Sunday, September 28, 2008
羅志祥-Cause I Believe(籃球火插曲)
沒原因 就是喜歡你
在初次相遇 又重逢的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的感情 是無聲的旋律
聽 我聽你不確定的語氣
能 能不能止傷你的憂鬱
嘿 如果你輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白你做的決定
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 擁有誰給你的美麗
緊張曾經 就讓我的心安靜與守著妳
cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因
and i believe
你值得被珍惜 也值得我放棄
i had let all of it go… let it all down… cause i believe….
randomness.♥
2:22 AM
SISPEC 2 mth… first 5 day alrdy hell… how to continue… haiz…
freedom was never something to choose with for me… y u have to shout at me just at the start of the conversation…. y can’t u juz talk to me properly… i’m already 21, not a 3 yrs old kid… i knw i should help u but i will decide wat time i will be back, i knw wat i can do and not to…
u never bother to ask if training is tough, i knw u are havin a hard time n i never blame u for this… i depend on myself all these while… no matter how hard training was, i look into the phone n i never called u… the distance was so far away… i really hope tat there is some1 to confide to but it was never you….
i have the thoughts of signing on as a mp specialist… the reasons??
1) there is only me n myself so i dun have to worry tat i dun have the time wit gf…
2) i really have no plans of wat i can do in the future at all… my result is so poor tat i cannot get into uni at all… i dun wan to depend on my parents for the fees for sim…
i really feel so heavy in my heart… how i wish i could just confide to some1 tat i lik… i also hope i could just let it out as if i was picking a rock up n throwing it, simple n easily… but it is so heavy for me alone, i cannot handle it… it is trap in my heart tat i wish i can just break down n cry out loud… but i can’t, cause i am a grown up… i can’t let it flow just lik this….
where is the 1 i can confide in, whom i can show n be my true self, whom can share the pain n happy times with me, whom i can really hold on to 4eva… T_____________________________________T
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1:29 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
goin to book in.. first time not booking in on sunday.. the feeling is so good.. haha… but book out timing heard from other is quite late on friday… this fri ym celebrating 21st bday.. dunno can make it or not… till now still not aslp.. haiz…
wats wrong wit me??
emo is not gettin me anywhere but i can’t help it but to feel so…
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12:53 AM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
posting is out.. being posted to SISPEC @ jurong.. need to xfer bus after taking train.. should take quite a while to reach bah… almost finish packing all the stuff n ready to go on monday morning le… but the instruction weird de lor.. firstly it says bring everything tat bmtc had given u, thn it give us another list of wat should be in both the field pack n duffel bag… so should i pack according to the list or juz brting everything along… ma fan sia… haiz.. so fast leave finish liao… sadded… left today n tmr to do wat i wan liao.. been falling sick again.. well not really as in fever juz flu n cough… i hate it.. irritating sia… today dunno wat to do leh… tmr gonna play bball… thn.. tats all liao…
曾经以为幸福就是永远的快乐，
后来渐渐明白，原来上天给了你多少，
那是幸！而你究竟懂得多少，那是福！
明天不一定会更好，但更好的明天一定会到来。。。
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10:55 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
hmmm…. today listen to S.H.E new song… quite emo… if any1 wan the song juz approach me… these few days did nothing at all except see some shows n afternoon naps =X did little exercises… today finally i realise that i wish for something… n my wish is…. hope that all my friends around me would be happy in wateva they all do n their relationship would not hav any prbs at all… some may think that it is stupid… but its the most simplest yet the most difficult task to complete…
i also hope there will be some1 by my side… but i knw tat no matter wat it is always not wat i wan… will it ever come back to me??
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10:53 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
wat a weekend i had... firstly went to ttsh yesterday... had sore eyes, nose bleeding n dry cough... went there around 11 plus... pro right?? cuz there was friends sending me there or i wun go there so late... after i reach a&e unit... i was the 2nd last to enter although there were much more coming later than me.. suck thumb lor.. who told me to tell the registration that i had only sore eyes... now on 3 medication... till now still coughing... today went to help out my parents for a while and went for basbetball.. did not play for 3 motnths liao... had no skills to start with so its almost the same... after that went back home n went to causeway pt to had mos burger... n here i am back here... btw, today is mid-autumn fest n its the first time i seen no1 celebrating downstairs or wherever... haiz~~ its so boring n lonely night...
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9:47 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
breaking up.. patching back... relationship stuff are just so hard to understand... been seeing all these stuff from my friends for quite some time... i knw their feelings as i had been through also... although i knw that they need friends the most this periods... but i juz dunno how to console them at all... all i can do is ask them to cheer up... its not easy.... but its not the end yet... the path is still there for you as long as you take the choice of moving on... for me, talking is 1 matter while doin is another... i knw tat all i can do is talk n not action... no matter how hard i could persuade others, the only 1 i cannot persuade is myself... maybe i am too pessimistic, or i am juz too emo to be...
to all of them out there, i hope u all could be happy n forget those memories to continue ur path... i will be always around so juz contact me whenever u need a listening ear...
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1:32 AM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
SHE - 沿海公路的出口
沿海公路的出口歌词用半截烟蒂烧一场蜃楼 借这场大雨让自己逃走
慌茫公路无人的漂泊 寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友 每一句再见割一道伤口
躺在万劫不复的街头 微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手 就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口 等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落 紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手 怎么走
倘若说放一次手 就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口 等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落 紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手 怎么走
i love this song to the MAX... S.H.E album preorder on my date of pop.. wohoo.. goin to preorder the 2 version.. goin back to tekong soon.. emo coming liao.. haiz
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3:40 PM
3 days to pop.... these 2 days, 1 meal n 2 pack of cereal taken only... pro right?? dun really feel my stomach empty at all... after pop will be 10 days of leave le... dunn0 wat to do really... maybe juz slack at home till the posting come bah... yesterday went out wit mao mao to fix her phone... thn went to walk walk while she and her niece hop ard... T_T i am lik so quiet and never talk to them at all.. y sia... i also dunno.. i juz cannot seem to be able to communicate to gals well.. even to my mum.. why is this so.. i feel so helpless n useless )= so long never go orchard le.. ard 1 plus mth i think... ok la.. not TAT long... after tat went to eat ramen and went back home.. ez link card spoilt after i alight n found tat it is spoilt again for the 4th time since poly.. wat lousy service... not gonna use the poly 1 anymore le.. change to ns de liao.. yesterday was supposed to go lan de... but waited n waited till i fall aslp n my phone was on silent when i was home... so in the end it was cancelled... luckily for me i slpt, or god who knws wat time i will be waiting till thn... juz finish reading all tthe friends blog.. long time since i read them... leave reply to their tagbox also... haha.. need to update links also cuz some of them alrdy went mia liao =x
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3:10 PM
