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Thursday, April 24, 2008
unreasonable
wat do they want from me?
i admit that blocks was rubbish. totally screwed it up.
but im now trying my best to manage my time better and study hard.
and in the end, wat do i get from you?
nags. scoldings and what not.
when i study at home..i tend to take naps.
when u realised i was napping everyday..
u scold me. asking me how am i gona study like tat.
so i decided to study in school.
when i study in sch..reach home 9plus.
u complain and question me.
WHAT IS THIS?!
why cant ur be more understanding?
why cant ur stop making comparisons?
im really sick and tired of all these.
do you know what ur are doing..are hurting me real bad.
i dont feel ur love anymore.
instead..i sense biasedness.
and my heartaches.
i admit that blocks was rubbish. totally screwed it up.
but im now trying my best to manage my time better and study hard.
and in the end, wat do i get from you?
nags. scoldings and what not.
when i study at home..i tend to take naps.
when u realised i was napping everyday..
u scold me. asking me how am i gona study like tat.
so i decided to study in school.
when i study in sch..reach home 9plus.
u complain and question me.
WHAT IS THIS?!
why cant ur be more understanding?
why cant ur stop making comparisons?
im really sick and tired of all these.
do you know what ur are doing..are hurting me real bad.
i dont feel ur love anymore.
instead..i sense biasedness.
and my heartaches.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
mood swing.
i have no idea why.
and i really don like it when that happen.
there's alot of things on my mind..
it's so congested.
argh!!
i have no idea why.
and i really don like it when that happen.
there's alot of things on my mind..
it's so congested.
argh!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
I CUT MY HAIR!!
it's CUT.. not TRIM!!
hahaha..
i hav no idea why end up i decided to do tat.
at first the person just trimmed for me..
but then he layered abit too much..and i found it hard to tie.
so i decided to ask him just cut it shoulder length.
and it's kinda short as compared to last time.
irealised tat it's been like 10years since i had short hair!
whoo!!
but now it's like at a dono what length la.
neither long nor short..
was just THINKING of maybe cutting shorter?
i'll see how. (:
new hairstyle.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
i just realised..
MY HAIR IS LONG!!
and...it's time to cut!
ok maybe not cut..just trim.
always wanted to try cut short.
but haha..always end up not doing so.
cos i tink i'll really look more like a meatball than edmund.
and i seriously don wan tat.
but maybe...someday i'll try.
SOMEDAY.
MY HAIR IS LONG!!
and...it's time to cut!
ok maybe not cut..just trim.
always wanted to try cut short.
but haha..always end up not doing so.
cos i tink i'll really look more like a meatball than edmund.
and i seriously don wan tat.
but maybe...someday i'll try.
SOMEDAY.
Monday, April 14, 2008
bad day
not a good day today too.
started the day off, bad..
when i got to know tat amelia was quite pissed with me for not going last friday.
im sorry.
that kinda spoiled my mood for the whole day.
plus my grandpa was wat i was thinking about.
and slping late dint help.
but im glad you called.
thanks. truck loads.
dint turn better near the end of the day.
bad tummyache.
diarrhoea. (is this how you spell?)
but dance made my day slightly better. (:
came home late cos was doing work in sch.
scolding and nagging dint help AT ALL.
only one word to describe me today: sian
started the day off, bad..
when i got to know tat amelia was quite pissed with me for not going last friday.
im sorry.
that kinda spoiled my mood for the whole day.
plus my grandpa was wat i was thinking about.
and slping late dint help.
but im glad you called.
thanks. truck loads.
dint turn better near the end of the day.
bad tummyache.
diarrhoea. (is this how you spell?)
but dance made my day slightly better. (:
came home late cos was doing work in sch.
scolding and nagging dint help AT ALL.
only one word to describe me today: sian
im feeling so lousy.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
some reflections
just came back from hospital after visiting my ahgong.
i've nv seen anybody suffer like tat before..nobody tat dear to me.
today when i went to visit him..
looking at him so uncomfortable..
so sick and pale..
so in pain..
i really couldnt describe how sour and upset i was feeling inside.
was trying my best to control my emotions and tears from falling down..
nobody can understand the pain he's suffering inside.
nobody but him.
when i heard him coughing so badly,
when i heard the nurse doing the suction thing for his phelgm,
i felt a heartache which i've nv felt before.
Life is really unpredictable.
even though one may seem so healthy and fit..
you nv know wat may happen the next day.
i stil remember the ahgong who always shouts when he talks..
his voice was like a roar. so loud..so powerful.
but today..it was all different.
he was mumbling.
we all couldnt hear wat he was saying.
HUH?!
was wat i kept hearing just now.
while on the way there..
daddy kinda chided me.
he said:
"when was the last time you visited ahgong? all the times that we visit him, you were always not here with us."
i really couldnt ans him.
but im just glad tat i went to visit him today.
some reflections today..
treasure those around you.
thank them.
love them.
cherish them.
keeping you in prayers ahgong.
hang in there. <3
i've nv seen anybody suffer like tat before..nobody tat dear to me.
today when i went to visit him..
looking at him so uncomfortable..
so sick and pale..
so in pain..
i really couldnt describe how sour and upset i was feeling inside.
was trying my best to control my emotions and tears from falling down..
nobody can understand the pain he's suffering inside.
nobody but him.
when i heard him coughing so badly,
when i heard the nurse doing the suction thing for his phelgm,
i felt a heartache which i've nv felt before.
Life is really unpredictable.
even though one may seem so healthy and fit..
you nv know wat may happen the next day.
i stil remember the ahgong who always shouts when he talks..
his voice was like a roar. so loud..so powerful.
but today..it was all different.
he was mumbling.
we all couldnt hear wat he was saying.
HUH?!
was wat i kept hearing just now.
while on the way there..
daddy kinda chided me.
he said:
"when was the last time you visited ahgong? all the times that we visit him, you were always not here with us."
i really couldnt ans him.
but im just glad tat i went to visit him today.
some reflections today..
treasure those around you.
thank them.
love them.
cherish them.
keeping you in prayers ahgong.
hang in there. <3