Hey guys, It has been awhile though. i think it is more like few years.

I realise I few things about life especially meeting new friends. There are really few types of friends or rather friends with different personality and behaviour. Sometimes what they say and what they think its the totally opposite. As a matter a fact, you ought to be careful especially dealing with such people. I had a friend, actually I learn alot of stuff and more of his personality. He is superior and thinks that he is always right, or rather he does not have sufficient information which lead to his conclusion. Despite that, he discriminates and always contradict with what he say before and now. When he was talking to me, I felt that he is supporting my side. But his action tells otherwise. He is just like them. You are the type of person who just one to fit in the majority. You like attention and yes attention you get. But trust ? No. Probably the majority favours you, but to me I disagree. I always tells myself that do not trust someone that easily and yet you have the convincing looks at your face. Kinda agree that looks can be deceiving.

Pulling a joke on someone, is fine. but all the time would be rather overboard especially you had a conversation with her that you disagree with the majority. What kind of person are you ? which side you are on ? I really would like to say this to your face and tell you that you always contradicts yourself. Having power and might does not mean you can take things for granted. Respect if you must.

Speaking of taking for granted, I think being too nice isnt all too good. I like being nice to people, I couldnt help it coz its my nature. But someone taking for granted is not. I think its my stupidity that I always offers people help and always offering things to people without thinking of myself. I tried hard not to be that way, but I dont know why i have this empathy that I need to do this way.

Okay I think I am weird. Anyway end of blogging ! cheers and smile !!!

Feelings

I wish for many things, and most of the time it came well not all the time but I think I am just contented that it came. Although it is insufficient but still I am glad it reached me. I have many things to say, many things to write. I always reflect on my past which sometimes drag me down. I felt like I am no longer hopeful. Dreams are dreams. Achieving is another thing.

As I grow older, I became more wiser, more alert and focus. Still I am worried. How will be my life in 10 years time ? Will I be successful ? Where will I stand ? I always ask myself this question. What is really going to happen to me ? I am afraid, terrified. I don't like the future and yet it is exciting to venture in.

So this picture represent Mei Theng "busy" eating. Look at her. Eat so much yet she is still a toothpick. Ah yes, today we went to 1utama for shopping and last minute decision for a movie. So both of us planned to eat BBQ plaza but unfortunately there isnt a BBQ plaza according to the directory and after 5 min its also fortunately that MeiTheng saw the banner of BBQ plaza near by. So we are like O.O. Anyway, we had out lunch at Seoul Garden. It is a buffet steamboat lunch of a korean style. So we ate chicken, chicken and more chicken. Also we ate seaweed and more seaweed and more green stuff. Lol.



This picture shows MeiTheng is happy with her lunch thats why she is smilling and she is abit sot sot because since morning she have been calling me darling. I realise that 1utama got alot of couple including lesbian couples. I was really surprise to see a mother holding his son's butt and waist too. So... it is so weird. As for the lesbian couple, yeah the girl is pretty but the mate is like a guy but not a guy. Small inside how to be like a guy. Concluded that 1utama got alot of less mate so..... its dangerous especially*ahem* going out with meitheng to 1u (shhh she might turn to be one when she is in 1u). This is because she often going to 1utama where by i could suspect her being a less as she called me a darling. Too bad, she had her baby in her phone i mean baby as in a guy, guy.... Oh crap ignore it.
Anyway lunch was very feeling and had ice cream as dessert. Too bad we did not have ice kacang. xD. So we rush and haste ourself to the cinema. Since we left the restaurant at 2.40pm and the movie starts at 2.40. Definately we had to RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway did a stop in the ladies room and do out business ! Lol.


Okay, So you see a very dark picture right? Yeah i took this in the cinema while its still dark. So if you would like to click on it. You can see "what????!!! LEE MEITHENG AGAIN???!!!" Well well, since she like to pose so much, I let her pose in the dark ! How nice I am ? =)

Its the end of the movie. So there is nothing for me to elaborate about this darn picture.


