faith
L'amor che move il sole e l'altre stelle.


love's secret (dance)
20161115

fingertips
waltzing like a ballerina,
spinning
pirouetting
leaping
twirling

time flies by.

eyes misty with passion
cheeks, burning
as if on fire
blood rushes as
her breath quickens -

her mind clouds over.

slowly:
an arch of the back
limbs untangle
shifting of positions
her finishing touches
complete the dance.

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stay with me
20161112

petal soft kiss
like asters in november
my love blooms for you

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my harbour
20161007

i will wait for you
like the sand waits for the sea
i am your shoreline

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leap of faith
20161006

I like you so much
My heart aches
Just with the fleeting thought of you not being around.
I like you so much
I get a tingly sensation up my spine
Whenever we touch.
I like you so much
My thoughts are consumed by you and
My dreams are filled with you.

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space
20160924

everywhere i go i'm reminded of you
no one told me it was gonna hurt this much


there you'll be
20160909

night falls
wind blows
stars bright
music slow

feel the rhythm
beat by beat
take my hand
sweep me off my feet

could this be a dream?
it's hard to believe
in this garden of love
you picked me

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false hope
20151101

I’m eating a little supper by the bright window. 
The room’s already dark, the sky’s starting to turn. 
Outside my door, the quiet roads lead, 
after a short walk, to open fields. 
I’m eating, watching the sky—who knows 
how many women are eating now. My body is calm: 
labor dulls all the senses, and dulls women too. 

Outside, after supper, the stars will come out to touch 
the wide plain of the earth. The stars are alive, 
but not worth these cherries, which I’m eating alone. 
I look at the sky, know that lights already are shining 
among rust-red roofs, noises of people beneath them. 
A gulp of my drink, and my body can taste the life 
of plants and of rivers. It feels detached from things. 
A small dose of silence suffices, and everything’s still, 
in its true place, just like my body is still. 

All things become islands before my senses, 
which accept them as a matter of course: a murmur of silence. 
All things in this darkness—I can know all of them, 
just as I know that blood flows in my veins. 
The plain is a great flowing of water through plants, 
a supper of all things. Each plant, and each stone, 
lives motionlessly. I hear my food feeding my veins 
with each living thing that this plain provides. 

The night doesn’t matter. The square patch of sky 
whispers all the loud noises to me, and a small star 
struggles in emptiness, far from all foods, 
from all houses, alien. It isn’t enough for itself, 
it needs too many companions. Here in the dark, alone, 
my body is calm, it feels it’s in charge.

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tense
20140522

it was suicidal
two ships bound for collision
three of us at once

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let it rain
20140425




who lies
20140129

"but stars die young," she said



broken dreams
20131213

turn off the lights.
breathing hard, what do you see?
a figure emerging from the backdrop of your mind,
hips sashaying, gyrating to the music you can barely hear.
her lips so full, her eyes so misty
you wish you could reach out and caress her.

she comes closer to you and
your heart beats faster like a horse running a marathon as
her skin comes in contact with your fingertips -
you’re euphoric, bordering on madness as your hand closes up upon the lust.

her lithe movements,
her slight moans as she
tosses back her hair
you’re in heaven as she writhes below you:
not in torment, mind you;
but in pleasure, the bond she shares with you.

suddenly
a flicker of light
a flutter of the eyes
a fling of the arms
back down to reality you go,
as a another dream passes you by,
leaving you empty, empty, empty.

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begin again
20121128

"Love, therefore, and tongue-tied simplicity.
In least speak most, to my capacity."
— William Shakespeare (A Midsummer Night's Dream)


romance
20121127



love is you and i
seeking shelter from the rain
in a warm embrace

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last
20120911

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed
We can plan for a change in weather and time
I never planned on you changing your mind
I just want to be happy.

