KEYNE
God, Catholic, Dance, Soccer, Rugby
Music, Movies, Andy Warhol, Edie Sedgwick, Edgar Degas, Nijinsky,
Pirates, Rockstars, Vintage, Skulls, Medival, Glam Rock,
Roman & Macedonian Army, Cuban Revolution,
Alexander The Great/Hephaistion, Ennis/Jack, Ernesto Che Guevara,
Greek Mythology, Greece,
Africa, Troy, Moulin Rogue,
Musicals, Ballets, Concerts,
Art/Epic/Hs Movies, Eyeliner/Makeup Men, Hot Gays,
Velvet Goldmine, LOST, Survivor, Rossi Posse///
♥
Lukas Rossi, Edward Norton, Heath Ledger, Christian Bale, Orlando Bloom, Jared Leto, Gael Garcia Bernal, Xabi Alonso, Leonardo Dicaprio, Tatsuya Fujiwara.
Liverpool FC, New Zealand All Blacks; &
Ballet, Modern, Lyrical, Jazz, Quickstep, Tap.
GUNSHOT GLITTER
30 Seconds to Mars, Aerosmith, AFI, Arcade Fire, Artic Monkeys, Beatles, Billy Idol, Bloc Party,
The Bravery, Chopin, Coldplay, The Cure, Damien Rice, David Bowie, Death Cab for Cutie, Debussy, Depeche Mode, Duran Duran, The Donnas,
Franz Ferdinand, Gustavo Santaolalla, Hawthorne Heights, Hard-Fi, Hole, Jack Johnson, Jane's Addiction, Jeff Buckley, Juke Kartel,
Keane, The Killers, Led Zeppelin, Metric, Morphine, Morrisey, Muse, My Chemical Romance,
Nirvana, Oasis, OK Go, Pink Floyd, The Ponys, Powderfinger, Pulp, Queen,
Radiohead, The Rasmus, Rockstar Supernova, Rufus Wainwright, Tchaikovsky, The Strokes,
The Smiths, The Streets, Tindersticks, The Tears, Thom Yorke, Vangelis, The Vines, The Wallflowers, Yeahyeahyeahs, Xiuxiu, Zayra Alvarez
EDIT: http://www.xanga.com/thebattlefield Blogger, I'll miss you... Actually, I will miss the tagboard. WHY DOESN'T XANGA USE IFRAMES!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I. AM. QUITE. ANGRY. No no no, I am very angry at the $%^&*()(*&^%junior(s) who blogged about (...) Anoymously, I must add. (Though it's quite obvious once you look at the subtle clues) Juniors are supposed to respect Seniors. It's a Social Order, everyone has to follow it. ... I have alot to say but I guess, I won't. Wait for the anger to subside first.
Dance was so rewarding today. It's the first time in ages that I sweat so profusely in dance! Like, my hair was wet and my whole shirt was soaked! And I can feel the aches and pains coming! And my feet skin is peeling! 一定要拼出来 一定要拼出来
Not that ^&*((* over That Issue anymore, I guess. Thanks Sherilyn for the postcard! Be yourself and five other cliches and not a creep! 6C LUKAS! Thanks Isabelleneh for the note with Dear Prudence lyrics! It's beautiful and so are you (I KNOW I KNOW hehehe)
I hope there's no more of these Primary School like conflicts wth. And I am sick >:( Mucus dripping like crazy, nose want to drop off from the constant blowing of nose, throat feels like sandpaper, voice sounds like a teenage boy whose voice is breaking, cough sounds like an old auntie's. :( :( :( Big bee-like monster attacked class today :( :( :( It was big. And black. And it had weird dangly things on it. :( :( :( Emath common test was like !!!!!!! First A1 in centuries. ...She's so involved in SYF, everyday dance dance dance.... :/ Maybe I won't have to change place! No more triangle? I hope so I hope so
I'm quite tired of Blogger already, have a Livejournal and Xanga account, created quite long ago! Will move during March 'holidays', because haven't decided to use Livejournal or Xanga!
9:54 pm
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
PEIYI, Thanks for the much-needed SMS, Thanks for letting me know how much you care and actually give a damn about how I feel! It really did make my day :) SHERILYN, Thanks for that phone call, Thanks for showing that you care too! :) AMELIA & SHIMUN, Thanks for being there and letting me rant on and on! I love you as much as Ennis loves Jack! :)
I (nearly) fainted in church today... due to lack of breakfast and dinner the night before and from standing for the whole mass. >:( Anyway, the thought of forgiving and forgetting and turning the other cheek suddenly came into my head, regarding the whole issue about you know.. I don't know what to do.
