Island Life .... something i won't mind having more of !!! HAHAHA

Hello ppl sorry i hadn't been updating ... grew a little too lazy i suppose ... hehe =P Been busy too ... not working though but more of having fun =) Keep myself off my mind and more on my toes, spent sometime at the class chalet which the first part was nice with all the card games and ball games the guys could come up with =) The second day onwards was a different story ... Most of the gals didn't make it to the bbq and those who did , didn't stayed very long either ... Though not the best and infact one of the worse chalet experience i had it was still not so bad ... Anywayz for a one man show Wilson you did GREAT thankz ....
Then came the Sentosa event yesterday which was though not of full attendance and those who did make it there are some which i rather not had around but oh well somehow it turned out way better than expected ... like VERY VERY MUCH BETTER !!! HAHA
So today is another event ... CISCO BBQ by Joy (Temp. Supervisor) and Sab (Her sister), nice ppl, generous and very interesting and wild too. Nvm occured i could fit in such a grp but well things has it i did =P Then there is the LSCT (Life Science Chemical Tech) FOC ( Freshmen Orientation Camp) at NP (Ngee Ann Poly) ... Whew ... Already tires me out thinking abt it all but i guess its all great ... Fun and it keeps me off thinking too much abt my miserable basic life ... HaHa
OH well time to run sorry ... try to update soon ... any comments just mail me =) Heavenfox@hotmail.com

Days before sch starts today :)

Hello pplz ... I just realised tt my timing abit off ... but nvm ... lets get oriented ... today is the 18th of june but this blog would be for the 17th okie ? =P Anywayz went down to Ngee Ann today ... my new sch ... Collected my laptop lab coat and my pe attire ... feeling pretty accomplished as tts everything i'll need to collect =) Anywayz... holidays are "starting" for me again ... chalets ... bbqs ... outings ... ah yesh ... the life of a teenager once more ... no more work and currently nothing to study either haha ... but it also means $$$ flying off fast ... =(
I guess tts all i have for you ppl today sorry abit tired ... Check back tml i've more i promise

Last day @ work ... :(

" To be or Not to be ? " Indeed as shakespear puts it in one of his famous plays ... life is all about questions isn't it ? For myself today is one of those days where immediate questions huants me so ... The day started with me wondering whether or not to report to work early on my last day of work ... then came the question of whether or not to stay out by the beach ... and then there was the hesistation to really leave work for good ... OH MY ... and one would think tts the end of my worries ? NO ... somethings went screwing up ... we booked a cab but due to last minute changes we had to ask him to leave ... the worse part ... he was one of our regular group of drivers hence he didn't charge us nor did he make any disgruant ... and he actually rushed from town to CISCO HQ to pick us up =( i feel so guilty ... OH well ... tts life isn't it when things screw they screw real bad ... my life better start getting better ... or else ... i won't know how long i want to stay on living it ... haha

Happy Fathers' Day Dad ...

Fathers' Day ... I remember when i was much younger ... the family was more or less cosy ... in anycase definately much cosier than now ... I'm working to rebuild that ... but how do i even go abt doing it ? I want the family to be filled with love once more ... i want the feeling of wanting to be home ... i want to be home sick ... i want to wake up knowing i have a real family one that really gives me a damn ... i want them to care ... i want them to share ... i want my family back ...
I only realised all this when i was in sec 2 or maybe it was early sec 3 ... but that was really when i my friends started to share alot ... when they told me how much love how much family life there was and how enjoyable it really is ... i nv appreciated it when i was young ... infact i wanted freedom ... i wanted my own life ... i wanted independance ... i still want that but i want my family too ... I want to be loved ... i want to feel love again ... i want it to stay ... I sought for love i really did ... but i failed in my desperate attempt and from therein i gave up ... then like an angel from heaven ... she appeared ... she gave me care, concern ... she gave me love ... i didn't really fall in love to start with but as time went by i gradually felt her warmth ... and as we got into a relationship ... i fell into a death trap of love ... far too deep to recover from nv expecting her to leave without a reason ... but she did ... If only love would stay a little longer in every part of my life ... life would be very much better for me ...
She called me a fool when i asked her to engage in a relationship ... but as foolish as it may be i persisted ... now i know why its foolish ... not because it'll end but because i cannot convince myself to end it ... Love has caught me and caught me bad ... I shall NEVER regret being that fool ... and i will not regret be more foolish than ever waiting for her evem when i have no idea if she wants me to ...
Dad if you ever get to read this ... I'm sorry I never told you i got myself into a relationship but she was able to give me what you all had stopped giving me ... but now ... I'm all lost and alone once more ... emotionally at least ....

Back to Nature ....

Hello pplz ... Today I went Hiking, YES Hiking ... Back to the nature, the greenery, the sand, the soil, the mud and the animals... Ah yes ... Its been a LONG LONG while since i did something like that and sadly ... I've developed mutiple cramps on the way from Macritche to Bukit Timah Submit =P Thanks to Racoon's Dad, I made it to the submit and back home safely ... a few aches here and there but nothing more ... I really hafta thank Racoon's Dad cause only with his patience and encouragement was i able to complete the hike and of course, without him as our guide we probably lost our way totally... THANKZ MR.GOH ...
The Trip itself was pretty treacherous with the elements of nature itself possing a direct threat to us in many forms ... the monkeys who tried to attack Racoon , the steep slopes which nearly had me tumbling and rolling downhill ... and much much more ... I definately enjoyed myself ... Physical endurance wasn't the only thing i relearnt today ... I also rediscovered my "long-lost" principles of life ... and formed new ones too ... Life has its ups and downs ... where it goes up it must eventually come back down ... This is something i've learnt again ... I used to believe in that but lost it somewhere on my way in life ... now rediscovering that puts me back a notch higher on the mood-o-meter .... =) Maybe just maybe life will turn better for me soon =)

My First Blog ...

Hello pplz ... I'm pretty new to all these blogging thingy but i suppose sharing life's ups and downs would sorta cheer me up more ? I have NO IDEA ! =) But wad the heck ... just gonna give it a try anywayz ... so some facts abt me to start with maybe ? Well ... I'm Simon AKA FoX, basically i used to think i'm a kind guy and all but as life screws me inside out ... i suppose i can't claim i'm that nice a person all in all ... OKie moving on ... I'm 17 male singaporean currently persuing a Diploma in Biotechnology @ Ngee Ann Polytehnic and i guess i'll share more as we get on ...