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hurt
20120511

What happens when the person you love the most hurts you the most?


almost
20120101

Happy new year guys.

fireworks

mummy look,
boom. splashes of red pink yellow
and green and blue and
boom. theyre in shapes of stars and flowers and
i think they look like you -
boom. dont you think they sound like daddy when he comes home at night and opens your door and -
boom.
mummy, why'd you cry?
i thought fireworks were meant for joy.

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dissonance
20111118

Whose blame but mine
His sins I'm burdened to bear.
Guilt I will henceforth carry
No pain is sweet as wild honey.

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fairytale endings
20111030



in the church they stand
whispering, so tenderly
"baby, i'm yours now."

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beautiful tonight
20111006

"Love is the heat of his breath on my neck when he sleeps, waking up with the air burst open and his long fingers twined in my hair; wanting the shadows below his lips and eyes to flicker as he trembles, trembles with that early morning smile, still thick and golden from a night of restlessness; blanket-trenches carved across his cheeks in dirty red slices like the contours of a battlefield."
— S. Jelkins


you are my world
20111005


noone else comes close.


honeycoated lemons
20110921



i think i've found someone very special in you
and i love you with all my heart


touch of sanguinity
20110830

between you and i
misunderstood emotions
unspoken longing

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rolling waves
20110829

It was fascination, I know
And it might have ended at the start
A passing glance, a brief romance
And I might have gone on my way empty-hearted, empty-hearted

It was fascination I know
Seeing you under the moonlight above, baby
And I touch your hand, and I kiss you
And fascination turned to love, baby

My fascination turned to love, oh baby, yeah
My fascination girl, ooh, turned to love

Fascination, I know
And it might have ended at the start
A passing glance, a brief romance
And I might have gone on my way empty-hearted

Fascination, oh and I know, I know babe
Seeing you under, under the moonlight, moonlight above
Baby I, I touch your hand
Oh and I kiss you baby
Oh girl

And my, my fascination, my fascination
Turned to love
Fascination oh, my, my, my fascination girl
Turned to love
My fascination turned to love
Fascination

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doushite
20110720

You know I love you.


sunny days
20110710



hug
20110627

It's been said and done
Every beautiful thought's been already sung
And I guess right now here's another one
So your melody will play on and on, with best of 'em
You are beautiful
Like a dream come alive, incredible
A sinful miracle, lyrical
You saved my life again
And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep httin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat

Constantly, boy you played through my mind like a symphony
There's no way to describe what you do to me
You just do to me, what you do
And it feels like I've been rescued
I've been set free
I am hyptonized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful
You are...
And I want you to know baby

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat

No one compares
You stand alone to every record I own
Music to my heart
That's what you are
A song that goes on and on

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat

I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby
I, I love you like a love song, baby

I love you like a love song

--

Happiest I could ever be, thank you ♥

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forever and always
20110626



first loves
20110621

chills down my spine and butterflies
my head's a mess and my heart's not there
why?


starting anew
20110611



haunted
20110610

I wish I never knew you.


1315
20110602



Lyin' here with you so close to me
Its hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

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i'll give you happiness
20110525

This stormy season, the silver lining is you.


status quo
20110516

If you fail once, you try and try again until you get it right.

I never want to play the games that people play
I never want to hear the things they gotta say
I've found everything I need
I never wanted anymore than I can see
I only want you to believe

If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

I wanna give you all the things you never had
Don't try to tell me how he treats you isn't bad
I need you back in my life
I never wanted just to be the other guy
I never wanted to live a lie

If it's wrong to tell the truth
What am I supposed to do
All I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty

Girl I followed my heart
Followed the truth
Right from the start it led me to you
Please don't leave me this way
I'm guilty now all I have to say

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
Then I'm guilty

What am I supposed to do
Then I'm guilty
All I wanna do is speak my mind
Guilty
Then I'm guilty
I'm prepared to testify
If it's wrong to do what's right then tell me about this feeling inside
If loving you with all my hearts a crime
I'm guilty

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destination
20110509



Moving on is growing up. It's learning how to accept failure, and to pick oneself up after a bad fall. It's letting go of the past to embrace the present and the future. You gave me the chance to grow up, and I am grateful for the past few years we spent together -- and for the past few months that we did not. All the memories, all the love, all the heartbreak, all the grief: I shall lock them up, swallow the key, and bury them now. Thank you for everything love, I learnt a lot and I hope you did too.

