Monday, March 31, 2008
today play with my blog template and my posts were gone.. haha.. so change to another skin... today did the first pic... dun think its is nice.. dunno whether i should really do the blogskin myself... haiz....
not nice right?? haiz.. bo bian too long no draw le.. beside i dun draw human well only planes and building so no choice lor...
haha... work is so bored u knw y.. cause i hab to look at all these files... dun be mistaken.. this iis only 1 shelf of it.. i hab to find files from 6 of these shelves and its... haiz... dunno wat to say... lol....
finally my hdb area is starting on the lift upgrading program le... but to me its lik no use... y?? cause i am goin to be in ns and the estimated time to finish is ard 6 mth time to 1 yr... diao... only weekend i can enjoy the lift and by then i dun think it will be ready yet... haiz wat a waste of time... should ask them to build faster ma so i can enjoy more of it =x
the dark nightfall...
your smile are shining like the stars in the sky...
but no matter how i tried to grab it...
its never possible...
cause you are so far away from me...
randomness.♥
9:20 PM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
many days since i last post... nothing much to post so did not write at all.. too lazy yto draw the pics for my blogskin so keep dragging.. no matter wat muz start le or u all will never see my blogskin change.. haha.. juz finish watchin ep 12 of originally i ain't handsome.. guess wat... nxt ep. xiao zhuang effort finally paid off le... cindy agree to be wit him... cool right?? perseverance is the key.. but who can tahan so long... haiz... for those who dunno wat i talking pls go and watch.. haha... or else this post simply means nothing to u all.. XD
randomness.♥
11:45 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
as i was working... i saw the huge windows.... think i thinking abt something already...
poem in progress....
will only post it when i reach home today i guess... cause...
my office has no chinese input... haha...
its about rain... getting back to work... goin lunch at 1230 le... hungry le...
had lunch... help collegue to buy goreng pisang... ate mee soto.. not really full... so went to ntuc to buy some dark choco and drink... was queneing behind a auntie... kao... she bought damn lots of thing lor.. i started to quene @ 1.05pm and guess how much stuff she bought... a total of 266+++ of stuff.. think she is goin to wr.. tats y...zzz when it was my turn the company bus had already left... y? cause i quene for 20 mins... bo bian.. hab to walk back to company... ok la.. not really far.. only 10 mins walk reach le.. haha... auntie i knw inflation la... but also no need to buy so much food de ma.. really siao lor.. i wonder how many fridge she has?? think at least 2 huge ones to store those things...
Update 8.45pm
juz bought a 200gb hard disk... can finally start to change my blogskin... this may be long.. but i try to finish asap... good news.. i wun be goin out le.. need to save as much as possible.. uni hope might be dash out also.. father not working soon.. need to tahan on own.. 2 insurance and bills to pay... woohoo.. fixed amount of 250 each month... song liao lor.. lik tat uni also no need study le.. think after ns see how bah... haiz
randomness.♥
11:41 AM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
today quite a peaceful day for me, i guess... haiz.... fever subside le but still having flu... today wen to central eat... still cannot find the atm leh... haha... so sianz lor... after finishin lunch, some of the staffs not frm our department were arguin or discussin some stuff... lols... almost 1 hr they argued.. power sia... today chat wit 1 of my friend using office e-mail... hehe... people hab different thinkin on love... this is wat we discussed...
friend:
happiness is so vague. wads yr definition? will u choose some1 who loves u more dan u love her, giving u love unconditionally...,in addition got financial stability or some1 who u love also and she loves u but u 2 hv to struggle if tog.me:
Well.. me ar.. I would choose the 1 who can gib me happiness ... not juz temp de.. can provide perm de.. cause if its temp no pt... Well... if I was the guy I would have no choice but to gib up cause I might hab to cause her to suffer wit me in the end... and I dun wan tat to happen.. so I rather she go with the other guy... friend:
but if u hv the ability but just dat hv to wait for a few more yrs...but rite now, she feel like settling down and yet u cant provide now...must wait a few more yrs? imagine dat ger is older dan u and she dowan marry late...me:
I would rather she dun suffer with me...
