Saturday, February 24, 2007
how many days since i updated... still cannot really put down my feelings... nxt week itp start le... haven write my resume and dunno how to go yet... lol.. very servere sia... need to check how to go le or first day sure embarassed if late... so many days since i eat outside wit my friends... now everyday at home rot... think i will work n work till i fall sick ba... haha... wan to earn lots n lots of money... thn maybe can buy my dream phone, n95... haha...
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3:01 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
should be happy tat she found who she really lik... but still will feel sour de... think tears already dried up since last time le ba... really duuno how to cry le... y gals lik to giv wrong idea.. juz can reject at least wun drag right??? dragging is just lik torturing him or her if u dun lik or really wan to giv them any chance... i dunno if my thinking has matured or i am just being petty... maybe ba... however i knw tat i not really over sensitive... hah... now dun really knw wat to do sia... dunno how to face them if see them... maybe starting this is a wrong thing ba... should hav knw nth would work out for me in the first place... y so stubborn to even think abt this leh... stupid me right?? hahh... b4 cny sia, feeling starting to break down le lor... how to go on thru cny... should just close one eye n pass thru cny first thn confirm... now only cause myself to break down... think this is 2nd time i write in my blog abt me breaking down...really useless right??? for a guy to be lik this... T-T
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3:30 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
todaY is valentine's DAY!!! hmm.. i was at home all day doing nth!!! -_-||| sianz lor.. whole day at home, see couple outside, i was lik ... everyday lik no life at home sia... lik a useless man sitting there waiting to die... wa kao... any creative thing i can do or not... oh man, my life is lik all others... eat, sleep, com, nothing more... any1 who read my previous post on rose, any1 bought rose for ur loved ones??? haha... think u should not have buy wrong anything right??? XD tryin to entertain myself in any way possible... today... hope she had also recieve the roses thn i ordered... hope she will like it.. haiz... bought le thn read her post abt wat she really wants.... but i already ordered... lol.. guess no choice lor.. nxt time i will do something personally... hmm.. think now muz start thinking wat to make le.. haha...
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9:23 PM
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
tomorrow last paper... mixed feeling... no mood to study... wan to be happy cuz tomorrow is my last paper... finally can enjoy... feelings in me gushing out.. but as i type, i feel lik crying.. my grandfather is in the hospital as i am here now.. he's hanging on and i am the only 1 who has not went to see him.. i feel so guilty... i cannot bear any1 leaving me at this moment... he's the closest to me among all the releative and he dotes me the most.. i can only keep the feeling inside me as i keep my days goin during the exam period... i hope he can hang through the CNY... he wish so much to see the days that i hav finished my studies... i reallyd dunno wat to do now... tomorrow after exam, i will rush there to see him as i dunno how many times would i be able to see him...
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9:05 PM
