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Sunday, May 18

白天黑夜还是季节交替时，有没有一个人的身影总会在不经意时偷偷突然自你脑海里苏醒过来？如果真的有这么一个人的存在，那么你在回忆的过程中是悲伤抑或是快乐的呢?

天晴时，想念你阳光般的笑容。下雨时，却想起自己的悲伤泪水。看得见你，看不见你或许对失去你的我而言，显得不再这么重要了。

有的人自生命中消逝后，仍会在自己心中占有小小的一席之地。关于你的一切，我将把它放在心中晴空万里的一角，每当失意难过时，总会不经意地想起你灿烂的微笑，温暖了我疲惫的心灵。

无论对亲情，友情还是爱清而言，想念一个人的心情是美好却也是悲伤的。思念一个人的心情因为看不着，听不到对方的一言一行而达到最高限度时，思念的渴望就会像极了万虫从地底钻出地面向四处奔逃般，着实令人内心痛苦不已。

今天虽是阴雨绵绵的一天，雨也正滴滴答答落个不停，但此刻我的内心却是愉快的。悲伤似乎暂时在冬眠中，而我也却无意惊扰它的休憩。幸福，是想念一个人的美好。此刻的我，正想念着你。i miss you.
17:45
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, February 29

closed down, at least for now
21:07
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, February 27

closing down... (maybe.)
19:18
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, February 21

mask on, armour on, ready to fight this battle.
22:22
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, February 20

"even if you push me away, i will not leave you.
i drank a little more because of you. do you know?
...
how i wish i could tell you that i want you by my side and hold on to you and not let you go
...
the heart chamber is unable to open as yet.
......
i cant remain sober and continue like this
i have no motivation to move on.
......
i hate you for pulling me
i hate you for pushing me
but i believe you and will wait
i came jus to see you cos i miss you so much
do not lecture me please
i will leave once i see you
......
do not worry about me or my parents
worry about my heart
......
this is the type of kiss i hope to be able to experience every morning"
-adopted from channel U, 7 pm show
just by watching a 1 hour show, these many words touched me so.
19:13
signing off, kho.Y

ahh, freaking tired and pain. duh.
too tired to post yesterday.
but the game wif anglican was bad.
at least, for me.
and mrs khoo, here is the evidence.
poor placement to middies + poor linkage in attack + bad shooting + bad offers in circle = bad play.
what a nice equation rite? thank you.
i played horribly.

mrs khoo,
thought for so long becos was thinking between the answer i gave, lack in confidence and my mum is not very supportive bout it.
gave the main reason but this would be better
(the answer i gave)+ lack in confidence + unsupportive mum = final decision
what a nice equation again. thank you.

total count become 522$
i keep having to add,
so sad rite? haha.
thanks! aunty!

distracted?
17:32
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, February 17

no one controls what i eat, what i drink, what i consume. isnt it good?
13:05
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, February 15

match with BP,
final score 29 to 21
well done!

went to eat wif cyn, li xuan and clau
thanks! uncle for the meal.

who is gabriel?
22:08
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, February 14

AEM rocks totally though it is getting super complicated now.
yupp, this is how i spent my VD,
how nice rite?
tmr's game JIAYOUS!!!
cos u all can do it!

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!!
21:58
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, February 13

during chinese lesson. questions raised: (in chinese, of cos!)
1. wad does valentine's day mean to you?
to me,
its is a day, not only for couples to get together.
but for everyone to get together.
families, friends, anyone.

2. how do u think celebrating a festive is the most meaningful?
to me,
it depends on the occation
for example,
valentine's day.
it is the time spent together with the person
that makes the day meaningful
it is not about physical objects, like presents or wad
it is about time,
the finite time.