Watched Sa Chen, the pianist person today at Esplanade with parents and Amelia! On the way there, Welcome to the Black Parade was on the radio and it was so coincidental since on the way in the bus to the Esplanade on Musical Evening, Amelia and I were singing that song too!!!!!!! And the recital was in Concert Hall ♥ It really does bring back fond memories! I miss the feeling of excitement, euphoria, happiness, pride in Crescent Dance and passion when I was performing on stage, I miss dancing for the audience and trying to connect and let them feel just a bit of my love for dance, I miss the spotlights and lights and their brightness and heat around me, I miss the stage, and how small I felt and how it's as if the whole stage is ours, and we can dance and dance and burn the floor and dance and dance; I want to perform and dance again, When I dance, I am truly myself and all my worries and problems just disappear and it's just me, the music, the dance, the stage, and the fellow dancers.
Damn I really miss Musical Evening. I miss the Green Room, even the MacChicken (for lunch) which consists of only bread and chicken, and the dinner, which was chicken bones, hard rice and chilli in plastic bags that cannot be opened. I miss the rushing of doing makeup, and changing costumes and how we came up with wearing the Bumblebee shorts underneath the Baibu leotard and how we just stripped in the changing room heh. I miss fooling around backstage, dancing to the Band's songs and praying and rolling around on the Baibu and jumping up and down, trying to get our glands to produce more adrenalin. I miss singing Disney songs and Black Parade and weird random songs in the room in between items. I miss watching the concert on that big plasma TV backstage. Most of all, I miss performing with Crescent Dance, I miss Baibu, I miss Bumblebee, I miss Finale and our stupid way of calling out to Emi hahaha.
And what's happening to Dance now? I'm so worried for SYF, there's such a long way to that Gold. I hope they will understand and they will feel the passion for dance soon. I don't think I can do it. 可以拼出来吗? 可以拼出来吗?
I'm going to smile and pretend everything's okay, because I really have no reason to be sad or anything because people on her side thinks that I caused it all and if I think otherwise, they will get unhappy. So best to follow whatever they say; I'm the one to blame, I'm the bad guy, I'm the one who should be punished, I'm the one everyone should turn against, I'm the fucked up one, I'm the unreasonable one, I'm the failure, I'm the disappointment, I'm the loser, I'm the embarrassment, I'm what's making people miserable, I'm the trouble-maker, I'm the one at fault.
7 things I want to say to people: 1. I MISS YOU, COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SOON OKAY 2. Liar liar, pants on fire 3. I like you more than a friend (but I guess you will never realise till it's too late) 4. Stop copying me, stop copying what I listen to, what bands I like, what movies I like, what actors I like, stop trying to be like me >:( 5. I wish you never existed. 6. I haven't talked to you for so long. 7. HOTTIE!
7 goals I want to achieve: 1. Get 10 and below for O levels >:( 2. Get Gold with Honours for SYF (Not. Very. Likely) 3. Master Grande Valse Brilliante and Flight of the Bumblebee on piano! 4. Master pirouettes on pointe! 5. Get abs! >:{D 6. Qualify for Lasalle, NAFA 7. Improve Chinese >:(
7 things I want to do: 1. Take up Lyrical Jazz 2. Take up violin 3. Go to a rugby match (All Blacks! All Blacks!) 4. Drink Starbuck's Chocolate Chip Frappe 5. NYDC Mudpie! 6. Tell her how I really feel >:( 7. Dance dance dance dance
7 places I want to go: 1. Greece GREECE GREECE (And follow Alexander's route) 2. Scandinavia 3. Africa (again) 4. Alexandria, Egypt (ALEXANDER!!!) 5. Macedonia 6. Cuba (Che, I love you) 7. Argentina
7 movies I want to watch: 1. 300!!!!! WTF IT'S M18 >:( >:( Got Greeks!! And Persians!!! >:( >:( 2. Hannibal Rising!! (Hannibal Lecter, I love you) 3. The Painted Veil (Edward Norton!!!) 4. Spiderman 3 (Okay, it's only because of James Franco, and the fact that he turns black) 5. Blood and Chocolate 6. The Wind that Shakes the Barley 7. Half Nelson
7 CDs I want to buy: 1. The Bravery: The Sun and Moon (?) 2. Good Charlotte: Good Morning Revival 3. Bloc Party: A Weekend in the City 4. Kaiser Chiefs: Yours Truly, Angry Mob 5. Arcade Fire: Neon Bible 6. Babel the soundtrack (Gustavo, I love you!) 7. Nil.
