"what does snow turn into when it melts?
-it turns into spring" ♥

maybe life really is just like a wave.
the ups and downs like the rising crest and trough (aha see i see remember my sec 3 geog! ms goh will be so proud (: )

and you want to believe that even when youre at the lowest, someone will push you ahead, give you a lift,  and help you through it all.
im holding on and i want to believe, and for you to believe that we can get through this together.
everything happens for a reason - siangyee(:

sometimes you walk on and you can't see around the bend.

But in the end you know you go ahead anyway.
Knowing that you wouldnt listen to people's advice if it had come right before you took that leap.
Before the bomb falls from the sky, like the bombs that fell on Hiroshima and Nagasaki so many years ago.
Without any warning whatsoever.

So the sampan of life doesn't always float gracefully, nor does it flow serenely on the unrippled surface.
In truth, the water you're entering is brilliantly choppy, you face intense tidal waves that threaten to flip you over and push you deep into the dark abyss. Where the water envelops you and you feel like you can't breathe.
yes, well i exaggerate. i am scared of drowning after all.
Deep down you hope someone will come and pull you out. Slap your face and bring you back to reality. Pull you into a warm embrace where you know that someone truly cares.
Yes, even Porcupine's pat-ty hug that needs improvement. (:

What's your point, you ask?
I guess its about that tangled web of relationships that tie you to life. How no matter what you go through, you'll always be thankful tto know these people and to know that they're always there if you need them.
Your pillars of support.

Just a smile could brighten your day.


what hurts the most- rascal flatts

never knew i could feel that much

i can't believe i flew through half the bus on the way to dhoby yesterday when the bus was braking.
i can't believe im now tall enough to hit my head on the swinging handholds in the mrt.
i can't believe Chipmunk and i are both in the same sampan except my end has a larger lobang
i can't believe im such an idiot
i can't believe why things happen the way they do

change it.

i can't can believe that after the rain the sun
i can't can believe that my patience level is getting higher
i can't can believe that tempers can be cured/managed (just look at wayne rooney)
i can't can believe in you.
i can't can believe that i can do math

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So today i played the most ________ piece on the piano, and this time, it came from the heart.
Literally.

And i learnt that 3 periods of math requires at least 1 toilet break.
That i go to school with all the irrelevant notes in my bag.
And tomorrow we go to school for 5 periods.
3 periods of math and 2 periods of geog.
thats it. what a waste of a day. 

NO SPA. 

oh the joy(:

talking about death, bras, live.life.love.
right now, my mind is just

?

life.
its all about words.

and for once, i am speechless.
incoherant.
shit this sucks.

why is it the smallest things that tear us down?

reach out for reassurance

and touch someone like they've touched your heart Y

so its the end of the week and its been a hell of a hectic one.

"Your Future Depends on What You Do Today" screams repeatedly from every twist and turn.

You delve deeper into your thoughts and realise that maybe, just maybe, it could turn out otherwise. The reactions you get make you spin in confused circles.Thinking, perhaps, whether it was what it seemed.

So blogger hasn't been the most cooperative shit in the world.(esp at home)

So people like MeowMeow come one hour late for lecture (hahaXD)

So some people feel the same way you do, some more some less.

Life goes on.

And you learn that help is around the corner as long as you ask for it.

Like begging for WRs.

And mathematical retardation, a process so horrific it is ever present and totally irreversible.

Thank you so much(: and im really happy to know you all.

Sometimes you run into walls, time and time again.

Maybe you cant make your own decisions.

Sometimes, you need a friend to get you back up on your feet. One who reminds you, "You are not alone". Its so pathetic that I cant move without someone to lean on, to fall back on. To always count on someone's love, support and affirmation to keep moving. It makes me sick and yet I cant pull away.Like a drug addiction,I suppose. 
Useless.

Sometimes you learn you just have to take life's nonsense right in the face. Just like tchookball (or however you spell it). Right Jo? X)

haha.

cant believe half a year has gone so fast.

Still. I'm thankful to have come here and met all these wonderful people.

Friendships that have carried on from SC ((:

New friends, TheConfusedOne, Porcupine, MeowMeow, Mummysy and everyone from 09A15((:

Everyone from ARC, sch etc that've been really encouraging ((:

Its been one amazing rollercoaster ride.

even with its ups and downs.

And I don't ever want to get off and stop.