friend:
y?u dowan be with her since u 2 love each other?u tink u cant give her happiness?ME:
Cause I dun wan to drag her along with me thru the yrs tat I had to struggle.. If she can be be happy with the other guy whom she do not have to struggle thru.. thn I think its better to let go of her...
after this, i went home.. nth to do again.. so dunno wat now... gues sleeping soon le...
randomness.♥
10:34 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
gona do and create my blogskin today... first gonna find pictures... guess wat pics i gona use.. hehe.. goin to take a few days to finish creating my blogskin i think... unless its simple.. hmm... finding pictures now.. hope can find nice nice de pic... go home need to dwl photoshop to edit the pics le... hmm.. so today u all wun see the new skin bah... later home thn update entry again.. now go find pics ( should be working now =x lols)
UPDATE:
today in office ate 3 medicine... ate 1 pill for quick relieve for flu and another 2 for headache and fever... did not hab appetite to eat anything at all... so skip lunch to slp.. but did not get any better so eat med... haiz... god ar.. told u le.. wan juz come dun torture me.. i feel lik dying le... today 1 whole day only eat dinner... now still hungry.. bo bian.. nose still block.. wonder if i should go work tmr...
cannot start doin on my skin cause my main hard disk crash and i cannot save anything.. gt to wait till thurs to buy another hard disk do blogskin got to delay... sadded...
randomness.♥
11:40 AM
Monday, March 24, 2008
work today... been coughing since morning and think i caught a cold... today in office was so cold tat my fingers turn purple... haiz.... when goin home algihting from bus, i hit the ground tat the impact hurt my injured anke again... how unlucky can i be.. now with sore throat and everything comng at me... how i wish i was dead... gona go rest...
randomness.♥
9:41 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
我还在期待什么
i learnt it from a show... its true... nth is worth waiting... should not waste my life waiting for it anymore... its not possible... juz move on tats all... maybe 1 day, juz hope 1 day... some1 will be there...
my blog song lyric...
说说你为什么为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱求你说出口
分手的理由
但你却拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别
越爱越难过说说你为什么为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖求你别软弱求你说出口
分手的理由
但你还拖拖拖拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖拖拖大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别
越爱越难过然后连话都不说继续沉默
连朋友都没得作为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧坏人我来作
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚一句话就够
如果说你要走我不会留我不去管以后
多么痛多么的难过别
越爱越难过
i am emo.... its in my blood i guess...
saw sharon's blog...
ppl are only there when they need u or vice versa...
no1 will care about ur existence...
i need some1 to care for me....
i really do...
i am not despo or anything...
juz thought of something again...
so just post the "poem" up...
the warmth in ur hands...
give me strength to go on...
the smile on ur face...
fill my heart with hope...
but all is just dreams,
for you are in his arms...
randomness.♥
11:00 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
new song... nice song... the 300th post since i post for so long... memorable post cause this might be my last post... blog endded on 21Mar... thanks all for viewing...
this is my goodbye to you...
i wish u would always be smiling...
content i might be....
but forever the pain i'm holding onto....
randomness.♥
3:30 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
today work for 2 hr and went back home cuz i was limping in the office... brenda and others ask me to go back and rest... except desmond... i wonder if he had any feeling de ma... went back and see tie da... now bandaged up... need to wait for another 3 more days b4 removing... tmr goin back to work i guess... no choice.. no money... family... haiz... shall not say anymore... on my own now...
felt i should be alone...
zi bi - ness might be the best for me...
not chatting in msn... and no1 chat wit me...
well,
this shows
a lot ^^
sometimes existence is...
juz not impt....
randomness.♥
8:53 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
juz back from bball... i really sux to the core... i cannot play @ all... played with others whom i dunno.. i keep causing themto lose cuz i cannot score whenever they pass the ball to me.. i juz could not make gd use of the chance... look lik a total clown in court... really felt so useless... half way thru the game... my ankle produced a cracking sound.. zzz think i sprained my ankle... but i still can walk... when i reach home i almost fall cuz the pain suddenly come... think tmr my leg will become pig leg le.. haiz.... cannot do anything right
randomness.♥
9:32 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
alone... really feel so lonely.... nowadays return home dun feel anything at all... no warmth... think becoming ho ming soon... juz a place to slp and eat...
