yay!

to my dearest elder sister HIDAYAH;

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN!

(:

heyy

phew! thank GOD the paper was within my intellectual ability. LOL.

RAHHS!!

damn that BALD-HEADED EAGLE!!

hmph!

heyy

well, so far so good. english papers i mean. but it isn't fair. the fact that before the holidays, the papers are easy but after that is those memorisation kind of subjects. haiz.. that's life.. ):

secrets

i have a secret to tell

no. i have two secrets to tell

ok. maybe three secrets

er. i think i have more

but bottomline is

i have secrets

and i'm considering letting you know

well, maybe my friends too

or the schoolmates

what the heck. the world

but of course i'm not gonna

since they're my secrets

but i feel like letting it all out

i can't

it's still MY secrets

ya. that's right

i'm not telling

but my mind will explode if i don't

hmm..

i'm thinking..

should i?

or should i not?

well..

hmm..

maybe..

or maybe not..

er..

um..

ah..

ok ok

i've decided

and

truth is

i'm not telling (:

or am i?

i guess i should

but i really shouldn't

how now?

well..

maybe 1 little secret won't hurt

will it?

nah. i don't think so

so this is it

my secret

my deep dark secret

i'm gonna blurt it out

anytime now

you're excited aren't you? [lol]

you can't wait can you?

you want me to say it don't you?

my very very tiny secret

this small one

not anything big

but it's small

and tiny

and puny

my secret

wanna hear?

come on then

continue what you're doing

just scroll down

ya

that's it

all the way

do you think i'm lying?

do you think i'm trying to kid you?

are you thinking that this is just

a big

funny

weird

joke?

maybe so

but don't you wanna know?

it's a secret after all, you know

i'm sure everyone wants to know others' secrets

i'm about to tell you mine

so how about this?

you be patient while i type it in

just wait..

i'm gonna type my DEEP DARK SECRET very

very

very

very

soon

can you still wait?

yea you can

that is, if you want to know what's my secret

right?

ya

i'm right

wait a while more

that's it

scroll down

yes

you're getting there

just scroll down some more

you're nearing to getting to know my secret

yes

warmer..

warmer..

warmer..

warmer..

is it just me or are you feeling this too?

the hotness, i mean [double lol]

just go for it

that's right

i'm gonna type my secret pretty soon

after this line

or after the next

soon

and the whole world is going to know

exactly what's my secret

ya

you heard it right

the whole world

getting to know my secret

without even needing to ask me directly

yes

closer..

closer..

closer..

a bit more..

you're getting there

i'm typing it in

just about..

NOW

"soy enamorado con todo otra vez"

there

i said it

it's clear to everyone now

don't you think? [triple lol]

omg

3 words. OH MY GOD. i'm particularly referring to the Japanese students who joined us for PE just now. they were SUPERB, GREAT and EXTRAODINARY. really. they were. their game was the fun-nest to watch. actually, they 'aced' almost all aspects of the VIP Dodgeball game.

firstly, their throw was very very good. you should have seen them. eg they threw the ball only when they reached the dividing line. like, they ran from the back until the divider, then they threw it. (angeline said that the balls were turning while flying but i didn't notice it)

secondly, their strategy worked out well. they all stood at the very back of their court. the VIP hid behind taller guys. (the green shirt VIP super cute! he looked like an elementary school student).only when they got hold of the balls then they ran to the dividing line to throw.

thirdly, their defense was magnificent. to me it was like watching The Matrix, only not in slow motion. it was jerk-y but it was the best defense i've ever seen, honestly. then i noticed that the MF team was defending like them; lying down, crouching, Matrix etc. i think they copycat-ed those Jap guys. totally. cos when we played MF against MF, they just dodged like normal. not as pro as the Japs. haha.

and guess what? i'm in LOVE. LOL. no lah. i don't even know what is the true meaning of love. neither do i know his name. but he's cute (well, at least to me he was). so i called him my "SOULMATE". haha. that's very very extreme lah, calling some stranger my soulmate. but at least only my friends know about it. my message for him (although he doesn't and will not know about this) is "AISHITERU MY SOULMATE". double LOL.

OH GOSH!

