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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Turkey, Stuffing, Mashed potatoes, Pie !!

I am SO thankful for....
  • Healthy Family, especially healthy little Lydia
  • Gospel
  • Hardworking husband
  • Electricity/technology (staying in touch w/friends & family)
  • Shelter and food
  • Hardworking husband
  • Having great relationships with family.
  • Naps
  • Here are just a few, my list would last forever
I am excited for thanksgiving! Lydia's first one, I'll have to remember to take pictures. I love the holidays!!! Best wishes to you and yours!!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The good, the bad and the worried

Life is a funny thing, it has it's good moments and it's bad. Lately it seems like there is a lot of sadness I see people have to deal with. I usually deal with it alright but every once in a while it really gets to me, it's really hard. I'm not necessarily talking about people close to me. People or situations that are hard to deal with, strangers, friends or acquaintances who are struggling. It's really hard for me to see people having a hard time, I don't always know what to say either, I just want to fix it. I feel useless. I know that I can't do that because that's how we all learn individually and that's critical. When I hear about people struggling or being seriously sick, it effects a lot of people and it really hits home to me. Now that I have my own little family it's very heart wrenching to hear about death, divorce, and sickness, etc. I know watching my children grow up will be even more difficult when they start dealing with trials...ooo I don't even want to go there.


Now that I have Lydia I worry more, which is normal but it can be overwhelming. I don't worry like crazy over everything, every once in a while I'll think about the future and then I am afraid something bad will happen and it scares me. It's hard to face the world when you know so much could go wrong. I worry about me, Levi or family getting sick or coming down with something really serious. How I would handle that, I don't know. No one close to me has died, it's kind of weird that I've never experience that. A long with the trials there is so much happiness, I know that I need to not let the sad things get to me, even though they can weigh me down at times. I just want to live a long healthy, life with my family that's all I want, and I hope that for my family too.


Does anyone else ever feel so overwhelmed by what goes on around them? I just had to get that off my chest, I know it wasn't the happiest post but it helps to get it out.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Update

A lot has been going on the past couple months, I barely know where to start!

Change of plans, Levi has decided to go back to school.....big shocker I know!! He swore off school for the rest of his life after the last 21 credit term. After job shadowing, and a lot of thinking and praying Levi has decided to go back to school and become a nurse anesthetist. In case you don't know what that is wikipedia explains

"A Certified Registered Nurse Anesthetist, or CRNA, (AE) is an Advanced Practice Registered Nurse (APRN) who has acquired graduate level education and who specializes in the administration of anesthesia."

Graduate level....which means we have a lot more schooling ahead of us, like 6-7 years. Raise your hand...whose Jealous?! When Levi first broke the news to me that he wanted to go back to school my jaw dropped, I couldn't believe he was telling me this. I am 100% ok with it. I am even excited, it will be a long road but he is going to love it. It will also provide stability for the rest of our lives and provide a wonderful future for our family. He is starting school in January and hopefully will start LPN school by next fall. He just needs to finish the prereqs before then. At first I couldn't imagine him becoming anything close to a nurse but now I can, he will be great!

Another change Levi was called to be Young mens president in our ward. Levi is going to be SO busy. I am really excited for him and the boys need him right now, he will serve so well in young mens.

We've struggled a lot for the past couple months and figuring out what Levi is going to do and how we will get through it has been really comforting. Levi has taken a CNA course and will take the state test soon. Since Levi is going back to school we needed a job for inbetween and if the job worked with schooling that would be a bonus. We were having a hard time finding a job for Levi and not sure where he'd be working but he needed a job asap. On Friday after having a really emotional week Levi had 4 job opportunities. He went to an interview this morning and he starts work tomorrow at a dr's office, this Dr is #2 in Washington and can eventually give him a letter of recommendation into nursing school which would say a lot coming from her. Trusting in the lord is something we've really learned lately, we are in the right direction and heavenly father is providing for us. It's amazing. Last night for family home evening Levi shared a talk with me by Jeffrey R. Holland "For Times of Trouble." I encourage everyone to read this talk, especially when your feeling burdened by trials. His talks and testimony always hit to your core and he is so powerful. I was so touched by the entire talk here is a little preview he talks about Noah, Moses and Joseph Smith about their trials, then talks about President Kimball.


"President Kimball has had few days in the last 30 years which were not filled with pain or discomfort or disease. Is it wrong to wonder if President Kimball has in some sense become what he is not only in spite of the physical burdens but also in part because of them? Can you take courage from your shared sacrifice with that giant of a man who has defied disease and death, has defied the forces of darkness and cried, when there was hardly strength to walk, “Oh, Lord, I am yet strong. Give me one more mountain” (see Josh. 14:11–12).

Our trials are what make us who we are. In some crazy way I am grateful for every trial even though sometimes I don't know how we get through it we always do. Without the lord on our side I don't think we would. That talk is now one of my faves and means a lot to both of us now.
Ill end my novel now, I was due for an update it's been a long time.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Haley Graduated!


My sister Haley graduated cosmetology school! My mom, Levi, Lydia and I went to her graduation yesterday it was nice. She knows so much and is very talented. I have given her a lot of practice since I have "SOOOOO much hair," that's what she always says it takes her forever to cut my hair. I'm the only person she takes forever on...lucky me :) Afterwards we went to dinner and a fancy Italian place, Thanks dad! Wish you were there. Speaking of my dad, he is moving home for good soon!!!!! I can't wait! It's been a long 4 years .



This is a funny picture, I look over at Lydia and shes gnawing away on the little fishy on her exersaucer. I grabbed the camera and snapped a picture she has a funny look on her face.. "You caught me momma"

She is so fun!

She's a Lydi bug for halloween !





She was tired to begin with and then by the time we got home she was out cold...


This was earlier this month at the grandkid party put on by great grandma Pestinger

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Lifting Burdens

Lifting Burdens

I love this video, watch it, you will not regret it. I love this gospel so much :)