nothing is worth the energy and time anymore...
nothing...
randomness.♥
11:01 PM
looks like i have to wait till the vcd to be out b4 i can catch sky of love le... haiz... found out so many movies not seen.. so little time left for me... in no mood to do anything... the world is juz me and me... existence does not mean anything, juz a waste of earth resources... living without a purpose, without a soul... its juz a empty shell left... grad day on 27 may... not goin i guess... serve no purpose for me... maybe juz go back to see old friends... tats all...
the earth is spinning,
the days are passing,
my heart is bleeding,
the thoughts are neverending,
my love will never die...
randomness.♥
12:43 AM
Thursday, March 13, 2008
today qiyun show me something... this make me to jump to conclusion... looks can be deceptive... knw y?? welll.. look at the btm post i gona ccopy paste from other pl blog.. hope wun infringe copyright laws... lols... see...
QUOTED:
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Can you believe your eyes?
they are same person!!!
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ARRRRRGGHHHHHHHH~~
My fucking great granny god. ‘0′
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& she even show me how she transform!!
#1. ok, let’s face it, the clean without touch’up face.
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#2. Add contact lens that enlarge her pupil, and double-eye lids Sticker & Glue.
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#3. Basic moisture cream to keep face healthy.
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#4. Foundation is important! make skin tone more even, IMPORTANT!! apply VERY little amount of Foundation at both side of the cheek, in order to make your face look longer and slimmer!
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#5. Concealer is to cover up all flaws, such as eye bags, pimple and wrinkles.
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#6. Next Add natural Fake eye Lashes & draw a nice brow!
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#7. Added mascara at the bottom eye-lash, in order to make both upper and lower eye lash even.
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#8. Add eye liner.
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Longer eye-liners! longer the better, make small eyes look not only bigger, also longer as well.
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#9. Add eye shadow. use one dark and one lighter colors to blend.
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#10. Add lip gloss and blusher! & Lastly Style your dolly hair!
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& this are the 10 steps how my pretty ugly girlfriend transform.
isn't this amazing... haha... so ppl out there.. makeup totally owned... dun u think so? XD
randomness.♥
2:09 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
yesterday 2 people went away.. well... 1 for quite long, the other 1 think wun see again.. dun think wrongly... sandy from my department resigned yesterday, we went to ichiban boshi to eat... and the other was my brother, he went for his ns in police acadamy le... only will be back in 2 weeks... but think he and his gf very de stable so ya.... and i am here still emo-ing... well.. quite i guess.. yesterday bought a monitor for my smallest didi.. heng today liverpool did not disappoint me and help me get back some money XD march so many show coming out on 13 march... i still haven catch my sky of love and leap years... think i will take mc on either this thurs or fri to catch the 2 show at once ba... haiz.. who wan to watch wit me please tell me... or ppl will see me in cinema alone i guess...
randomness.♥
9:17 AM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
tired~ emotions overflowing~ wat can i do?
nth at all... sometimes i really hope ns will come soon...
then i wun have time for emotions...
if the worse ever happens, i will just be an outcast
its juz the same anyway~
因为爱，所以放手。。。
因为你，选择沉默。。。
日子渐渐过去。。。
背影慢慢离去。。。
距离越来越远。。。
悲伤影影作痛。。。
我再也不期待什么。。。。。。
因为没了你，
什么都不重要了。。。
juz done by me in the early morning... ^^ hope all will lik itt....
thks for all who elp me to think wat words to replace the 3rd line... haha...