TODAY IS YET ANOTHER ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE.

all thanks to the stupid english oral. *hmph*

bleurgh

TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAYS OF MY LIFE. EVER.

shit

shit man. was studying in the library just now with hid and ikah. i don't know why but i think that amk library is so much better than bishan library. yep. cos i've practically been living in amk my whole life. right. so i was studying chem. left the last chapter of macromolecules when we decided to go home. and i still haven't study emath and ss yet. maybe i'll read through the ss skills tomorrow during morning assembly. then emath after this then i study. the rest of chem too. (: & tomorrow is doomsday for me!! *scared*

Answer the following questions.

1.(the person who tag you is ...)- Nora
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) - cousin
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)- nice, pretty, kind, sweet, smart
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)- being a great cousin, if that counts (:
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)- tata titi tutu
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)- not gonna happen sia
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)- er.. im not a lesbian
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)- regret it BIG time
9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)- we hate each other all of a sudden?
10.(the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)- wish her good luck for tmr's mt o lvl results (:
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) - she's just so sweet!
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)- i'm err.. nice? haha
13.(the character you love of yourself is ...)- i guess i'm most of the time optimistic
14.(on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ...)- that i'm at the littlest time pessimistic? LOL
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)- the first lady of someplace. haha
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)- thanx for always being there for me
17.(pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)(TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAME..) -

1. Lizah

2. JiaYi

3. Lala

4. Amy

5. Joanne

6. Peck Hui

7. Putri

8. Samantha

9. Suzanna

10. Roskalreza




(who is no.6 having relationship with?)- she's single from what i can rmb
(Is no.9 a male or female?)- female
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)- they're GIRLS!
(How about no.8 and 5?)- they're also GIRLS!
(What is no.2 studying about?)- er.. what a triple science student studying about lor
(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?)- last wednesday 080807
(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)- no idea. sry Sam!
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)- yup
(Will you woo no.3?)- NEVER. i'm not a lesbian
(How about no.7?)- NEVER also. i'm not a lesbian
(Is no.4 single?)- i guess so
(What's the surname of no.5?)- Tan
(What's the name of no.10?) - Roskalreza
(What's the hobby of no.4?)- oops! i don't know. sry Amy!
(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)- i don't think they know each other
(Where is no.2 studying at?)- Mayflower Sec
(Talk something casually about no.1)- she's a great friend (:
(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)- i'm not a lesbian
(Where does no.9 live?)- AMK
(What color does no.4 like?)- shucks. no idea again. sry Amy!
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)- don't know each other
(Does no.7 likes no.2?)- as friends i suppose
(How do you get to know no.2?)- girl guides & sec 2 classmate
(Does no.1 have any pets?)- birds?
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)- i'm so not answering this

sucker

now at bishan library studying for common test. like no big deal lah common test only but at least it will prove if i've been slacking or not. before we found this spot to settle down at, hid and i went to LJS for our "linner". lunch + dinner. LOL. damn it lah. how i hate the food there. made me want to puke. so in the end i didn't finish my food. lucky its not the expensive one or it would have been more wasteful.

ok. those who are reading this, you might be wondering why i posted using this title. well, basically, this is the second time we've been here for today. first time, we couldn't find a spot. so that was when we went to LJS for our linner. the second time - now - we found a space with the socket. so this is where the FUCKING drama started...

we were sitting down, being as innocent as ever. (haha). we were secretly chewing on the unbearable that hid brought. i mean, who the FUCK can stop us from eating in the library?! we were HUNGRY and thinking of eating snacks to fill up our 'little stomaches'. (haha again)so this IDIOTIC FUCKING OLD UGLY UNBEARABLE SUCKY BITCH came along. [she was on duty to keep the books] she was like "NO EATING IN THE LIBRARY AH, GIRL" and pointing some more. RUDE EH? totally! then we were innocently nodding our heads to indicate that we understood. and we thought that was it. no more warnings. then out of the blue she continued her FUCKING nagging aka lecture. wah that FUCKING ASS HOLE! what a disgrace! she's a malay wearing a tudung some more. not religious or alim at all lah. if only she'll go to hell in the afterlife. its bad of me to say this, i know, but who the hell cares?! she suck. and once someone give me a bad first impression, she/he will give me a bad impression FOREVER. (aka i'll hate her forever) ya. so she's one of those people. well, her continued nagging aka lecture was actually "i warn you if i catch you one more time i'll throw you out". wah DAMN THAT BITCH! SHE SUCK BIG TIME. what if i tell my mum or someone who will complain about her ah? hm.. i wonder. LOL. but true lah. she anyhow say. make our blood boil sia. FUCK HER! and they say that these librarians are kind and polite and helpful. like real! so now we have REAL PROOF that what they say about them is fake and propaganda! ASS HOLE!!