4 tears
tears of joy
tears of sadness
tear of pain
tears of question.
18:30
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, February 11

maybe, change it to you all can do it!
20:19
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, February 10

this year's CNY
is super busy la.
until, im doing homework and people's house!!!
super tired.
mentally and physically
"letting go makes one stronger at times"
14:19
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, February 6

opulent means :
1. very beautiful, with a lot of decorations, and made from expensive materials.
2. very rich and spending a lot of money

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!
16:50
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, February 4

although it is a lose,
but nvm,
as long as we tried our best.
jus gotto JIAYOUS for the season(s) to come.
we can do it!
"to be able to reach it, and do it well."
20:39
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, February 3

important business --- (homework-ing)
dats my life.

its the end.
its the last time i'll ask you out
its the last time i'll ___ you
its the last time i'll ____ __ __ ____ _____
its the last time i'll wait for you
its the last time i will go up wif you
until.
i'll still do something (at least) for you.

"when the time calls for it, i might"
"i will still love you SILENTLY"
trust and faith. < / 3

10:16
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, January 31

nanyang game was bad.
9-21.
but its ok, we jus gotto JIAYOUS for nan hua's game.
and, well done nan yang netballers. :)
my worst fear had arrived.
gabriel,
i've said enough.
i've done enough.
i've heard enough.
my worst fear had arrived (second time in a day)

"do not try to do great things,
when u cant even do the simplest of the simplest stuffs."
21:17
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, January 30

nanyang match tmr..
JIAYOUS!!!rvnb.
trust and faith.
"rephrased answers are not genuine answers,
conditional answers are not genuine answers."
19:49
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, January 29

dinner today was yummy.
ate 3 bowls.
omg, im gonna grow so fat.
there are reasons
volunteer-ed answer
i've asked.
i've answer-ed.
"i will love you silently,
when others throw stones at you,
i will stand infront of you and block them.
u jus hav to stand behind me."
"tie the trustband"
21:56
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, January 28

homework, homework, homework and homework!!!
its my life.
was it realli ok?

"when a teacher makes a mistake, it is a new theory."
21:08
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, January 27

i dont knoe why actually.
i was jus thinking.

answer-ed.
18:19
signing off, kho.Y

诲人不倦
17:33
signing off, kho.Y

i need to buy much more stuffs!!!
and im like freaking broke.
crap!

which is more important???
i can tell you, AEM is more important.

there are 2 ppl drifting apart.
i knoe i hav to pull them back together.
or maybe i should not care at all.

as long as i knoe.





"to succeed in anything you do, you must have passion."
11:18
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, January 25

im gonna flunk math and physics.
and they are like my best subjects..
argh!!!

im happy
i dono why
maybe ur words and ur words and its words hav enlighten me alot.
:)

i enjoy it
its realli nice
i jus like it
yeah!

i think i'll go for it
my life, my future, my present and my past.
sorry, if it would disappoint u, or anyone else.
21:46
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, January 24

foundation to advanced math rocks totally.
like,
(p^q)ˇr
so cool.
haha.
true true true false false false.

i love you.
19:51
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, January 22

the days jus pass
1 after another
wif events of cos.

rach, well done.
jiayous.
cos u can do it
stay strong.
POSITIVE.


as long as u knoe it.
22:12
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, January 21

wif pioneer,
36 - 16.
but bad game..
JIAYOUS!!! cos we can do it.
yeah!

got lots of stuff to buy,
like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
and the list goes on.
save, save, save!

realli glad to get the answer right
though its the last try
im glad :)

not to reject the ____
but to accept the _____

glad to see or knoe that u're happy
though it didnt come from me
but as long as i knoe i hav it
im fine wif it.
21:48
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, January 20

homework are streaming in..


i refused to reply
cos i dont treat u as an ____________.
not at all.
i had dat feeling once again.
seek up my courage and sent the msg
why dont u do the same
i mean the seeking courage part.

hav been thinking alot
i dont wan to answer the question
i dont wan to face the reality
i dont wan to knoe why
i dont wan to knoe when
i dont wan to knoe the fact
i dont wan to knoe the answer
i dont wan to knoe anything.
but i guess i will.

when/why.

many on a rollercoaster (emotional).
19:42
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, January 18

im happy.
THANK YOU.
jus dat the rate of brain cells deduction is going at 100000000000000000000000000000/second.
19:57
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, January 17

second match,
65-0.
a better game,
so continue JIAYINGYOUS!!! haha.
did the right thing
by seeking second(third) perspective.
however, how long will it last?
dont think it'll last long
cos im already thinking more.
21:15
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, January 16

today, first match of the season
56-1
good start.
yeah!


