hi guys.

long time no see. yah i finished exams for a week liao. but i was busy playing, watching vcd and doing things tt i restricted myself from doing during exams that i didn't update. actually, i did watch vcd and play during exams also... i will die if i study all day lah. but i do those one hour study one hour play... maybe it sounds very 'playful' for an exam period, but i guess that's the limit that i can set for myself.

during this exam period, i realised something about myself: i can't sit still. i will die if i read for more than an hour each time.

during this period, i also keep deceiving myself. deceiving myself that work one hour, play one hour, studying depends on quality, not quantity.

during this period, i successfully deceived myself to believe the above fact. and i still believe.

during this period, i also realised that studying too much math in jc will really kill you. like my first paper, organisational behaviour and design. it's not tt i never seen the past yr papers before. it is not that i nv think about how to answer the past year questions. i realised, i really really dunno how to start an essay. or rather, i dunno whether i should write in essay format either. i was staring at the qn, i wanted to write the ans, but i dunno how to start. you can't start by "Poverty is not blahblahblah...". i will never finish the paper. this is not GP. and somehow, looking at the lined paper, it seems that you HAVE to write in essay format. starting with "The ways to motivate a person are: (1), (2), (3)..." seems so scientific. this is not science, nor math. after much consideration in what seems like a little time (since time is precious in exams), i decided to write scientifically. i dun care that my answer is not nice, not grammatically correct, not a fanciful essay. i just wrote what i think, like what i do in math. i dunno if this is the right way to write. but pls, i have no time to think of a heading, a body and conclusion. and there goes. i wrote in the same way for all my papers.

before exams, i am afraid i will stare blankly at the questions the next day, at a loss of how to ans. i even dreamt that i would stare blankly at my biz law paper. during exams, you would be there, thinking, you can't fail this, cos it counts towards your honors, even if you are at a loss what to write, you will be anxiously flipping books, hoping that you would find an answer there. i happily copied here and there from the book, at the end of the exam, i dun even noe whether i ans correctly, or whether i should have copied. i would think sadly, this is not math, there is no right and wrong ans.

after exams, you would be worrying about seeing your results. i do not wan to see them cos i am no longer certain of the grades that i would get, unlike math. nutting is right nor wrong, it's your luck, and whether you argue with reason. i do not wan to see them also because i felt that i didn't work hard enough, also because i felt that i most prob had done badly.

funny how no matter before, during or after exams, you would worry about the next thing that will happen.

during this exams, i realised how guys study. i wonder last time how guys dun make notes, they read and read, and they say finished studying. cool. cos i did that this exams. i realised i will have no time to make notes. just reading would take up all my time. i also sort of realised, making notes really doesn't help, unless u have lots of time to write and read your notes after tt.

during this exams, i really realised that consistent work will really make your exams easier. consistent reading at least.

but after all this, i am still wondering. is quality really better than quantity time spent on studying? don't be too hasty to say yes. did you ever try it? how do you know it is better?

how can people study 8 consecutive hours per day? is it all spent on studying? i did 8 hours, but not consecutive... i read for 8 hours, with breaks in btw, 8 hours is excluding the breaks. at the end of the day, my head really aches manz... like after i absorb too much info, my head says it can't absorb anymore. really. i really think those pple who can study consec 8 hours are crazy.

and now, i am still worrying about seeing my exam results. i haven even been on the website to see how to get results. can you believe it.

aiyoh... my shoutbox always spoil one leh...

wanna say to esth: haha i posted before i asked ya... =P

okie. motivation....

after exams i wanna watch movie: harry potter (hehe tt movie i watching with someone le), and i wanna watch sky high (looking for someone to watch with).

wad else? i wanna go cycling, eh, go k box, go play pool. other sports are welcome except running ahha.

things to do after exams: helping lian with the new hn manual, doing jnco admin stuff, coordinate jnco course, wait for exam results, maybe register subjects or wad i dunno. ahha.

yeah, and my schedule for the 2 months is out!! can start yue me heee.

last day of exams: 15 nov
jnco course: 26 - 27 nov
gg to bangkok: 2 - 6 dec
jnco trg day: 10 dec
jnco: 14 - 19 dec

booked for esthie: 30 nov & 1 dec

haha, all dates from 16 nov till start of sch (i think ntu start of sch is same as jc bah. i dunno) i am freez... except for dates mentioned above. HEE.

wah i feel like i end exams liao. in actual fact haven't start. HAHA.

A new perspective.

I often wondered why my mum so li hai can work and iron clothes and even cook dinner. So while I was ironing clothes today, I thought of perhaps a reason why. It was out of love for the family. Ironing may be some crappy job that you spend time over... but...


My experience of half a year's worth of ironing my whole family's clothes:

At first, I thought it's argh, a stupid job. Waste my time. Why can't guys iron for themselves. Why is my family so traditional. Why must girls iron for guys. (I am always for men and women are equal perspective, maybe not in certain areas, but certainly housework is an area where both are equal) Why is it my job, not my bro's not my dad's. I take a looong time ironing, and I am irritated everyday by this stupid fact that I had to iron clothes and wash clothes everytime I came home.

After some time, after I quit my job, I started to schedule so that I iron on Thursdays and Sundays. (For all who tried to ask me out on Thursdays, this is why I cannot meet earlier than 1 or 2 p.m. haha. For all those who tried to ask me out on Sundays, this is one reason why I don't really like to go out on Sundays.) Thursday being a day free from school, Sunday as well. So I do not need to iron in the middle of the nights everyday... And I ironed faster, 5 minutes or less a piece... And I started to iron as fast as I could to reach some sense of achievement (I know this is stupid, but then if there's no rewards, I also dun feel like doing it sia. So this is how I keep myself going) I would count how many pieces I ironed in how many minutes. lol.

Nowadays, I couldn't be bothered to count. I am back to why am I ironing dotz... So my answer would be, cos' this is my mum's job, if she's not here, somebody gotta do it. She ironed for me for so many years, it's time that I help her iron for the family. It's like doing her a favour.

