always.

Monday, February 21, 2011

has already sent 2 friends off for exchange.

1 to taiwan, 1 to korea. both very good friends of mine.

as much as i can't bear to see them leave for 5 months, i know it's gonna be the best time and experience of their life.

every time i step into the airport to send people off, especially at T3, all the memories just cannot stop coming back to me. I still remember clearly till today on 26th Aug 2010, when i left for Maastricht very reluctantly. having all the uncertainties right in front of me.. dono how the new place will be like, dono how yanling is like, dono if i can adapt well, dono if i can survive the 5 months, living my life independently. a lot of people asked me how did i even persuaded myself to go on this exchange, knowing that I am the only one from NBS. even till today, i don't really know. but i just know that throughout my whole exchange, God was with me. With so much uncertainties along with me, I nv expected my exchange to be such an unforgettable and a safe one.

while i was driving back from airport after sending rachel off, I kept having the thought of going overseas. wishing that I was the one going on exchange again..

back in nbs, life is just way more hectic. projects haunt me night and day. deadlines after deadlines. but Thank God for all true friends who stay by me through these 5 months, who still pull me through all these workload weeks after weeks.

Although i'm now back, i do have some regrets of not making full use of my time in Europe, but nevertheless, that has been the more significant part of 2 decades living in this world.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day!

Today my all time valentine reminded me about what love is all about.

She told me...

A real relationship has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has snorts because of the laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful and an experience that can never be forgotten.

busy & stressed we might be, our love keeps us going.

Thank you love. for always being there through it all, come what may.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

i'm running towards ESCAPISM.

someone get me out of it. :(

Tuesday, February 08, 2011

it's been almost coming to a month since im back.
school is into the 3rd week..
but i am so not enjoying it.
probably cos im not staying in hall anymore. I just go school for lessons, and go home thereafter. feel like there's no proper campus life. i really miss the P family and the happy bunch. They made my year 1 so fun. :)
but on the other hand, it's really quite nice to go home after a long day at school. homecooked food plus watching tv with the family. i really enjoy that. missed that for 1.5 years already. cos of hall and exchange.

school work is already starting to pile up although it's only the 3rd week. presentations, assignments and quizzes. non-stop. I WANT MY EXCHANGE LIFE BACK!
maybe not say travelling every weekend. but at least, still have time to spend with friends and family. plus do the things i love.

I really miss dancing, playing my piano, violin, partying etc etc.

I NEEDA GET MY LIFE BACK!
past few days of CNY 2011 has been awesome for me. angpow $$$ more than what i expected. gatherings and visiting have been fun. the most important thing, i missed dressing up! whoo~

Day 1: Church, Jurong Ahma, AMK Ahma, Woon Pei's House

Day 2: Uncle Eric's, Uncle Peter's, Baoling's, Uncle Dave's

Day 3: Edna's, Uncle Peter's

Day 4: STAY HOME WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO COME VISIT

I'm looking forward to

this friday.
I've got a date and a great house party to end my week with a

bang! :)