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Sunday, May 23, 2010Y

another week has past..
started to work on Tue..
not an easy job..

hadn't been using physical strength to do work for so long..
always using mental strength to think and work in school..

only 1 day.. already had muscle ache..
looking for old documents.. invoice numbers in random..
all in those super extremely thick files..
take them from the shelves..
stretched to reach them..
thought the files may accidentally crush me..

even stood on a stool to reach for a file..

after 4 days countless files i had taken out and put in..
and it is not even half done..

on Fri.. when everyone in the company was so happy because tgif.
I'm otherwise.. my heart was crying..

didn't sleep well.. the ache is haunting me in the night..
until sat really too tired. slept for more than 12 hrs..

the person still tell me it is 1 week assignment..
HAH! i guess 2 weeks also cant finish..

seems that I'm exaggerating..
i wonder..
if i was because i am weak..
or it was tough?
and today is Sun..

5/23/2010 05:22:00 pm Photobucket
Saturday, May 15, 2010Y

woa..
it has been a long time since i updated.
rotten already.

as usual.
always mia when sem starts.
forever so stress.
and it got worse this sem.
everything so chui..

exams finally over.
empty.
but happy.
have time to meet up and chill.
slack for 1 week.
meet up with s19 people and other friends.

want to take my passport and go somewhere.

and i feel so old.
start to think a lot.

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5/15/2010 03:26:00 pm Photobucket
Wednesday, July 29, 2009Y

oh man.. left 1 week ++
time flies really fast..
no motivation..
arg..
dont know how to study le..
i will be dead when sem starts..
stress is coming......




sat, 18/7
had a bbq gathering with my cousins..
at one of my cousin's house..

drove there..
the security guard was asking for the car plate no..
i said "i dont know"
she was like, "how can u dont know ur car plate no."
then i replied "this is not my car."
she had to squeeze herself in front to look at it.. haha..
it was so funny.. cos she is ***
i think if i got the "bad guy" face..
she might think i stole the car..

haha.. 1st gathering with them without the adults..
had the chance to see zxian's gf again..
(grandma is so anxious wanting to see her pic.. lol!)
nice gathering..
talked about many things..
like what we had done in the past..
we were naughty boys and girls..



another sat, 25/7
went to s19 class chalet at east coast..
was feeling super sian..
but is good to see them again.. (thou not everyone was there)
ate quite a lot of bbq food..
(maybe cos i wasnt sitting down having the food)
took pics.. oh man..
i looked unglam..
anyway, thanks eugenia for driving us to the chalet and back home..
one comment: her driving skill is better than me..



super emo on sun and mon..
i realise my $50 note was gone..
dont know if i spent it or i dropped it when i took out other notes when i'm in the chalet..
it was my last 50 dollar note..
super broke..



ytd (tue) went for walk walk to the henderson wave with xqing, dia and yu..
maybe the last time we did this is like during sch excursion?
thanks dia for the sushi..
though i only ate a small bite..
wanted to walk to vivo..
but we gave up and took a bus.. ><

went vivo for dessert..
yummy..
i was craving for chocolates and dessert..
i'm still craving for chocolates and dessert (esp cake) now!

wah..
didnt realise until i went for bathe..
kena sunburnt~!
only put my mum's facial sun block on my cheeks..
forgot to put it on my nose..
my nose was red..
my wrist got the watch de shape..
eww...
luckily i wasnt that serious..
scary~~
had a unforgettable experience last time when i got burnt at sentosa..
skin peeling like snake then..



i want to shop for clothes,
sing, watch movie.. but..
i'm broke..
argh..


oops.. what a looooooong post..

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7/29/2009 11:00:00 pm Photobucket
Monday, July 06, 2009Y

oh man..

today is not my day..
registration is in a mess..
4 different modules, 4 different tutorial grps..
i wonder how i am going to rmb it..


feel so eeeeeeemo..

everything is kinda ruined..

alrdy don hav many electives that i can choose..