I'm sorry I let my friends and dance down. Time and time again. I'm sorry I'm like this.
11:06 pm
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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
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I want to cry already So confusing, so many different opinions, so many people hurt I know somehow I was the one who started it, either that, or I was the last straw I'm sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry to the people who were hurt because of me I'm sorry for ruining friendships I'm sorry for being a disappointment to dance I'm sorry for showing my feelings without thinking of the consequences
I'm sorry for being such an emo bitch, even though the others involved are so much more hurt than me, I feel so guilty guilty guilty guilty guilty I have no reason to cry, I have no reason to feel sad because I'm the fucking culprit I have no reason to complain because I'm the one who caused the whole fucking issue.
Next time I will hide my feelings, I will just keep smiling and tolerate everything I don't want to cause any more problems I'm petty, impatient, spoilt, I ruin friendships and I get angry with people for stupid reasons, I'm sorry I'm like that, I'm sorry everyone of you ever get to know me I'm sorry I let my friends down, I'm sorry I let dance down.
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(edit)(edit) I'm sorry Sherilyn, ShimunMoon, Isabellenehnehz, and others, for being so moody about something that doesn't actually even matter that much now because it seems it will never be resolved! So anyway yeah. Peiyi (New fan of Milktea!) and Joyce and Joyce, and Sherilyn, and Shimun, and Isabelle, and Amelia. Thanks, for everything. I don't want to do anything or talk about it or think about it anymore.
Anyway! Today Dance was fulfilling! Because I now have backache and neckache from the shuaito and jumps! ;D
Got back Chinese Test. I am so annoyed >:( Had Yusheng dinner today! I ate alot!!!! And everyone was like, Woah Dixin eat so much ah! Thank God for dance, :D
Ripped from Sherilyn, 6 weird things about me: 1. I can laugh for no reason 2. I wear socks around the house because my feet is consistently icecold 3. I like cracking my toes and my back and my knuckles 4. I like ballet, but I hate hate HATE the teacher >:( 5. I am scared of all insects. >:( 6. I like the smell of paint, fuel, money and newly printed papers. :D
and again, Ripped from Sherilyn, Sherilyn : Wah Dixin! You know you bend your head then ah, the rain will fall on your neck very ticklish you know!!!!! HAHAHAHA. Dixin : Ya ya ya. Sherilyn : Wah i'm damn turned on. Shimun + Dixin : OMG SHERILYN. Dixin : SHERILYN like that your boyfriend must spit on your neck first, then you turned on ah.
Peiyi: Why you everytime send SMS must use !!!! and ???? Me: I'm happy gal what Peiyi: I always thought you were angry! Me: Really ah. But !!!!! is meant to be happy!!!!!!
I am quite worried for SYF. :/ I still don't think I can do it; I am damn scared I will pull the whole dance down...
I got a feeling ahmad will change my place soon. I do not want Triangle. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( Emi said Arcade Fire got new album!!!!! Bloc Party got new album!!!!!! Kaiser Chiefs got new album!!!!!! The Bravery got new album!!!!!! HOW HOW HOW.
Thank you for just being there. :D Have we overcomed something?