"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
One of my favourite quotes from Nietzsche. So well-said, and so apt.


six
20110503

Had the most amazing night out tonight ♥
(and this is probably how seventh heaven feels like,)

--

It's late in the evening
She's wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes, you look wonderful tonight

We go a party
And everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady
That's walking around with me
And then she asks me
Do you feel alright
And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight

I feel wonderful
Because I see the love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize
How much I love you

It's time to go home now
And I've got an aching head
So I give her the car keys
She helps me to bed
And then I tell her
As I turn out the light
I say my darling, you were wonderful tonight
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight

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from this moment
20110430

"If you held up 11 roses into a mirror, you'd be looking at 12 of the most beautiful things in the world."
— Anon


heartstrings
20110424

My favourite part of being with you is the way your hand will find mine in the darkness and you'll hold on to it like that's the most natural thing in the world to do. Somehow, that makes me feel really treasured and protected, like a little girl :)


strawberry kisses
20110409



You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it's ok (yeah it's ok)
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

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turn the car around
20110406

Sometimes, I still miss your peculiar ways, your laughter, the way you cuddle, those late-night calls.
I guess sometime in the past few years you've become a bad habit that's just a little more than hard to break.
But I'm getting there slowly but surely, step by step.


a little drunken tale
20110327

When you hold my hand, I feel no sorrow
When you hold my hand, I don't fear tomorrow


healing
20110321

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass. Belle fell in love with a hideous beast. Jasmine married a common thief. Ariel walked on land for love and life. Snow White barely escaped a knife. It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love, means facing your biggest fears.


invincible
20110320

Dizem que, se você sonha uma coisa mais de uma vez, com certeza ela vai se realizar.



You're a falling star, you're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand when I go too far
You're the swimming pool on an August day
And you're the perfect thing to say

And you play it coy
But it's kinda cute
Oh when you smile at me, you know exactly what you do

Baby don't pretend
That you don't know it's true
'Cause you can see it when I look at you

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you, it's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well
And you light me up when you ring my bell
You're a mystery, you're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day

And I can't believe
That I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can

Whatever comes our way
We'll see it through
And you know, that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you, it's you
You make me sing
You're every line
You're every word
You're everything

You're every song and I sing along
'Cause you're my everything

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to the maximum

"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit."
— Albert Schweitzer

Thank you for being that special human being.


insomnia
20110317

six fifty seven
watching the rain fall in sheets
i long for your touch

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smile, smile



So there we were, back home
From somewhere inside my head
Well bravely I fought off monsters beneath her bed
Pillars of post-war books supported my frame of mind
While she memorized the pages that I tried to not hide behind
She took my hand in hers and whispered her love for me
The lantern died that night but we didn't need to see
Implying that she's the bees knees and I am the cats meow
It's funny how she recalls when I can't remember now

But when her smile came back
And I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack
Just because she looked so adorable
We both put our sunblock on
Laid on the beach and vowed that wed live and wed learn
Yeah, But she got a tan and I got a sunburn
I got a sunburn

So there we were out there
Unaware of where wed been
We kicked off our flip-flops
And swung from the rooftops again
It's awkward but I'll confess she's all I can think about
And it's funny how I recall when she can't remember now

But when her smile came back
And I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack
Just because she looked so adorable
We both put our sunblock on
Laid on the beach and vowed that wed live and wed learn
Yeah, But she got a tan and I got a sunburn

Oh afterglow, look out below!
Wed left a trail of dust behind
As we parted ways, she held my gaze,
And left and imprint on my mind
I tried not to cry as we said goodbye
And hung the clouds above my town
But I she'd a tear when she disappeared
Cause now I'm a stranger on the ground