So today I gained a new perspective. But then I don't think I am ironing out of love for the family lah. But I think if next time I start my own family, I also want to do that, and that time, it will be out of love. =)

Okie. I gotta stop crapping and go play some maple story and study a little. hee.

heyo! long time never post again. was busy with a series of projects...

oh well, exams is in 2 weeks. but still got a presentation tml. had to dress in formal attire. oh manz. hai me have to go buy formal attire just for the presentation. I just bought 2 sets. haha. Then no need to go buy liao. so mah fan.

sianz. sore throat today. chao sian diao. haiz. gotta go do my homework again.

wanna say to wei2 and airen, we go out after exams k? we share jason's pres k. when wei's exam end? nus later than ntu right.

wanna say to my dear NA teamz, we go out after exams k? esthie when u coming back, dun keep us in mystery lah. er, is NUS exam later or SMU. haha. I guess SMU exams ends in december right... we go cycling again? with esthie lah... ahha. or go k box. or wadever. and our dear eggy. what u wanna for your bdae? (haha does egg read my blog.... =P)

so seeya guys all after exams!!!

haiz.

today is another very sian diao and bad day. loaded with the millions of projects and deadlines to meet... this wk, so far i stayed back everyday for project, except today... if tomorrow can't finish have to do during weekend...

today is tutorial day, as all wednesdays are. computer lessons were cancelled cos' my tcher was sick. oh wellz. for the biz law and econs tutorial, i was completely lost. biz law i was supposed to be presenting with 2 other girls on tutorial 9, but i was at a loss of wad to say, cos i didn't do it beforehand, and i was already lost in the tutorials before. oh great. i guess i better start reading the textbook.

econs, being a subject that i have learnt before in jc, was like greek to me too. i didn't attend the lectures, but for the microecons part, i was still understanding, till his macroecons part, i started getting lost... and weirdly, i was supposed to be better at macro. i totally looking blank at the tutorial.

i really need some order, some discipline in my life. after like 2 complete months of studying, i am still not adapting well to the uni life. perhaps cos' i never really do my tutorials consistently before in jc either...

my class people now, either they do a lot of reading and all their tutorials, or they are clever enough to understand thru the lesson. me? i am neither. i often wonder if travelling time was the problem, but i guess people who travel further than me also had time to do everything, so everything comes down to me not being able to discipline myself to settle down and study.

university, is a life people say is more relaxing, in a way, ya, you do have a lot of free time and all, but all those free time is for you to do independent mugging. and on top of that, it's for u to do projects. and university, the teachers no longer care whether u have a million things to do, it's just that you must complete it. no matter wad.

oh well, i just need to go back and think about how i am gg to carry on from now on. it's one month to exams, and it's not good to be always 'smoking' my way thru classes... like in the end never learn anything.

okie. i am back. now talking about my toothache. eh. well. i guess it's a bit cos the wisdom tooth is slightly out of place... last time got pain b4... my mum says it's cos' too heaty then pain loh... then i think the back gums swollen, so can't close mouth properly (means can't bite stuff, can't talk properly lahz)... so now only reduced to like swallowing food... can't really bite, then try to eat more fruits (soft ones like watermelon), no fried stuff, blablahblah... hopefully it cures by sunday loh. or else i got 2 presentations on monday, doesn't help if i can't speak properly right. somemore one is group pres, later hai my whole grp score badly...

okie. eh. i guess tt's all. and my internet is back again, thanks to my mum haha. i think i really can't live a day without internet. bored to death.

heyo! it's 2 days past my bdae for now... the story of my bdae (haha esther can dun read le i type for ya to see b4)

I woke up at 8 plus... haha, sorta cos i forgot to set my hp to silent mode and quite a few sms came in wishing me happie bdae. lol. but i guess it's cos' i set my alarm to 9, so that i can test my net connection (well i spoiled my router cos' i changed some settings the night b4 my bdae) and log in to my game (utopia) before the war ends if anyone understands tt. lol.

well, the net wasn't working, so i went over to my grandaunt's house to use the net... stayed a while, ate lunch (which was like porridge cos my stupid toothache, still going on now)... then went over to sj hq to hand in something, and went back home. fish came over my house for a while b4 we headed over to the dinnerplace together...

oh, sort of, when fish called that she's coming my house, i suddenly remembered i forgot to wash the clothes, and realised that all my brother's uniforms are not washed and iron for the next day... lol. so i went washing clothes and ironing all the rest of the clothes that was not ironed... I remembered i ironed like 12 pieces of clothes in like 40 minutes... (lol, I always count how much I ironed cos' I wanna feel a sense of achievement after that...)

so i was sunning clothes when fish came over my house... haha. then after that we went over to city hall to meet up with cw and egg... then we went nydc (yup, cos my toothache, billy bombers steak will probably choke me if i dun bite on it haha) yup, then we decided to go secret recipe to eat cakes (oooooh cakes! i love their cheese cakes!!!)...

well, so I told them I wanted them to help me buy mascara (is that how u spell it) for my birthday... and a FIR cd (the newest, recently like I am into their songs, but somehow I have no prog to d/l and I am too lazy to find one) haha, so we went to some shop to try on mascara... like i dunno how to put, so mitch helped me (yah mitch came halfway thru dinner)... oh, very hard to put lah. lol. i think too much of a hassle till i dun feel like putting next time, anyway, with specs, mascara doesn't show much... oh. then cannot blink (like contact lens liddat)... haha.

okie, so we went home. (next day got school at like 8) oh, and cw bought me a pres for my 2 bdaes (last yr and this yr) haha... nice necklace from poisson rouge...

oops, my mum cut watermelon for me, i gotta go eat. continue later...

hee. i have thought of putting my schedule here so people can book me for gg out. (friends lah, not guys...) cos very sianz i always have to repeat to people lah. seriously my schedule for school very fixed one...

so this is my school timetable.

mon - 1030h to 1430h
tue - 1030h - 1230h
wed - 0830h - 1730h
thu - no school
fri - 0830h - 1230h

okie. sats and suns are only free if my mum isn't coming back on that particular weekend.

for next week, thursday morn and aft is taken by project by far. and my mum is coming back next weekend. =)

okie. now for the blog entry of today...

today i sleep like a pig. like i slept at midnight yest and woke up at like 11, then slept again at about 1.30 and slept till 5.30. so basically, i slept a whole day. also dunno why. my eyes just very tired... maybe cos i slept 3 hours the day before... then still go out till so late...

keep eating and sleeping. i feel like i just woke up now... though my eyes still tired. my dad says my eyes like a bit swollen. aiyah. tml still must wake up early to go bird park with my grandaunt. haha. feel bad to turn her down leh... supposed to go her house sometime this week, but i was too busy, all the free days packed. yup. so i need to wake up like at 8...