NOW with this kind of timetable..

more electives i cant choose..

whole day not in the mood..
lost my appetite..

又不敢亂發脾氣
忍...................
好悶啊！！！！！
going explode soon..

so no choice come here to vent it out..
but i guess is not enough..

*trying hard* to look for a solution to it..

it's a bad beginning before the sem starts..
hope it doesnt end badly..

7/06/2009 10:02:00 pm Photobucket
Tuesday, May 26, 2009Y

slacked for 1 mth already!



getting lazier..



像個寄生蟲



吃、睡覺、看電視、看小説、看 youtube, using facebook, ...



sometimes don really feel like going out..

coz going out = spending money..



i think i am 阿宅

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results out already..

waited till morning then logged in..

with all the grades shown on my laptop screen..

i shocked tio..

terrible grades..

quickly went to degree audit to see my cgpa and gpa..
luckily..got improved..
..
..by 0.01 or 0.02..
better than nth..
previously was so worried that my gpa will fall..

我要繼續加油！！

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5/26/2009 01:26:00 am Photobucket
Tuesday, May 12, 2009Y

back with some updates..

slack for 1 week again..

went out with dia, qing and yu on sat..
had dinner at clarke quay..
went strolling after dinner..
admiring scenery..
took pics..
haha..
*lazy to upload pic*

went jogging ytd..
i'm weak..
jog for a while..
kinda cmi
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this is the result of not exercising for almost 1 year..
bleahz~

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5/12/2009 11:03:00 pm Photobucket
Monday, May 04, 2009Y

1 week past lo..
slack slack slack..
go out a few times..

go for threading.. *ouch!*

go for hair cut..
kinda short..
but feel lighter..

drive the car.. (after 1 mth..w/o driving..)
to shop, to hav dinner..

to library..
borrow 2 books..
hope can kill some time..=X


later will start to look for a job after that..
hope can find one..

this is also part the "killing time" activity.. lol..

5/04/2009 09:40:00 pm Photobucket
Monday, April 27, 2009Y

After 106 days...

it's time to update..

not a nice semester..
got extra module to take..
boring..
busy..
not easy as before..

14 weeks + 2 weeks exams..
1 sem like that gone liao..
that's my 1st year of uni life..
so fast that i didnt notice that i have finished my 1st yr studies..

exams ended..
3 mths of holiday..
feel so broke..
guess i need to work..
hope i can find one..

i need so many expensive stuff..
i want..
a overseas trip or trips if possible,
a new handphone,
a new mp3,
laptop case.
and perhaps new clothes again.. lol..
我太貪心了 ><

need some exercise..
feel so unfit..
wait for wenqi to finish the exams..
we shall go jog and play badminton..
hope 不是說說就算了

today is my birthday,
thanks for the presents, card and smses.
心中的感謝放在心里
didnt really celebrate..
too tired to go anywhere..

people are so happy tat they have finished their exams..
but i have a weird feeling..
我這個人真的很矛盾
previously before the paper i was so excited about what i can do after exams..
but now, 心中的大石一直放不下來，
有點讓我喘不過氣。
好悶。
lost..

this precious 3 mths..
i must cherish..
cos' i will have a tough time ahead..

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4/27/2009 06:38:00 pm Photobucket
Sunday, January 11, 2009Y

1st week of the sem..

tired..

thermodynamics lect was...
*ahem*
the lecturer is funny..

the rest of lect was ok..

but there is so many things need to study and rmb..
i guess my brain is going to explode soon..

i'm still so slack..
weekends suppose to do my tutorials..
but i ended up.....
slping the whole afternoon on sat..
(because there is a cockroach in my room on fri night,
made me couldn't slp well)
*guilty*

i don't like this sem..
maybe because of the electives..
haix..
really hope this sem will pass fast
but at the same time able to cope with my modules..