randomness.♥
1:10 AM
Sunday, March 09, 2008
sometimes... helping ppl might not get u a thank you instead a scolding instead.. i wonder is really being a good guy so difficult??? mood getting heavier... emo time coming... no mood to blog... haiz~
randomness.♥
10:08 PM
Friday, March 07, 2008
UPDATE: haiz... my bro is a genius i think.. today he gt back his a lvl result le.. guess wat... all distinction... WTH... i never see he study at home de lor... still can so gd.. u all say is genius ma?? haiz... y i not genius also.. sadded... hehe... .u all muz be wondering y am i bloggin in the middle of work... lols =x shhh... dun tell any1... haha... been checking policies whole morning.. eyes a little tired so rest a while ma.. muz understand me a bit.. i human ma.. not machine also.. today morning no mood @ all... a little down... think affected by pinky bah *hint pinky to be happy more.... XD today went to eat thail food, one word to decribe: BAGUS!~~ haha damn hot and sour.... denis damn funny la.. f3 keep making sandy and aida laugh... haha.. sandy goin off on wed le.. haiiZ~ a little sad although knw her a while only... ok la... blog finish let me surf surf a while b3 goin back to work.. think later should be goin to IT fair since quite a lot of them go without me le.. asm kana guard till sun thn can book out ... haha... too bad.. ask dennis and ss but they 2 no confirm wit me.. the most is go alone lor... xi guan alone also le.. tmr and sun is another 2 sianz day.. rot at home again i think... who wan go out T_T
randomness.♥
3:16 PM
Thursday, March 06, 2008
hehe... posting during work.. its early in the morning.. reading my newspaper... all the others in the department are not here yet... so still can slack... haha... i had juz added another blog link in and u might wonder who they are... they are 2 kawaii gals, hmm or i should say twins from singapore who are goin to release their album soon wor... they are BY2 and if i am not wrong they are 17++?? haha... they are rank 1st in taiwan webbie pixnet wor.. so dun play play ar.. haha.. went to see their blog and found out they attend hai die school and were given contract so now they are JJ juniors... haha.. cannot wait to listen if their songs are nice.. high expectation for them.. jiayous BY2
randomness.♥
8:44 AM
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
wed le wor... pay coming soon i guess... or i will not be able to buy wat i wan @ it fair le T_T pls come... lai lai =x today i suddenly gained a lot of nickname lor... thks to sandy la... f3... call me ah boy, thn after a while call me xiao jun... thn daphne will call me mr lee... diao... brenda even more power... dun rmb my name @ all.. zzz pro lor... my boss adam... even call me more weird name "lee" or "lin"... halo?? is my name so difficult to rmb... only desmond rmb and call it correctly... haiz... dun blame sandy la... she already on holiday mood le.. goin off in less than 1 week?? izzit? haha... she damn happy lor.. haha.... sadded lor... serene aka maomao goin italy today @ to find her bf... i also wan to follow can i?? haiz... wan to fly far far go see see also.. when will i hab the chance?? haiz~~~~
randomness.♥
10:04 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
monday... haiz... sianz... today slack in office again the whole day... haha... when working one of the colleague pass me a small piece of cake... so cute sia.. guess wat... there is a heart shaped strawberry carved out in the top layer of the cake and is covered up by the jelly on top... so nice.. didn't wan to eat it de... haha... after tat went for lunch... i order for takeaway and took it to m,y fav place to slack and eat.. kao... the auntie crazy de lor =x gib me a lot of rice... only thing i lik from tat store is the mutton nia XD after tat slack all the way till 4 plus when i saw my friend post on forum and ka jiao him till time up... hehe... and guess wat... wahaha... on train i saw mavis XD she didn;t see me.. ff3 i was juz standing beside her 2 ppl away.. roar... muz piak her le.. haha.. so end of day.. this coming week is it fair... gt to prepare a list of things to buy... alrdy gt the map... now hope my pay comes in time XD
randomness.♥
11:06 PM
Sunday, March 02, 2008
yesterday outing... well.. jason ws quite late dunno wat they do sia.. reach ar 1 hr later.. hehe.. but nvm.. went to catch L change the world.. it was lik wth lor.. we went gv cuz it was earlier.. but who knw... bth 3.20 and 4.10 show was full... we went to cathay instead in hope to catch 4 plus show.. and it was available cuz the were screenin in grand cathay.. lols... it was quite a nice show... today was slacking all the way so sianz... haiz~ jia lat sia.. dunno wat to do.. so sad sia... haiz.. hope nxt week will be a better week... T_T
randomness.♥
11:23 PM
not nice right?? haiz.. bo bian too long no draw le.. beside i dun draw human well only planes and building so no choice lor...