yawnz. still feeling sleepy. i need to start on my ab105 tutorial... i vowed i will read my biz law text (yah i bought a new one... 31 bucks. i gotta go on diet to pay tt) so tml i must bring my biz law.....

okie. so tt's all for today.

hi. today dunno why feel very tired... last night i totally blank also. i think junyang was telling me something about sj, i sort of couldn't digest his words. haha. then today a bit blank also... everytime sleep at 1 wake up at 6 days, then sitting my dad's car to school, somehow i think is lack of sleep or something, i wun feel too well by the time i get to school. i think partially a bit carsick...

today is another of those days. just now headache lahz, but after eating like dunno how much millions of food (okie, it was not so much, but it was quite a lot considered to normal 19 yr old girls)... no more headache lah, but still sleepy state. i was feeling damn sick when my dad drove me home lah... car sick bahz. then today i sort of sadz cos i lost my biz law textbook in school lah... very sadz cos it's brand new (okie i haven read much of it), just highlight a few pages, then i was damn demoralised with the subject that i was determined to start reading the text... so i brought to school today, cos i will arrive in school half hour early, can read mah. but then i very sleepy dunno why, slept for the half hour instead... haven't read. wanted to read during weekend, then now lost loh. dunno izzit i not fated with biz law or something. want to study then lost the text. crappy...

very sadz loh. and the stupid text is 30 bucks for a new one... maybe half the price for a second hand one... but then i dun wanna get some book with millions of writing on it... dunno leh. most probably i will never find the book le... i guess i will go and look at the second hand deals... though i nv liked second hand books, i guess cos i never had to use one before, cos i am eldest and always get new books.

haiz. wad a day.

aiyah. very stressed now le. i can't focus to do homework lah. sianz leh. and this sem is supposed to be the most relaxed. how am i supposed to cope later on. sighz.

still have the biz law assignment left. i chao sian. i dun feel like doing. but then no choice leh. tonight must try to finish. or else tml cannot rush tutorial. SIGHZ. very fan leh. i even skipped the sj zone mtg today to make sure i have the mood to do my assignment, or rather, to have the time. aiyah. very sian lah.

then i becoming chao fatz lately. eat so much. all the clothes cannot wear liao lah. superb lack of exercise bahz. haiyah. life is so sianz. especially when many friends around ya not the super can trust kind, just those meet meet see see tutorial mates. lucky got mitch ard lah.

then i got quite sian of travelling here and there also, but i still like the comfort of my own room at home more than the hostel lahz. haiz.

like the earlier post, nowadays i realised true muggers reside in this very society. i do admit at some point of my life, (when i was in primary school) i was a mugger as well. but then now i am certainly not one. i do remember in pri school, i completed homework before the teacher even taught the topics, competed with my friends to see who finished more, scared of losing to other people in terms of doing hw, and even, bluffed my friends i finished till page 6 when i actually finished till page 10. extreme yahz... i guess after entering a 'branded' sec school has made me lose my fighting spirit, cos no matter how i mug, somehow many others will be better. after crying over failing my first exam ever (i rem was literature), i guess, i became quite numbed to failures and treated them like an everyday affair. i guess i was in a happening class in sec3 and 4, so nobody was really that mugger lahz, so no pressure there.

go to jc, when the people from secondary schools most of the better ones went there. then the mugger phenomenon started to appear again. u see some people mugging at the study tables at break and lunchtime. there are super muggers in my class who complete all tutorials, or go home straight after school. yeah, but i wasn't tt affected.

now to uni, (more selection of best pple from jcs and polys) u see muggers EVERYWHERE. u dun see people mugging at tables as frequent as jcs maybe, but everyone does all their readings and their homework. and they can spurt out the textbook as though they ate them for lunch. (lol, maybe i am being a bit of over exaggerating over here...) in summary. many muggers do exist on this very planet, or even this very island of Singapore. you do not see them perhaps, cos they are all mugging at home and in their halls.

okie. so, end of the procrastinating... (is that how u spell that)

boo! it's been another month since i updated. (some people eagerly waiting for news. they gg to kill me if i dun update haha)

yeah. just to mention, my mum might be popping into the house from airport anytime now... temporary stay as usual, she won't be back permanently till december...

alright. so. this week is ntu september holidays, also known as recess. (no we dun keep eating during the week haha) of course. holidays means free time, play, relax, do your own stuff. most importantly, it means no need to rush tutorials!!

holidays in university is not as sacred as it seems. holidays means finish-your-project time. of course, as compared to my dear airen, (who said she has 10 projects at one go in my shoutbox, which is totally scary and crazy) my projects are nothing actually. but after like a 'projectless' half a sem, projects started flooding in like air rushing from a place of higher pressure to lower pressure. (physics huh?) i've got like 5 projects now. 2 to be completed within this week (individual work), 2 to be completed perhaps in 3 weeks' time (group work), and another project, which we almost know nutting about, is due in 4 weeks' time (grp work as well). cool isn't it. talk about the PW in jc days. now i have 5. but of course it's not quite as complicated as the one in jc, and i must say it's certainly more interesting (duh, like i did my PW on cold war, what can be more boring than history).

and did i say, mugging is everyone's life in uni. the people in uni are SCARY. they rush and finish homework like they never done homework before, and mind you, the 2 projects this hols, some of them already finished as of now. i didn't touch the projects much till last night. i was freaked out by the people around me, you can say that. i did my report until like 1 a.m. scary. now i need to finish another biz law assignment which is like 20% of my course grade!!!

oke my mum is back. post again later.

Hi! It's me again, after a million years.

Alright. Uni life is still the same, just still can't get used to the independent system, after being spoonfed for 12 years or so. Discipline is some interesting thing required in this independent studying, which I don't really possess. Haha. Don't say SJ should have disciplined me. Cos' it's a totally different thing we are talking about here.

For the past paragraph, you would have realised it was crapz. Yah, why am I here? Cos' I am too bored from studying econs. That I wanna sleep. Haha. So here I am, typing crap to keep myself awake for some time.

Oh wellz, it's funny how many people you know are actually in the same university, and perhaps the same faculty as you are in. Seems like everywhere I walk there's TJ or DHS people. That's seriously how small Singapore is. And how small NTU is. (Though it's the biggest campus) And I wonder why I haven't seen airen at all. Weirdz.

