never thought of it♥

Experience makes for a wiser person;guide for life, not quite-
lessons are learnt only come when the moment has passed.
wishing it were genuinely real and different but knowing that no, life ain't always what you think it ought to be. Well that's that.

little world, I'm leaving soon
and I'm not yet ready to make this mine.
not knowing if a clean slate is better, perhaps in time.

but you'll see, I've got the steering wheel and I hold the key.
its in my hands this round and no more mistakes
i'll be home safe and sound, for the better.

through lenses not quite there♥

There Comes the Strangest Moment

There comes the strangest moment in your life,
when everything you thought before breaks free--
what you relied upon, as ground-rule and as rite
looks upside down from how it used to be.

Skin's gone pale, your brain is shedding cells;
you question every tenet you set down;
obedient thoughts have turned to infidels
and every verb desires to be a noun.

I want--my want. I love--my love. I'll stay
with you. I thought transitions were the best,
but I want what's here to never go away.
I'll make my peace, my bed, and kiss this breast…

Your heart's in retrograde. You simply have no choice.
Things people told you turn out to be true.
You have to hold that body, hear that voice.
You'd have sworn no one knew you more than you.

How many people thought you'd never change?
But here you have. It's beautiful. It's strange.

-Kate Light


若他是我的，一巴掌也不够说出我心中所藏的话。
若是这世界无限制，我根本不会后悔你听到我心中拥有但嘴里不说的每一句。你恨，我才不理。
你为什么无法了解，你真的太自私呢？
想都生气，而你不够重要到我会让自己因为你而费力。

neither here nor there♥

你根本没资格说谁聪敏谁笨。别自以为了不起，你差缺的地方还多得很。

我不可能了解或喜爱你每种想法，曾经也没需要你有过与我有一同的想法，或做出同样的一举一得。但最基本的，你到现在还不明白吗？为何要看不起？
我可能不喜欢你的爱好，但若是你喜欢，我也会奋力一点，为你开心，听你说它好。你别把它当作理所当然的。人家是盛一份心才做出这些的。

你说，到底是他笨，还是你笨呢？

from the ice inside your soul♥

till the morning sun you're mine, all mine.

Whoever said love hurts deserves a hell yeah you're right- even if the love comes in a good way.

and I'm sorry I'll admit this is harder than it seems, because without that presence, I see more glimpses of joy and freedom.

subconsciously♥

Giving the benefit of the doubt can only last so long, when in extended versions it comes off completely negative, in large doses unforgivable.

When happiness is found not in only small doses, and in periods of near and far; the need to walk away, peace and joy in simplicity.

the little black dress.

but try as you might the scars still show and its hard to ignore when the mirror shows what you've vehemently tried to deny and close your eyes to see.

或許命運的籤　只讓我們遇見♥

jay chou ♥

你说，失败乃成功之母。现在死不了的。
人生中的意义，你猜得到吗？
为何在感到最下落的时刻中，能找到世上的天使--或许是天意，也许是自编出故事篇章的结局-但无论如何，也应是好事，对不对？
奇怪，有得高兴的机会，但无法把它抓紧。

我看着你，感到羡慕又嫉妒。我回归往事， 但看来看去， 我的那时刻早已在多年飘走了。不是说爱不爱，而是想在那爱中多浸一会儿。嫉妒 是这种感觉吗？不想现在把它全让给你，不想放弃它。 但时间的期限在不知不觉中，越来越靠近。多一会儿，也会与其他影像，也成为模糊的记忆。

我准备还未好呢。你能多等我一下吗？我还舍不得，我不想抛弃这一切，同时知道这不是抛弃，而是把距离拉得更远。说来也是一种走了不回的时刻，不是吗？想夺在家的温暖，在大家全在一起嘻嘻哈哈过美好的时光多一分，多一秒， 这一辈，有错吗？

时间不早了，该走了。不想犯同样的错，不享有任何机会在未来回头后悔。

你要喝咖啡吗？我泡，再泡。就给我抓紧借口在这时刻不离开。

all that's waiting is regret♥

She lost control and now all that's waiting is yet another hole in the ground, self-dug, deep enough.

So I can't let go. Where do you go from here, I don't know.

what if a fresh start is no start at all, one step after another in the circle that never ends.

what if what the heart wants the heart doesnt want to be disappointed not to get such that the mind shuts down all other functions so no such word as hurt exists any more.

selfishness can only go so far.

don't need another perfect line♥

If only we were older, grow a little and stop giving in.

No more wishing, dreaming, fooling around but to take control and put an end to all this.

one way ticket to hell♥

You never learn your lesson do you?

traitor.

even if you can't hear it♥

So much bullshit, let your guard down for one bloody instance and you find yourself back at square one again.

But this time you know, its not going to happen that way again, no need to fight.