But when her smile came back
And I didn't feel half as horrible
She gave me a heart attack
We both put our sunblock on
Laid on the beach and vowed that wed live and wed learn
But she got a tan and I got a sunburn
She got a tan and I got a sunburn
Yeah, but she got a tan and I got a sunburn

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like passing notes in secrecy
20110315

So yesterday was White Valentine's Day. I would have given you chocolates, if you were here.


lost in your wonderful ways
20110314



Woke up to a lovely morning sms, and life's pretty much perfect at the mo xx


when stars go blue
20110312

God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said "Yes, I think we've met before,"
In that instant it started to pour
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name

This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love

Live through this, and you won't look back
Live through this, and you won't look back
Live through this, and you won't look back

There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say

I'm not sorry there's nothing to say

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unintended
20110311

Who will be there to pick up the pieces, when I fall apart?


weekday blues
20110310

"If I said I want your body now
Would you hold it against me?"


now i'm gone
20110306

I don't think I can get into a relationship ever again... I won't be able to go through this a second time, all the heartbreak, pain and lies.


delirium
20110305

I believe in you

그댈 바라보는 이 시선 가득
I will send all my feelings for you through the way I look at you

내가 갖고 있는 그댈 향한 마음 모두 담아 보내리
Do you know how my heart feels?

너무 쉽게 들키고 싶지 않은 내 마음 알고 있나요
Do you know that I want to keep the feelings I have for you hidden?

그대 나를 훌쩍 떠나버릴 것만 같은 두려움까지
I fear that you might leave me one day

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something new my heart's discovered
20110304

I think I should have loved you presently,
And given in earnest words I flung in jest;
And lifted honest eyes for you to see,
And caught your hand against my cheek and breast;
And all my pretty follies flung aside
That won you to me, and beneath your gaze,
Naked of reticence and shorn of pride,
Spread like a chart my little wicked ways.
I, that had been to you, had you remained,
But one more waking from a recurrent dream,
Cherish no less the certain stakes I gained,
And walk your memory's halls, austere, supreme,
A ghost in marble of a girl you knew
Who would have loved you in a day or two.

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mindless questioning
20110302

If I keep combing my fringe, will that make my fringe grow faster?


wine red

she leans on whitewashed walls
dripping tears of every hue
her skin is in patches of green and blue
like the sofa in the living room

she can't even stand straight
her vision's a blurry red
how could a man she knew so well
turn out to be living hell?

as the world fades to darkness
she finally sees --

black and white,
they really weren't meant to be.

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tonight
20110301



closing the chapter
20110227

Was I the moth or the flame?
Such deadly attraction was bound to destroy us.


i was enchanted to meet you
20110226



This reminds me of us, a lot. ♥


life is patiently waiting for me
20110224

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong
When it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun
That's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise
Some people don't wanna compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
And well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
'Cause I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise
And well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away to find a better day
I'm walking away

--

Everyone's happy for me, and I'm happy for myself too. I'm glad to have stopped tormenting myself with regrets and what-ifs, because it's time for me to finally start living in the present. On hindsight, I should've tried to move on long ago. I know you won't come back, and I won't look back either.

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never stop believing
20110223

I'm not lingering any longer, this time I'm gonna go much further (:


catch my breath
20110222

There was a man who found two leaves and came
indoors holding them out saying to his parents
that he was a tree.

To which they said then go into the yard and do
not grow in the living room as your roots may
ruin the carpet.

He said I was fooling I am not a tree and he
dropped his leaves.

But his parents said look it is fall.