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(edit) You're not listeningI am invisible if I don't tell youI need your affection, I didn't think it would affect me
I didn't want to blog, but I don't want to study so.... WE GOT YEARBOOKS! At least this year, dance has more coverage! CAN SEE AMELIA IN HER CHINESE DANCE COSTUME!!!!! And there was the Musical Evening Bumblebee last pose ♥ and the beloved BaiBu dance ♥ and the Champion Seminar photo! :D :D :D Class photo was shit >:{O Anyway, went to Ikea for lunch today with Stupid Moon and Sherilyn, who mistakes bibs as plastic bags for storing chicken wings IKEA SWEDISH MEATBALLS, I LOVE YOU Stood under rain whilst waiting for taxi, even though Moon had an umbrella!!!!! Saw my Boyfriend aka Gerald the Ikea Bat -> it's so adorable!!!! (hinthinthintAHEM)
Got even wetter after I got out of the bus and started walking home Then it got to a point where I just slowed down and stopped caring about the wetness since I'm already drenched! My iopd hates me, it always plays the emo songs when I'm alone then I get sad and depressed, And walking in the rain makes everything more emo because it brings back alot of memories! :(
Peiyi challenged me to sing with her 超喜欢你 and 专属天使 so now, the songs are on repeat because i need to learn the lyrics! Even though I don't really understand... :( And the little bits that I understand, I realised that 专属天使 lyrics is actually very sweet!!!
So I was explaining to Moon why Triangle is called Triangle. See, Emi and I thought she looked like a brocoli (?) and the outline is an inverted triangle so! ;D
I FOUND ANOTHER LUKAS FAN!!!!!! ;D Third person leh! LUKAS LUKAS 6C6C6C6C6C6C I LOVE YOU
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Listening to: One Headlight -The Wallflowers We can drive it home, with one headlight I think it's so meaningful!
(LILY: I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN CHEENA!!!!!! MY CHINESE IS THE BEST OKAY!!!!!! ;D ;D ;D ANYWAY! I do not go gaga over boys!!!! Actually, I go gaga over girls hehehehehe)
Dance is my first language (Saw this at the Nike shop) I wonder why Music and Art are O Level subjects but DANCE IS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY >:( >:( Not fair and the school library has tons of books on music and art but only one stupid book on Dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO TAKE DANCE AS OLEVEL SUBJECT >:(
Bad things that happened today - ADDMATH & CHEM were Hell Don't want to talk about it don't want to talk about it >:( - Chinese Paper was spent drifting in and out of dream and reality because I cannot keep awake, maybe due to the fact that I slept at three but evs evs - Saw a snail at the back gate, didn't dare to open the gate so had to walk one big round to the front >:( THE SNAIL WAS AS BIG AS A SHOE
Right, the good things 考试完了 自由前进! (...Doesn't really makes sense) Went to Lido with ChickenMushroomNehneh, Moon and Nikki, Watched Epic Movie!! Okay so thinking back, it doesn't seem that funny but I guess at that point of time, I was really high and I need to release the energy that has been building up during Common Tests (Go and die) so I was laughing throughout the whole movie, Moon also! Moon is actually Borat in disguise HAHAHAHA Right, then Nikki went back and we went to take neoprints (Long time long time) And ate dinner at Pepper Lunch! ;D And other random things which I kind of ...forgot
Walking along Orchard Road brings back a hell lot of memories CHINGAY 2007 ♥
Do you ever listen to a certain song and your heartbeat quickens and you can feel the adrenalin rush? ... I wonder if it's only me... :/ I also wonder why I don't get hooked on to drama serials like all my friends; somehow I just don't bother to watch every episode, week after week But then again, Survivor, Prison Break, Heroes and Lost are a different story :D (Pardon the weird English) I also wonder why everytime I take pictures with eyeliner ie during dance performances, my eyes will strongly reflect the light, it's as if I have lights for eyes! I wonder why hair only grows on my knees, I wonder why I am not an ahlian Speaking of which, found some of my old Primary School Friends' Friendster, Almost all my P4 guy classmates all turned AhBeng, and they all smoke :O and the galzxz become piinkii galgalzxzx
Had OLevel Briefing talk thing Didn't really listen, but I WANT TO TAKE GREEK AS MTL SUBJECT AND DANCE AS OLEVEL SUBJECT >:( Where's the justice?!?! Had cyber talk thing Quite...pointless, it's not like we don't know all this things! But then, I never knew hot kiss was Sio Chim HEHEHE
Almost cried during bus ride home because my Ipod decided to play all the emo songs...well, actually, I think it's the way I intepret them all to her... Speaking of which, MY IPOD IS FULL OF GLITTER!!!!!!! Equals to my hands being full of glitter, equals to everything I touch being full of glitter :O
He hasn't been here for quite a while! LUKAS ROSSI, I LOVE YOU, YOU 6C HOTTIE
9:27 pm
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Sunday, February 25, 2007
♥ 妆艺大游行
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I'm afraid you will think that I'm already over you, that I don't like you anymore But you have to know that in spite of all the distractions, like the gymnast(s), you are still in my heart, you will always be in my heart, you're the only one I really like, I will never forget about you; ... and the pathetic thing is I don't even know if you know that I like you
This is the last time that I'll ever feel the same Maybe I've said too much, but I don't care You act distant like I'm not there
I'm broken, so deadly, You're just the one to fix it You're calling, it's early That feeling, God I miss it
All I can do is light the fuse and walk away But even if I can do that, I still back down There's comfort in the silent ground
I only typed in those that mean something to the situation you and I are in right now I hope you know I will always have you in my heart, you're the only I truly like, in spite of the distractions.
