Friday, August 31, 2007
haiz... lending ppl a listening ear is wat i do to help ppl when they are sad... but who will isten to me??? always cannot find any1 free... ppl are always so busy, cannot find any1 to listen... haiz... juz now kana nag lik no tomorrow... so no mood lor... no1 to listen to mu moaning... so sad, y lik tat???
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12:03 AM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
wat a day... yawn... tired... 28/8 my birthday??? lol... well not really out to celebrate only went out to eat lunch and went to SP??? lol.. dun ask me y i went there, maybe its due to the fact tat no1 ask me out bah... tats y.. haha.. today do fyp, tired.... tmr have to go and do fyp again... haiz...
quoted "don live in sad memories..learn to accept and go thru the hurdle of sadness.." haha... from some1 de... learn to accept and i am trying to... living in sad memories only make u feel worse.. tats y leave it behind and go on... live life to the fullest as some dun have even if they 1...
1 friend of mine just passed away.... he commit suicide... only ydae... i was stunt when i heard that, he was quite a cheerful guy but no1 knw y he did it... life is so unexpected, dun waste ur life lik this... watching 1 litre of tears also make me understand that some really wanted to live life as they wan but they cannot...
tats y, i wan to live my life with no regrets... and carry on to be myself..
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12:41 AM
Monday, August 27, 2007
meet up wit guildmates on sat... went to eat but i did not eat... lol... after tat went to catch a movie... wahaha... rush hour 3... funny movie... thn went home... well, only meet 1 who i did not see b4, all the rest were friends and some meet before this guild meeting.
haiz.... so bored... i'm just mapling and watching video and nothing else... how can life be so boring at all.... oh man, days are just passing and passing by... and my mood does not seem any better... haiz... i
juz finish watching a episode of taiwan series, maybe its wat its time.. been struggling all this time... till now, i'm still not sure wat should i do, whether to give up or to hold on... can anyone pls enlighten me pls... i'm so confused... i really dunno wat i should do...
现在的我真的办不到，就让我离你远一点，也许有一天我会以朋友的身份出现在你面前，也许吧
randomness.♥
2:06 AM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
now in school... tso haven finish invigilating the exam... haiz... have to wait for her to be back before i can start to do.. sianz... nothing to do here... no mood... haiz.... i knw i cannot change any fact now but to hide my feelings from now on....
wish u and him all the best...
randomness.♥
9:29 AM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
exam finish le.. time to finish up final year project as well.. wat to do... i dunno wat should i do now.... nothing i can do i guess, i'm juz an ordinary guy who cannot do anything right... i should be alone till tat day bah... hah... maybe changing blogskin to something else... see if i can find, if yes thn change if not thn remain same...
update my blogskin... ^^ also change song... cuz this song really fits it...
才离开没多久就开始担心今天的你过得好不好
整个画面是你想你想的睡不着
嘴嘟嘟那可爱的模样还有在你身上香香的味道
我的快乐是你想你想的都会笑
没有你在我有多难熬(没有你在我有多难熬多烦恼)
没有你烦我有多烦恼(没有你烦我有多烦恼多难熬)
穿过云层我试着努力向你奔跑
爱才送到你却已在别人怀抱
就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我
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4:25 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
is this really it? i think she could never let go of him... he will always be in his mind... is there really no way tat she would forget about him... i guess not... i will juz be a friend in her heart no matter hopw much i like her... but i juz dun wan to give up lik this...
does time really heal a person or is it just a myth... time never heals a person heart , it just cover it over and hide it from the reality... it covers the fact that she will always love him... and i am just hiding from myself from the truth...
i'm a coward, i dun wan to face it and hope for a miracle to happen... but miracles are just miracles, they just give u the hope that will seldom happen, just to make u stay through for the time being... after tat time period, u will just hope miracle will happen just to stay away from tat cruel fact...
乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边
北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随著北风凋零我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
p.s the MV is more touching than the song... emo song...
randomness.♥
4:00 AM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
ydae paper cmi sia... haha... thks to those who give me the present... thk u all so much.... ydae went to watch rush hour 3.... quite funny.... but think the storyline isn't so elaborate... not much detail... overall quite a funny movie.... pole 127 le... haha... 3 more lvl to 13x... lol... so bored... yeah... i broken my record... 2 weeks of no eating lunch... power right? >.< hehe... hungry hungry...
randomness.♥
10:36 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
tmr 2nd paper... my most hated paper... pp chem... kao.. so many things to study, and all the notes seems so much for me to handle lor... see liao dizzy le... no mood to study at all lor... wat to do sia... 1st paper on wed, think quite ok bah... can pass only =x wahaha... cannot blame la... my genius brain no activate on tat day... so only can process some info... think pp chem i activate liao also no use... seee le already sianz liao lor... haiz.... 2 more paper to go b4 finishing... muz die die pass... cannot forward module... jia you!!! 4 more lvl to 13x.... XD
Dun sad le wor... haiz... All dun emo... my friends ard me lik all getting emo sia... pls dun affect me... WAHAHA
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5:14 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
hmm... 3 days to the start of exam... aia really sux to the core man, esp mdm ho part.. dun understand even a single thing.. jia lat sia... so sianz... always in home rotting lor.. i become more and more pig.. keep having nap... haiz... duno wat to post actually... but suddenly think of 7th month in chinese calendar... haha.. door just open hor.. so all those readin, dun stay out too late hor... or u might just see 1 beside u... lol..
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12:14 AM
Friday, August 10, 2007
life short... cherish it... but how to when u are unhappy... cannot enjoy the unhappy time also... its so tiring... went to friend dad's wake... feel lik things aren't forever... someday all will just go away from the grasp of you... cannot stop to think negatively... juz dunno y... feel so tired of everything... dunno how to handle them all... letting go of all does not seem right, but giving away seem so irresponsible.. dunno wat should i do...
randomness.♥
12:14 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
20 days.... haiz.... changed my blog song again... i lik this song... wanted to put another 1 de, but cannot find a small version of tat song so put this... some of the 5566 song are nice, although no more now, some songs by them are nice... lik those song with meaning lyric.... nothing to say also... dunno wat to say... stop here... maybe stopping blogging soon... 2 yrs of blogging liao... also nth much to blog le... wondering wat will i do on tat day??? is it just lk last yr... a unhappy day...
suddenly realised this song really fits the bill... haha the song goes lik this:
满天星星你的眼睛像旧电影反复剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星我非常确定会永远闪烁在我心里
雨后的夜里夜空变得好美好干净
眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际无声轮廓有一双眼睛
纯洁而透明我最爱的你
刹那变记忆
温度冷冷地最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你我最爱的你
如今在哪里
幸福时候别来找我
带着你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我我不会难过
我知道有一样的天空
温度冷冷地最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你我最爱的你
如今在哪里
幸福时候别来找我
带着你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我我不会难过
我知道有一样的天空
幸福走后请记得我
我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得至少还有我
一直在为你默默守候the chorus resemble.... maybe i should learn to be this way also... now only half half...
randomness.♥
12:00 AM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
yeah... tomorrow got work liao... haha.. quite ok to work i guess... but not sure how to.. so hope tomorrow will be successful thn will have my first pay of the month liao... so long no pay i lik rotting liao... sprain my left hand yesterday night and till now still pain.. hopes it heal quick... exam in another 1 week time liao.. muz start studying le cannot flung... monday n tuesday gt test.. dun feel lik studying still no mood now... zzz
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11:24 AM
