:)

i think i made the right decision?
thanks to whoever who encouraged me to do it :)

wasn't that bad/hard after all :D

=/

i'm pissed and scared (which kinds of contradict, but that's really how i'm feeling).

i so need to calm down, right now.

bad week

=( and :/ describe my week.

hopefully next week will be better.
and i'm so dreading this weekend.

emo

feeling a bit emo tonight :(

maybe just focus on studying?

confused

seems like history is repeating itself.

good or bad, i really don't know.

anyhow, my prayer was answered.

boreddd

don't get the wrong idea that i've got nothing to do and simply just slacking my way through 4th year. cause the fact is that i'm getting really distracted and lazy and uninterested in many things. i tried watching dramas to perk myself up cause that's what seems to work for me last time whenever i can't focus on studying. but sadly, not anymore.

and i sleep early, wake up late. what a horrible lifestyle.

*MEGA SIGH*

:D

i'm so proud of you, daddy :)

i.can't.focus :(

:)

THANK GOD for patients who are very understanding :)

i really feel bad for always having to call patients to reschedule appts =(

today wasn't a very productive day. because half of the time, i was just planning the new zealand trip for the winter break. the trip is going to be costly =S am considering to resume work at that old place, but i'm not sure if i can handle the workload (but to be honest, i'm not utilising time wisely when i'm at home.) so maybe i should start working (provided that place has work for me).

watched This Means War yesterday and it was really funny. LOLL, haven't had a good laugh for a long time.

on the way back home, friend mentioned that i'm overly-optimistic after some random conversation about going to church. and i agree that i am, cause i know myself that i'm trying very hard not to be unhappy over trivial things (like what i always do in the past). i've changed, to a stronger person :)