MORE PICTURES, THANKS JOYCE
GLITTER CORNERZ! Featuring Amelia's Ipod, my Ipod, Joyce's Chocolate and Snickers
MY LEG IS ACTUALLY A CANVAS FOR BUDDING ARTISTS
HIPHOP PEOPLE!
NUS people, damn cool!
GYMNASTS, VERY PRETTY
BLUR PICTURE WITH GYMNASTS AND OTHERS :( (Bet you can't see me)
CLEAR, BUT HEADS CUT OFF (Bet you can't see me too!)
POLICEMEN!
I am very happy to say this: Chingay turned out really awesome for me And it's not only because of those shuaiges with wicked makeup and those muscular, strong male gymnasts It's not only because I fell in love (HEH) with one of those abovementioned gymnasts and I GOT HIS EMAIL :D It's also because of Crescent Dance, esp Secfours! :D (But high point was Those Male Gymnasts) I LOVE HAHAH Sarah and I appeared on the chinese 早报, we ~*celebrities*~ manz. (Quite embarrassing, actually) And there were all these photographers taking pictures, as if we were really rich and famous and walking down the red carpet! (Orchard Road)
Went around with a bunch of people taking pictures with the other performing troupes and the Male Gymnasts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I. Took. PIctures. With. Them, they were - this close to me!!!!!!! Okay, pictures mean a thousand words, so yeah (There will be more soon because Joyce hasn't passed them to me!) (Got more with the Male Gymnasts!!!!!)
Glitter, Glue, Brush, Cotton Buds! No more doing gold dots ever! D;
This is what happened to my leg when you give crazy people eyeliner and glitter :/
Sec Four Dancers, I love you!
ONLY PLEASANT PHOTO I HAVE WITH AMELIA
AMELIA IS 26C4U
HELPERZ 125125!!
ONLY CHANCE TO SIT ON THE ROADSIDE AT ORCHARD ROAD AND ACT LIKE WE OWN THE ROAD
Lily and Peiyi in Bigheads! IM26C4U HAHAHA
HAHAHA I BET YOU CAN'T FIND ME BECAUSE I HAVE DIFFICULTY FINDING MYSELF
AMELIA DREAM COME TRUE, Those ~*~Japanese Guys~*~ Who are really quite adorable with the poses! :D
MY DREAM COME TRUE, But damn the stupid light, made everything so dark :( BUT STILL, I WAS SO NEAR THEM! LOOK AT THEIR MUSCLES! AND BODY AND HOTNESS!!!!! Esp the one on the far right (EMAIL!!!!!!!), and left! :D :D
COOL GUYS WITH MAKEUP WITH PEIYI THE BIGHEAD
More to come, soon! :D I'm so happy we took so many pictures with the other troupes and with my fantasy, the male gymnasts, which made my dream come true! :D :D Hot Gymnasts!!!! Eyeliner Men!!!! Makeup Men!!!! I was in heaven! CHINGAY IS SO CHOCK FULL OF HOT GUYS I CANNOT STAND IT Oh man, last ever performance (though I didn't really perform..) with Crescent Dance:( 很开心 it turned out great, with alot of taking pictures, looking for hot guys and stuff, Sarah and I teared whilst watching our item, it was so fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
妆艺大游行, 我爱你! (Never ever going to forget this experience and I'm glad I spent it with the people I love the most)
Time to scrub my eyes to get rid of liquid eyeliner...
12:44 am
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
Chingay, I know I still love it, even though I am not in it now, and am only holding weird bunch of balloons in front...
