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oo yeah! (: got a job at shaw ctr. started just now. (: YEAY! shopping, here i come! LOL!

damn damn damn confusing can? haha. many schools, many people. haiz. got to get used to it, like cheryl & seow hwee. (: they like experts! haha. nvm will have time to learn. (: btw, i LOVE dyah very much. she cared so much for me. (: to be more specific, she bought me delifrance croissants & gelato. yay! to think that just because i haven't eat since morning, she bought food for me no matter what the cost is. (: I LOVE YOU DYAH!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

just now went to sk's house bake cookies. haha. sticky but fun. (:(: mabel was there too. gave ak, sk & joanne their letters. but nothing fanciful. just simple plain ugly things. lol. btw joanne already get a job! no fair. but the pay's quite low. if i can't find any other jobs & if the place got vacancy i'l just take it up. haiz..

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ak, sk & jt came just now. once ak&sk arrived, ak gave the bag of clothes, letter &birthday present. sk gave christmas letter. haha. lots of gifts, no? lol. when joanne arrived, she gave each of us chocolates. (:(: i got DARK CHOCOLATE! yay! THANKS GUYS!!

then ak, sk & i ate tom yam noodles while joanne just drank plain water. she lost 7kg sia! (: by the time we go poly next year she'll definitely look pretty. (: tom yam noodles was SPICY yet delish! (:(: haha. then we decided to go out. stay at home quite boring, eh? ya. so we went to bugis.

shucks lah. turned out to be crowded. haiz.. had to squeeze through. even old people went there. UNBELIEVABLE! lol. &the clothes were NICE yet cheap!! as soon as i get my $150 i'm gonna head there &BUY BUY BUY! lol. (:(: prepare for poly mah. haha.

yo

i'm back from a 'blog break'. lol. (:

been quite a hectic week. went out A LOT. searched for jobs with friends & dyah&atyah. (but at different times) wth lah. no call till now. fat hope. ass hole. what? are 16-year-old so immature? no experience still can train what. ass. ass. ass.

then yesterday mama&her mum came from KL. we just fetched them from amk mrt station. haha. weird calling her mama since she's not my mum. very long didn't see her.. she's going back on christmas. maybe will see her off, maybe not. see first. haha.

tomorrow ak&sk coming. ak giving some clothes. sk come for fun? (: haha. but so long friends never come over. will have TOM YAM NOODLES! yummy! mummy cooking it spicy. (:(:

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went job hunting with angeline, joanne & sze khuen just now after atikah got her posting results. i knew it from the start that she would get her 2nd choice but she still insisted on trying for mayflower. hahs. nvm.. hope she adapts well to peirce.. just don't get influenced by the minah2 & mat2 can le. (:(:

ok. about the job hunting 'trip' around amk & bishan.. started out at amk hub. THANK GOD i'm already 16 so i can find FULL-TIME for LOADS of jobs. (:(: phew! (:(: so we went to DANO, GIORDANO, BOSSINI, I.P.ZONE. yup i think that's all at amk. after that we went to j8. joanne tried AJISEN SUSHI, POH KIM, &i can't remember what else.. heh heh.

after our tiring job hunt, we dropped by sze khuen's house for cake. lol. her bro's birthday was yesterday so we went there to eat the choc cake. (:(: heavenly. yup. her bro busy playing com games. we 'toured' round her house. lol. she let us try the every flavour beans from harry potter that she bought from america. but i didn't dare. joanne tried & she got the sausage de. lol. lucky its edible. hahs. imagine if she got dirt or earwax. omg. to think that this thing actually existed! lol. unbelievable. i didn't think any company would create such flavour beans. haha. ok so THANKS SZE KHUEN! (:(:

hey YOU. don't make me wait forever.

holidayy

i just got back from perak, malaysia. it was SUPERB based on the fact that i went there with my family PLUS cousins and aunts and uncles. it's been a long time since we went there together, as a big family. (: the BEST thing was when we were otw to perak in the coach cos after one of the stops, we were the only ones left in the big bus. (: heheh. we got to change seats & eat in the bus. lol. it was a very long way but nice condition to sleep in.. (:

i'll skip the unnecessary parts aite. lol. slept at mak teh's hse. then the next morning, saturday, we went out. first to the cemetery, next sightseeing and shopping. i didn't know that teluk intan was around 2 hours away from ipoh. quite far. butt pain sia. lol. shopped for clothes & food! (:(: from there we went to eat at lumut. near pangkor. wah just 5 years and there's a big change. daddy treated all of us. (:

from lumut we went to maklong's hse to sleep there. reached there, ASIAN IDOL started. watched till 12 am then slept. mike rox sia! (:(: hady was ok. not what i expected. at 12 am mummy, hid, ikah & atiyah (did i miss out anyone?) wished me happy birthday. (:(:

on my birthday, morning we went to mak yong's hse for breakfast. next we went out on our own. like free time lah. hahs. went to menara condong and the 'shopping centres' nearby. then cik aim treated us to lunch. (:(: night time went to mak uda's hse. quite big but v messy. boxes & dust a lot. lol. those soccer fanatics OBVIOUSLY watched the big game - man u vs. liverpool. as expected, liverpool lost to man u. haiz.. so i went to sleep.

next morning, which was this morning, woke up only everyone was saying that hady won ASIAN IDOL. yay hady!!! (:(: you did singapore proud! (:(: after the 'commotion', we went to the bus station and departed at 9.30am. the bus didn't feel the same as the bus we took to perak. but we dealt with it. at larkin, we took 2 seven-seaters to singapore. so poor thing lah the driver. not so sure how to get to yishun and out of amk.. hope he's home by now. lol.

once i switched on my phone, i had 9 to 10 messages! (:(: wishing me happy birthday. THANKS, YOU GUYS!!! (:(:(: he didn't remember about it..

wtf

do you think it's my fault for being born poor? i'm not like you ok, juliet's lover. i don't have 50 bucks in my wallet everyday. my dad ain't no successful businessman. my house ain't no condo. i haven't got no car. face it, you can afford ANYTHING.

not my fault i tried reducing the budget! i don't believe in paying ten fucking bucks just for a bbq with 4 people. &like i said, i'm not rich so OBVIOUSLY those with a heart will know that i can't afford to pay so much just to eat some food.

get this into your head, aite. i don't live a luxurious life.

DAMN YOU.

"I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you
I wish that I could find the words to say"

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DILEMMA dilemma.

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i've been waiting long enough..

heyys

damn it lahh. rain rain rain. can't enjoy. haiz.. lizah i'm soooo sry ya. friday we'll meet up. (:(:

N.L.A.<3

oh gosh

OMG. this is like so absurd. i even dreamt of him. AHH!! i can't help it lahh..

heyys

long time no post. daniel's been here since tuesday so it's been hard trying to surf the net.. now i'm in control! lol. a whole lot of emails flooded my mailbox. haha. a result of being unable to use the com for a few days.

anw it's been boring at home. other than taking care of daniel and watching tv, there's nothing interesting. HAVE GOT to get a job as soon as i get back from holiday. (which is, thank god, after my much awaited 16th birthday.) can't slack anymore!!

NEED to get a nokia 5610!!!! NEED to pay back my debt to hid [aka dyah]!!!! NEED to help my family!!!! (unlike some lucky people whose parents are able to give them expenses, still, since they're by fact already NOT poor like me but refuse to agree to that.)