heyy

i've decided to use the com again. (: 5 more papers before the end of Os!! yippee! hehs.

got a job offer. (i guess i can put it that way) the pay is quite good. should i take it? HMMS...

shit

oh shit oh shit oh shit. i am so DEAD.

a maths paper 1 - FLUNKED.

a maths paper 2 - FLUNKED.

science (chemistry) paper 3 - FLUNKED.

so i guess this is the trend, no? it's like, no matter how hard i study or how much effort i put in i'll still end up not getting good results.

DAMN.

oh.my.god

you know what? i'm so not born to do chemistry practical. seriously. on thursday i so flunked it lah.
all my observations and conclusions are super different from my friends de. HAIZ!!!! so dead.

so i guess this is the final post. well, at least till 6 nov. (:(:

...

POOR DANIEL!!

sobs

haiz.. just now was our official last day in mf. sad man. had presents from beloved classmates. andrea gave mamee, joanne gave julie biscuits & romaine gave fruit plus sweets + note. aww! THAT'S SO SWEET!

the ceremony was ok lah. i thought i was gonna die of boredom there. some more got 2 speeches from the P & G.O.H. boring but had to endure.. so up next we had form teachers speaking about their classes; super SAD! but ms yeo's speech was super LAME lah. she connected our life with christopher boone of all things. LOL. it's like even the 4j people were like "chey" that kind.

so we took MILLIONS of pictures (that's just an exaggeration but it's more than what i usually take) with different people; AK, SK, joanne, romaine, rachel, xin lin, wan xing, chiat yi, yuki, firdaus, amy, lala, qi ying, seow hwee, lizah, adeline tan, zachary, ms yeo, etc etc. too much to say. (: amazingly, we even had a photo for ex-1E students. LOL! like 4 years ady lah. but i love all my classes no matter what. they are filled with warmth, thanks to the kind people that helped me thru. (: THANKS YOU GUYS!

i gave 11 special people some cards aka letters - AK, SK, joanne, romaine, rachel, lizah, amy, li yan, vivien, seow hwee and lala. remember that you guys RAWKK! oh ya, tmr is AK's birthday. but i'm not blogging tmr so...

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN ANGELINE! (:

[she was actually touched by my letter. she even cried yesterday cos she doesn't want us to forget each other. i really hope we don't, like how i lost contact with my primary school friends, even me best friends.]

ok. let's get on with it. after grad ceremony, 4E decided to have a class lunch at pizza hut. but obviously i didn't follow cos i'm still fasting. how the hell could they fit one whole class in a small pizza hut? hmms... hehs. so lizah and i decided to break fast together. never actually broke fast with my friends before. (at least not that i can remember) so we ate at KFC just now.

oh my god. i'm all hyped up about prom already! damn it. this isn't the time. it's time to concentrate on my 'O' levels instead. i must pass with flying colours. (:

oh gosh

you know what? something super amazing happened in school today. last period. it was DAMN TOUCHING! sob sob.

Firdaus actually apologised to the whole class. oh gosh. super admirable. he firstly said thank you for being his friends (or something like that) then he went on to generally apologise to the whole class. after that he started out to apologise to us individually (of course that means i'm included) but in a way such that the whole class can hear. oh gosh. very very touched ok.

why not? we'll be graduating from MF officially tmr. ): will definitely miss my classmates, even if i dislike them or don't talk to them. it's like what the Friar in Much Ado About Nothing said. something about us not knowing how valuable someone is until he/she is gone. really.

I'LL MISS YOU GUYS!!

:(

SOB SOB lah. so little time, so much to do.

DAMN.

...

I'M IN LOVE.

listen for yourself; sayang sayang & ku sendiri. (:(:(:

darn

oh my god. i am on the verge of breaking down. actually not that extreme lah. but its just that SHE is always winning me. what a dumb thing to be annoyed abt. haiz.. im still the same old pettish me. ):

'O's nx wk. DAMN IT! super unbelievable ok. starting off with science practical. then that mdm leau still want us to come back to do mock paper. ass right? our study break already SUPER SHORT. and now she want us to come back TWICE in that short week to do chem mock paper. how unreasonable is that?! so not coming back lah. already planned my schedule as in what and when to study lor.

DAMN.

get lost, son of a bitch!

damn

im so slacking. how to pass my Os?