Yes, i am back to blog again. Perhaps because there isn't anywhere else to type all the shit that are going through my head right now. When i tweet, post a facebook status or even change my msn profile name, I'm somewhat exclaiming to everyone (other than my closest friends) of my inner thoughts.

I havent been blogging for quite a while, probably cos of my mundane activities for being trapped within these 4walls. Yes, I'm grounded. Kindof. And being at an age of 19, this is by far the first grounding that's ever imposed onto me. I've not reached a point of planning an escape route, so there'll be no actionpack blogging.

After getting a screaming from my paps to get back home that instant from clubbing, I've been either entertaining my cousin, or staring at the tv while munching on snacks every sec of the day. That explains the growing fats! And my paps asked me some weird qns, like "what are you now?". Asked me sarcastically whether am i A tourist? An entertainer? or A salesperson? really have no idea what he was trying to portray. But the hidden main point is, no more clubbing and coming home at wee hours. I guess i should take up some classes while i'm in sg. Probably signing up for some language classes, sewing class or perhaps baking class?? Maybe that'll please my paps and he would probably accomodate to the "once in awhile" clubbing activity. Actually i'm quite puzzled why are they only doing this now, shouldnt this grounding philosophy be introduced at an age of 18 and below? But they gave a reason of "We were giving in to you, but we cant give in no more." I guess i have to understand where they are coming from, a parent's perspective. There's probably 50yrs more to party anyway, right?! Or when i'm back in aus! But that would mean partying alone ):

Aus/sg friends are back in sg, but i dont sense any keen-ness of them wanting to meet. But perhaps i'll organise once and see what happens. If they really dont wna, i wouldnt bother more. I'm determine to make some friends in aus next yr, hopefully god will bring me my soulmates (:

Weiling coming over soon to shop online tgt! Cant wait to see what awesome stask they have online!!

Just watched he's just NOT that into you for the second time. And I can firmly say that it's the most educational movie i've ever seen. It is not even comparable to movies that speaks of common sensical msges like, "keep moving forward, despite of any failures" or even obvious stuff like "Good prevails". In this particular film, girls get to realise the root of failed relationships and the epic truth of "every guy is a jerk" being well emphasized. It just hits the audience with obvious truths that no one had the guts to admit. For instance, "if the guy's not interested, he is NOT interested. No beating ard the bush or even playing hard to get.". Everyone still wants to be that exception and get that awesomely exceptional guy. Why do guys have that undefined power over girls that we girls have to wait? Dont we girls have the right to go for it? Or we have to silently wait for those dumb guys who cant even feel the obvious to take some action. I knw this movie is way outdated, but it totally links everything together. He's just not that into you.

Life's getting really boring now that it's only filled with hanging out and eating. I feel that i have to learn something new, or join something new. I have some life aspirations that i would love to fulfil, and i really feel like making those happen now that life's getting real bored! But somehow, not all is under my control. We'll see how God brings me towards my wishlist!
It was really fun and nice hanging out with old bff mel kong!! It felt like going back to the sec school and nothing changed. I almost forgot how i was in peirce till i met up with her (: I absolutely have to meet up with more seconday school friends!!

I need some excitement in my life right now, this instance!

A cousins weekend with an awful experience of food poisoning.

Friday was HariRaya, introducing a free day for everyone and shopping centres packed with kiasu singaporean chinese people. Thankfully, the arrival of dion, my cousin who migrated to melbourne for 3years without coming back to sg, led my mama in preparing a whole feast for the lunch "celebration" with other cousins. Crabs, Curry Chicken and Chilli Crab, the 5Cs! After lunch was earthquake at swensons in Bugis and a stayover party at the guys' house with drinks, popcorn and movies! (fyi, our family is of three girls and shane's family is of three guys. A perfect match between the two families!) That's perhaps the reason of the diarrhea i've later experienced. Alcohol probably isnt the best when mixed with honey coated popcorns. It seems like the only thing we do when the two family meet is, eat. It's almost true, basing on the fact that we had a jap buffet the next day!! But we do do other stuffs like shopping, midnight movies and stayovers! And tmr, we're heading down to sentosa for a cousins picnic. (I feel so family-oriented now, all of a sudden!)

Today(Sunday) was a, accident-prone day. My mama got a deep cut from a broken macdonalds glass cup (Yes, she specifically mentioned MACDONALDS cup to the doctor.) My sis almost fainted upon seeing the stitching process while i chickened out of the clinic waiting for it to be all over. And when we came back home my sis accidentally dropped and broke a plate, making it shatter a whole radius of 1528metres! (Admit, exaggerated.) 3 more hrs till the end of the day, hopefully there's no more accidents till the end of today.

Okay! I'll be gg back to my korean drama, "You're beautiful" and after that, 10seasons of f.r.i.e.n.d.s that i've gotten from shane! (But of cos that'll only take me through the midnight for the day is occupied with friends and family.)

P.S. I've borrowed books from the library. (So many antisocial activties making me softspoken!)
P.S.S. Yay! University exams are ending!! :D

wtf. holidays are called holidays for a fucking reason, no? (Sorry for the f word, shows that i'm really really pissed.) After studying for 5mth away from everything, dont i have the right to take a break and hang out with my friends? But unfortunately, My paps just has that stubborn old fashion thinking that i'm just returning back to sg just to SEE everyone that i've missed and i have to continue studying when i'm back in sg, on a holiday, when my exams just ended 2weeks ago. WTF? Past holidays in sg weren't like that! And what do you want me to study anyways?! Fine, i'll go to the library to borrow some books tmr. Just cant stand my parents driving down my neck, when i have experienced absolute freedom back in aus. It's really not that easy to have your freedom stripped away from you just because you got back home within 8hrs. The irritating thing is that paps only emphasises on the days that i'm out, and ignores the prison days at home. And whats worse is that when i'm jailed at home, no one's in. So whats the fucking reason of coming back and staying at home then?! I can just continue skyping with my friends and family back in melbourne!

Urgh, I hate my anger management. While typing this, i can feel my anger diffusing through the air. I have absolutely no backbone. Oh wells, maybe it's a good thing from another point of view. (Thats probably why i cant get mad at youknwwho.)

Finally had that multipostponing dinner with gabriel liong. Chinatown is by far the warmest place ever with no breeze at all. Partly cos I had a cardigan on, which added on to the heatwave I experienced during dinner. I really like hanging out at liangcourt with boss and ladyboss. What's best is the free ride home which allows me to avoid that extremely long distance home. So, if i have time and my paps stops nagging, i'll work for them. Planned to go down there before clubbing to chill for awhile, but the whole plan's diverted to picking up my cousin from the airport tmr. Oh wells, next week then! :))

I should be happy.
I should be proud.
I should be.