Life of A Freaking Fantastic Fangirl

Seoul 2016. It was freaking hot like holy shit did I just experience hell on Earth. Lesson learnt, don't go on holiday when it's summer. You'll get darker and crankier. Next up. Osaka! Can't wait.

Bawang Rangers  Jalan Raya with them. Super fun and kecoh especially our singing in the car. Hahaha.  Till next year!

 Sampul duit for this year. Potterhead for life! Team public transport. Funniest thing was that mak requested for this picture to be taken. So random lol. My mentel pose with my baju raya. I absolutely adore it. So simple yet so pretty. Like me. HAHA 3 years at ICA, 3 years of raya-ing on the first day. Wonder if the luck will continue next year. Hahaha 

How do you stop caring when every fiber of your being screams otherwise. What's wrong with me. I wanted to write a long post but... I'm tired. Tired of always making decisions. Tired of always texting first. Tired of always asking and always getting rejected anyway. Just tired. What's the point of being friends when I only get to talk to you maybe an hour a day and every time is not a good time to text. I've known you for 2 years and I get to spend lesser time with you than someone who has known you for maybe 2 months. It sucks. It really does. But I doubt you understand how I feel; the crushing disappointment and the bitterness. Gonna get a new heart.

Somehow I'm popular with guys these past few months. Hahaha not trying to brag or anything but it gets kinda annoying and is actually quite a burden when I don't actually like them back. Well, I know I should probably try to get to know them before passing judgement but I really can't seem to get myself there yet. Something is defo wrong with me. I realised I need a guy who has a sense of humour and will get my jokes and laugh at them or at least roll their eyes. Will I be single forever... We shall see. But I know my heart is stuck. Haiz.

Ok so it was just two shifts but seriously, the odds of me doing with them is so rare, you'd have a higher chance winning a million dollars. With Izzy Wizzy 2nd night shift at bikes 2 with Izzytan and it was a Sunday morning which meant traffic wasn't crazy so we could take our time to reset lanes and talk cock. Hahaha !!!! Finally did bikes (or anywhere for that matter) with Tasniyyah. It didn't even register when Izzyan said I was doing with her. Lol  To more good shifts! The suite life of Bawangz MBS staycay with them. Got a suite and the moment we opened the door, we were like so jakun, running and exclaiming how big it was. Hahahaha. It was fun and we defo need more staycays like this.  Here's hoping the rest of 2016 is just as good.