you'll catch me, whenever i fall♥

It takes a little rain to realise the beauty, the cold to feel the warmth of the world. And after the storm, everything seems a little clearer than before.

A little stupidity and a little culture shock, people who open your eyes; and the world opens up again.. no longer the little bubble, because hey little asian girl, its time to grow up- where there once used to be a 'sometime', that sometime is now.

So despite the stormclouds and the poignant smell of the rain of the past, there exists a little glimpse of a rainbow where the sun shines in the distance. It takes a little luck and someone who cares to make all that difference and I, am immensely thankful.

missing♥

Somehow I cannot bring myself to accept the fact that I miss my guitar more than I admit, I miss the times when I could sit at the piano and play (badly or otherwise) songs that longed to be carried off by the wind. And then it makes me wonder, could it be that denial is the rule by which I allow myself to carry on, untrue and insincere? Making that conscious decision, mind over everything else- to force shut again and again on which to the point where you strain your ears and don't hear a sound.

She said "If we're gonna make this work, you gotta let me inside even though it hurts. Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see". She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be, you gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I am uncertain yet again and not being able to control it scares me. But this time maybe it's different, no more walking that path.

close your eyes and swing♥

Sometimes you just want to swing so high you've forgotten where the ground ends and the sky starts. To lose yourself in the moment for once in so long; the feeling which the heart remembers but knows it must not.

To new beginnings (it is rather sad in its own way)- this day was always coming, and we all knew but the missing pieces dont fall into place anymore and distance creeps in slowly but surely. Vows we promised and swore to keep, will they really stay forever when the pillars have crumbled and the place falls into ruin, will those heartfelt words survive?

Slow stirrings of memories of time once passed and you know, mistakes once made should never be allowed to happen again. You feel it but this time its different, why let those doors open?

as we watch the sky explode♥

three more days and the reality is finally starting to set in. sitting at the bus stop yesterday and glad that sunglasses shaded my eyes from sight because that photo was just about all I could take, realising at that point that yes, nothing you want lasts forever.

i ask for little more than the basics.

suddenly i see♥

就这样转眼间时间已飘流到天涯之，无法挽回了。
我突然发觉时间不早了，而这时刻也不再是多一两旅行的机会。在这时刻才发觉，一年多到底是多长的时间。 我担心，也胆小。
自知需要坚强，但泪好像找出自己的心意，在眼眶中等着那最不应得一刻，才决定掉落，而我不能不哭。
还要硬下心来。