I checked my profile today, just to see what it said. I noticed that I was 250 years old. I wondered why that was, and found that somehow I had managed to put 1757 as my year of
birth. Odd. I have no idea how that happened, but my age is now faithfully and accurately recorded.
Since being an apartment manager, I have gained a greater sympathy for fish. Even when the blinds are drawn over my little apartment window, I can see the shadows of people who pull up to my door. They hover, probably reading the notice I have posted, debating about whether or not to knock, even though it is after 1pm. If the blinds are open, and they can see into my apartment, then they don't even bother to read, they just knock. So, to have a life of my own, I either must run from my home to elsewhere, or shut all my windows and doors so no one knows I am home. This gets kinda depressing.
I hate having the curtains drawn. I love natural light. When I have my dream home, I want automatic curtains that open with the sun. Also, I love people. I want friends and family to feel welcome in my home. I love it when they stop by, just to say hi. Unfortunately, when you manage an apartment complex, the ones that knock on the door are not there for you. It is all about business. They knock, I answer. The first words out of their mouths is always the same, "Sorry to bug you outside of office hours, but. . ." They work, they have school, they sleep till 2pm, they don't know how to write their need and leave it in my box, they simply must know right away if there are openings for fall, and is there anyway now that they are here in person that I can make an exception?
Sunday I had a wake up call. For some reason (maybe it was our exciting and
exhausting Saturday) I couldn't hardly keep my eyes open. Tired doesn't come close. I woke up ready to go back to sleep. Daniel, of course, was a little ball of energy, and I had to stay awake because Scott had early meetings. It was all I could do to wait until Danny was asleep. I put him into his crib, and crawled into my bed. It was 11:30am. Church started at 1pm. I told myself I would just sleep for an hour, and then I would get ready for church. I woke up to someone knocking on our door, and I woke in a panic. I rushed to find my robe, only to have Danny wake up too. I hurried in to get him, hoping I could get him back to sleep. Scott (who was the one who knocked) came into the house to find me rocking Daniel and shaking at the same time. It was like I was in shock. . . and it was 12:30pm. I calmed down enough to get ready, and we went to Sacrament. After church we went to my parents house, where I was able to sleep, knowing someone would watch Daniel. All I could think about was . . . if I get pregnant and need to take a nap, how am I going to be able to sleep when people are constantly knocking on my door? It is worse to be shocked awake when you are in a deep sleep, than to not sleep at all.
Hopefully we will be able to find ourselves a different situation before that happens. If we are still here, I know I will find a solution. Maybe a big DO NOT DISTURB sign will work. . .