decided to seek second(third) perspective.
i like the comany,
its jus a different type.
i've gotto play tmr.
22:19
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, January 15

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family? yes.
friends? yes.
netball? yes.
nothing? yes.


watermelon juice,
eww.
yucks.


my arm aches with all that writing, all the shooting and all the typing.


the blood comes at the right time.
20:11
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, January 14

hi,
yupp i knoe i haven been blogging,
but, wadeva.
today, bad start for season cos of the rain.
jus hope things will turn out better.
JIAYOUS!!!rvnb<3


"woof!
sereno!~!
no, dun go.. please.
dun do this to me.
do not leave me..
sereno, come back!!!
please, i beg you.
arghhh...
SERENO!~!"


i think things hav slown down and times even called for time.
maybe its time to put up the intensity (lol) and pick up the pace to catch up wif everyone,everything.
and also, myself.
ME.
20:32
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, January 9

fixtures:
b div --- pioneer
hong kah
nan yang
nan hua
ju ying
jurong ville

c div --- cck
zhenghua
commonwealth
west spring

JIAYOUS!!! rvnb <3
20:14
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, January 6

i've gotto drug,
no choice.
21:46
signing off, kho.Y
Saturday, January 5

this post is not for mrs khoo to read:
i've jus painted mrs khoo's toottoot car.
haha.
20:09
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, January 4

i can walk PROPERLY!!!
21:25
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, January 3
21:09
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, January 2

hi,
first day of school was bad.
haiz.

the teacher's list:
form - mrs khoo
co-form - mdm chia
lang. arts - mdm chia
maths - mrs khoo (yeah!)
chinese - mdm guo
chemistry - ms ong
physics - ms tan (yeah!)
geog - ms tan

so,
we played indoor and outdoor teambuilding games.
argh!!
im damned pissed.
wads the use of playing captian ball
with pratically no rules?
2 balls.
2 captains.
captains can move along the base line.
able to kick the ball.
no distance before hands over.
etc.
wadeva.

ok,
on the first day of school,
i had a present,
wow!
guess wad is it..
a swollen ankle.
how nice rite?
argh!!!
dono la..
tot i can nvr sprain anymore..


my legs were perfectly fine when i went to training
perfectly fine.
and its not dat im injured or wad and still continued
get ur facts rite first can?
pissed.

wad do u take us for?
ur dogs?
wadeva u ask us to do
we got to?
if i jus ap-ed u,
i can jus dun do anything.
nothing at all.

i dono why i did dat.
like totally dao.
i jus knew i got to do something.
to stop something
i dono,
i realli dono.
sorry.
im suffering too.
and im willing to suffer, alone.

so close to season,
and injuries..
argh!!!
2 somemore.
come'on,
pull thru this.
:)

maybe it is worth it
when i can still type it out
for now,
maybe it is worth it.
20:40
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, January 1

i had to do dat
to put someone down
jus becos of u
do u knoe how it feels?
NO.
u dont
u dont knoe anything
nothing at all.


actually,
i dont wanna believe its obsession
cos actually i dun think so
or is it?
i hope it is the feeling of true friendship
yes, true friendship.


you apologised,
obviously, i said nvm
but do i realli mind?
i think i do.
it happens many a times
not like jus one or two times
but nvm,
i'll jus continue to wait.
afterall, i've said wad i wanted to.


tot bout it,
what do u take me for?
one, asking for latest updates.
one, updating me.
im like the person in the middle,
squashed.
i'll rather not be any.


it is so close now
and im feeling this way
i dun wan to
but i cant resist it
how i hope things turn out the right way.


im still waiting
prepared to spare a hand,
a shoulder,
a ear
or two,
anytime, anything.
im waiting.


maybe tonight will make me cheer up too.
i'll be waiting for dat day to come.


waiting.
16:38
signing off, kho.Y

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
lol.
season's meeting in 8 days!!!!
JIAYOUS!!!! rvnb <3
00:06
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, December 31