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tutorials starting this week..
lab starts tmr..
busy busy busy..


stay focus!

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1/11/2009 11:26:00 pm Photobucket
Wednesday, December 31, 2008Y

Last day of 2008

2008

1st time taking a temp job..
spending 自己賺的錢
the feeling is so different..

getting A level result..
pondering what course to study..

got into ntu..
meeting new people..
new study environment..
independent learning..
tough for me..
a challenge for me..

learning to drive..
getting a driving license..

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1st uni exams..
result was ok..
hope i can maintain this kind of result until the end of 4 yrs..

left a few days to the new sem..
another round of hard work..
have to really settle down and conc on studies..

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later going eugenia's house..
s19 gathering..
hope it will be fun..
long time nv see s19 ppl le..
hope they are fine..

still thinking if i shld drive anot..
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2009 is coming..

希望家人、朋友
身體健康
天天開心

希望自己
學業進步

sounds so old fashioned..
anyway,

HAPPY NEW YEAR

新年快樂

12/31/2008 03:50:00 pm Photobucket
Sunday, December 28, 2008Y

今天有突破
drive on expressway 4 times..
2 times on AYE
another 2 on PIE/KJE

driving on AYE was quite alright..
on PIE was quite scary..
abit lost when i came to the PIE and KJE junction..

pedestrians freak me out just now..
at jurong west..
there was a ______ (liyun hates) wanted to cross the road when the car was so near..
i was forced to slow down..
but the traffic light turn amber!
bo bian hav to accelerate..
wah piang eh!
thou i'm still a new driver w/o much exp..
shldnt complain much..
but..
pedestrians, pls look out for cars when u wan to cross the road illegally..
it's for your own safety..
and for my precious license..

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less than 24 hrs will know my exams result le..
no confidence..
very scared..
all the best to my frens studying in ntu!
good luck to all of us..

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12/28/2008 09:34:00 pm Photobucket
Tuesday, December 23, 2008Y

Sunday..

1st time to s'pore flyer..
good experience..
a different view looking at spore town..
(night scenery will be nicer)
but..
there construction site..
building marina IR..
kinda ruin scenery..
i guess that was time i took so many photos in spore ba..
we took 120 plus photos in 1/2 day..

from inside the cabin..
to the mini garden at the flyer..
to the road outside the flyer..
to the corridor outside marina sq..
to MOF..

initially wanted to go outside suntec to take more photos..
but after eating bento + dessert..
very full.. --> very tired..
resized photos. (photos too big..)
more photos in facebook.

12/23/2008 06:21:00 pm Photobucket
Monday, December 15, 2008Y

argh..

lousy me..

raining yesterday..
windscreens are not clear..

drove to aunt house..

in multistorey carpark..
found a slot..

doing reversing..
only notice the red car beside it..
didnt realise there was a pillar..
car boot hit on it!

now the car boot got a small dent..
tot the paint came off..
lucky it didnt..

careless me..

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12/15/2008 07:51:00 pm Photobucket
Saturday, December 13, 2008Y

today went to bugis with liyun..

long time no see..

i got myself a bag and clothes..

feel a bit broke..

still got mp3 and hp..

still considering if i shld buy mp3 anot..
dono which one to buy..
creative mozaic? or what other else?

12/13/2008 11:19:00 pm Photobucket
Thursday, December 11, 2008Y

2 years in jc..
1 strand of white hair..

gosh!
ytd found another new strand of white hair..
1 sem gone..
1 new strand of white hair grown..


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2nd week of sem break..
slack ah.. 3 weeks left..

lots of things to buy..
clothes.
bag.
mp3.
hp.

going broke soon..

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12/11/2008 04:35:00 pm Photobucket
Wednesday, October 29, 2008Y

time to update..


still quite stress..
but not so emo le..


flooded by quizes..
and there is 1 more to go..
sianx..


started driving..
1st time wasnt a good experience..
kena scolded by my dad..
cried under my blanket..