THAT LIBRARIAN SUCKS!! DAMN HER. FUCKING IDIOT. OLD UGLY BITCH. STUPID SUCKY ASS HOLE.

wow. i've said a lot. but i'm not satisfied yet. i feel like hitting her. no. fight the life out of her. (i don't think there's anything like that. just something stupid i made up. LOL.)

HEY BITCH. STOP YOUR FUCKING NONSENSE. (even though its a small bit our fault) YOU SUCK. WHY DON'T YOU PICK ON SOMEONE YOUR OWN SIZE HUH?! BIMBOISTIC BASTARD!!!!!!

RAHHS!!! it's still not enough!!

heyy

so slacked today. ended up waking up to finish reading "24 girls in 7 days". so that's like.. 3hrs of physics time cut off. even when i opened my physics textbook, i didn't go on starting on electromagnetic effects but revised back ALL that i've learned yesterday. but that's ok. because it means that there's lesser topics to study for prelim. (hopefully i can still remember them and not forget just because common test is over)

oh ya, one - make it two - last things for today;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IKAH!

(:

yo

just now in the morning went to school for national day celebration. arrived at around 7.15am? yea. then had morning assembly. next were the performances by students etc. quite cute but not my kind of thing. then that ms yeo nominated me for the best dresses thing. how fake. i think she didn't know it was for best dressed category. just anyhow pick me lor. then i rejected her. LOL. but in the end went with doreen to the back of the hall. they so called eliminated a lot so there were only 3 per level left. yea. went back to the hall to watch the rest of the performance. recollections very funny. then the rest very LAME. really. sing song lah. jump her jump there lah. DOT DOT DOT. but no doubt it was the best national day celebration (for secondary school).

after that romaine and i went to junction 8 to meet angeline and sze khuen to walk walk. ate at SWENSEN'S!! yummy. my dear sticky chewy chocolate. LOL. bought ikah's birthday present as well. cheap but i think it's nice. (:

sheesh

yesterday, me, hid & ikah were supposed to be studying at bishan library after hid came back from work. we reached bishan junction 8 at about 5pm. hid wanted to eat 1st so we accompanied her. on the way to find a good spot, one lady (&her boyfriend i think) talked to us. she asked if we were interested in doing a free hair treatment by silkpro. so me & ikah took some time deciding. (i think they were bored listening to us 'quarrel' to decide)so we followed them up while hid went somewhere else. in the end only i got the hair treatment; they didn't call ikah. sad. but anyway after the scalp check, my hair was shampoo-ed (luckily she was a lady). next up they dried my hair (with a hairdryer). man, after that, i thought it was over but it wasn't. the surveyor (i think so) called me. she asked me a lot of questions about how i felt. so i thought what only. then suddenly the people called me to do an ad. wah f*** lah!! i was super worried. i mean, i know what to say but my facial expressions etc. count ok. & i totally blew it BIG TIME! sheesh. so much for going on tv. LOL. my stiffness showed. my fakeness showed. my nervousness showed. wah DAMN IT!!

habis tu aliff (",) ke sleeq (",) ke classmates ke schoolmates ke taufik (",) ke sape-sape ke kalau nampak ad yang suck to macam mana?!?!?! waaaah!!

...

i've made up my mind. i'll apologise & delete my previous post when u're ok with my sis already. FULL STOP.

...

we got A LOT of homework today. i got extra all because i didn't do my homework previously. like e math and physics. haiyah. why always like that? i hate this school lah. got normal lessons, then supplementary lessons, then extra lessons. got homeworkS, then testS, then common test, then prelim, then o level. seriously, is the school trying to make us die of studying? RAHHS!! damn damn damn.