Thursday, January 31, 2008
today on train see mao mao... hehe... so qiao... so long no see her le... haha... saw her dozing in train... ok la... she isn't wat she said she was... haha.. only mao mao knw wat i meant... XD still ok ma... mao mao think too miuch le... she alight @ swp and went to work while i continue my journey to sp... today paper... should be able to pass bah... hope so... slpt till now thn wake up... painkiller~~~ makes me slpy... yawn~~
finally getting better... ydae was a worse day i ever had... studied only lik 3 hrs before i had this stupid severe headache tat i cannot continue anymore... went back home to rest but wasn't getting any better.. haiz~~ went to took my temp and found out it was 37.5 degree.... woah~~~ not so hot bah... >.< could not study for the rest of the day cuz of tat headache... did not ate much for dinner also cuz was scared tat i will vomit out everything that i ate... haiz... rest till now thn woke uo to rush.. hope still can be saved bah... i hope can pass T___T
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4:25 AM
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
You are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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2:39 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008
today is juz the beginning of the week and i made the biggest and maybe the most foolish mistake of the year... haha, guess wat... i misread the date of the exam i am having... well well, wat could be wrose than this... i set alarm @ 4.30 this mornin to prepare myself, however i went back to lai chuan till 7 plus b4 getting ready and goin off to school... when i reach there, i saw unfamilar faces,... i thought " maybe we are with different class this time round" however when i went in, i found out this was food tech dourse having exam... i thought " Damn!! did i mistook the location??" intermediately i ran to the lib to login into the com and sas i went to find... it was only then, i realise tmr is the exam not today... y sp abolish the use of letter, or i would not read wrongly... haiz... waste my time sia... so ma lu, went into the wrong class and thought i went to the wrong place... after tat went home and around 2 plus meet PINKY (hehe) and shijun @mos burger... study study abit and went to eat pasta@ ard 4 plus... well this time i finish first (bleahx pinky xD).... after tat i went home to study again while they went for their last paper.. sad sia.. i still gt 3 more papers... after they finished their exam , i met them again to catch the movie "the mist"... guys, pls dun watch tat show, its really bored and u will sit till ur butts pain cuz its a 2 hr show with no start and ending... ~_~ haha... thn now i'm home... think pinky and shijun should be near home, i guess~~~ fun fun day~~~ but when i went back home, mood change again, dunno y >.<
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11:51 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
today stayed @ home the whole day... nth much occurred... juz played audition wit snow and star... still didn't inproved much @ all sia.. so embarraassed, keep losing de... T_T ROAR muz inproved sia... keep onlosin also not a choice... today study pccc... tomorrow 9-11 de paper... tmr finish le jiu left 2 papers le.. cannot wait to finish sia... finish = grad le... wohoo... XD so happy finally can get out of school... lols.. might seem tat i am mad... but sometimes it is juz weird.. when u are studying, u feel lik working... when u are workin u feel like studying~~~ haha... soo work or study ??? aiya... dun work dun study la XD
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11:42 PM
haha.. juz reach home... wat a busy day again... after the bball.. went home and rest b4 bathing~~~ haha... study a while and audi with snow... keep bullying me de lor.. always lose de nia.. only won 2 rds out of so many rounds... ROAR... after tat, no1 home all were out, thus went to blast music till my kitchen can hear ... haha... song~~ after tat met pinky @ cwp after her revision... haha.... went to have dinner with her @ pastamania... yum yum... ate slower than her cuz gt ulcer still say i ate slow lor... f3... say i brain big mouth small.. bully de lor =X haha.. after eating was already quite late le so accompany her to wait for her bus... haha... got a new nick for her so every1 nxt time see her call her 粉红-y XD after tat rush home to pass things to ym and jone and went ahead to meet dennis and joe they all.. went jalan kayu to chit chat and eat... and now, i am back home~~~ think goin to train my audi again b4 i go slp.. tmr is studyin time again.. jy all for exam... chiong ar....
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1:25 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
yesterday went home only @ 5... wondering where i went?? went to catch a movie "RAMBO 4" @ 1155pm... after finishing, was already 130am... went to get car with friend and he drove us to jalan kayu to hab a drink and chit chat... tats was the only time i had my first meal of the day... after tat, we went to pasir ris to see people fish... well, it really take patient to get a catch while some uses luring method to lure the fish... not the end of journey yet... went on to changi and saw bapok... damn disgusting la... haha... thn we went to changi beach to stroll.. the beach is so windy... go there san xin... haha... after tat went home, already 5 le... slpt till now thn woke up...
went to play bball @ 1315... haha.. only i and asm... but asm went out to meet his poly friends le... so i was alone back home again.. haha.. so sianz... alone~~ juz realise tat my mid finger still injured till now and i could not jump till my full extend as my knee hurts... old prb juz could not heal~
What's better?
A lie that draws a smile or the truth that draws a tear?
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11:46 AM
Friday, January 25, 2008
6.51am
heard noises coming out from rthe other room... woke up and saw my mum nagging again... nagging about my bro score... this time round, she wun let my bro go to poly... she said that she rather let him retake his o level than to go into those lousy course... and of cuz, i was not spared... she went on to say me again, saying that i was useless, , and tat my bro followed my footsteps... thn she started to scold vulgarity on how lousy i was and my 2nd bro... she said that even spendin a extra year in sec 3, my results will lousy and compared me with those top scorers who are also studying 5 years in o level. continue on that, my bro wasn't spared either, although he went to jc, was also got scolded even he is thr top 5%... well, the main aim is still on me and the youngest de, on how 没出息 i am, and wanting him to retake his o level and not goin on to poly.. i guess today it will be a no home day fr me... no matter wat, i am just a useless son in her eyes... useless to every1...