Oh yeah good news people. I Finally................. RENEW MY DRIVING license. I mean i got the permanent driving license. YESHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET RID OF PROBABTION MAN ! WOOHOO.
So technically after the meeting for half hour in monash with my management group poeple, I had breakfast with tsi yin and immediately head to JPJ which I got no clue where it is. So the story starts here now.
So i went using the NPE way hoping i could get there using my secondary school road. But very unfortunate that the road turn out to be one way street and also no entry. So, I couldnt pass. So i make a turning to my left as i saw a roundabout hoping to do a U-turn but *a$ la* its not a roundabout. I had to make a turning to my left to the state where I kinda got lost as it is like a maze and all the roads are one way street. Ended up, I did few turning going round and round. Thankfully, I finally manage to get somewhere heading to JPJ. I do not know where is JPJ exactly till I saw the road sign. So I follow accordingly. As i go straight on the road, I saw chemical lab and court and etc etc and finally at the end of the road. There is NO JPJ ! I was like WT*. So i turn in and look around still no building but an empty park lot with fence . I was like "WHERE IS THE BUILDING??"
I ask this kind gentleman uncle for direction. He said, its IN there. I was stunt and blur while i was there earlier and I could not see the building. So i went in again and somehow it is hidden deep inside with the huge tree blocking the view of the JPJ building. I was happy and glad as I found the building. This is because...................................... My probation driving license expired on that day itself. So later I renewed it and paid RM 90 for 3 years. There goes my money =.=!
Quite content with today's day. Interesting and fun.

Night people.

I seriously have no intention to put my picture there. I just feel that I want to put my picture to tell you guys how much I did not change at all. It was a random picture that I pose. Comparing the past and the present, maybe appearance wise I may not change but the attitude and the mentality obviously matured (slightly). I think majority of my friends are much more mature than they used to be. So, It is a good new.


So I was having my Economic lecture at Auditorium 2 by Dr. Dorgan? Or something. Haha. Seriously I was really bored that time and here are some random pictures I took. This picture below, is a sign of boredom. Espcially the girl who refused to be taken or else she will sue me. So basically its a quiet snapshot. As for the guy in red, I dont know him. Dont bother.



I am still having my lecture and seriously most of the slides is not in the blackboard and I couldnt do much about it because he is abit boring thought. Oh yeah did I tell you that, I didnt sleep for this lecture? Even though it held at 1 pm which is not my productive time. There is one good explaination that I can give is................................................. i slept an hour ago before class. =)

Wow its getting late. I gotta end this post now. cheers and happy studying people.

p/s is stressing out though.

Freedom

Most of us wishes freedom. But what does freedom means? Fly like a bird and go where you like? Tell you something flying like a bird have its consequences. What will it be? There are few possibilities, for example who knows one day you will got shot by a hunter and you die. Maybe somehow caught you and caged you. Who knows? So are you Still thinking of flying far? Nah. I dont think so. I am sure many would like to be safe and secure and yet also have the freedom of flying around in an secured area. Not too far but somewhere near.
You are lucky if someone overprotected you. Why? At least you have a family that always care for you and support you. For some unfortunate children, parent are dead and became orphan. What do you think of their life will be compare to yours? Some way wish to have them rather than freedom that you always dream of. I think is that we should be thankful..

Many said that I had too much freedom. Maybe yes, maybe no. I felt that my freedom is rather much limited. Maybe because how I have been brought up. My mom was strict to me that is why I sometimes know when to limit myself. Yes its true that I could drive everywhere I want. Go anywhere I want. But I never been into a club before why? I also do not know why either.
I have to consider many things if I ever need to go out without parents. What are they ?
I have to care for my safety. Driving cautious to avoid accident. Beware with my surrounding. Malaysia is not exactly safe to go about alone especially girls. So just be careful at all times.
And IF touch wood something happen to me, what is gonna happen to my family then?
I cant be so selfish and always care for myself. I need to consider others too.
So, I think one day we probably will have the happiness that we want. Not the total freedom till you are out of control. Just be contented on what you have got. anyway is a total nonsense on this post. I shall stop here Kinda need to use the "to-i-le-tte"

Im a bad girl

Well, I admit that I have being a really bad girl. I think I should stop what I have been doing. Of course is not recomended for all to do. What I did was being a liar in order to keep a secret.
I always felt really bad for doing so since they have trusted me somehow. Anyhow the secret must not be reveal to avoid further circumstances. I hope they will comprehend this and I am really sorry.