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives the phone
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York the park
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car bus you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees frappes
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimesnot having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look upand know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
23:49
signing off, kho.Y

now,
wadeva i do
is gonna be hidden from ur eyes
u forced me to do this
and u wun knoe a thing
wun see a thing
nothing at all

today,
got a very strong sense of it again
maybe its jus obsession or something
i dono.
i realli dono.
u felt it too.
maybe u can explain.

when i ring u up
so many a times
i couldnt get through
my heart was broken
at dat moment,
i wanted to talk to you
tell you things
but i jus couldnt reach you
i was worried.

u tagged, blogged
the words of comfort
actually, i dun feel it though
i kept thinking
of wad i should do
to help
yet,
im worried of how to tell you
yes, especially you.
i realli dono how to say it out
obviously is was due to wad happened last time.
i realli dono.

read someone's blog
and tot
"is it worth it?"
why i clinged on
why i didnt let go
partially cos i was forced
but yet
i oso did it for u all
and is it worthed?
so wad even the others say u hav them for u
and this kind of stuff
when u dun even feel it?
i jus din knoe wad to say
and tears do answer some questions

somemore,
big step token for u all
all dat i had to face
the times i had to pull through
jus for u all
IS IT WORTH IT???!!!

tonight,
i like it
maybe it makes me emo
listening to it
thinking
emo-ing
super good feeling
haiz..


i jus dono. (?)
23:03
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, December 30

i dun get it
every word u said were like knives stabbing into my heart
u dun knoe why we did dat
u dun knoe how i felt
u dun knoe how i am feeling
u jus dun understand me at all
dats all,
i wun give a damn to wad u said

i dono why i felt dat way
that feeling
it jus cannot be written out
maybe it is the "other half" kind of feeling
i jus dono.

now,
i feel so restricted.
i dono why i didnt tell u so much
i realli wan to be like last time
talking to u so freely
so carefree.
i'll do something.

i suddenly remembered ur msg
and it set me thinking, again.
for i dono wad reason
i think-ed, again
i jus tot dat if the 2 of ur were walking ur own way
wad would become the rest of us
it is like, so dispatched
i tot
i felt
its jus wad i think.
20:07
signing off, kho.Y
Saturday, December 29

i cry no more.
21:33
signing off, kho.Y

hi,
haven been blogging for a long time.
jus didnt feel like it,
like realli no mood to do so..
plus all the events that happened
maybe, i jus dun hav the time.

i shall start from wed.
had self training
played street netball
2 quarters per team onli and we are super tired le..
sianz..
after dat we went to queensway
jus to accompany estee
how nice rite?
lol.
went to anchor point to eat
and i bought the gay badge.
haha.
"i am gay, are you?"
its pink in colour somemore lor..
went to ikea to get seniors farewell gift
budget!
haha.
went home after dat.

thurs.
netball chalet!!!
met at white sands to get the food from ntuc
then, went to downtown east costa sands together.
played the "games"
walked like super alot lor..
had bbq after dat.
and official speech.
wad eileen said was realli true.
it set me thinking, alot.

fri.
training.
i survived.
wow!
had specialised after dat.
and i proved ms loo wrong
im super happy.
haha.
ate and went home.

today(sat).
im sick now.
im so sorry dat i didnt go for the match.
sorry.
slept alot.
like a koala..
haiz..
and thanks alot to those who showed ur care.
i realli appreciated it.
and the swimming instructor was like
"u're so tall le.."
lol, i dint even grow can?
"u're still in rv?"
"ya"
"good."
lol, wads so good bout dat.

u've gotto do something, anything.
17:12
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, December 25

it hurts to see/hear u in dat state
i rather suffer it alone.
22:30
signing off, kho.Y
Monday, December 24

for the first time,
i looked up in the sky
in search of stars
i found it
two of them.
2, thanks
23:01
signing off, kho.Y

hello,
im bored..
no, actually,
im supposed to do homework.
i WILL go and do it after this post.
haiz..

