Sunday, September 25, 2011
Guess today is the mark of something new ~ :D awesome awesome ~
Quite happy though we missed alot chances just to be safe :X
And of course I got a potential scar on my left hand, but Im happy to accept it ~ :D
I'll never forget today ~
4:53 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Today started really horrible and continued to be horrible because my gastric attack came back, like when I thought I was gonna get better soon and start eating whatever I want, it came back..
But despite all that, I am happy (damn happy) that it finally happened again :) though as much I wont want anyone to see me in this kind of state, honestly I am very happy to see you.. :)
5:00 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Just talking to you warms my heart again :)
You, too, are the only one who can make me happy or sad without doing anything.
6:34 PM
Just miss walking beside you or talking to you..
Just wondering when will the next time be?
yet it was worth it to see you so happy and smiling :)
6:02 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Today is the 2nd Saturday of my new and temporary lifestyle.. and no doubt today is a bad day.. 1st was my mum who agreed to something then tell me to wait and give her abit more time to think abt it, then she just.. "Cannot.." totally sian max..
Then when see doctor, why must I only get good advice after something happen to me? Made worse knowing it could have been better and that what I have already done cannot be undone..
Then probably could go out and buy file today, had to rain didnt it?..
And duh of course was reminded that if next week fails, the big plan in December may fail too.. which totally just -_- ...
I just hate the feeling of my anticipation being toyed..
2:05 PM
Today is the 2nd Saturday of my new and temporary lifestyle.. and no doubt today is a bad day.. 1st was my mum who agreed to something then tell me to wait and give her abit more time to think abt it, then she just.. "Cannot.." totally sian max..
Then when see doctor, why must I only get good advice after something happen to me? Made worse knowing it could have been better and that what I have already done cannot be undone..
Then probably could go out and buy file today, had to rain didnt it?..
And duh of course was reminded that if next week fails, the big plan in December may fail too.. which totally just -_- ...
I just hate the feeling of my anticipation being toyed..
2:05 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Hehe today is the first day of September that went well :D
Chatted with people and laughed very hard and joked and then we went to disturb people HAHAHA!!
Went well for a start.. Until i got owned.. =(
Guess this is the start of my September good days ehh? :D
There is only how bad something can get before it gets better :D WAY better :D
11:05 PM
Friday, September 09, 2011
These few days have been tough for me..
Though i brought u down along with me, u still stood by my side to cheer me up..
However hard it was u just didnt seem to give up :X
You could even tell the slightest bit of trouble im facing,
and u didnt allow me to hide any of it :)
After saying everything out, yea it feels better, thanks alot :D
Although u had your own problems to settle, u still trouble yourself to help me :)
Thanks alot for everything, smeowly :D
You are truly some1 in my life that i wont ever want to give up :)
Promise me to smile too :D
somehow.. it just helps to cheer ppl up with a smiling face ~ :D
11:57 PM
Our relations with other ppl, be it friendship, relationship, kinship etc, can be so fragile sometimes..
1 afternoon we are still hanging out and having fun, laughing..
few hours later at evening we messed things up..
by night we already felt awkward if we meet up again, like strangers..
Yet so many times, i got the chance to make things right, all because of 1 thing:
my thumbdrive..
Hmm just think about how many times my thumbdrive saved me, or us, or anyone..
True that i still feel all awkward about it and kinda nervous to meet u up to get my thumbdrive back, but hey, i know how chances come by, i wouldnt let 1 slip away so easily..
I will make things right :)
What i can give up was ytd, what i cant give up is now :)
(a double meaning intended for the ppl who know whats going on)
And of course not forgetting 1 more thing.. Happy birthday dude :D
somehow i think..... ..... nvm... :X
meet up again soon! :D
9:39 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2011
What i cannot take right now is a double blow.. I have lost 1 impt thing to me, i dont want to lose another.. if u are gonna feel bad abt it, i rather take them back and think of smth myself..
9:25 PM
