Confused

Feeling down recently. Wonder if I should feel that way. Things were all fine at first but all of a sudden, they werent. No calls, smses, nothing. Perhaps it was all part of my wishful thinking that things were fine right from the start. Guess I was just too intoxicated to notice anything at all. It's really making me confused and sending me mixed signals. Kind of irritated as well. Fret not, I m not going to be so affected by all these. Just need some time... It's not the end of the world. Life still goes on.

Work has been fine so far... but getting a little monotonous. Wish there are more different things to do...not the same routined stuff... Having fun with the interns though... we had a great laughing session the other day over lunch. Was talking about one of the clients, who was kind of delusional and funny in a way. haha. He kept on thinking that the government was out to get him. And if u really hear him speak, u would laugh! Cuz of his body language and exaggerated tones. Haha. He was not that approchable at first, as he "welcomed" us with all the vulgarities u can name...he thought we were sent by the government, to brainwash him.. Then when he realised that we were not, his attitude changed for the better. It is kind of funny when u think back about these encounters with clients, those impressionable ones. Usually they mean no harm, they just want a listening ear and they are just too lonely. So if we can make them feel good by listening to them, to their woes, I think it's worthwhile to do so. Next week's home visit will be at tembusu area. Hope this time round we can meet some next people :)