Thursday, May 31, 2007
this song resemble my feeling >.< but who really understand??? T.T
我讨厌阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里最后一句
其实还爱你
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10:17 PM
today vesak day... went to my geandfather house to celebrats his birthday... but he does not sem to know that it is his birthday or any1 of us... is it tat ppl will be forgotten no matter how hard they try to stay as part of memory in them. today, i did something stupid... so stupid tat i dunno y i did it.. make her angry... but i was seriously not doin it on purpose de... hope she can really understand when she read my blog and dun angry k? T.T ate 6 cakes at my grandfather hse... my aunt keep pushing them to me... i eat and eat and eat... somemore was my favourite, tiramisu so eat lor... but as i eat and eat... feel so disgusted about whipped cream... yucks... think nxt time go starbuck dun wan add whipped cream on frap le...
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10:07 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
Would you be there...
By: Redwan Ali
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
song in the channel 8 9 pm show.... only see 1 episode... find the song nice.. haha
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10:57 AM
Sunday, May 27, 2007
tomorrow return tro school after a week of e-learning... duh... was thinking.. wat we learn??? every term lik this.. this time worse... 2 week of study and back to holiday again... i really wish the person who plan this schedule to be dead =x really waste of time.. i wish it was a week of holiday... haiz... when will the real holidae start? i wan to relax... kao... reprts sstill haven finish sia... shiyt man... really feel lik releasing all out... still waiting.. when is the one coming?
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11:22 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
change my blog skin yesterday night... background i do it myself de... so satisfied... i wan a new life... but who will be willing to giv me this life???
爱转角... nice song.... i wish i could also find the 1... haha... hope before i go ns can find... >.<
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2:50 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
| Your Stress Level is: 49% |
You are somewhat prone to stress, especially when life gets hard.
When things are good, you resist stressing over little problems.
But when things are difficult, you tend to freak out and find it hard to calm down. |
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11:06 PM
haiz... blogger finally ok liao... but my feeling not really very ok back yet.... trying to recover... hope to... but dunno when will it be... nxt week e learning week no need go school everything learn at home... think will play more than learn... haha.... when will the one appear???
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3:13 AM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
friends friends friends... appreciation appreciation appreciation.... chance chance chance.... i dun appreciate, how should i show?? muz i SHOW it out... zzz... there is still a difference between friends and BEST friend... friend cannot replace best friend... best friend will knw wat u are thinking naturally juz at ur expression... juz do u understand me and my feeling??? i can say tat i dun understand wat u all feel, and u all feel against me right now at this moment in this point of time.. all i can say is as friends i am glad to have knw all of u but pls... i had enough for now... pls... let me be alone without any interuption....
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1:58 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i'm tired... i dun feel lik home... i dun wan to return home... i hate it but wat can i do... i does not belong or feel any warmth in the house... all i get is the meaningless nagging and weird look on me.. i cried... my mum f me till i cannot take it... nothing is mend... my heart, my relationship, my family... all i had is bits and pieces... wat can i do wit all these... broken pieces should be thrown away... lik me... broken should not be here... should be thrown away and forgotten... juz rubbish to this world... nobody cherish.. nobody cares...
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12:43 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
wa... sianz... stpid blogger dun let me change my template... damn du lan.. somemore ezlink card spoilt... went to replace it but thn found out the replacement center move liao.. so suay... argh.... tomorrow first test... hope can score well... still moody... haiz~~~ cannot stop thinking... y??? AGH!!! i wish i could die... can any1 save me up from this ....
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9:15 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
deaD~~ reallY tireD le... nothinG seemS to worK out.... duN feel lik doin the thingS i do... moodY~~ thinking about wat i saiD... been escaping from reality for so long... wat am i really doin?? i should return to the me that i was... stop being a wei jun zi... juz voice out... feel lik shouting out everything in my heeart... wish her all the best...
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12:54 AM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
wa.. monday was the day... slping day... haha... almost the whole day de lessons i was sleeping.. hehe.. mornning lessson start at 8.. i went there and before i knw.. i laid on table liao.. haha... only to wake up when lesson was about to finish... after tat was 1 and a half hour break.... again... i went to slp... this time in the library... hehe.... 11.30 waas practical... if it was not.. think i will really go into dreamland again... 3pm... PQM... wa... the most challengin module of all to stay awake.... half way thru... canno tahan liao.. fall aslp... for the 1st lesson only... hehe.. 2nd lesson awake... lol... dunno y slp so much todayy... XD
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12:09 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
sent the last sms... maybe the last ... juz maybe... enough~~~ everything is juz enough.... its time... now is the time... i should not have hold on something which does not belong to me nor which should be mine... i'm jux stubborn enough... the worst, stupid enough... i known wat is wasn't meant to be mine will not be... i should not have... a person is never easy to 4get or will never be 4gotten... he will be alwayzz in her heart... not matter wat, i still wish she could be happy... everything should have an end to it... and so shall mine... 11 may... wish everything tat had happened will end then... and happy memories shall stay there... will never 4get there's her in the pic of mine...
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12:11 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
T_T today woke up late... when i wake up already 9!!! my lesson starts at 8 sia... die lor... raining.. so nice to slp... thn i see my phone y alarm no ring thn i remember cuz yestrerday larbour day thn switch off le no on back... zzz... went to school for next lesson lor.. miss 2 lesson sia... haiz... thn went there for frag lectures.. smell raw materials again... haha... thn got test sia...kao... i blocked nose thn cannot smell anything.. luckily is in grps sia... or i sure fail liao lor... got 1 sample need to wait sia.. thn now in my home... frequently can smell it sia... haha... gastric pain T_T... wan die liao... i go rest le.. bb all
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5:49 PM
