Tuesday, July 31, 2007
today went to ssdc (yck) to book for my basic theory test... kao... have to wait for another 2 month... test date 4 oct sia... still long... today went to apply for comex job... hope can get it cuz really pok liao... T_T i wan work!!!
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8:15 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
saw her nick yesterday.. knw tat she isn't ok.... wanted to ask her wat happened but i think she wun say out also, so i just hope to console her... but i really dunno wat to say to her... i am really no good at speaking... seeing her tag makes me think tat she felt even worse right now... some ppl juz dunno how to appreciate it... think she feeling really down right now... i'm so sorry that i cannot cheer her up... feel so useless...
fallen Angel; could help u at all... sorry T_T
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12:52 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
相遇的魔咒 范逸臣相遇一定是一种魔咒,
让你在我心中驻守
记得当初你的一举一动,
记得你阳光般的温柔
重逢是魔咒中的魔咒,
让我再也无法回头
从此跟著你的身影旋转,
时而快乐时而忧愁
你成为我今生最大的牵挂,
你成为我心上隐隐的伤口
为了让你脸上充满笑容,
浪漫柔情各种花招都出手
每当你掉下眼泪的时候,
每当你生气不语皱著眉头
心里的感觉我说不出口,
其实我最怕你飘然远走
患得患失都是为你,
骄傲自尊全部都失守
这样的感情让我害怕,
我更怕给你的还不够
爱你的心注定是依旧,
爱你的情注定要长久
尽管相遇是一种魔咒,
感谢它让我们
彼此拥有
a song for her...
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5:46 PM
these 2 days had been tiring... went for she concert and she autograph... sat was supposed to catch the first bus to expo but i overslpept =x woke up only at 6.45 when fc de member, zane call me... went there in a rush and reached ard 7.30 and the quene was alright, around 200m bah... after a while they asked us to mive into the barricade... a lot still haven reached by then... Another 12 hours more to concert, was so sianz over there... played poker, went walking around, studied for my pp chem... and time was still passin slowly... zzz... waited and waited and waited, fc peeps came in more and more... ard 40 members i think was there... was stuffy due to the rain and humid weather... the quene start movin and we went in to GRAB our seats at 6.45... was near the front and concert start at 8.. lasted ard 1h 15mins... quite alright bah... cuz see the taiwan de le... thn nothing fresh really, but was quite high ^^ haha, didn't go and shout cuz dun wan break voice as monday gt communication test... lol, if no voice think the test i cmi liao... after concert, went home, bathe, rest a while and was on my way out again... to?? jurong imm to overnight for autograph session... reached there also got a lot there le... slept till 8 plus and was called to move into imm... rain caused the place to flood lor... lucky some1 drain the water out or some jeans will be soaking wet... got free coke to drink also... lol... sign and gave a t shirt design by lijia to she... of cuz... same thing, shook their hands and took signature aND tats all.. lol.. stupid??? no, i think its was ok cuz not everyday u get to camp wit ur fc and have fun^^
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5:06 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
quite a few days since i blog... quite weak these few days... keep getting sick... wat a weak guy i am right??? haiz... dunno wat is happening to me....tmr another test... getting ready to study... or i should say, study half way through le... this weekend busy busy.. cuz SHE coming.. haha.... goin for concert on sat and autograph on sun... wahaha... think i goin to be so tired out lor... haiz... exam soon le... wahaha... 3 exam.... and tats all but all quite difficult for me.... muz jiayou liao...
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2:19 PM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
today was fragrance test... well i did not really study for the test only to focus more on step part cuz i dunno wat to study for mrs leong part... 1 pm was the time.. test started and looks lik no1 was pssing up... thn i saw some iddiot moving his file.. first i thought he is just adjusting, thn i saw him flip and guess wat, the notes was on the front... damn u, u assclown... he was copying.. and getting worse, once he saw tat teacher did not see him... he took out the notes and put it near his leg so no1 could see... i was so du lan tat i left the hall.. i did not even bother to tell teacher abt it... he was not worth my saliva... wish he go to hell.. really wan to give him a punch in his eye.. damn u... to the guy in front of me... wish u go hell...
