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Sunday, January 23, 2011

maybe coming back is not all good afterall.

it means going out more..
it means spending more..
maybe i should have stayed there till school reopen.
it's only a week.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

im back in singapore.
but a part of me still wishes i was still in Europe.
doesnt have to be touring..even just staying in coventry would be enough.
i guess it's me running away from reality.
of cos, if you ask me whether i was happy to be back. my immediate answer would be OF COS! i'm really very glad to be back with all my loved ones. but
being back also means coming back to a lot of responsibilities and facing all the expectations people have of me.
It's 2 plus in the morning now. but i am not tired.
somehow i think that maybe it's that part of me that refuses to adjust back to singapore time. I kept counting back to what time isit over in maastricht, whether i should be sleeping already or should i be awake. and i guess made my body clock stubborn and refuses to try to get some sleep. I kept looking at the photos during my 5 months there. Refreshing the memories that are still so fresh in my mind, but i really don't want to forget every single moment.

There's so much for me to do now that I'm back.
It's back to the old anna. I have 1 week to get my life back before school starts officially. and in my mind, i kept thinking, will it be weird when i return to school. will anybody still even rmb my presence? or has everybody moved on and got used to my absence? whatever it is, there is no choice.

Spent the night yest talking to the best company i can ask for.
There's so much to catch up, but i dono where to start. Everybody still tells me that they can't believe I'm back. can't believe? or have they already gotten used to me being just there virtually? maybe i'm thinking too much.

I'm happy to be back home.
Steamboat today was awesome. just eating as a family and enjoying each others' company. something i really really missed.
Last night was just enjoying great company with people i've really missed so much for the past 5 months.

tomorrow i will be going back to church. i wonder how it's gonna be like.