lost to her the last match and then went to :)
And then Friday i went out with jiaqi , desmond , jiahao and boyf to pool again :) And then i went to boyf's house and next day which is saturday , meet up with Angeline sissy , boyf and ahlong and one friend , i've forgotten his name :)
Then went to bishan , walk walk walk , then sent sissy to the mrt and then we for tonned together :)
So after that fabian came and then talk talk talk , and then we went back home and sleep in the morning :)
And sleep till night , and now i'm here updating my darn blog :) Hah ~



And you know what , just now i was actually quarreling with my best sister ! And that makes my heart ache !
-.- I don't know who the fuck are you bitch ! But can you please don't/stop influence other people's mind with all your bullshits ? You're just JEALOUS that you don't have a friend like mind ! -.- Please , back off , you've lose ! You think by just craping into my sister's ears you can defeat me ? Oh please i WON'T get defeated by you ! Look at yourself , see how childish you are . Talking bullshits behind people's back -.- Today is what year already , you think you still living in the olden days uhs ! Our sistership is very strong de ok ! Not so easy let you destroy de ok ! I don't care who are you and what you've said to her , all i want to tell you is that , please grow up . I believe to trust her . -.- Bullshits really ! -.- Stfu la BITCH !
One day you will sure kena karma de ! You just wait , -.- Nabei !



AngelineKhooHuiLing , don't think that i don't trust you anymore .. Sorry for what i've said earlier on in those harsh ways in the messages ... :(
I'm just too upset that you don't believe me , I thought that everything would be smooth till the end of the journey .. :( But , this is the second time we are quarreling over "TRUST" , i'm sorry ... I don't know was it my fault this time round , but i will still choose to be the one to say sorry to you first . Because you know me too much and therfore , i cannot lose you ... You guide me throughout these few years :(
I've been betrayed by that long leg because you're not by my side . I choose to believe that you are still "you" and you had never changed . :') Please don't let me lose you . You're my best friend , iloveyou ...
Maybe you will feel that i'm talking bullshits now . But , i am realy sorry . Sissy , you're always there for me , i really cannot bear to lose a friend that knows me the best :(
Hope you forgive me . I think we should chill a little first , relax a few days or maybe until we're ready to talk to each other . Loves ,
Hope you understand .... :)))


JINGXUAN(:

Sunday, May 15, 2011



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG JIA QI !
 SWEET BUNNY GIRL ! 


Hey guys ! <: Sorry that i didnt post for the past few days due to my MYEs :)
I think i did badly for my exams , really . Fucking hell ! -.-
So these few days been exam-ing , then go home .... Hah !

Went out with Jiaqi and co. these 3days .
Yesterday went to celebrate Jiaqi's birthday , went to BBQ at Jiaqi's house there then went to play pool at hg plaza , $30 bucks . LOL !
Play till they close shop at 5.30am ...
Then went to eat MAC , and then went to baby's house and sleep till 8pm , then went home and now i'm right here posting my blog to make it alive yea :))

Today is Jiaqi's actual birthday :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEET GIRL <:
Dont be sad over him already luhs , he will come out soon , i'm sure that he also miss you like hell :) So don't be sad ok ?   I promise i will celebrate your birthday with you once he's out . It will only be a few of us ok ? :)) So don't be sad anymore alright ! :)


Going to school tml so i better sleep early today , goodnight peeps , have a good day ! 




JINGXUAN (:

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

As Long As I'm Happy ...



HELLO EVERYBODEH !~
Today i'm gonna start my post by saying ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE KHOO HUI LING ! MY 7YEARS SISTER ! :) 
MAY ALL YOU WISHES COME TRUE ! :D HAHA ! 


'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to you ,
'Happy Birthday to ANGELINE SISSY ,
'Happy Birthday to you ! ^0^
WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO ~ 

