haiz..

i tried to change a blogskin.. bud it was unsuccessful.. sad huh? it was totally horrible.. haha.. cut mi hair ytd.. it is much more silky.. haiz.. mi fever has not subsided yet.. and mi hands and feet are really cold.. cant eat chocolates and candies for the time being.. *frowns* haha.. bud i will drink more water to fight off the evil googoogagas in mi bodie.. haha.. (wad am i toking abt? googoogagas.. haha) haha..

haha..

haha.. 29 nov was mi bdae!!! hee.. quite enjoyed it.. in the aft.. went to watch THE INCREDIBLES! with jiemin gladys n rachel.. wow cool man.. i luv dash! he is super cute!! hee.. jm gave me a dog dog notebk! frm minitoons.. then glad wanted to buy a cake for me bud i said nvm.. haha.. then aft tt i went to meet wan at jp near her workplace.. and guess wad? she gave me a purple HIPPO! and i exchanged pressies with her.. i gave her a bodyless doggie which she claimed.. was a MONKEY.. !!#@#@ haha.. and also a neckless and a pair of super hot ear rings haha.. =D then aft tt went hm and went to pizza hut with mami daddie n jiejie to grab a bite!! ordered super hawaiin and seafood pizza.. hehe.. and drank mushroom n dunno wadeva pasta soup.. yum! and also 7-up! it cost a bomb! 50 plus worh.. then went shopping for jiejie's prom night's dress.. and i bought a tube.. finalli got mi own one.. (cuz i alwaes risk mi life to steal mi sis' to wear.. heehee..) haha.. enjoyed mi bdae! =D

dead corpses found lying evrywhere.. 

muahaha~ found them!! 

sEE eM? along the walls of mi balcony.. 

BeWaRe oF aNts! 

ants invading mi territory!

ahh!! freaked out. long hairy legs.. gigantic terrifying humongous fat butts.. the creepy crawlies.. one by one invading mi balcony.. wads this man? ahh! colonies of ants.. can imagine them in magnificent armours.. clinging on to sharpened swords.. shining under the blazing sun.. fighting against mi parents for their own peace and harmony.. BUT!! we just cant stand the disgusting hairy creatures crawling in a single file on the walls of mi balcony!! they just gotta die.. it is tough being an ant though.. i noe im being heartless but they are DISGUSTING.. i cant deny tt human beings are evil.. but this cant be helped. otherwise let them come in huge colonies and built their nests everywhere in our hs? haha.. an ant even bit mi mum's finger.. for self-defence lar.. cant blame it.. haiz.. we cant help it though.. sorrie ants..

hohohaha

went swimming with jiejie n her frens ytd evening at jurong swimming complex aft work.. now mi hands still smell of chlorine.. hee.. wah super shuang!! it's like been a century since i last went swimming (except for the time at chalet.. didnt really swam.. onli splashed water at wab.. muahaha) sadded.. no more stamina.. *sniffs* haha.. but im alreadi satisfied with just a dip in the pool *sniffs again* n clumsy me knocked mi left knee against the stairs in the jaccuzi and it bled! it stil hurts now.. haha.. oh yar.. met a pervert at the wave pool.. *pukes* disgusting fella.. aiming at young little gers when the currents came along.. eeu.. *disgusted* blehh~ at night had dinner at a nearby coffee shop n i was the last to finish mi meal again.. alwaes liddat.. :( used $2.80 of mi salary le.. *piang piang* xin tong.. haha.. bdae coming soon!! gonna spend the rest of mi salary during mi bdae! =D hoohoohoo~~

hurt

mi eyes turned red when i read those sms. not tt it is ur fault. was juz hurt. i tried mi best. not to sound rude or anithing when i msged u.. but when i received the replies.. i got a shock.. i told miself not to let mi tears roll out of mi eyes. however the sentences are like bells.. they keep ringing consistently in mi head. decided to visit mi blog as im already online. will feel a bit better.. i suppose. mi hunger disappeared.. the internet explorer window of movies is still opened.. i didnt want this to happen too.. i dun believe tt there is smth tt says the ending date of a movie either. but i wished to go. tt's y i kept trying to search for it.. hoping to prove to mi mum tt the movie is ending soon so tt i am allowed to go watch it. when i saw another movie's trailer.. i tot tt u would like it as well.. so i suggested it cuz i noe it wun end so early n we can watch it another dae. i tried to sound cheerful.. not too rude as im afraid tt u wud get angry cuz i haf alreadi rejected u a few times. bud the replies i gt.. was hurting.. it is not ur fault. u said so u are not in a gd mood n u apologised.. juz hope tt things will not lead to a quarrel.. tt's all..

feeling terrible.

im feeling terribly terrible now.. smth happened at hm.. sis is v hurt. mom is angry. dad is caught in the middle. n im tired. y cant evryone live happily together? y cant the happie things tt happen in fairy tales exist in real life? im seriously tired.. tired of controlling mi tears.. now i need a person to sit beside me.. someone who is willing to let me confide in.. let me hug, cry my heart out.. n listen to all mi sorrows.. y cant we live in a carefree society? somewhere where evryone is happie and troublefree.. i've alwaes imagined the kind of lifestyle i long for.. but it doesnt exist.. n it nv will..

rEn wO aO yOu.. =D 

tOrO n XiAo JiE!! so cute!! 

bored..

im feeling so bored right now.. although i noe i haf loads of stuff to do.. haha.. wanna post more pics..

be KiNd tO aNimAls.. they haf feelings too.. 

haha

yay.. mommi did let me go to kbox in the end.. aft much persuasion.. haha.. n wah.. so fun.. haha.. =D but now hafing a headache.. dunno y.. n shiwan is worried.. smth happened.. but dunno whether are her guesses correct.. nvm lar.. hope tt evrything turns out fine.. hmmx.. went to work todae.. wah.. v tired leh.. mi 1st dae working.. haha.. now tou hao tong ah!!! haha.. yay.. i will work harder.. n earn loads of money.. then i can buy wad i want le!!! yay!!! =D

I only long for a teeny weeny bit of FREEDOM..

Wad the *. stuck up at hm once again.. y am i alwaes condemned at hm? cant i even be given a teeny weeny bit of FREEDOM? mi mom. she's alwaes liddat.. im already grown up.. is allowing me a little bit of freedom so difficult? mon is shirley's n jiaxuan's bdae celebration at kbox.. i realli hope to go. mi frens. they are impt to me. y doesnt she understand? n surely there are some reasons y she doesnt allow me to go right? bud she is absolutely rude. when i asked her for the reasons y am i not allowed to go.. she merely ignored me. and continue watching her tv show. isnt she rude? doesnt she noe wad is mutual respect? is tt v diff? n furthermore im using mi own money.. *sighz*

2o2 rox!! 

yEa mAn..

yay.. finalli done le!! actualli y it is named as "lick-it-up" is because of a blogskin i had initially wanted to use.. abt.. no use crying over spilled milk.. lick it up instead.. haha.. v meaningful yea? but thought tt this skin is nicer.. so i decided to change to this.. but the title still remains.. LICK IT UP.. =)

WoohOO!

YAy! mi blog!! mi own blog!! Yay!! finalli created mi own blog.. one and onli own blog.. haha.. kaex. im over-excited tt's all.. haha..