So. Let me think. What should I talk about. Yup, I got my laptop. And got another laptop also... Bought 2. Cos' my mum wanted to buy the other for my dad. Quite a good idea, he won't be operating in my room till like 1 a.m., and finally I will be able to sleep in peace. Of course, his constant question asking won't stop, but at least he now has the equipment for him to practise whenever he wants to, hopefully one day he will 'learn how to fish, instead of giving him fish'. Cos' nowadays me and my bro do help him do his office work, cos' he's seriously a computer idiot. Of course, old people, you need to teach 5 times, then he will know how to do, and maybe tomorrow he will ask you the same question again. So you can guess how exasperated we are sometimes. And that's how the shouting matches begin (mind you, it runs in the blood)...

Alright. I gotta think of how to start cracking for econs (boring subject)... lol. Oh and how to go about starting the planning of the JNCO Course. (or else jy will kill mez.)

Oh yah. just to mention. i lovvveee my laptop =P

a million yrs nv update again. poof! sc appears again from under a pile of dust that was covering this website.

oh wellz. the reason why i so free now, cos' my mum is back for the weekend. as usual. so i no need to do housework. etc. etc. etc. yes! and i am enjoying every moment of this weekend, not only cos' no need do housework, but also cos' i haven't seen my mum for the past 3 wks. went out shopping.... discuss uni stuff. tml going out dinner for my bro's bday.... early lah. his bdae on national day. well, am i glad that there's no sj this weekend.

alright, uni life has started. for some people who met up with me last week, knows that i was rushing the open house project.... doing up like 8 posters with photos... then last saturday was pop. pretty regretful now cos i didn't spend my last wk of freedom happily. lol. oh wellz.

though i always like to hang around with sj seniors, do sj stuff, and enjoys filling my empty saturdays with sj training and activities, i guess i am glad that it's this weekend that i am free and everything. and sometimes sj do post some kinda of a hindrance, although i have always told myself that it should affect my social life as little as possible, and my schoolwork as well. like now i am thinking of joining karate/taekwondo. oh wellz, 2 trainings per wk. and i am betting that next yr i am training competition teams due to the lack of nursing trainers.

of course that's not entirely the problem. part of me hates running and stuff, which forms, i guess most of the PT of any other sports cca. and next to that, even if i have no sj stuff, no meetings, etc, i wouldn't want to stay back till as late as 6.30 p.m. just for training till like 9 - 10p.m. maybe if i stay in hostel then i won't mind that much. can slack in hostel (or study for the super study freaks) before training, and reach hostel back after training early. but 1.5 hours of travelling for each trip is not my exact happy idea about getting home from ntu at 10. that would mean reaching home at 11.30p.m. which just means, late. which just means, i will miss my tv. which just means, i will be tired. which just means, i have no time to do my homework. so it's a lot alot alot of considerations there.

and did i ever say, i never expected to buy textbooks in uni. never. and here i am, with 5-6 textbooks, when i am only studying like 4.5 modules. (the 0.5 module is no exam one, just those resume writing etc) and uni is just expensive. super expensive. and finally i understood why people need to buy laptop in uni. cos the amount of lecture notes is.... flooding. my printer is gg to die soon if i print so many million things. and ink too. money money money. oh and laptop is cheaper in uni, everyone heed my advice and always buy it in school. it's much cheaper, with that i mean more than a thousand bucks cheaper. and lots of free upgrades too. i always thot that i will never get my dream laptop.... cos' it's just too expensive. but at uni, it becomes affordable and the specs upgrades to what i want. fujitsu s7021 =) alright. it's the cheapest fujitsu laptop among those on sale from fujitsu. i almost can't believe my eyes. lol. but yah, i finally convince my mum that i really want that (instead of the IBM ThinkPad T43)... eager anticipating my laptop to come.

alright, me gotta go teach my friend tuition le. post another (millions of yrs later) time.

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hi! i am so sorry... a million yrs never update. well, after the last post, i was busy preparing for annual leisure camp, on top of that there's work and of course the basic housekeeping tasks... so sort of lost the time to type journal. on free days, i just feel like slacking, shop a little, playing games, dun feel like updating journals. looking forward to every weekend... especially those that my mum comes back... it's quite boring when i don't tell my day events to my mum... so nowadays i email her... keep her in the loop of wad's happening to me and at home...

now i am more free... no more rush to wash clothes cos' my brother not having school... so no need to wash his uniforms... tt's why i am sort of updating... looking forward to end of this month so i finish my job liaoz... can play 1 month.

actually was thinking dun learn driving is okie lah... but if i happen to have extra 1k savings from my job, after paying for extra for my laptop and perhaps save some money for my handphone next yr... i most prob will learn... learn private... slowly learn loh.

so any dates in july is alright... except for 1st and 2nd for now... booked by sj le. haha. oh, all saturdays are booked by sj, sorry to say. on weekends that my mum is back is also booked. i am free on the rest of the days. hee.

now egg is enjoying herself in israel. so cool! haa. oh... me gone. coming back when i free again...

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Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life.

What's Your Expression Number?

You Were Actually Born Under:

Fierce and courageous - you are the king of every situation. You pounce and attack, until others give you want you want. Daring and magnetic, you inspire others to follow your lead. And while you're wild at heart, you have some hidden soft spots. You are most compatible with a Horse or Dog.

You Should Have Been Born Under:

Resourceful and practical, you are a quick thinker. You are very observant - and it's hard to get anything past you! A total perfectionist, you are especially picky about looking your best. You're a big dreamer - such a big dreamer that reality can disappoint you. You are most compatible with an Ox or Snake.

What Year Were You Born Under?

Your Dominant Thinking Style:

Exploring You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name. You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs. An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles. You show people how to question their models of the world.

Your Secondary Thinking Style:

Modifying Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability.

What's Your Thinking Style?

Your SAT Score of 1320 Means:

You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush You Scored Lower Than Al Gore You Scored Lower Than David Duchovny You Scored Lower Than Natalie Portman You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates

Your IQ is most likely in the 130-140 range

Equivalent ACT score: 30

Schools that Fit Your SAT Score: College of William and Mary New York University Boston College United States Naval Academy University of California, Berkeley

What Does Your SAT Score Mean?

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American Cities That Best Fit You:

65% Atlanta

65% Honolulu

55% Chicago

50% Austin

50% Miami

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

so crappy.

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mitsuki Gosetsuke

What's your Japanese Name?

i am so bo liao.