Sissy , here's a short post for you alright >< ,
First i wanna say 生日快乐 to you ... Then hahahas ! Hope hello kitty fairy will fly to your dreams la ... :x
HAHAHA ! sissy , you're old now ... >< Must be stronger too liao khays :)) No more crying and stuff ...
No matter what i'll always be there for you ... Even tough now you've your bf and i have mine ... Hah !
You're still the first in my heart . Nothing is more important then you other then my family la ... Hah !
We've not drift of feeling faded ... You're just thinking too much ...
We're much more older now , not last time de "small" Jingxuan and "small" Angeline liao ... ><
We've other things to do , like finding jobs , studying , accompany our love ones ... :)) But that doesn't mean that we've to neglect our friendship :) You're always in my heart ... I had never forget about you ... :D
I wish our relationship is still as close as last time , and you promised me that you'll never leave me again ...
So don't you dare to step out of singapore again unless there's valid reasons ... HAHAHAHAH ! <:
Sissy , i really love you alot ... i hope you also feel the same la ... :') Mwarkks !
I will try to spent more time with you okehs ?
Because now adays school have been very busy for me and complicated ... So i cant ...
And jeremy sleep like one dead people -.- and i dun have a phone ... You must understand okehs ? :)
Woaini , and forever the same feeling towards you ... :)
HAHAH ! Lastly , happy belated birthday la ... :x Aisini ! ~


JINGXUAN(:

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Things are not as complicated as you think at times :)


hello people , i'm at baby's house now , wow i dint sleep for the whole day just because baby want me to accompany him to see fishes ... You know hen i was walking around serangoon north to see fishes , i saw a puppies shop , wow , i fell in love with one of their dogs ... :( But too bad , i dont have the money to buy :( I REALLY LIKE THAT DOG CAN ! its just two months old :( Sadsad .... :'(
And later i'm going NEX shopping mall with hubby , jiaqi and brandon to the cotton on ... COTTON ON !!! I'M COMING .... 30% OFFER , Haaahahahah , its gonna to end tml , better be fast if not i'll regret , thanks jiaqi for telling me that there's a great sale ^^ Whao so excited , cant wait to buy them all :) Mwahahahahah !!! ><

Hey girl ,
I can't believe that i said sorry to you ... Whao , i still thought that its a dream , but no , its true . But its ok , thats your problem and personality , thats not my problem , so now , i've made myself clear enough , this is gonna be the last time i say sorry to you ... anyway i have got wrong too , so nvm , sua , let it be , i'm all at fault ... :) so happy go lucky yea ... I hope this time you're truly to forgive me . you dont forgiv me also nvm , i dont care because thats your choice ... -.- LOL ! you've made everyone's life tough and hard , so i think you should reflect on what you have done and said ... And karma will sure hit you one day , dont blame my mouth please ... HAAHAHHAHAH ! Because god is here wih me biatch ... Oh sorry i dont believe in god , so stfu ! Evils , possesions ... You're so gonna die CCB ! -.-

Thats all for today people , i want more questions on my formspring alright :)) Love all of you :)
Lastly , ilove JEREMYWONGSHAOHENG :)))))))



JINGXUAN(:

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Just Let Me Die ...


Hey guys , i'm going to start my post by saying FUCK MY LIFE -.-" ...
10days detention to go , gonna' seat down there and let my butt rott -.- LOL !! ...
I hate myself , I'm disappointed in myself , I regretted all the things i've done in my secondary school life ...
I regretted choosing this school ... :( I'm guilty , I'm confused , I'm lost . I have no plans on what to do next , I do not know what to do next , I do not regconise myself , I have no idea who am i now , have no idea what i'm doing ... Everything feels like i'm in a dream and i do not know how to wake up ... I do not know which path and where i should go in life anymore , i feel useless , i feel hopeless ... i have no sense of directions ...
Whenever i close my eyes , i felt fear around me , i see cracks when i close my eyes , black and white is the colours to describe how i feel right now ... ZZZ ! Seriously what am i thinking ?! I don't have any fucking ideas what i'm thinking right now , don't have any fucking idea about what i'm doing , what i'm saying and my actions ... I feel like i'm not ME anymore ... All i can say is that my life SUCKS and i'm a LOSER !!!!
Self confidence are bullshits ! No such things as care , concern and love . I'm all on my own , lonely fucking little bimbo -.- The future is still so far away from me ... I do not know what will happwn one day ... I just can't get myself up on my feet again ... Look down on me bitches ... Slap me , kick me , spite at me . I can't fight back ! I had already given up ...........
No more , no more ...

Lastly ,


" BITCHES & SON OF ALL BITCHES OUT 


THERE  ! YOU SUCK TO THE 


CORE OK! 


GOD'S WRONG , I SHOULDN'T BE BORN IN 


THE FIRST PLACE ! DEMONS ROCKS ! I'M 


GONNA CURSE YOU ONE DAY AND MAKE 


ALL OF YOU DIE DIE DIE !!! WAIT AND SEE 


!!! "