2nd time..
drove the car without my dad..
not so stress..
and it was much better than the 1st time..

i guess it is better not to hav my dad beside me.. =X


really looking forward to hols..
only 1 mth of hol..
i tot can go thailand with my aunt and cousin..
but jan starts new sem le..
nvm..
that 1 mth will be for me to charge my batt..


but before that..
exam period..
no study break.. (i desperately need the break)
wish me luck..

2 weeks left..



had to reject her bday invitation..
sorry..
u guys hav fun k..

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10/29/2008 11:48:00 pm Photobucket
Thursday, October 02, 2008Y

hate this..
hate this..
hate this..


almost all the entries are emo ones..


i guess this is a place to express myself..


today isnt my day..


wasn't that emo at 1st..


when i'm alone..


waiting for that stupid bus..


starting to 胡思亂想吧..


鼻頭痠痠的..


took out my phone..


wanted to sms someone..


but cant think of anyone to sms to..


put the phone back in my bag..


the bus came (at last)..


stone-ing in progress..


then someone called..


mixed feelings..


at least there's someone to talk to..


but at the same time feel like crying..


maybe becos i can have someone to talk to..


thx for that phone call..

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*feel left out*

10/02/2008 10:35:00 pm Photobucket
Tuesday, September 16, 2008Y

i know i shldnt waste my time coming online and post whatever stuff..
but this is 1 way to express myself..

wearing a mask where ever i go..
so many things i wan to say..

a lot to say..
yet..
is not easy to find someone to talk abt it..

is not like b4..
now..
hav to think very hard b4 i say a word out..


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i always complain to her..
"ahh... nth gets into my brain.."
"so many things need to do.. blah blah blah.."
she asked me y i choose this course..
sometimes i oso asked myself the same qns.

feel so stupid since i went there..
become 遲鈍..
learning things so slow..
gave up very easily..
this is not me..
wasnt like this in the past..

suddenly feel that i am 不自量力..
don hav the capability still dare to go there..
沒有這麽大的頭就不要帶這麽大的帽子

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you said i can do it..
sorry to say that i still cant convince myself..
i will try..

but before that..
i need to find back 原來的我

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9/16/2008 07:56:00 pm Photobucket
Saturday, September 06, 2008Y

yea.. i'm back!
busy with sch work..
no life --> no update


Today is my driving test..
the waiting sux..
making me so nervous..
but when i was inside the car..
i felt better..
more relax..
warm up was good..
the inst said i can pass..
build up my confidence..
after warm up is another waiting again..
very nervous..
gosh! i got the test route to teck whye.. *faints*

the test began..
thx to the L plate motorcycles behind..
i can no need to E-brake..
doing circuit during warm up and test was better than what i did during lessons..
everything went smoothly..

surprisingly..
not many cars at teck whye today..
and not as many ppl as when i hav my lessons..
but zebra crossing at teck whye lane almost failed me.. ><

got demerit pts when i went out..
for all the checking...
blind spots, mirrors..
all those stuff that i usually missed out..


Lucky me.. I PASSED..
now can conc on my studies le..
no need to learn during wed and weekends anymore..


CAs are coming..
starting next week..
must really work hard..
give me the motivation to study!

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9/06/2008 06:22:00 pm Photobucket
Sunday, August 17, 2008Y

enough of uni stuff..

driving test coming soon..
abt 3 weeks more..
had my last stage lesson this morning..

didnt do well..
got a lot of demerit points..
failed.. (if is the real test)

but at least my circuit was better than before..
1st round on the road was ok..
not much of a prob..

lose pts when i was doing 2nd round to teck whye..
alot of cars, alot of ppl..
and the traffic lights..
pray hard hard that i wont get this kind of situation for my test..

need more revision lessons..
and pass my test for once!


*back to serious work again*

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8/17/2008 07:17:00 pm Photobucket