Your Birthdate: September 29

Your birthday on the 29th adds a tone of idealism to your nature. You are imaginative and creative, but rather uncomfortable in the business world. You are very aware and sensitive, with outstanding intuitive skills and analytical abilities. The 29 reduces to 11, one of the master numbers which often produces much nervous tension. This is the birthday of the dreamer rather than the doer. You do, however, work very well with people.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

yah i am nuts.

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

haha i am weird!

Your True Birth Month Is August

Sauve Romantic Attractive Observant Loves to joke Easily jealous Easily angered Learns to relax Loves to dream Thirsty for praise Loving and caring Brave and fearless Extraordinary spirit Careful and cautious Independent thoughts Angry when provoked Loves to make friends Sensitive but not petty Too generous and egoistic Takes high pride of oneself Loves to lead and to be led Thinks quickly and rationally Knows how to console others Poor resistance against illnesses Firm and has leadership qualities Talented in the arts, music and self defense

What's Your True Birth Month?

not true one!

Your #1 Match: ESTJ

The Guardian You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker. Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them. You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities. Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done! You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

Your #2 Match: ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done. You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings. Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you. Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

Your #3 Match: ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

Your #4 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

Your #5 Match: ESTP

The Doer You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second. You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown. Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor. You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you. You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

What's Your Personality Type?

interesting. okie. gotta slack ard a bit.

You Are Pretty Logical

(You got 50% of the questions right) You're a bit of a wizard when it comes to logic While you don't have perfect logic, you logic is pretty darn good Keep at it - you've got a lot of natural talent in this area!

How Logical Are You?

haha. fish scored higher than me! man, fish u should take accountancy! lol.

is this true? haha. sounds a bit crap.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Inner European is French!

Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.

Who's Your Inner European?

Yeah! I like French stuff. Though French is a bit hard to understand.

Your English Skills:

Punctuation: 80%

Grammar: 60%

Spelling: 40%

Vocabulary: 0%

Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

dun laff. my el is this bad.

Your brain: 40% interpersonal, 160% visual, 100% verbal, and 100% mathematical!

Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers. Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious: Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 68% on interpersonal You scored higher than 96% on visual You scored higher than 86% on verbal You scored higher than 79% on mathematical

Link: The 4-Variable IQ Test written by chriscoyne on Ok Cupid

Yeah! i love looking for tests on other pple's sites to take. haha.

Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody


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nice anime!! hehe.

housegirl.

from today onwards, i will be the housegirl. cos my mum flew to bangkok to work, she will be there for the next 2-3 months, coming back every 1-2 weeks, but only for 1-2 days. so. i am officially the housegirl of the family. of course i dun do all the housework. i will die somehow. haha. i just need to wash clothes, sun clothes, iron clothes. and if i am at home for dinner during dinner time, i will heat up the food (catered) using the microwave. (cos i guess my dad dunno how to use that machine. and my bro is too busy playing comp games.)

okie. and my dad, the housedad. he will be boiling water when there's no more left. urm. maybe help me sun the clothes when i sun it early (which i doubt, today i was sunning clothes at midnight. i noe there's no sun, but tml got mah! wind can help dry clothes also.) oh. and today no ironing to do. already so jialat. i took a total of 1.5 hours to wash and sun, and iron 2 clothes. haha. my ironing is super WOLS. nvm, practice makes perfect.

and my bro. well. he no duties lah. maybe to heat up the food when i am not at home during dinner time. haha.

okie. the ultimate housegirl needs to zz. tml got work. gone for now.

Your dating personality profile: Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life. Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Wealthy/Ambitious - You know what your goals are and you pursue them vigourously. Achieving success is important to you.

Your date match profile: Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Adventurous 2. Athletic 3. Wealthy/Ambitious 4. Practical 5. Liberal 6. Religious 7. Traditional 8. Big-Hearted 9. Outgoing 10. Sensual

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Practical 3. Adventurous 4. Athletic 5. Traditional 6. Intellectual 7. Conservative 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Big-Hearted 10. Sensual

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haha, think this incredibles test quite interesting. from the fish again. haha.

today i had a great day. i didn't really watch tv the whole day. i slept till 10, alright that was late, then i also forgot what i really did for an hour, then i ate lunch. then i started surfing net for ipods and mp3 players, and mobile phones. then i played a little of age of empires, and did part of the proposal for a game in alc. alright. now i am watching tv showing nkf charity show. woohoo. i think i will play another round of empires.

it sounds like a great relaxing day at home. now i finally understand why working people enjoy sundays so much. it's totally delicious.

oh and i feel like i have accomplished something after finishing part of that proposal. now i finally understand why my bro enjoys playing games. though i dun really like his games, but i have my own set of games. haha. no matter whether my games are slow, easy, and idiot proof, i still enjoy them. no need to be exciting, haha. for people who still dunno me, i can't play lots of games cos my reaction is damn slow, and i am game idiot, and i can't understand some cheem games. and i always lose fighting those kinda stuff, even sonic the hedgehog i also play tails, while my bro is sonic (cos' tails die how many times also nevermind. hahaha) i once started playing final fantasy 8, but i gave up at the first place cos i am too lazy to train my character. (tt's the reason why i can't play many rpg games, i give up halfway. lol. maple story also, sianz of training.) well, i do play pokemon, have to train also, but nvm, cos i only play tt when i am off for holiday in other countries every year. so it's a 'yearly game', and i played for dunno how many years liao, i haven complete the pokemon red. HAHA. maybe i will start playing utopia soon. i quite like strategy games. haha.

hrm considering to buy the tian long ba bu show, i think it costs 60 bucks. hesitant cos i need to pay for the new naruto set of vcd. oh well. and i am spending too much these days. i think i gotta start eating bread for lunches. haha. okie. gotta go teach my bro phy. poof! *sc disappears.

Grown Up.

Today was AFA re-exam. Or rather, exam for the whole Corps except the Sec 1s.

After today, then I realised how much I have grown. In these few years of SJ senior life. I think it is very stupid lahz, but I think I feel good.