Today, I do not have much thing to write. Except yesteday I was really proud that I won two games for single amoug my friends during the tennis lesson. Quite lucky though. I admire the effort that everyone has put in in order to win the opponent. And as a tennis player, Michael said we should be vicious and treat all the players as you opponent no matter how old, how young or how small. maybe there is exception to the very little ones. I think most people would love to win because they dont want to be look down or something. But in my opinion, we should have enjoyed the fun but not the results whether or not you have won or you have lost.

Someone asked me, what is the first thing that I ever one to do when I am bored. I think hard and finally I realise that the first thing I want to do is sleep when I have the chance. That is a sign of being lazy and its a habit for being very lazy. So, I would like to advice poeple not to sleep too much as it will make you feel even lazier. The most pathetic excuses I had for sleeping is because I did not have a very good sleep. It make sense though. For example, studies realise that people that slept for 1 hour and had a good sleep does not need more time to rest. As for those who does not have a good sleep, whether you slept for 7 hours or 12 hours it doesnt help you. What you really need to do in order to have a good sleep is to have a proper posture while sleeping or you can just go to the net and find out more .

LEE MEI THENG !!! I am so gonna kick you if this Friday you left me alone ! I need to go to taylors for my LAN transcript and HAVING LUNCH WITH YOU !!!! Where should we go ah? AC or pyramid? go walk ? or what ? Haha. Anyway i hope i could get my LAN transcript done asap. I dont want it to be delay for so long.

Oh yeah, I almost forgot to post about my university days. First thing about it is that UNI sucks. So many work to do and so many things that have to study by myself. Which is so different from pre-U. Anyway, I think i have adapt the uni life where you need to study everyday. I am quite excited about it. But then I am still worried about whether I will excel or not. So far the tutors are weird and weird and stress. I see they Love to add tension to their students especially the first day. I really do hope that I could excel and have a good memory to remember what the tutors teach and the lecturers too. Just its so different. That's about it
so I shall update my blog again when I have the time!
Cheers

So fast ! 3 months or rather 4 months of holiday just ended !! Today is my last day of slacking, playing, sleeping and lazying ! Anyway for the past few months I really felt that I am being really useless ! Didnt take any course to kill time but instead sleep eat and play. Oh well, why should I look back instead of forward? There is a better way better days to go on ! This coming Monday will be my first day of university ! obviously I will meet some new friends and I do hope they are someone that can be independent ! Just hope that I do not mix with the wrong people and get a terrible grade ! I have already wasted a year for A levels which I had failed to pass. So decided to take MUFY where I did really well ! I am contented that i am accepted to Monash University ! Woohoo. I couldnt believe this I am in University ! I could not tell how happy I am not.
Oh wait, maybe because of today's day make me really happy !

So guess what I did today? I went out with my friend Jonathan ! Watched "Street Fighter - the legend of Chun Li". My comment is that it is quite boring. Nothing much ! Even the "Punisher" also not as good ! But certain part of the scene caught my eye. Espcially the dreadful face! lol. Well the further details about it is www.mindyourbis.com. Haha I am kidding. I dont think I would like to tell you more !

So I was kinda late after i left Midvalley. I mean for tennis ! The class start at 4 and i reached at 4.30. The training was a really fun time ! Not exactly fun but its nice. This is because I love tennis ! I dont mind losing and running for like 11 rounds, 100times of skipping rope annd 15 times of push up. Supposely to do more push up but I cant do it ! T_T. Tennis really fasinate me. I wonder how people do this stroke, why the ball stop at this point ! And why my racquet spin when i whack the ball. Proves that I am weak at the gripping part!

Todays day was exhausting but fun! I really enjoyed today's day! Pictures of tennis I think I will upload next time. Havent really took one So..........................................................wait ya ! lol

Be happy and no point of being sad or emo (mt take note !! )

Hi people. To sum up what i have been doing or lately is : -

Went for class reunion
Met new people through wayne ( sieu and jen )
started playing dota but i am noob like shit
Pissed a girl off unintentionally or intentionally
Mind people's biz
Very lazy person