21 more days to season.
JIAYOUS!!! rvnb. <3

i got a baluku for christmas.

sorry.
i lied.
many a times.
thank you.
i WILL listen.
giv me the chance
please.

thanks.
but i think it didnt turn out how i hoped it would be.
maybe i'll jus go directly to her.
i jus need a ___
please.
15:57
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, December 23

hey!
im back!!
from baaatam..
nothing much there
didnt realli shop much due to time constrain
had some math practices though
haha.
rp20000 = ????
i've gotta divide the price by 6250 jus to get the conversion
haiz..

why???!!!
i simply dun understand.
tot of closing the blog
but hang-ed on for you
decided not to post all those kind of stuff anymore
probably more talking to the wall/air/wadeva
jus like dat day

i mean the shirt
the shirt mean i

the feeling is fake
realli fake
do u mean it
from the bottom of ur heart?

wait wait wait
22:33
signing off, kho.Y
Friday, December 21

im lending it to you
its jus on loan
cos i'll be away
sorry
after im bac
the rainbow will appear
trust me
trust her
and him
please.
hug it
hold on to it
listen to it
for u cant get immune to drugs
u get addicted to them
music alike
but dun talk to it
cos the words are for my ears onli.

monday. please.
10:37
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, December 20

ok, we r going to play against cheung cheng instead on amk
but again,
JIAYOUS!!!rvnb<3

a tint of it will appear tomoro
but more will appear on monday
please wait.
20:16
signing off, kho.Y

sumtimes its the mind thats fooling around
so u should follow ur heart
sit down, think bac,
about the times in the past
when u were forced to, u didnt wan to let go
now, u wan to let go jus like dat
do u think it is wise?
do u realli think i take u as dat?
then im telling you dat,
im realli disappointed.
go and ask him
wad did i tell him
im going to do it
but u hav got to giv me some time
til monday.
please.

relationships are complicated.
13:27
signing off, kho.Y

party is tmr.. yeah!
but i haven do my homework yet...
shhh...
haha.lol

amk match tmr..
JIAYOUS!!!rvnb<3

u're bac
yet i cant feel the assurance, the comfort u once gav me
maybe cos u're tired or sumthin
i'll jus continue waiting

the days are seriously getting wetter and wetter
was it becos i was too harsh on u?
as a result, ur mouth is hiding gold?
i dun wan it,
i jus wan the relation
though u once said it does not sound too rite,
but i dun care.
ice is the cure
the knee, not the heart
i'll be there for you
i'll spare u a ear
christmas is the ending of a year
hav a good start and a good ending
10:04
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, December 19

played wif VJC.stmargs.VJC.stmargs.VJC.CJC.VJC.CJC.
played GD.GD.GK.GK.GK.GD.GA
i totally sucked.
esp as GK.
arghhh... jus cant get around her and look at the ball.
my passes (supposingly my strength) was not too good either.
esp dat quarter when i played GK
it was jus not enough
haiz..

my ankle is worse.
and there's a match on friday.
wif amk
then party after dat...yeah!

JIAYOUS!!!!rvnb <3

O.o, i found a blister on my sole.
so cool.(st, maybe not?)
haha.

i am sad
i am disappointed
i've tried
but failed.
i was so heart broken
dat moment.
in a moment's folly,
i said FINE
but im regretting it
when i remember the times we had
so, im realli sorry
sorry.
not onli the nites are getting wetter
the days are too.
the string is tight
the tension is tense
but im willing to take a step forward
and let it sag
but please do not step bac and let it break
and i'll say a big THANK YOU.

tonite.
18:17
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, December 18

yesterday had fitness training..
my ankle hurt like siao..
but wad can i do?
"ohh, i sprained it while walking."
lol
lag-ged super long with clau jus to watch juniors game.
but it rained.
super sian..

the sprain is getting worse..
will it get better?

set-ted the christmas tree for friday..
the party is coming soon... yeah!

tmr playing against CJC, st. margs and VJC(i think.)
JIAYOUS rvnb!!!!!
we can do it.


u jus dun knoe we knoe
others could oso sense it
to not ask is the road i choose
for i think there will be a time u will say
and now im telling you,
i do care.
u dun knoe how worried i was for u
that moment,
i was lost, totally lost.
i admit im waiting
dats becos of wad u did
and dats why im not tellin you
u dun knoe about the numerous wet nites
u dun knoe about the big step i took
u dun knoe why i choose to join
u dun knoe wad i've got to face
u jus dun knoe how i feel
i choose to wait
though its the tough route to take
i can tell you dat,
im suffering.