OKie, today this morning there was a meeting in DHS, which I thought was 9 and actually was 10, so I missed an hour of sleep. Alright that's not the important point. Most of the seniors were at this meeting and we were supposed to be down in HQ for exam in the afternoon. The cadets were supposed to be there by 1330h. So, I left the meeting early to go down to HQ to book a room for a meeting next week, as the Admin Officer closes at 1. So it just happened that I was the only senior (next to Serene who was the invigilator of the theory, or rather later became the CPR examiner) there when it was 1330h. (as the rest of the seniors finished meeting late and had to rush down). So seeing the very messy cadets situation, was pretty sianz at that type of scenerio, I made all of them fall in. Then somehow, I end up coordinating the people going for the various examinations for our Corps. (cos' the rest was eating) Seriously I didn't know there was a DO cos no senior appeared at 1330h to take the cadets, (yah, junyang was there maybe 1340h, but he couldn't be the DO mah, haha) so I just scheduled and planned, keep pressing for the zone people to get started with our Corps. (duh, cos they delay our time by at least half hour, and East View SS Corps waited for 2 hours in the morning before they could start the exam, and Greenview was still queuing to take CPR, and Chung Cheng pple, who came at 0900h, after 4.5 hours, are still taking the exam. sounds great isn't it?) Aiyah, so I ended up coordinating, and I am amazed at how well I could coordinate nowadays, maybe too experienced being a DO cos' my batch little people and had to keep doing DO. Haha, it's just me, or Chee Wee. Take turns huh? (Even last year jnco also take turns, we just passed over DO duties in the morning parade to each other every day, except fourth and fifth day. lol)

So anyway, I just keep on coordinating, and I didn't know there was a Duty Officer for today. Whatever, I felt pretty stupid, cos' by right Year 3 liao shouldn't be doing such stuff, let the younger ones do it. But on the other hand, I was communicating quite alright with the Zone people to coordinate stuff, which was something I never expect, cos' I don't like to talk to people outside the Corps usually. Maybe OTC, SNCO, and getting involved in the Zone Comp this year did help in this area. Perhaps cos' I know them all, coordinating became easier. I think when I was Year 1, I will be like Yanqi (DO today), don't dare go in find the Zone Staff Officer or something. And I, being a person who usually keep quiet, even when there's problems will try to shut up, wait and hope someone will bring it up, usually not very initiated to do stuff, suddenly presented the other side of me today. I took initiative to find the officer to get our Corps into the exam room, asked whether some people can take exam first, etc. Maybe cos' this time I am with SJ, seriously in school I don't do that. I will keep quiet, wait for someone to say the problem, or someone to volunteer to go this kinda stuff. Even when I was in Yr 2 as a senior, I wasn't those type who will speak up. But this year it seemed different. Perhaps cos' I am older (it comes with age?), so I am more willing to speak up, less afraid to get slammed, etc.

Seriously I am surprised at myself today. Cos' like I said, as a Yr3, I usually leave all these kinda stuff to the younger ones, so I don't really feel the difference. Difference of me growing up. Perhaps God wants me to know about this thing that I improved in. And now, I can finally say, being a senior in St John has changed me.

alright. computers really does some harm to ur head. crap. i was working overtime today to finish up a set of data, checking the dates of each item, and writing down a second date for each item from the computer. it's 6 pages long, but i only took half, my other colleague did the other half. the numbers on the page (the paper) are so small. and there are 15 entries per page on the screen, searching for the right one is so tedious. every item is represented by another set of numbers. i was looking till i am cross eyed and felt a bit sick looking so hard at the screen. oh well.

to think i said i liked numbers tt's why i wanna take accountancy today in my smu interview. lol. the interview, in my opinion didn't go quite well, i guess they can sense that i am not actually very enthu about joining smu. i feel like i was going around in circles for the interview, keep saying the same things, cos i didn't go for any open houses nor talks. just read up about the courses before i made my choice whether ntu or smu was better. seriously, i think tt's the most i can talk about for any uni course, cos i think if this is ntu interview i would have nutting to talk about. although i chose ntu. how to say, it's only cos there's prestige in their certs and also i got the feeling that i like it better. lol. sounds like the way i chose my sec school.

okie. i still feel a bit sick looking at the screen now. gotta go bathe and watch tv. then meet ser online for some sj stuff. oh well.

the girly me.

haha. yesterday i pierced my ears and did my eye brows. haha. oooh. the girly me. i loved all the beautiful studs there were at bits 'n' pieces, but could only choose the round plain since i need to go back for sj stuff. oh well. but i guess round plain looks nice. not too complicated, to me, it looks quite mature too. lol. hope i get to play some game tonight.

hi. after a million yrs of not updating my blog, i am finally here. why am i here. cos i think i am pretty troubled.

let's not mention the troubles thing first, now i will be focusing more on my nick today: a gigantic rat jumped on me. scary.

no i am not being sarcastic, nor am i exaggerating. it's true. somehow, ever since the construction sites came up around my house area, there's been lots of rats. i remember once i was talking to sheng lian at the roadside downstairs of my block, and a rat-like thingy brushed past our legs. then i saw a shadow of black stuff running into the contruction site. then sheng lian was asking me, wad was tt? i said, it could have been a cat, but from the shadow of the shape of the tail, it looks like a rat. "a rat? there's rats here?" i guess we always prayed it was a small cat, but more encounters have confirmed our suspicions: it is definitely a rat.

many a time when i walked past the bus terminal (a air conditioned container actually) that is near my block, i will see a rat jump out from somewhere on my front right, to a hole under the terminal. the first few times, it seemed pretty shocking to see a lump of black fur jumped out and go into the hole. but after a few times, i get used to it. i knew there was a rat hole there, i knew a rat like to jump out from the right at that spot to go into the hole.

but somehow today, i was walking home alone today, then i reached tt very spot where it always jumped. i was thinking about some stuff, when suddenly on my right this black rat, the size of a small kitten, with a tail of goodness knows how long, flew past me. i know rats are not supposed to fly, but it jumped so high (at least my shoulder height) from those quite tall green dustbins around. i guess if i walked 2 steps faster, it would have crash onto me. yikes. it was so sudden i can't really scream, i just eeekkkks!!! and made a stupid jumping motion so that i won't step on the rat. it was pretty scary. especially when the rat is so big.

then i was telling practically everyone in my family about the rat encounter. so my brother told me his share of rats stories. which sounds pretty interesting.

for the rats jumping out and into the hole part, he has seen quite a few cases of it. so he told me a funny story about this particular rat. one day, he was walking past that bus terminal as i described. he heard some noise made by the rats, then he turned towards the noise. he says that he saw a rat looking at him right outside that supposedly rat hole, and the rat was staring at him, and he stared back, and the rat's tail was like waving (i think maybe not waving, but i dunno how to describe.) then he stared back with a "if you come over, you are dead" look, oh well. i guess he walked away after that. but it's pretty amusing that they were staring at each other. lol.

end of rat stories. pretty tired. =)

eh this is very cheem. I just don't seem to understand what it really means. I only agree with the insanity part. haha, i am so crazy...