I'm very sorry to most of the secfour dancers today, for being so cold and weird and stoned and un-enthu and moody and gloomy because I was feeling very negative, because I was feeling very guilty and bad and was very very very (am still) pissed and annoyed at someone Especially to Joyce, Joyce, Amelia, Sarah, I didn't mean to be so cold, I just really really really wanted to dance very very very badly and the reason for me not being able to dance was so stupid and trivial I couldn't stand it... SO SORRY :( Thanks for putting up with my shit and Sarah thanks for being with me, and being still so optimistic, even though you couldn't dance too I'm sorry I let all of you down, I'm sorry the least I can do is to do the glitter and help carry balloons :( :( :( I'm sorry Amelia, Joyce, Joyce, Sarah, Peiyi, Jane, Lily, Michelle, Zifang, Shihui, (who else??), I'm sorry I was such an asshole today Sorry, it won't ever happen again
Isabelle 6nehnehz, I am very sorry too because you gave me Chingay message and Freddy and Gina the Chocolates, but turns out I'm not performing!!!! I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY Very sorry that it was not used to its full effect and for wasting your time and bothering you!!!!! 真对不起 sorry sorry sorry sorry (Thanks for them btw but I AM VERY SORRY)
Chingay performers have really pretty costumes and floats and fabulous dances! Esp the Team Singapore and the Alice in the Wonderland, and the Hip Hop one and the NUS one NUS guy asked me about my 'organisation', he was very friendly, but I couldnt hear him due to loud music and thus I could only answer blindly thus leading to breakdown in communication
Had supper at Tiong Macdonalds' with Lily, Gloria, Peiyi and Jane and Amelia Peiyi is funny with her revenge and antics! Amelia and I ate like pigs :( surely grow fat
IM REALLY SORRY I WAS SUCH A DICK, ASSHOLE, IDIOT, LOSER, HYPOCRITE, WET BLANKET, ETC TODAY IM REALLY SORRY ISABELLE FOR WASTING YOUR TIME IM REALLY SORRY SARAH, JOYCE, JOYCE FOR BEING SO MOODY :(
Joyce agrees that Supernova, ie Lukas Rossi is nice, Can't Bring Myself To Light This Fuse = Most touching song ever!!! Gold glitter makes red spots appear on my skin, quite disturbing Lit Bio and Geog Papers are over, fell asleep in Bio paper due to sleeping at 2++ the night before
Chingay tomorrow I will get over the fact that I am not in the dance and be enthu and happy I will not get annoyed by her no matter what she does I will not let (the other) her effort go to waste
1:19 am
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Wednesday, February 21, 2007
(edit) Listening to: Cowboys are Frequently Secretly Fond of Each Other -Willie Nelson (HEHE)
I AM SO SICK OF DOING THEMES AND CHARACTERISTICS FOR STUPID STOCKMANNS AND THE MEDIA AND WHATEVER SHIT (hence, the blogging) STOCKMANNS CAN DIE OR GO TO AMERICA FOR ALL I CARE >:(
Geog was stupid stupid SHIMOON IS STUPID Came up with favourite emotionz~*~* >:( >:D >:{D >:}D BD >BD >B{D >B}D 125, 126, 12629, IM26C4U, URAQT and stupid Happy jokes hehehe
Moved classroom, stupid table still cannot stand, THREE YEARS ALREADY $%^&* Juniors came and tell us we have to move back up WTH I cleaned the %^&* table for nothing!!!!! Watched Devil Beside Me/You (??) in canteen with Joyce's tablet: Rainie (Rainee??) has a moustache, Lead guy acts cool and there's 5678 kissing scenes! And got 6 scene too!!!!! HEHEHEHE Had ChinGAY (HEHE BROKEBACK) briefing -> Bring on the goldshinyshiny!
Bought Bubble Tea (Second day in a row! :D), spilled Bubble Tea, Had dirty conversation (Dejavu) on the train, Peiyi being the culprit this time, Got %^&*( guy winked at me on bus, very freaky, very disgusting, very disturbing, Stood very near me somemore, couldn't do anything but glare at him >:( I want to punch him!!!!! Got caught in the rain, very fun though shirt became transparent :/
Fell in church yesterday during Ash Wednesday Mass :( Slippers broke, had to walk without shoes around the church for the whole congregation to see!!!! Michelle just reminded me it's Lent period now, so have to have Friday Abstinence, no meat and stuff. I can't believe I forgot!!!! :(
Oh noz. Back to 死 Stockmanns again
//Listening to: 15 minutes -The Strokes
High point of the day, SMOOTHIE PASSION IS OPEN!!!!!!!!! I can satisfy my constant Bubble Tea cravings now But I will sure get fat, because I will most probably buy one everyday, on top of leftover CNY goodies :( But the point is, buying bubble tea will be so convenient now!!! ;D Now they can add Shilin and Chippy there, then I will be the happiest girl on Earth.