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evergreen



Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you for the memories
We haven't made yet
You've always been a part of me
Even before we met (we met)
Yeah

Thank you in advance for the love you give me
I've had a glance of the good life (good life)
You'll be there when nobody believes me
I've gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head

Thank you for tomorrow
When you gonna call me (call me)
Thank you for the weekend
When you gonna see me (see me)
Thank you in advance
For the time you'll notice
I'm all you've wanted all of your life
Thank you for every single moment
I've gone through it all in my mind

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head
Pictures in my head

Thank you for the best times
Thank you for the journey

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night

I can see me looking at you
At the start of the day for all my life
I can see me dying to hold you
On the way when
I'm driving home at night

I've got these pictures in my head
These pictures in my head, yeah
Pictures in my head, yeah

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miracle
20110221



And so retreat I must, lest everything turns into blind madness.


eternal sunshine
20110220

"I’m here. I love you. I don’t care if you need to stay up crying all night long, I will stay with you. There’s nothing you can ever do to lose my love. I will protect you until you die, and after your death I will still protect you. I am stronger than Depression and I am braver than Loneliness and nothing will ever exhaust me."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)


wish you were here
20110218

And suddenly I realise, I haven't really moved on at all.

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If it's okay I'll leave the bed light on
And place your water glass where it belongs
And if it's alright I'll lie awake at night
Pretending I am curled up at your side

See I'm circling in these patterns
Living out of memories
I'm still a long way from accepting it
That there's just no you and me


But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart

Is it just me, did I commit a crime?
I won't believe that loving you is just a waste of time
Or was it in my head
I'm reading into things you never said


'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out
I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around

But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart

And nothing will come between us
I wanna convince myself
We're perfect in every single way
As long as I can keep the truth away from my heart
'Cause I can't break it to my heart

'Cause I still don't have the answers
To why we couldn't work it out

I wanna think it's something that I did
So I can turn it back around


But if I still believe you love me maybe I'll survive
So I tell myself you're coming home
Like you've done a million times
And if it's alright I'll still be loving you

And if it's so right I'll still be loving you
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
I can't break it to my heart

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i miss you
20110217

If only I could go back in time to repair what's been broken.


stolen my soul
20110216

summer is ending
maple leaves in hues of reds
fall in love in fall

I think I am going to lose the game, if you keep winning (my heart) like this.

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chances are far and few
20110202

Note to self:
Stop pining for one already gone; move girl, move on.


Why should a foolish marriage vow,
Which long ago was made,
Oblige us to each other now
When passion is decay'd?
We lov'd, and we lov'd, as long as we could,
Till our love was lov'd out in us both:
But our marriage is dead, when the pleasure is fled:
'Twas pleasure first made it an oath.

If I have pleasures for a friend,
And farther love in store,
What wrong has he whose joys did end,
And who could give no more?
'Tis a madness that he should be jealous of me,
Or that I should bar him of another:
For all we can gain is to give our selves pain,
When neither can hinder the other.

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shy boy
20110124

I'm stronger than I expected myself to be.


i hope
20110119

today, tomorrow, forever ♥
please?


tears in heaven
20110117

I don't know how to be strong......


take your chances
20110116

Why does this feel so much like a war game?
I'm so afraid that your inaction is also my cue to withdraw.


te amo
20110115

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside, cold outside, it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside, cold inside, it's cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care



Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see
it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only
one that's vulnerable
Impossible


I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Lets pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl, you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more you never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything, I promise I can be what you need

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

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need you now

I am willing myself to be strong, because I know if I were to appear broken before you, it would affect your final decision.
But do you know, if you had held me back there and then, I would have caved in?
I feel like I'm dangling by a thread. To cut it or not, it's wholly up to you now.


i'd go anywhere for you
20110114

(Isn't that familiar?)
Today, I was hurt beyond recognition.


flowers
20110110

in his hands are yellow carnations
beautiful, really
but glaring to the eye and
painful to touch.
her heart's bleeding crimson roses
because, how many times
has he done this
begging for forgiveness after
(a night of fun
a night of pleasure)
a night of hurt
a night of tears?
no, she really shouldnt accept those flowers
but soft and forgiving
weak and just so yielding
she does,
and
a week after
he comes with yellow carnations
and her heart's still bleeding crimson roses.

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watch me burn
20101229

falling white snowflakes
hush - winter wind is singing
she is more alone

Does kissing my wounds make the fact that you inflicted them any less painful?

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