You are the Moon card. Entering the Moon we enter
the intuitive and psychic realms. This is the
stuff dreams are made on. And like dreams the
imagery we find here may inspire us or torment
us. Understanding the moon requires looking
within. Our own bodily rhythms are echoed in
this luminary that circles the earth every
month and reflects the sun in its progress.
Listening to those rhythms may produce visions
and lead you towards insight. The Moon is a
force that has legends attached to it. It
carries with it both romance and insanity.
Moonlight reveals itself as an illusion and it
is only those willing to work with the force of
dreams that are able to withstand this
reflective light. Image from: Stevee Postman.
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hiyo. sorry guys who are reading my journal, i have sort of stopped posting for several ages.... cos' I was super busy with all the crappy stuff like i said in the previous post... promise i will come back and update more once the zone comp is over. super busy every day... from morn till night... hehe. sorry to disappoint you all loh. haha. esp those who check everyday or something and finds nutting here. for all those who wanna date me out... (not guys lah, i mean friends) hehe, must book me fast loh... haa. okie. now i shall disappear for the moment and come back maybe in a week's time to update all the crap that has happened to me. hee.


crazy girl salene

Boo! After another long period of not posting, I am back again. Just to update about me and my life, I have found a job! Admin job, mostly data entry, and the best thing is, it's 5 minutes walk away from my house! No transport fees needed.

Alright, I have changed many nicks till now, for the one today, me just not feeling too good loh. Dunno why, maybe cos' sore throat, then give me a feeling me gotta get fever liddat... And worst of all, I feel sleepy all day. (I didn't take any medicine leh) But nevermind, guess it's gotta be okie.

Ooh, and going to get my results soon. Heard it's on 7th March. Yikes. I wish I will never get my results loh, I gotta flop GP and Physics. And the bad thing is, I haven't chose what uni I wanna to go. SMU? Or NTU? Seriously SMU is a great advantage, at least I wun be tired out travelling, but somehow I am not quite confident about their Accountancy Course. (Yah I have decided to take Accountancy) And also, I haven't heard anything, nor read anything about SMU courses. Their promotion of their school and courses seems super quiet. NTU, on the other hand, I quite like what I have read, and I sort of have a good feeling about going there, and their Accountancy course is quite good and reliable since they have the course for many yrs. Aiyah, but the travelling time very sianz. (I seriously wonder how Serene does it, she is some super girl or soemthing) So other than courses, I am seriously considering hostel life also.

Hrm. As for my life in SJ, I think I gotta be super duper busy for the this month and the upcoming month. I suddenly realised after work, I am too tired to bother about SJ stuff... And I don't really have much time to work on my stuff except on weekends. So recently, I realised I have promised quite some projects... Or rather, taken up many projects... One is being ODAC for ALC under Serene(Oh man we are going to meet each other yet again on many occasions, so much so that we are going to look alike, and getting mistaken for sisters...) another is doing Zone Comp (20 March) with the Zone Committee(Logistics officer I think. No idea, they are always so last minute), and another I am advisor for the Meet Parents Session on 12 March(Not so bad cos' I am only advising), and I just got to know I am HN judge for Mock Comp next Saturday morning, and I am a speaker in AGM next Saturday afternoon. And I am going to work 9 hours a day, 5 days a week. Oooh. I suddenly realise I am very busy. Haha. Hrm, I think packed schedule somehow makes life more fulfilling? I am crazy... but somehow I think that way. *shrugs* On top of all that still got Comms Wing. Hrm. Reminds me of when I was in Yr1...

Okie, next up, I have started a crazy mania over folding paper stars. Dunno for what, just to pass time loh. Guess now also no time to do that liao. Hehe, now egg, now you know how privileged you are to get me out to church on my only free day next week? Heee. And for the rest, my schedule is like mad this few weeks, so if you wanna ask me out, need to make advance bookings. Ooh. I am mad liao. Gotta stop all this crap. So seeya the next time I post again!

hrm. when i am bored...

You Have A Type B+ Personality

B+ You're a pro at going with the flow You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity. Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

just happens to be the same as my blood type. funny. wonders if this thing is abt blood type.

how true... =)

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things. Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments. You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it. You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle. You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

it's after v day. whatever.

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 80% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

sianz. my mum just stated tt i can't learn driving. cos' she calculates and say tt the uni course costs 5000-6000, laptop costs 2000-3000. overall, utimately, she just going one round around all the bushes that she's spending so much on me already, still must pay for the 2000-3000 driving school fees? then she says her opinion is to learn it after uni, nv say why. so btw the lines, she is saying, after uni go work and pay for ur own driving school fees lah. duh.

so utimately go to uni is to get a degree, earn money and get out of her hair. great reason to go uni.

haiz. end of whining. okie. let's say i should earn and pay for my own fees. feel less dependent this way. after all, the feeling i get is i would have to work thru uni to get my pocket money. oh well. i shouldn't have asked her or expect her to pay for my driving fees. it's so awkward. it's like 2 months nv ask her for money. and it seems like it's just natural tt i am supposed to pay for my own expenses now. even if i am jobless. i guess if i no more money, she also will say cos i good for nothing stay home and watch vcd all day, nv find job, and nv sweep my room's floor. and on and on and on... everyday her content of speech includes sweeping floors. one day nv sweep will die liddat.

i just wanna lay on my bed and sleep. argh. this way i wun waste a single cent. isn't it great? seriously, this is the best way to save money. once i step out of my house, i will spend money. i always use this mtd when i am out of cash... *shrugs* eat bread for breakfast, lunch, then dinner my mum will cook/buy. or eat breakfast, dun eat lunch. or eat bread for breakfast, eat maggi mee for lunch. all kinds of crappy saving money mtds. now i guess i am getting crappy. i shall stop here.

great, i feel better after typing.

hrm. after some serious consideration on the answers. i changed my answers a little. haha. this is more like it.

You Are 17 Years Old

17 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

aiyah, no matter what, i act younger than my age lah. and i look younger too. pple thinks i am in sec school. everyone says, "huh, u going university this year?"

haha, when i no work... got plenty of time to do stupid things. well, is this a good or bad sign?