I MISS CNY (Visiting), DAMMIT. Well, I miss the Mahjong Sessions!!!!!!!!!!! (And the food) Want. To. Play. Mahjong. Now. If I can't become UN Peacekeeper, or Dancer, or Zookeeper, or Firefighter, I will be fulltime Mahjong Auntie, then I can play Mahjong all day and win money without having to study.
Anyway, why is Lit, Bio and Geog on the same day?!?! Stupid. Can die studying leh! How to absorb so many things at one go?!?!?! School went by rather quickly. Cannot really remember anything that happened, except for the pay 20cents for the thermometer cover incident. And how Isabelle was poking my hipbone. NEHNEH.
Everyone should use slang language like, Let's go go! (Let's go to G-O) Get it get it? G-O aka General Office, G-O, go? :D And, Today got ss or not? (Today got S-S or not) Then we can all be hipz and kewlz galz.
And I've decided to start listening to Chinese songs so I can speak/write Chinese like a professional! Bad News: So far, the only Chinese singers I find bearable listening to is Jay Chou and Mr No Hair, aka Stanley Huang(?) :(
Was talking about nicknames whilst waiting for the train with Moon and Mushroom. I am NOT Cock! Or Chestnut (Because my chest is not near my nuts!) (Then again, I have no nuts!) Or Huaxin! Or DXO or Pixie or whatever Moon manages to come up with! I am quite disturbed by the fact that all my juniors call me Huaxin because they think it's my real name! (Joyce I will have my revenge soon!)
Anyway, CHINGAY IS COMING I CANNOT WAIT Time to draw more goldglitter circles and stars and such!
Alyssa! (Eh, I don't usually reply tags in blogposts, you special nehneh!) ALYSSA I'M SO GLAD YOU ARE PROUD OF CRESCENT DANCE, I TELL YOU AH. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF US, NO MATTER HOW FAR AWAY YOU MAY BE. You will always always be with us, and I promise, we will make you proud of every dance we dance!!!
Oh noz. Time to study for Bio and Geog :( Tomorrow is Lit Day. I am dead, because i think there's dance tomorrow? And I haven't touched the Lit Book yet!!
3:20 pm
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Monday, February 19, 2007
(edit) It's been so long, but I will always treasure the memory,
MUSICAL EVENING BAIBU DANCE! Or, I believe it was called Beyond? It's one of my favourite dances in Crescent Dance ever, I really felt connected with the dance, maybe because all the sec four dancers were all in it ♥ The music doesn't match the actions, but it's still something :)
ALYSSA CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am very very happy :D It's been approximately five months since I last talked to her since she went to America, Land of the Beautiful to live the American Dream I'm sorry we could only talk for 18 minutes and 39 seconds but I was in undesirable circumstances and was about to watch a movie! Next time we talk for 27 hours okay!! ALYSSA I MISS YOU ALOT I HOPE YOU COME BACK SOON (Like, tomorrow or something)
In other news, 1. Epic movie plans was changed to Ghost Rider Nicholas Cage is such a hottie. ...Okay, I wasn't serious but his eyes very blue leh. So mesmerizing! Storyline was weird, graphics were cool, effects were cool, motorbikes are the coolest. And I want a boyfriend who can freeze people to death please. The Devil is a useless piece of shit.
2. Tourists (England, my love!) wanted to take picture of us (Gloria, Me, Amelia, Lily, Michelle,) whilst we were at Fareast sitting on the benches/floor. Hehehehehe
3. Usual CNY activities. Eating, mahjong, eating, eating, eating and eating I want to eat Yu Sheng and CNY goodies every single day for the rest of my life and not grow fat and put on weight at all :3
... CAMWHORES. I realised our positioning on CNY Day 1 is the same as CNY Day 2!