im waiting for you and you too.
16:55
signing off, kho.Y
Sunday, December 16

carnival today was lose lose lose lose and lose.
haha.
but it was realli fun. yeah!
found out dat JINx is placed ______ ____ for gd luck..
haha. (jkjk)
didnt managed to be out-run by tan hui yan cos was benched
vanessa was playing GD!!!
nanyang's C sprained her ankle..
and its like so super close to season..
will she be alright??
the dumbest twist i ever had.
wanted to go and intercept a ball and in the end,
twisted.
lol.
was commented to be cute.. realli?
lol.
season is in 29 days time.
arggghhh...
JIAYOUS!!!! rvnb.
29 dec having friendly wif rgs again..
but not going cos hav friendly wif SJC too..
haiz..
you are coming bac soon. yea!
15:49
signing off, kho.Y
Saturday, December 15

today..
had friendly with rgs.
they are realli fast
their passes are fast wif good placement
but it is always one lead
a same pattern play
so, stop dat lead
kill their timing
kill their momentum
make them do wad they are uncomfortable
and we can win
yeah!

above are tips for rvnb.<3
tmr: CARNIVAL
hais... sian..
gonna see like tan hui yan zooming past me..
and vanessa lee flying between players and intercepting the ball...
argghhhh!!!! bian tai ppl...
14:28
signing off, kho.Y

heyyo!
too lazy to post yesterday..
but, was a bad day..
all fo us were off..
feeling super heavy..
didnt do well at all...
haiz, dun talk bout it le..

to ching:
I DID IT! (and its for you)

so, rvnb...
JIAYOUS!!!

for netballers:
this is the dishes for the party:
yang chow fried rice
Chap Chai
Fried Fish Fillet
Lemon Chicken+
Spring Roll
Honey Dew Sago
Sotong You Tiao
Sweet & Sour Pork
14:21
signing off, kho.Y
Thursday, December 13

arrggghhh.....crap.
woke up at 0830 and bath-ed.
then had super severe cramps.
went bac to sleep and woke up at onli 1330.
dat equates to 5 hours of cramps.
it sucks.
wadeva.

forgot to post yesterday,
i got a new dolphin! yeah!
ching buy for me de... thanks!
she's flying tmr.. when the rest of us are like playing the match.

the match is tmr.
yes, SMG match is officially tmr...
jiayous...
and, li xuan is coming bac today
so, 8 ppl in the team.

JIAYOUSSSS!!!!
14:00
signing off, kho.Y
Wednesday, December 12

okayss...
supposed to hav court today
but it rained..
so did some speed work..
ETHEL!
then, had weights..
dead lift really kills...
*dead*
had to shoot after dat..
yea, aura..
watched golden compass after dat..
abrupt ending.
but it was ok la..
clau and hc were like super scared.. haha
mac-ed and back home..


*im not gonna blog bout perth cos the others hav got lots of stuff bout the trip*


this week is hiong..
fri - friendly wif smg
sat - friendly wif rgs
sun - carnival.
19:51
signing off, kho.Y
Tuesday, December 11

after painstakingly koping the pictures from winkipopmedia
(though we are not supposed to do that)
hanni and i found out that the pictures of 2 folder REPEATS.
pissed.
now must redo.
shucks.
16:48
signing off, kho.Y

okayys,
goh jus came to borrow 30 cents.
yea, 30 cents.
and im stuck at home wif my parents
so carn go down and pass the $$ to her..
so, i threw it down.
placed the coins in a plastic
so that it wudden like roll and drop into the drain upon touch down.
and in the end due to the unbalanced weight to 1 side,
the plastic was like spinning..
(kind of nice though)
guess wad, the plastic bag with coins got stucked in the tree!!!
and they were like laughing like dunno wad..
unglam times.
but it dropped down suddenly for no reason.
the end.
15:43
signing off, kho.Y

hello ppl,
yea..i jus created this blog..
(cos goh keep bugging me to.)
nothing to post bout yet..
so, byeee....
please tag.
15:03
signing off, kho.Y




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