You Are 12 Years Old

12 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

hiyo! so sorry me nv update my journal often one. hee.

today is one day i can relax at home! hehe. well, way to go on relaxation. me just quit my job at home 'n' office. well, was transferred to raffles place branch for like 4 days then i quit liao. well, me buay song the job. first day there, they keep telling me about cleaning all the shelves and items on the shelves. wah liew. the whole day, not much people came in anyway, basically they dun need me at the counter, nor do they need me to attend to customers. all that floats in my mind was, duh they just need a maid. i was pretty qi kei the whole day, lucky daphne was there and gave me a job to do, so i was spared from all the cleaning. but the word 'maid' just tagged to my mind like a fog filling up the whole brain. i felt so idiot tt day tt i was crying.

so second day it was cleaning day, and lunch time told them i wanna quit after friday. never felt happier at that time. and i never look forward to another as much as this. basically at raffles place, though the working hours are shorter, time passes by very slowly cos' there's not much souls in there, and i dun talk well with my 2 bosses there. ever since i started working there, just felt like some autistic person tt dun talk all the way. guess i am quite happy to get out of this kinda life. my aunt was also another that dun talk. really arh, i was wondering, are work all like that? don't talk, do your work only, dun do extra, dun try to be clever. sounds like life is so boring in this case. i rather have meeting all day. well, whatever it is, i am jobless now, but i am quite happy.

talking about meeting day, yesterday was one meeting day. really arh, sj gg to become a meeting cca liao. lol.

so basically i am free from now on. yah. and i bought a new set of vcds. so happy. wondered if i should go learn driving or look for a job. haha. aiyah i gotta watch tv liao.

after another long time... i update again.

well, working? okie, now i just become more unfeeling during the whole course of work, shut up dun talk too much since my aunt dun like to talk just like my mum, and dun slack too much at the counter, siam away from the counter when possible, usually just walk in circles around the shop to find things to do. well, acting busy is what employers want after all. i start to believe what my aunt said (my grandaunt's daughter lah), you shouldn't do too much things, or try to act clever, just shut up and do the routine, you won't get into trouble. basically, i rather have office job, got colleagues to talk to or something, if not i will be alone, no need to talk to anyone. it's just irritating when there's someone next to u, and u have to shut up and dun talk, because u scared u will irritate the person. this kinda life is just so sianz. rather be alone all day. after all, i am quite a loner. planning to quit by end feb and find a job a week or 2 after i get my a's.

driving. planning to take theory next month, basic lah.

i realised i haven started on newspapers. i must start soon. yikes. i must not repeat the gp paper experience again. tt's if i still plan on taking uni course...

uni course, accountancy or business? or major in one and minor in another? cheem lah, this uni thing. basically i need to find out more... start applying for scholarships? though i think no hope, still prepare lah, at least make the effort to send out.

bought the vcds at 40 bucks. but a little cut off like my grandaunt's set at the end, but suan le lah. after all i paid 30 bucks less, and the rest of the show is great. thinking of buying another jue dai shuang jiao tt is based on the story by gu long.

got to the airport to jie the pple from perth. sadly to say, i am gg back airport tml to see laura off. haiz.

a long time passed. well. what happened to me after jnco? work, work, work. busy,busy,busy. so, next to working, i have worked on a project as OIC for Mr Goh's retirement party. lots of thanks to serene for helping out on the project. as for what happened so far? eh, i dun rem liao. anyway, haiyah, partially i am feeling quite sian cos i missed seeing the Yr1 NA team before they went through the departure gates today to perth. Haiz, I shouldn't have slept so much, shouldn't have slept so late, and shouldn't have bothered about my hair, and I maybe would be able to catch them before they pass through the gates. Haiz. sleepyhead.

today i started comp training the small NC. wah, teach home nursing from scratch. i am so bored, i see they are so bored. but we have to learn it. sadz. well, this trg is for 2 weeks. at least, i am their temp mentor for 2 weeks.

next, newest post for sj: comms wing deputy in charge, serene is the in charge. haha. i was telling my mum i went out with serene today again, meeting a while, and she say, why are u always mtg serene? haha, so i have to explain to her my new post in sj, and everything else tt accompanies it, like how the wing works... for pple that are foreign to this, it's a new wing set up this year, to promote sj in community, and in dhs. sort of, to make our presence known around lah. that's a very general view.

okie. what else? i am thinking learning driving. but i am too lazy to start applying? and i dunno whether i wanna change job. this job, good in a sense that i work 3 days a week, perfect for learning whatever i want, perfect for slacking, and also perfect for starting to get into sj mood. plenty of time, next to the days that i am working. bad in a sense, working with your own relative is really not a good idea. actually i never really cared about this fact, till yesterday. guess cos i blundered something on sunday... then my aunt got quite angry with me. monday she become quite cold to me, then i just happened to have flu, so my voice is a bit hoarse and low... guess she buay song, so she started saying i sound rude. well. what to say. so i am very grumpy today. guess pple are right. i should look for an admin job with higher pay. even if the pay is the same, i will work all the same. it's just, if i change to such a job, i won't be able to commit as much to sj, and wun really be able to learn practical driving. next to all these, it's not easy finding such a job either. well.

thinking about lots of things. thinking of people. thinking of a person. thinking and longing for a guy by my side... thinking... feeling sianz, feeling lousy, feeling down. not in the mood for anything. on the other hand, it's good that finally, finally, i am able to blog. perhaps the next entry is going to be a long long time later.

and today, i saw a set of vcds i wanted very very much! but the whole set is 68 bucks. i wasted a lot of money le. dun wanna waste more. gotta waste all my salary away.

i forgot what i wanna type. aiyah. too sianz. i wish i had more time to myself. i wish tml, i will slack at home all day. i wish i will sleep late for once. haiz. all these have to wait till sunday. cos' sunday then no work, no sj, it's tv, tv, tv. i just wanna laze at home.... ever since i started studying for a's, i haven done tt. i just dun wanna use my brains for a day. slack. eat. sleep. watch tv. best is if i have my fav vcds.

i am starting to crap. cos' i haven done that on computer for a long time. it's a rare event that i am sitting here, typing all i want, not for sj, for an hour or so. okie, my typing is not so slow lah, i was watching tv along the way, so i forgot some stuff on what to type. aiyah.

and that idiot flu thingy just wun go away. sux. nan de tonight i am free, should do the accounts for the party. sianz. off i go off to chat and crap. if i ever get the mood, i will do accounts.