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11:34 PM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
goin to be 12 le... its goin to be 18 july... a lot still dunno wat day is it bah.. haha... so many asking and there it is... 2 years of loneness... so fast 2 years le... wat i been doin sia, i also dunno... 18 july liao... 1 mth and 10 days more to my birthday thn 20 liao... so fast... already gt ppl say i old liao sia... old meh... dunno la... pass so fast.. maybe single is best bah... cuz sure cannot find liao la... somemore goin ns in less than half a year time le, unless the gal wun "run" when i inside la... haha... difficult la... now i can hope is tat she stay happy and wun get hurt lor... think its enough le.... think i should save it for my birthday wish bah... hehe... not a bad idea also... ^^
counting down to my 20th birthday
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11:53 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
gt ppl say i no update and so here i am... haha... yesterday went out at ard 10am... went to meet shi shun and went to sembawang to fetch a friend who just came back from canada... she speak so slang tat i almost didn't understand... haha... still the same, i did not speak... always the case... haiz... my character bah.. went back to yishun and grab a bite at bk... thn bern came... looks lik she just woke up sia... haha... the both of the gals did not talk much and i was lik dots... haiz... went to catch harry potter at 1.30pm... quite a lot of ppl watching... the show was quite ok... but actions not as much as the previous one... after finishin the show... went to sit ard and after a while, iris went back... feel a little guilty cuz no talk much to her... thn went to kfc for dinner.. after tat slack ard till 10plus... haha.. also dunno how i sit so long.. yawn...
i dun wan to disturb ur life... sry...
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7:09 PM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
S.H.E concert on 28 july... 8 pm at max pavilion... so excited... but think of it.. 2 more weeks... so tired and sianz... long long week... dun feel lik doin anything lor... yawn... thought is this sat collect tix... then realised it was next week... haha... so ps sia... told my friend wrong thing.. lol... thn after 28 is th autograph... sianz.. sure damn tired... how to go sia... kao.. time so squeezy... haiz.
been thinking for a while... 我知道我不能给你任何东西，只好慢慢地从你面前消失。对不起
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11:18 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
nth much to blog... 1 more mths to exam... parents juz now almost argue again... haiz.. so fast... chat wit her... see her sad also dun feel good... haiz... see her lik tat dunno how to console her also... really cannot do much to help... sry.... 1 week 2 days more...
i could not do much to help her, feel so useless...
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11:21 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
wahaha... hehe... i mad liao... lol... juz change blogskin... this one so fun... but if keep ytyping will have to drag till very long... cannot overlap... will become very messy wor... but lik computer programme.. so nice.. lol.. cannot put song... tat is so sad.. hehe... nvm.. slowly try, think sure can put de... yawn.. so sianz.. i wan to rot liao.. yesterday went k box wit ym,asm,psm, jone thomas and shi shun... got vip sia... haha... xiaoda... only knw when reach station... thn sing till ard 6 plus... xiaoda ard 4 plus go le... yawn... thn after tat went makan liao go home.. haiz... weekend so fast finish... sianz~~
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4:24 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
feeling giddy... no fever.. juz headache... listening to linkin park... found 1 song nice in their album, what i've done... meaningful.. lyric meaningful... although not really those soft nice love song... but in their album they have some nice songs in the past and now... although rock but lyric is meaningful and to me, its enough... feel lik vomitting... knw wat i thinking at this period of time? really hope there was some1 who care for me... haha... juz joking... i independent de okay?? lols... dun think i bullshyt ok?? really miss some of my friends who are in ns... long time no play bball le... when can we be back lik last time... i miss my secondary school... i miss everything... saw ivern ng... lol... juz knw he forward half year, stop half yr.. meaning he same time grad as me... zzz... haiz, he was the 1 who planted bball interest in me de... lol... now also slacker... haha... giddy~~
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11:37 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
18 july gets closer day by day... its already the 3rd of july le... saw the calendar and found out it was a wednesday... haha... at least it is not the same day or it would have been really coincidental... haha.. think still noone knw wat is tat date??? so mystery right??? haha.. actually is nth big... so u all out there who are viewing dun think too much... lol... hearing that song in my blog makes me think back... 18 july... T_T everyday now is the same as tat day... really represent my feeling... those who understand good, those who dun think u should listen more...
as i see u in the arms of him with happiness, i can only smile to u with heart bleeding quietly...
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12:21 AM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
sianz... today youth day.. dun feel lik lor... ppl holiday tmr we dun have sia... sadded... these 2 days dunno do wat sia... lik rotting... sat at least go out to meet xiaoda and other guild members... after tat went back to ytss for fiesta... so hot sia... wear jeans leh... sweating lik mad lor... haiz... yim juz come out from tekong fter 2 weeks... haha... no go see he how.. lol... so sianz... dunno wat i goin do sia... boredom.... zzz rotting liao... where can i vend it out....
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9:57 PM
