rain rain go away come away another dae. :(

attended p1 chalet on the 4th and it didnt turn out to be as fun as i had expected. initially, i planned to stay overnite for the entire 3 daes. however, i left on the 1st, after the bbq. i tried to get involved but somehow, there was a feeling of unease. a feeling of unwelcome, like it wldnt matter whether or not i was present.

therefore, i questioned myself, shdnt i feel glad to see those familiar faces? shdnt we be sitting down, chit-chatting abt how has evryone been these few mths we havent seen one another? why does it seem to me tt evryone has became so anti-social? like as if we were strangers sharing the chalet room tgt. hey, we haf been classmates for 2 years and are friends who haf not seen one another for like almost a year! evryone just seemed cliq-ish and unlike a class. like there's a sense of awkardness lingering in the atmosphere. i felt horrible.

that was the reason why i left. but to junliang, i realli appreciate it though, for ur effort in organising this gathering. i noe it aint an easy job. that was why when shengyu asked why the few of us were leaving, i cldnt bring miself to say the truth. it wldnt be nice to hear such things when u spent so much time and energy in organising an outing.

*sigh.* i feel emo. i feel a sense of nostalgia. those innocent and carefree school daes were the most unforgettable daes in mi life.. oh and thanks to bazilah, wengeok and changyee for the burfdae presents u gave. that was v sweet of u guys. thanks to guanri too for rmbing mi bdae and wishing me happie bdae on tt dae itself. sorrie yea for not knowing it previously cos mi sis was using the com and shut it down aft tt without teling me there was a window conversation!

@LJS. 26.11.07

hello all! soooooo long since i last blogged. haha but anw, im here agn LAHH! :D

so thurs, on the 29th, was mi bdae!! thanks to all who wished mi HAPPIE BURFDAE. was realli happie and touched when i received those greetings, both through sms and frenster.. so im gonna thank them here, specially on mi blog, NAME BY NAME!

THANKYOO shi wan, jian qin (who msged me at 12 sharp), arthur (who msged me at 12 sharp too), yuting, derek, yu xiang, wen geok, jackson, zhu yin, jiemin, mi sista, justina, hui bin, shihui, jessie, xuan fang, ming wei, carol, jia wei, shufen, sijia, samantha, rong yi, kenneth, chun yi, samson, hui yu and jun jie!! oh and also mi colleagues, xu and yana!

realli appreciate it a lot. thanks for remembering, dearies! :D :D :D and i received a beautiful lovely cobalt blue dress from shiwan, a blue teddy keychain frm xu, an ah xiong holder and cushion keychain frm yana, a bunny plushie (which i think looked like chip and dale) and a huge notebook frm justina, a portable mutimedia player frm daddie and four bright, colourful undergarments frm mummie!! and mi sista is gonna gif me a bag (as promised by her)! haha..

oh and also special thanks to jian qin-- "the one aka love rival".. haha thanks for the thought of planning a surprise burfdae celebration for me with the MI frens. bud i think most of them hate me so they didnt reply u.. *sniffs* HAHAHA!

so, i spent mi dae at the kbox with nana and we had a whale of a time! but too bad she had to leave early cos of BBALL traing. :( she told me that elastic elephant made her pissed and upset so i felt kinda shocked cos i wonder why he had became such a meanie.. maybe he has changed. cant help it anw, people DO change gradually under the influence of their surroundings. *shakes head* HAIYAH. whenever this topic comes to mi mind, i feel kinda depressed cos those familiar faces that i used to noe, seem to haf gone through plastics so they are no longer the same anymore.

sometimes, it realli seems to me tt life is just like a movie, whereby one experiences one obstacle aft another, and becomes stronger after each time the storm is over. then all the happiness and sorrows become beautiful memories of the past, deeply etched in one's mind, the process being the most unforgettable.

anw, i cant wait to start school in np next year!! but april seems so far away. somehow, i feel so much like a hermit crab, hiding in my hollow shell, unaware of what is happening to the outside world.. :( and i realli miss those times in school, wearing school uniform, hafing wonderful frens by mi side, who gave mi luffters, put smiles onto mi face all the time. they were the ones who overcame those tough times tgt with me. i miss those happy moments in school. i saw them bid gootbye to the lonely soul within me. behaving like a kid, irritating teachers and luffing at the silliest things..

ALRITE. enuff for todae! gonna take a nap now cos mi nose is red frm rubbing and is gonna fall off anytime!! hahahahaha.. looking forward to 4p1 chalet nxt tues~ :D

TATATATA. im like so dead luh.

pictures!

:D:D:D:D lalala! haha. many things happened these few daes but didnt haf time ta blog abt them. well, on wed, wenta attend the MI class outing cum ahjiang's burfdae celebration. so fun luh! had a whale of a time. those precious people were like so missed can. i was the last to arrive due to the fact tt i was onli dismissed frm wrk at 6.30pm. even though we haf alrdi been separated into different schools, yet, at the very instant i saw them, i had an inexplicable homely feeling u noe. and the beautiful memories of those halcyon daes back at MI seemed to appear before me once agn. aft we had our dinner, we baka-ed a surprise for the bdae girl. and she was like "cried till she touched". hahaha. we bought her a beautiful heartshaped choc cake.