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10:03 AM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
11.21p.m
my bro juz back... and the nagging continuee... think should be scolding me next after my bbro turn... haiz... should hab bought ear plug... no home for me tmr...
finish my first paper... CMI~ went to help my friend collect his gv gold class tickets @ P.S... waste my time... when home already near 12.30 le... after tat, totally no mood to study for nxt paper... went to sleep till 6 plus and woke up only to found myself having headache... haiz~~ fever again... wat the hell is wrong with me now... sick again... no mood @ all... been skippin lunch since no school... only ate dinner... although after sleep, still very tired... think not physically tired ba, but mentally as well.. telling me to rest and rest... maybe i should juz rest and rest bah.. but not now i guess... maybe after exam i can be slping beauty, slp as long as i wan...
haiz.. came back to update... cuz gt recent events happenin... mum came back home and first thing... SCOLD me... zzz... y? cuz my bro score 21 points... and she say its all my fault... haiz... lik this jiu suan le... she still say people say i tell them is she force me into this course de... kao... i already told her how many time i never said that... she juz dun believe... she rather believe others than her own son... haiz... livin in this world has really no meanin to me after all..
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8:39 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Only Love Lyrics
» Trademark
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
the song tat has accompany thru all these years...
it is one of my fav. love song of all times...
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11:44 AM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
| What Lee Lin Jun Means |
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. |
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5:07 PM
yesterday heard tat song from SPOP... was a wonderful song... so coincidentally, the lyric was so meaningful tat i rush to find tat song... found the song after a while and started to listen to it... changed my blogskin after quite some time... ~~~
just as i was abt to publish the post my wireless mouse battery went flat... is it tat i should not post this out??
nothing could be expressed~~
i lock myself up once again, to myself
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11:06 AM
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough
I don't wanna lose you,
but I don't wanna use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you,
I don't wanna take you,
but I don't wanna be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter
to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know
it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people
don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Now, I could never change you,
I don't wanna blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you,
but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just wanna have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder,
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home,
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love...
it just ain't enough.
Oh...
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1:29 AM
Monday, January 21, 2008
21 Jan
mood: sad? fan?
feeling: EMOTIONALLY breakdown
When Someone Loves You,
You Don't Realize It.
When You Realize It,
Its Too Late.
You Always Love The One That Leaves You
& Always Leave The One That Loves You...!
this is so true... people always dun treasure the 1 that love them until they are not ard... its so irony... once again... i am me again... this time... ns is near le... gues being some1 woth no mood no feeling is better now...
the days we had... the laughter we had... the fun we had... is all gone now~~ all left behind is scraps of memories for me to keep deep inside my heart....
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1:10 AM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Suaypole is officially dead.... pls dun not ask y... no reply will be given
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5:07 PM
20 Jan
mood: a little better
feeling: blur~
talked to her... she understand my feeling... well... i think i might be too over concern... its partially my fault also.... well... maybe its due to the pasts i had... might hab cause me to be over cautious over small matters... anyway, if there is any thing i had done wrong, i wish to be better, i dun wish to made the mistake i had made previously... thurs my start of paper le... dar de startin on monday night... hope she do well and gets her dream gpa... =DD
"Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."
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1:13 AM
Friday, January 18, 2008
17 Jan
mood: trying to be happy
feeling: empty
trying to change the format wat how i am writing currently.... went to school for advanced organic chem revision... ard 1.5 hrs finish le~~ went back to yishun... suddenly gt urge to drink oreo choco... went to buy and order a waffle as well... when paying up, thn i realised the auntie mistook my order and gib me a choco waffle... hafd double choco for the day.. so thirsty after tat... home... chat wit star... felt her so lonely... ahjoe back in 1 week... muz be very happy...well feeling the way she is now... wat can i do... haha.. only she knw how i feel.. haha... friday le... nxt week exam~~~ YAWN~~ slping soon le i guess... T__T
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12:50 AM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
thurs joe is goin into the camp le~~ so fast sia... 3 weeks not goin to see him liao... haiz~~ wish all the best to him sia... lik lossin 1 more friend again... haiz.... so sian.... exam in another 1 plus week time.... stress stress... any1 stress lik me?? haha... dun worry, be happy... cuz i can only lik this an wei zi ji... bo bian... wat can i do.. nth ma... haiz~~
useless...
Luv isn'T luvE unless itS expreSsed; Carin isnT carin unless the persoN knw; shariN isnT shaRin unless the persoN is incluDed
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11:21 PM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
haha... today went out wit dar... although is with others... quite happy today cuz finally get to see dar le... so long no see her le wor... went to bunk and see her play,well not play la XD haha... affter tat went to watch AVP2.. hehe.... dar de friend scream sia, i thought it was her.. thn she was lik so ps >.< after tat went chat chat and dar went to her teacher weddin~~ hope after exam can see her more often but goin ns soon le... exam is just 3 weeks away, need to study le... muz jia you liao last sem le wor... hope my dar muz jia you also... ^^ k la... nothin to say cuz almost everyday is same just day the time in school is getting lesser cuz almost all modules have finished and now mostly are revision... wish all exam muz do ur best.. bye~~~ take care, dun fall sick durin exam period....
P.S HAPPY 21st BDAE TO ANG WEN GUUANG~~~ GOLDEN KEY MUZ meLT AND SHARE HOR~~~ XD
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11:23 PM
