Monday, May 10, 2010
i thought, i think and i confirmed it. perhaps, the only reason why i am still going strong now is how strong my feelings are. i know myself. all along i do. although i feel a little confused recently but i dont really care. all i care about is to make you happy. i need directions. doubt you will see this anyway. i just need to jot this down somewhere.so a little something away from depressing matter.
I've officially passed my driving test. 18 pts. but i think the TP was an unfriendly person. the only reason i forgive him is because he passed me. well, pass is gd enough.
posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 10:03 PM | 1 comments
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
"And i wonder if i ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time."posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 11:39 PM | 0 comments
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
When you miss him/her,When you think of him/her in difficult times,
When you really want the best for him/her,
When you want him/her to be happy,
You know that you love him/her a lot.
Way Back Into Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh
posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 4:57 PM | 2 comments
Monday, March 29, 2010
alright this is the final week of my lull period. I'm starting work next Monday i think. Apparently I am to start work on Monday. but there is no confirmation from the RELC ppl yet. Or they assumed its confirmed. Nvm. I'll probably call them on Thursday or Friday. Sometimes i really think i should go and find a better job. my current job earns me a measly $6/hr when i should be finding a job that can earn me at least $7.50. The reasons why I'm holding onto this job are 1) I browsed through a few job agency, none of my liking or I'm too lazy to find others. 2) I hoping to find an event management job. my current job is really damn boring and no prospects at all. Don't think it will do any good to my resume at all. but well. maybe when i start sch during semester i can find a better 1.talking about school, i applied for sim uol a/c and ntu mech engineering. I am actually ok with either. I know most probably sim will accept me. But I am hoping ntu will too. then again, if both accept me, i will have a tough time deciding. Because both courses are what i really want. They may be 2 totally different course. For about 2-3 years, i have been wanting to take up accounting and finance. I will like to go into the finance sector and get a good job. The thing about a/c is that i defn can earn big money. Mech Engr? I can also earn big money, just that it takes a slightly longer time. Mech engr also seems to be a up and coming industry. It looks interesting after i went to see what career prospects it have. Another reason for mech engr is because since sec 4, i had intention of becoming a teacher. I hope to have a job that is meaningful and can also earn money. I think that is to be a teacher. Not only can i teach maths, i can teach characters and life. Nice ya? But im not so sure abt that yet. 50% confirmed only. that will be up to whether NTU accepts me. I'll have a tough time deciding if both accepts me. Its a career decision.
I've been used to making my own decision since sec 4. I guessed i have grown a lot. I was thinking, Does maturity of one's character goes with coming of age? Yes and no. Some people really went through a lot as they grew older. That gave them more lessons and experience learned. Some can be 25yrs old and they are still not mature in thinking. So really, experience counts:). I am glad that i learned a lot over the past 20years. Are you?
It hurts me to know that you are having problems. I am always here with you. You know?....
posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 3:43 PM | 0 comments
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Ever since that very ill-fated day last year, i've been thinking about you every now and then. Today i think of you the whole day. omg. please save me.posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 4:35 PM | 2 comments
Monday, March 08, 2010
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Sunday, March 07, 2010
I expected the worst. But it turns out to be way better. Finally, I see some light at the end of the tunnel. I think the 2 words i must take away are "have faith"posted by ®le0nhArtsUrf™ at 12:37 AM | 0 comments