Was on the train the other day on the way home when suddenly, the Immense Pressure of SYF Just Struck Me Well, I felt the pressure before but not as much as I do now, in the past, it was always oh SYF, even though things look not so good now but we can still be able to do it and stuff, but now it feels as if I can't do it, I am very scared that even if I/we dance my/our hardest, I/we still won't be able to get Bronze, let alone Gold, or Gold with Honours. I am very scared that our/my best is not enough, I am very scared we can't do it, I am very scared others won't take it seriously, I am very scared I will pull down the whole dance troupe, I am very scared I don't dance well enough, I am very scared we will fail, Positive thinking doesn't seem to work on me now :( I am very scared to think of the consequences if we get fucking COP, or Bronze, or even Silver. 死也要拼出来; 可以拼出来吗? I really really don't think I am able to do it
And it really hurts to think that after SYF, it's goodbye Crescent Dance, goodbye to performing together with the Sec Fours (♥), and it will be a fucking long time till I feel that wonderful bond and passion again :(
The things the Priest talked about in church was ...hard to accept, hard to put into actions Forgive and forget, love your enemies and things like that I'm not sure if I can be ~*bestiezxz*~ with Triangle and I don't think I can ever live in peace with ahmat. But I can't wait for CHINGAY (23 ->COMMON TESTS >:( , 24)
// Amelia, I'm sorry I ripped this from you but I was so affected by the lyrics! Hard Love lyrics by Bob Franke I remember growing up like it was only yesterday, Mom and Daddy tried their best to guide me on my way. But the hard times and the liquor drove the easy love away, And the only love i knew about was hard love.
It was hard love, every hour of the day, When Christmas to my birthday was a million years away, And the fear that came between them drove the tears into my play, There was love in Daddy's house, but it was hard love.
And i recall the gentle courtesy you gave me as i tried To dissemble in politeness all the love i felt inside. And for every song of laughter was another song that cried, This ain't no easy week-end, this is hard love.
It was hard love, every step of the way, Hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away, And when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved today, There was nothing left to sing about but hard love.
So i loved you for your courage and your gentle sense of shame, And i loved you for your laughter and your language and your name, And i knew it was impossible, but i loved you just the same, Though the only love i gave to you was hard love.
It was hard love, it was hard on you i know, When the only love i gave to you was love i couldn't show. You forgave the heart that loved you as your lover turned to go, Leaving nothing but the memory of hard love. - cannot know I'm talking about-. I think everything will be ruined. Best to let go?
Walking along Orchard Road brings back a hell lot of memories
He hasn't been here for quite a while! LUKAS ROSSI, I LOVE YOU, YOU 6C HOTTIE
GLITTER CORNERZ! Featuring Amelia's Ipod, my Ipod, Joyce's Chocolate and Snickers
MY LEG IS ACTUALLY A CANVAS FOR BUDDING ARTISTS
HIPHOP PEOPLE!
NUS people, damn cool!
GYMNASTS, VERY PRETTY
BLUR PICTURE WITH GYMNASTS AND OTHERS :( (Bet you can't see me)
CLEAR, BUT HEADS CUT OFF (Bet you can't see me too!)
POLICEMEN!
Glitter, Glue, Brush, Cotton Buds! No more doing gold dots ever! D;
This is what happened to my leg when you give crazy people eyeliner and glitter :/
Sec Four Dancers, I love you!
ONLY PLEASANT PHOTO I HAVE WITH AMELIA
AMELIA IS 26C4U
HELPERZ 125125!!
ONLY CHANCE TO SIT ON THE ROADSIDE AT ORCHARD ROAD AND ACT LIKE WE OWN THE ROAD
Lily and Peiyi in Bigheads! IM26C4U HAHAHA
HAHAHA I BET YOU CAN'T FIND ME BECAUSE I HAVE DIFFICULTY FINDING MYSELF
AMELIA DREAM COME TRUE, Those ~*~Japanese Guys~*~ Who are really quite adorable with the poses! :D
MY DREAM COME TRUE, But damn the stupid light, made everything so dark :( BUT STILL, I WAS SO NEAR THEM! LOOK AT THEIR MUSCLES! AND BODY AND HOTNESS!!!!! Esp the one on the far right (EMAIL!!!!!!!), and left! :D :D
COOL GUYS WITH MAKEUP WITH PEIYI THE BIGHEAD
More to come, soon! :D
... CAMWHORES. I realised our positioning on CNY Day 1 is the same as CNY Day 2!