the most hilarious part throughout the event was when we made our own candyfloss! XD kahmun seemed to be the one with the most potential cos when she put the stick into the machine, there was alrdi like a huge lump clung on to it. whereas for me, wenjie said i was like twirling nth. :( haha. but still, it was mirthful and FUN! heehee. we played "the secret number" too, forfeit being the candyfloss plus pepper and salt drink. and when we bidded gootbye, we agreed to haf another outing liddat on deepavali, at little india. heehee. gonna make many many many more people come this time. haha. anw jackson said sijia told him she didnt receive the notice of the outing but xiangxiang did send the msg lae. i miss her so much luh. :(

well, shall now talk abt the kids for a little. there was this kid who asked me smth todae, which left me realli speechless for minutes u noe. he put his head on mi belly, listened attentively for some time, and asked, "ms ng, got baby inside?" i cldnt stop luffing at his naiveness. haha. and a girl tossed her hair, and asked me, "ms ng, do u like mi new hairstyle?"! haha.. VAINPOT! and i just realised that there is this 'bitchy' 4-yr-old girl in mi class who loves sticking to better looking boys in the class! and evrytime i hear complaints, most of them came frm her. those whinings simply make me go bananas! i also noticed that whenver the k1 boys joined the n2s for a day or two, she enjoys looking up to them during playtime too. there was once when another girl complained that this girl alwaes stick to this good looking boy called kaijun, she answered, "because kaijun loves me mah!". i was like "whoa"! i've seen her holding the faces of the better looking boys with both hands and kissing them on the lips u noe! haha alrite that's all for now.. :)

fotos that were taken on wed:

it's been such a long time since i last blogged. boohoo. and im like sick now? puffy eyes go away. dont come agn another dae. haha. anw, haf been like damn busy these few wks over the new curriculum. all the learning corners and stuff. getting on mi nerves man. cracked mi brain so hard to prepare the deco and like spent 2 whole daes drawing n painting the humongous cartoon characters. anw, now i know the difficulty of planning timetables. we haf 8 new learning corners, 4 levels and onli 7 tchers u see. mi brain almost exploded. and we gotta take into consideration the even exposures to the different learning corners for each level. those complaints and the mischief of the children almost made me go bananas for the 1st time. horrible man. i sound like a toad and i croak. dont talk to me pls. u will freak out. haha.


anw, it's not even the 13th last fri and yet, smth freaky happened u noe?! this cheena lady was making a gesture for me to go to the window where she was. then, she handed me this marigold yoghurt bottle and spoke to me in eng, with a cheena accent, "are u the tcher of eunice? here are some herbs tt i cooked, and it's for u to drink. nvm, just take it." little did i noe tt the ahma of eunice was still ard. so, she came back and told me in front of tt lady, to return tt bottle. she said this stranger even asked her if she brot money to buy toto frm her, and wanted to make a bet with her tt she wld be able to pass tt bottle to me. im sure tt this lady isnt eunice's mom cos i've seen her mom before! and she rushed off hurriedly, without letting me hand the bottle back into her hands. i was like damn freaked out can? *goosebumps* haha of course i dumped it away! =D


so u noe, im sick. but i still managed to drag mi butt out of mi cozy bed and wenta work on sat. im so proud of miself u noe! because i managed to arrange the furnitures and sort out the cooking toys at the drama corner!! YAY! it was tough alrite. so many areas of concern like if they may hit their head when they bend down n stand up agn. haha. but i didnt haf time to label the boxes. AHH! the toys will definitely get messy!! ahha. and mi darling fuxiang was there ytd! he is such a sweetie pie!! he asked, "ms ng, can i kiss u?" hahaha i didnt ans him u noe (cos i didnt haf voice haha). i just tilted mi head and he gave me a peck on mi cheeks! AWW..


haha. okie that's all for now! and i hope i can make it on the class outing! miss all of them so much. :D

hiatus.

happie children's day! :)

the 2nd kid on the bottom left looks like zheng nan! (frm la bi xiao xin)

mi darling xuyang! he is waddling.

handsome ryan and cutie pie ahchu.


AWW..


k2s were playing with the "pass the rubberband game".

AHH! mi darling fuxiang. (on the right) but he doesnt sae "ms ng, i like u" anm. :(

pass the egg!

MY N2S!! :)

AHH! handsome ryan!

nigel! (the one on the floor) he is the one who pronounces hi five as ahpa.

yay! went out ytd with mi MI ex-classmates cum PJ ex-schoolmates, jian qin and zhu yin. haha it was fun! wenta kbox and tt part when we sang "wo ai ni, ni shi wo de jian qin/weiling" was farnie! so damn long since i laughed out so hysterically luh. thanks girls for making up mi day! aft kbox, we went jalan jalan at imm. haha jianqin and i were like so retarded. we were looking for tt bun section where we bot the nice chicken bun the last time we went there with those s13 girls. aft we found it, we walked a long way to the counter to make payment but headed back agn to the bun section due to the super duper long queue. haha. in the end we just ate old chang kee. haha. and jian qin pierced her upper ear! she was so afraid of gg blind. haha. i bet she is showing it off to her s28 frens now. haha i wanna go out with them some time agn!


yay and i can finalli go out with wanwan n nana! :) hee.

FLASHY! :)

HELLO! :)



had a beadache todae. because tt autistic child, john, was throwing a tantrum. and i had such a difficult time handling him. 1st, he refused to haf his breakfast. 2nd) he snatched the toys frm his frens and hit them. 3) he messed up the entire painting area and refused to wash his hands and arms, touching the toys instd. phew. EXHAUSTED. haha



guess what? the painter has alrdi began to lay his hands on the walls of the childcare centre! go check out blk 167 at petir road. DAMN NICE. :) the candy house he painted frm the story, "hansel and gretel". looks so delicious tt it almost looks as though it is right infront of me.



haha alrite. so tired now. goot nite frens!



and to jianqin.. AHPA! :)

that is how their twist look like

mi fav boy!

they think it's yummy

HOORAH

looking intensely at the toppings

they thot tt was egg when it's actualli oil

they pay lotsa attention

stirring the flour and water

pretty girl DINA

pretty girl JOSEPHINE

so many tiny hands

handsome kid